phenomen a book

I want nothing more to be a comet in the night sky streaking towards you. But I know you''''d hate me if I did, you would tell me that I broke my promise to you. Honestly, I haven''''t kept all of it, but that last part you made me swear on, so I will do my best to comply. You were always so worried for me. So here it is, a chronicle of my struggle the soundtrack to my grief. There are people in my life who support me, I know I will see you again one day my love, but will you recognize me? Will you love me how you used to? Can you forgive me? Can I forgive myself?