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  intangable as if never there

  we can feel it as if we were in a lair

  our hairs up

  our eyes out

  Live your life as if I was dead

  Kind of like in this book I read

  For love I do not get

  Yet I will not forget

  Neither will the dreams of others cascade

  Fool me twice and then thrice

  For I'm a fool

  Better stay up

  Watch your back

  Cause in the night I'm gonna attack

  If this is a game

  You better stay up

  The pain you have isn't enough

  I'm poet

  Playing with water is what I do

  I'm a poet

  My words pain a strange hue

  I'm poet

  My words right through

  I ring true

  As I sing to you

  Playing with fire

  You won't hurt me now

  Playing with fire

  It's a cascading shield anyhow

  Stacking my deck as if I wasn't gonna lose

  This fate I have I shall never choose

  A victim

  A player

  A thing of wager

  Nothing gonna keep us up tonight

  Let's have a fist fight

  Aight'

  You and me make so much love

  Regret hate and not enough

  You want to make my life so fucked up

  I'm gonna make your money not enough

  Let's take your stuff

  Let's take your love

  This ain't ever gonna be enough

  No holding back cause I prefer to give it rough

  Baby girl I'm gonna take your stuff

  Talking shit

  And doing this

  Calling me a player

  I dismissed

  Fuck the opposition

  Fuck the submission

  I'll push you to hell

  I'll go to the lobby

  I'm quite swell

  Alligator

  Pitch black

  Why is it that all I can feel as of late

  Is a cold discompassion and a splitting fate

  Where I'd rather not be under the sky

  than look at another person's eye

  My morals

  To me they stand above all

  I'd rather fall or lose it all

  My morals

  I won't yield

  I'm a jerk for doing this but my coldness is my shield

  The definition of a jerk is simple

  It's the one society hates

  Not the evil one because as of late

  Blind followers are ornate

  Let's see the people I'd rather cut down

  I'm not vying for the crown

  A single pawn

  A person I once fawned

  But now my relationship with them has dawned

  In catastrophe

  Because it's only me

  I'd rather be alone than under your sky you see

  My morals

  They stand above all

  To me with them they fall

  My friends I'd gladly fell

  If I could scream and yell

  Because that's how much I hate you

  Giving false excuses

  Using up your time

  Taking the heart of the one you once called mine

  You hurt them

  I was the only one there

  But when they needed it where?

  Something happened to a relitive

  So now you cannot

  Ha as if your in distraught

  You flirt with some others

  You continue to play

  the girl you abandoned

  She is no longer happy so to say

  Yet after it all

  Your relationship to fall

  She still loves you and it gnaws

  The pain

  It drives me insane

  Not of jealousy but hatred of you in my brain

  They call me poet

  I hide under a mask

  Repent

  That is not all I ask

  Abandon a girl because she's close

  Don't abandon the others and don't make the most of

  This pain

  It burns my brain

  Because no one will ever trust me for I am insane

  I will never be the same

  As people like you

  The close ones

  Those are those you hurt

  But those who you harm love you the worse

  Is it because you know

  In this flow

  They won't ever leave this show

  Trapped in your own hypocrisy

  Trapped in this place without democracy

  I'd rather be friendless than with you

  I'd rather not have to choose

  Because it's so simple to say

  I'd rather lose everyone than enjoy your company so to say

  lets test a theory

  lets see if its true

  lets see if the world can be dyed blue

  in this hint of color

  in this splash of light

  where do we live

  will we ever fight

  So one loss

  The loss of you

  Two loss

  the loss of the ones you choose

  Three loss

  The one I supported talks to me no more

  Because she'd rather be with you than keep her pride up no more

  Abandoned

  So to say

  Left on that day

  Broke up with her you bloke

  I supported her but after that your relationships still awoke

  Relationships with others

  Excuses between each other

  "Because of my mother

  Who shares the same fate as you

  I'd throw you away

  But you'd come back like a dog with a shoe"

  I'm prepared to leave everyone to leave you too

  This is my sense of justice

  The morals which only I hold

  A giant jaw

  Gonna give you slack

  She's nothing but a baby back

  Of deadly opposition

  That's where it's at

  Mama told me

  Never gonna give

  Never forgive

  Or you saying shit

  What's up

  Not enough

  Kind of fucked up

  Light it up

  Better keep running

  No place for love

  Maybe a death

  A single shove

  And all is gone to black

  Let's cut the poor girl some slack

  I sing of the chaos I bring

  You won't see a thing

  When it goes to black

  Ain't no place for slack

  So a hint of emotion

  A strange notion

  A memory faded to dust

  Will we ever have enough

  Enough trust?

