Scarlet POV (2021 June)

  Last two months have been strange on and off we had fights , I am slowly developing a habit to dislikes him. His bad behaviour has been a majoy key for our breakdown. His mouth is a major concern.

  Last night he called me bitch for the hundredth time and that was hard, I fell asleep weeping, but I don’t remember when but I do remember he wasn’t there when I fell asleep , he wasn’t there to hold me, he wasn’t there to comfort me , he wasn’t there to lift me, he wasn’t there to convince me, tap me, give life into me or in any form visible for me. He wasn’t , he just wasn’t .

  So I thought to myself I do give him a surprise. Call me a bitch if you do like to but I don’t mind anymore, I just don’t .

  Pathum ; why arent you texting me back? Whats wrong?

  Scarlet ; where was you last night?

  Pathum ; home sweetie.

  Scarlet ; of course home.

  Pathum ; whats wrong?

  Scarlet ; whats wrong?

  Pathum ; yeah. Whats wrong?

  Scarlet ; you! That is what is wrong here.

  Pathum ; me?

  Scarlet ; oh please cut the crap. don’t act like you don’t remember what happened last night , you were insane, you were out of control you were blaming , cursing, doubting ,hurting, confusing, mumbling, grumbling, rambling, tumbling, scrambling, bitching, hitching, groaning, honing, horse crapping, finger pointing , besmirching, tarnishing , ripping, painting, aching , damaging, mortifying your outrageous anger on me and now you woke up dead and forgotten what all you did and shines here, how wonderful is it like to be in your shoes I wonder! don’t act ! cut the crap sell the drama! To a slut if you like but not me anymore, not me.

  Pathum ; sweetie I asked just to apologise for you, I am sorry sweetie, I am sorry for what I had done, but you have to understand OCD with anger is a complete mixture of madness I had no control over it I am sorry. You know I never hurt you intentionally and nevertheless I love you no matter what so please don’t talk to me like that, I cant help myself out . I know I cannot provide your lame excuses and keep hurting you like last night. I am extremely sorry for my bad behaviour please forgive me. I need your assistance or else I will forever be in this pit.

  Scarlet ; so shall you be in it.

  Pathum ; what?

  Scarlet ; I am not going to help you anymore.

  Pathum ; what do you mean? Please you know I love you ,

  Scarlet ; it don’t matter you don’t know how to respect me.

  Pathum ; please I respect you now and even in the past a lot , please I need your help you know the thing with me, its just part of OCD , it is out of control, I never wanted to hurt you ,

  Scarlet ; thats exactly what i am saying.

  Pathum ; please what do you mean?

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  Scarlet ; you need to grow up , you know that? Look at you , you don’t understand anything , how am I supposed to be with you?

  Pathum ; I can help please I am sorry.

  Scarlet ; you hurt me enough.

  Pathum ; I am sorry!

  Scarlet ; don’t matter

  Pathum ; please lets talk about something. Forget it and lets move on.

  Scarlet ; I need to go ,

  Pathum ; where sweetie?

  Scarlet ; away from you.

  Pathum ; sweetie imma catch you anyway hehe!

  Scarlet ;funny ! ha ha !

  Pathum ; sweetie I am sorry , lets talk about something else.

  Scarlet ; I need space,

  Pathum ; what happened to you sweetie? Since you woke up , you were with this attitude, why?

  Scarlet ; because I need space from you , I need to stay away from you.

  Pathum ; okay okay! But comeback soon okay

  Scarlet ; not planning to comeback! You need to be serious about this,I am breaking up with you, and I don’t know when I will get back , all I know is I don’t want you anymore, not anymore . please don’t force me for anything, I don’t want you , thats all

  Pathum ; sweetie wait no , no . we can talk

  Scarlet ; bye!

  I threw my phone away, my hands were numb and shaking. I just made the deal of my life. Maybe the wisest move I ever committed. I don’t know that but I do know is thats the right decision, he wont do that to me anymore. I am done taking his crap. I feel so free now, its like a huge burden is lifted off from my shoulders. I took 5 minutes contemplating on the decision I just took. Was it right or wrong I don’t know but I had to take it. I couldn’t let him and wouldnt let him hurt me and disrespect me anymore,I hope he learns the lesson and grow up.

  “Why are in such a mood today?” Abigail tapped my shoulder dragging me out of my thoughts.

  Because I broke up with him

  “What do you mean?” I asked her clearly not wanting to continue the conversation.

  “You look like your boyfriend just cheated on you.” she laughed shaking her head. I rolled my eyes.

  He would never do that for me.

  Well he is not mine anymore.

  “Hmm.” I continued my chores not focusing on her.

  “Seriously what’s wrong?”

  “Why do you ask?”

  “Because I am concerned. Im your sister after all.” she said looking me in the eye.

  Since when Abigail? Since when.

  “Hmm.” I avoided eye contact.

  “Did he do something wrong?”

  “No.”

  “Then what’s your matter?”

  “Please.” I looked her in the eye and motioned her to stop.

  Stop the crap Abigail.

  “Please what?”

  “Stop the drama. Okay? You never cared about me. Just stop it and leave me alone.”

  I pushed her aside and walked to my room and sat in my bed. And contemplated for a while and didn’t even noticed Mazie licking my hand and cuddling.

  He might be texting you.

  I don’t give a damn about him.

  And as he said all the notifications I got was from him. He has texted me on google hangouts, line , marco polo, wattpad and even pinterest. He rarely texted me there.

  I opened the messages and all of them were sobbing. He was trying his best to reverse the things that happened. I am not gonna change my mind. He has no respect for me. He insult me. He hurt me. He use me. He drag me down and never picks me up when I needed him the most. Why would I wanna be with someone like him? He need to grow up and be a man and deal with things that goes around his life. I am not gonna tol step into his stupid crap anymore. Atleast not in the ways I used to do. I am not allocating my time for him ever again. I don’t care Lord. I don’t want him anymore like I used to.

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