I love you.

  They took you before I could hold you and now they want me to leave you a message. I know I can't live. The physicians said so and I can feel my weakness.

  I hope you will have a good life. I hope she will care for you, better than I could have in this place. She is not a monster. My death is not a conspiracy. I'm not worth a conspiracy. Just a common girl - and for that I am sorry. I can't give you a good maternal family, support, political wisdom or even secret knowledge. I would write them down even at the risk of someone else reading this letter.

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  I'm sorry.

  I pray for your happiness. I pray for a good, long life, filled with all the joy life can bring.

  I can't be with you, but I want you to know that I love you.

  Goodbye.

  Your mother