  Can we throw it all away

  And say

  They will rule the day when they cross me

  Maybe death is the cure to my tears

  death stopping all pain

  all sadness and ability to gain

  The blame

  Again and again

  eventually the sadness i needed to recreate

  a past of futures of things ive lost as of late

  the memorys i hid in a far away land

  this sadness

  longing

  it drags me by my hand

  the thing that first inspired me

  will i be able to let it free

  writing so many entrys

  will i ever really be me

  its addicting to take pain killers

  its kind of a thriller

  the doctors wait for you to justify so

  this addiction

  it freezes my heart like snow

  im hurting myself to get a point

  im loseing myself to get out of this joint

  tearing some times to open a wound

  i have lost in this dune

  will i let myself out soon

  we are ready to run and utter a shout

  the first perception

  what will we see

  eyes at the ready

  who is this before me

  it seams as if action

  it seams as if not

  it seams as if we need to hit it with all its got

  i seam to be going back to a lack of judgement

  as if my eyes are down

  as if the people judge

  as if i always have a frown

  their perception

  its not of use

  our views

  are too obtuse

  we cultivate image

  we portray lies

  we do everything

  but even so called gods will die

  when fighting for ourselves

  we must not lie

  under a casket of shadows

  what bothers me most of all

  what will cause our friendship to fall

  a hint of desperation

  a hint of idiotic elation

  a hint of trust too much

  and then its enough

  it shatters down

  on the ground

  without a sound

  as if a bubble poped

  as if time has stoped

  as if the tears will never fade

  we leave

  on this path we both made

  what bothered me most of all

  what causes our friendship to fall

  is a fall into hypocritsism which i am enthralled

  to end

  regret

  lets not forget

  the best things have not happened yet

  the young are old

  the old wish to be young

  the world is spining

  our feelings stung

  lets not forget

  our time has passed

  our world has gone on

  it has gone at last

  so lets regret

  lets forget

  fall into a vat of dreams

  where nothing yet everything is how it seams

  regret

  thing about what you cant change

  regret

  you'll become deranged

  regret

  it all passes by

  and here we lie

  looking high to the skys

  regret

  the one friend we can count on to be at our side

  no one for me dont you see

  a single sad song left for me

  in this place of one not three

  of a single boy alone without any need

  companion ?

  no kind of over rated

  love?

  no id be elated

  happiness?

  no i know it crumbles down

  and when the love dies i hope you dont frown

  because in this land

  of only me

  no help for me so you see

  in this land

  of desolate thoughts

  everything has a hint of distraught

  for everything we gain

  another to lose

  another thing we will one day need to chose

  a single sad song

  is all i need

  call me full of greed

  static p live stream poems

  welcome to the stream, im hyped for the gleam, of the faces of everyone which beams, but to say as it seams, this is gonna be a great stream, no chance not to sheen, in the light of the beams

  thats called steam, not smoke it seams, for smoke is from the fire and its gleem, the water and the steam, its called water it seams, water can be found in streams, smoke can be found in the firegleam

  hello im amree, its static cant you see, wait too many people for me >~< brain freeze sneeze

  all around me are shoe laces, everyone around me is in familiar places, all alone is craces >~< wot is dis

  a tea pot, i am not, im a poet and i tried to give it a shot, but i was filled with distraught, dont drink tea from the stove,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

  a giant cup, is it enough, with a huff and a puff, we blow it away with our stuff, is this tea cup enough

  ill dump your tea, so you see, dont sit next to me, for it hurts me

  justins beaver, its on a leash, its kind of small, like a keish

  being creative, kind of relative, i must say, i cant tell night from day, so i say, weird people like me will play, in comments and hey! goodjob ley

