Pathum POV (August 2020)

  I understand what her dad told them, he is not wrong he's just not the adorable type person, he cares about his family but is not the type of person who keep saying sweet words and hugging them like they want him to be. It’s just that’s his nature. There’s nothing wrong about his way,

  Not at all

  I think they need to understand him better and not jump into unwanted conclusions. I think it is the way he is taught to grow up so on outside he look like he doesn't care about anyone but deep down he cares about everything. I need to explain that to her immediately before things get worsened.

  Scarlet ; so you thinks that dad loves us?

  Pathum; I believe he loves you and you guys have a mild misunderstanding. Look at what he said he does stuff for you and expect nothing back but love from you guys , but he doesn't like to admit it. Think about the last time you thanked him for the bills he paid for you, you guys have rarely showed him love and in contrary you expect him to show love. When it is out of his league. Tough love sweetie!

  Scarlet ; I feel bad about my behaviour now, I need to go thank him and apologise him as well.

  Pathum ; good girl!

  I am proud of her , the fact that she understood what I said and felt the necessity to apologise is so humble and innocent. I love my girl so much, she is so unlike Abigail, cute and innocent.

  She is so pure unlike that bitch of a sister of hers.

  I am just so lucky to have a girl like her.

  Are you?

  Scarlet ; I just said sorry and thanked him and hugged him as well, he didn’t said anything but I can feel he is happy, he avoided eye contact probably avoiding the shade of softness , he is trying to be tough I see that . I was wrong but now I am even. Thank you pathum you taught me a good lesson. I am glad you are my boyfriend. YOU are a sweet little boyfriend. Aren’t you? Hehe. I am so thankful that I hugged him.

  Pathum; good girl!

  Scarlet ; is that all you gonna say today ?

  Pathum ; hehehe

  Scarlet ; you are a sweet thing

  Pathum ; not as sweet as you.

  Scarlet ; nope , I am not sweet.

  Pathum ; you are sweet and adorable.

  Scarlet ; not as much as you are

  Pathum ; so you are accusing me for lying?

  Scarlet ; no but I am simply saying I am not as sweet as you

  Pathum ; you are innocent

  Scarlet ; nope

  Pathum; you are kind

  Scarlet ; my mom and sis tell that I am not kind and that I will be a bad mother because I wasn’t treating my dog well, I was trying to teach him a lesson when and where he needs to pee, so I punished him slightly for his misbehaviour , and they are telling me that I would do the same for my own kids and that I will not be a good mother. They tell me I am not gonna achieve my dreams.

  Pathum; let them have their opinion sweetie we cannot change their minds but we sure can change how we responds to them. Keep calm and quite , because you are the most beautiful girl in this world. They are just jealous.

  Scarlet ; you think they are just jealous?

  Pathum ; correction ma’am , not just jealous but extremely jealous.

  Scarlet ; but I don’t think I am that good like you say though, I think you are just in love with me and that you perceive me as a beautiful kind soul and in truth I am just a ugly girl.

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  Pathum ; you are beautiful

  Scarlet ; yeah maybe

  Pathum; you are kind, you are good, you are nice, you are sweet, you are everything.

  Scarlet ; but I don’t think they are jealous!

  Pathum ; they are jealous they always were, I am so sorry but they are, mom might not be jealous but she favours her elder daughter more. I am sorry you don’t need their love I am here to love you so please forgot about them. Okay?

  Scarlet ; but maybe my sister is not jealous.

  Pathum ; I can proove it.

  Scarlet; how ?

  Pathum ; so you told me about your classmates, those 2 boys and boys in the supermarket who fell into things huh?

  Scarlet ; I don’t like where this is going.

  Pathum ; so you still think they are not jealous?

  Scarlet ; no.

  Pathum ; let me proove it

  Scarlet ; okay…

  Pathum; all I need is your butt.

  Scarlet ; oh ho! My butt. You can’t breath without it isnt that so right?

  Pathum ; well havent they denied that you got the best butt in the country? The best butt in the world? Havent they? They are so jealous that make them say you got a tiny butt, no girl you got a giant butt, and still they claims it not that big. How ridiculous they can simply be ? you see they are jealous .

  Scarlet ; but it doesnt prove them jealous.

  Pathum ; so what about the boys in your class, and every boy that fell into things in the supermarket just to have a look at your butt? What about them huh? So your tiny butt got their attention? Yes your butt did it but it is not tiny. Ma’am the case is closed you are guilty of a big butt and your family is guilty of jealousy. No more protests, your family is jealous of your capabilities and that’s sad but that’s the truth.

  Scarlet ; you got me there, my cheeks are redder now my god.

  Pathum ; gotcha ! gotcha bitch! You know its like a catch phrase or like a saying

  Scarlet ; yeah I guess

  Pathum ; you okay?

  Scarlet ; I am fine.

  Pathum : What happened to your mood all a sudden?

  Scarlet : Nothing.

  Pathum : yeah nothing right?

  Scarlet : Yeah

  Pathum : you took me to a fool ma’am?

  Scarlet : Mmm..

  Pathum : Scarlet! Darling what’s wrong please tell me.

  Scarlet : Nothing Pathum! It’s just memories!

  Pathum : what memories?

  Scarlet : it’s just. I am being used to called bitch. Its not something new.

  Pathum ; oh god noooooo!! I never called you a bitch I just used a common catch phrase, Look what I said I said gotcha and then I used the term bitch , it wasn’t addressing you sweetie , please I feel bad about it now, I never called you a bitch I just used a common saying. It wasn’t referring to you as a bitch, sweetie please don’t get it in the wrong way, heck I hate me.

  Scarlet ; I understand sweetie, I just got recalled by a memory.

  Pathum ; I am sorry sweetie!

  Scarlet ; its just a old memory , one of my classmates called me a bitch, well it was all because I reveal that she is skipping class to kiss her boyfriend. I was worried about her grades so I had to reveal it and guess what I lost my bestie right that day but who needs besties like them when you have a golden heart like you.

  Pathum ; I am sorry sweetie. Very sorry! Thank you for appreciating me but I don’t think I deserve that praise when all I do is hurting you.

  Scarlet : Who said you are doing that?

  Pathum: your family and even you.

  Scarlet : Stop sweetie, you never hurt me, not at all. I believe you will only brightened my life.

  I felt so bad but for god sake I was not referring to her as the bitch I was just saying the catch phrase or saying like in movies and dramas. Well I said a million sorry afterwards and cried a lot because I felt so bad that my innocent girl got hurt by me. I promise I will make sure I wouldn't hurt her again. I will take good care of her and protect her . I don’t know whether I should pray for God, but I hope God read my thoughts and make sure she is alright. I hope tells her that it was only a joke or a stupid movie line and heal her heart of unwanted past.

  Pathum : Scarlet

  Scarlet : Yes Pathum?

  Pathum: I am so sorry sweetie!

  Scarlet : it’s okay Pathum. Forgot about it now, let’s move on

  Pathum : I feel so bad Scarlet! ??

  Scarlet : there’s nothing to feel bad sweetie. Forgot it already.

  I kept saying sorry and apologising at her as best as I could cause nothing felt okay since I hurt her even unintentionally. I think I said a million sorry and just when I was about to score million and one I fell asleep.

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