  ameree has alot of pronounciation, starage elation, i gain from this relaxation, lets scream to the nation

  i cant give myself a ocean, even though im full of emoitns, to my thoughts i have one notion, my tears wont change a thing, so i wont sing, it wont do a single thing, so ill just wing,,, it

  because im happy i become sappy, not a single thing to do, so what am i gonna do when the chaos ensues, lets sing the blues, dun dun dun dun

  when i was nine, i was on cryin, not a single tear flew down, because the tears went inside and around, in my blood is salt, in my eyes is water, its just gonna get hotta'

  if a detective cant remember his lyrics, can he remembers the wrongs, can he sing a song, of evidence and sing long, can he really see, what this world has done to me, in the blue and the trees, see

  a taco unicorn, kind of strange and deserving of scordm just kidding its cool so norm, is this unicorn

  lets bother amree, static too, i wonder what hes gonna do, 123 chaos ensues, what do we do out of the blue

  static p, how do you see, so much hair too much for me!

  unseen, many spleens, a heart is a book cant you gleem

  im a song dont cookie cut me, use your emotions and set them free, therepudic, for the soul, a son

  hype hype so much hype tonight, a new wensite to plight

  no more inspiration, in my elation, i hope for some relation. i must pass, for this is my last

  lets cry down with tears and thunder

  skys going asunder

  nothing left on this barren land

  run away me to far away lands

  nothing left in this land asunder

  split up by winds and thunder

  of sadness and mist

  we never wished for this

  but only i can see the tears

  lets blow away winds of skywards tears

  and lets look at the people we consider mere

  in this croud

  we see a face

  but in our memorys binding lace

  "NO NO" dont talk to them

  "no no" they were once friends

  "NO..." a single tear breaks out

  before we scream a lost shou

  lets build up a wall

  a barrier so to say

  our feelings traped in

  they wont get away

  cant wait to say

  i dont feel jealous of you

  because my tears and the wall will come down too

  and with the blue moon a million strikes

  of my pencil to my skin tonight

  not of the flesh

  but of the mesh

  between my hands and head

  a million strikes

  go on tonight

  as i think of a way to fight

  for my life

  for my morals

  for whats right

  because i know that it might end tonight

  am i a fool

  am i acting cool

  when i hide my feelings away from the entire school

  this school of people

  not of learning folk

  im hiding my attitude to you blokes

  dont wanna hurt you

  really dont

  dont wanna curse you

  so i wont

  so im gonna go

  and with the tide

  gone is with the hide

  gone i will be shy

  a fool is the only thing i can call myself

  for i hate myself most and no one else

  but who is to say

  my feelings should go away

  only i will to my own dismay

  so i hide myself so to say

  bye bye friends not today

  gone with the sea and gone with me

  for nothing is left for me

  a million miles go to rest

  a single flower no unless

  who is to save it from the best

  who is to save it from the unless

  in this place

  the flowers will not grow

  in this place

  beauty has no home

  here it is only to be picked

  lost as if never exist

  death besets all who step on this land

  death follows all who hold my hand

  in this place where desolation reigns

  only i

  the forgotten remain

  a fool i am

  no longer can i hide

  im a jealous creature

  i know inside

  ill hide my pain

  and stay by your side

  maybe one day disappear with the tide

  im a jealous creature

  i want you for myself

  but being a jealous creature i know your better off with someone else

  so if i ask

  will i go

  for good only time can sow

  the seeds of future past

  never again to last

  for this is the final

  goodbye

  and in the silence of yesterday night

  and in the dimming hope once bright

  and in the love i thought youd give

  and in the places i forgive

  i know im falling into the abyss

  the darkness of this

  in the silence we call a home

  in the noise we call alone

  in the tortcher we feel today

  in the places we never sway

  will we live for another day

  will we see the light of yesterday

  will our journey come from east

  will we ever smile at least

  a million tears upon a single moon

  a million mere fools and baboons

  a million things i want to ask

  but in this silence is your task

  the smell of death never ending

  A forest found in mountains of bones

  One single tree living stands alone

  The wind of yesterday blows across now

  The winds of fate wonder how

  The things we've seen all passed on by

  the world we've seen has all gone and died

  The things we've seen

  The friends we've felt

  All their deaths have been delt

  THE FUCKING DEATH HAS ALL PASSED ON BY

  THE EVER SCENT HAS SCREAMED AND DIED

  AND EVERY SINGLE THING PASSES ON

  AND THE THE WORLD OF DEATH BEYOND

  THE ONES DEAD SHALL NOT BE REMEMBERED

  THE DEAD LIE DISMEMBERED

  IN THIS FOREST OF ONLY DEATH

  EVERYONE WE KNOW WE FORGET

  What reason is to live

  What reason is to smile

  Never in a while

  Will we get these answers

  What reason is to be happy

  What reason is to not

  What reason is there to ever distraught

  Life is funny do you think

  I'm cutting myself from this brink

  Of destruction

  A million years found a single rose

  A million seconds to blow it away

  A million seconds to give up

  A billion years to forget the pain

  Alone again

  slowly everything has died

  slowly everything gone inside

  nothing left

  a shell of before

  every single thing

  drops to the floor

  the incoming darkness

  the internal mess

  the mixture of happiness and distress

  the moment we die

  why do we smile

  the moment we cry

  once in a while

  whats going on

  this mind inside

  whats going on

  what are these lies

  who are we

  who am i

  what are we doing

  why do we die

  in this distress

  what unless

  in this mess

  who can jest

  in this place

  what are we to say

  when everyone dies in a laughter of dismay

  A song which just goes along

  Never to end as it goes strong

  But is that ever a song for us

  Is that going to be enough to trust?

  In this song of never end

  Is there a end for us as friends

  Maybe

  Just maybe

  We have to part

  This is our start

  So let's see the mistakes we made in the past

  The goodbyes we've had to have said as of last

  The goodbyes of never ending tears

  Of mistakes we made here

  Our lives mere

  Our tears here

  Across the faces as if mistakes never bore

  Into the hearts of the ones we failed once before

  I guess there's more

  To this sad song called life than gore

  Beauty and sadness

  Happy Ness and madness

  All intertwine in a million ways

  Heart break and love loss

  And heart warpth

  And pillow toss

  A million sides to every coin

  Maybe a end to everything I will enjoy

  Maybe the sweet embrace of death will toy with our hearts

  As we are pierced like a dart

  Gone is yesterday's start

  Here is today's end

  A single person on a long road

  The road of life it was foretold

  But what is a road without its turns

  will we ever truly learn

  The goodbyes of yesterday

  Lost in the never say

  This is the tears of dismay

  Never again can I say

  The day when freedom becomes a right

  When others can't control our life

  When money does not rule us all

  Is when authority will fall

  The root of all evil is not money

  It's authority

  For so you see

  Without authority

  Money would be nothing to me

  A single melody from times past

  A distant coldness at last

  For gone away from bonds of youth

  What are we to ever do

  Let this he our ending song

  At the moment of coldness we can no longer go along

  So let's see

  The cold sea

  As our heart freezes like never before

  love fades

  the road we made

  together we cannot stay

  for hey

  im not yours

  you not mine

  ill love you but only a little bit for all time

  lets start

  a simple story

  lets start

  and not be sorry

  how will this go

  i dont know

  a poem for me is just going with the flow

  stuck here?

  dont fear

  dont quit or lear

  stuck here?

  the problems mere

  we can finish it in ways with sheer

  words

  good night goodnight all

  are you prepared for the fall?

  into flames

  into hell

  into it all

  goodnight of eternal darkness

  can you see this?

  no dreams

  no dreams

  all shattered in blood

  no dreams no dreams

  all gone for good

  how will you live under that hood

  wear it in shame

  no one knows your name

  whos to blame

  but you the no name

  so how will you cope

  you wont you dope

  so say this i will

  welcome to the eternal darkness

  my thrill

  So ever since the light of yesterday, the light we cannot see today, the fading beauty which has captivated so, the sadness which can only grow, so ever since that longing went amiss, ever since we lost this, we waited by till a day, when we could finally leave our dismay, but ours turned to mine, and only I bid my time, the Everscent regret

  twenty one days

  twenty two nights

  a hundred thoughts of strife

  a eternal fight

  a spring of tears

  a thing slowly growing mere

  our past ... gone

  get down

  get down

  all of you down low

  dont look up

  dont lose your toes

  get down get down

  because you know

  this place is gonna blow

  blowing across barren lands

  the hands of people lie where they stand

  no one knows of their brand

  the mind of people are their hands

  Blood lust wrath

  A ever trodden path

  With a knife and a blast

  Everyone's left in the past

  Their bodies

  Dead

  Their souls

  Gone

  To the world beyond

  Blood lust

  Wrath

  Anger in this path

  For what is the last

  When everyone dies

  its all over

  the love had died

  but id rather not be your friend tonight

  i saw you as a lover

  now nothing for it over

  we all ended our relationship here

  id rather die

  than be here

  living a life of fear

  that my emotions may break

  and that you will take

  my tears as mere jokes

  friends ? friends

  that all changes the moment you snap to them

  no free will

  no pen or quill

  what can they do but utter a shrill

  can you cry

  can you lie

  taking free will

  id rather die

  i dont care about your lies

  "you dont understand"

  look at my hands

  here and there

  all in air

  no one notices those there

  all alone

  as if not close

  you make a problem and dont notice those

  shes sad

  cant you see

  what is this world

  doing to me

  cant you see

  are you blind

  "dont fight"

  ill take whats mine

  free will?

  got it in a war

  dont understand?

  look at this worlds lore

  everyone's born equal among the states

  "dont argue with me"

  abit too late

  you crossed the lines

  when you thought you could cross the minds

  of everyone reading all the time

  you crossed the road

  of no return

  when you took their hope and made their souls burn

  will you ever learn?

  "dont argue"

  "dont fight"

  "im always so so right"

  well lies

  so put up your guns

  shoot me dead if the chaos has begun

  but i wont care

  till my dying breath

  i will not utter a single unless

  never

  never i tell you

  shall i break the cues of human shoes

  "you dont understand me"

  take others cues

  dont you see

  lies amuse

  your not the only person

  i must add

  dont act like that

  its kind of bad

  yes im mad

  what am i gonna do

  but watch grudgingly on those who amuse

  my sense of justice

  so lets lie

  with a sigh

  did we ever truly love

  or did we die

  did our songs dissipate with skys

  we all cried

  the moment our love died

  heart break

  pain

  nothing the same

  lets whisper a melody only known to the soul

  a melody which is millennia old

  told in storys foretold

  through the centurys many fold

  the melody of betrayal

  sprinkled with the rhythm of heart break

  and all it takes

  to end this sake

  is the death of one alone

  and so we sing this song

  and as our thoughts go along

  we all fall down

  without a frown

  because this is how it was meant to be

  come die with me

  lets make you happy

  because im sad

  never will i ever show you that im mad

  because i know

  that although the seeds we sown

  will forever freeze in this winters snow

  so maybe ill go

  never return

  look at the bridges

  all going down to burn

  will you ever learn

  the things weve earned

  shall be pulled away

  because you never intended to stay

  what color is the sky

  black white blue why?

  because in the night

  out of sight

  is the fear you will die

  in the sky

  in the day

  you wonder hey

  how will i be blinded today

  and in the sun

  where is none

  no one will smile today

  for hey

  what is this

  when all of this was written by a misfit

  and so the winds keep moving

  blowing bonds away

  forever gone

  what can we say

  i love you?

  no thats a lie

  if i knew wed part like this

  ID RATHER DIE

  so i scream to the sky

  and know that tonight

  this pain will end

  again and again

  and here i stand

  and here i send

  a last whisper to the ones i once lend

  hearts shatter

  and what matters

  is now gone forever with the wind

  blowing across the forest thick

  blowing into ears just like this

  a whisper from out of sight

  dim

  quiet

  like the night

  will we ever forget that sight

  which was blown out like a candle despite

  the need for light

  extinguished

  When I was a young boy

  My father hit me

  I fell down crying at my knees

  Blood flowed out

  But that's what life is about

  Only the poison can bring out the shouts

  And only then can love be brought throughout

  Not to him but to someone else in which you doubt

  Yourself and what you scream loud

  Who are you

  What do you love

  Certainly not him rise above

  A million years pass and the trees turn to dust

  A million years pass nothing but desolation remains

  A million years pass and a love crumbles into nothingness

  A million years pass and I stand their waiting

  Yet a year passes and you leave me so

  A million years pass and my sorrow crumbles into nothingness

  A million years past my self pity burns like never before

  A million years pass I waisted my time

  A million years pass nothing from before remains

  lets sing a song

  we brought along

  with our selves

  never our voices strong

  but a voice unwavering

  is more valuable than loud

  because the song of love

  should live throughout

  yet your voice stopped

  as time passes

  we lose time

  and as poems are made

  we use rhymes

  so what goes on

  if we never lose

  we will never grow

  if we never choose

  hey

  to the girl i once loved

  to the girl i consider a dove

  oh wait thats a lie

  i still love you and hold you in my eye

  but i know

  under this sky

  only i love you

  dont you lie

  its been too long

  and your love was strong

  but i loved you all along

  im the only one to sing this cold song

  not a thought of warmpth to let me go strong

  on a path long

  yet never will i prong

  at the past we held dear

  to the past you now hold mere

  was i ever really here

  did i ever love you who was near

  or was it all a illusion

  made by the mist of time

  out there enless possibilitys

  of not only fortune but death

  loss regret

  all of them fill our future yet

  we are hopeful

  we grow old

  we go to lights

  we all really know

  open your eyes

  close your regret

  because never forget

  in times of dispair we cannot let

  ourselves fall

  we will se the horizon of it all

  in a light where we are shawled

  by constellations of sky fall

  the dreams

  written by our ancestors

  the past

  told by ones before

  the clouds

  they dont block us now

  in this dispair

  we gasp for air

  or our past selves

  but we wont care

  if we die here

  for we will die trying

  and thats all that bmatters

  no trust to give

  no trust to take

  no more hope for love to make

  but in this darkness

  you may find a light

  but only if you give it time and a hope to fight

  for you live your own life

  and you live your own strife

  so never take a knife

  never take your own life

  live without love until you can live without lies

  live without pain until you can find the hope to not die

  never give up under these orange tinted skys

  never give up under the ever growing lies

  because under this sky

  we all know inside

  your a friend and shall never leave our eyes

  we care about your life

  so never say die

  or we will cry

  under this auburn sky

  tinted in a sorrowful red

  as we lay and look at ruins of despair

  and as we look at the thoughts we had in air

  the people just like you and me

  fall of trees like leaves like these

  do you expect everyone to listen

  in this world of despair

  where everyone gasp for air

  frozen we all bear

  this coldness

  this world

  all frozen in ice

  we ask for help in despite

  im not gonna help you

  you scream at them

  when they dont help you

  you cannot fend

  here all you have to do is smile

  but no

  youd rather wine for a while

  run a mile

  no ones there

  forever thoughts frozen in air

  lets go to the graveyard

  everyones dead

  their heads slowly hanging from stakes instead

  youll find everyone waiting

  bodies all in a row

  as you look at it

  you finally know

  lying dead and everyone gone

  gone to the world of the forever beyond

  when you find it

  the reason to live

  your dead

  no reason to forgive

  its cold

  bone cold

  no one was here before they were told

  its dead

  bone dead

  everyone lies here in your stead

  "why" you scream to the world above

  but you really know that you gave them a shove

  everyone dies and everyone cries

  as you bleed out poisoned lies

  "i tried to save them"

  you poor poor fool

  you were the thing which pushed them to eat gruel

  you were the cause of their death tonight

  For what reason

  could you possibly fight...

  Dammit why did you have to say goodbye

  Did you really want our relationship to die

  Although you said hi

  I never yet forever got a goodbye

  I miss you

  My love for you will never die

  I'll remember you when I look up to cold sky's

  Or see the shifting lives

  Of people far away

  So can I say

  I love you to this day

  Okay poetry in free form goes in 3s

  3 main points so you see

  Rythn rhyme

  Emotion , all 3 sublime

  Because without the other you have something without shine

  Without emotion you have no meaning

  And that makes the poem duller and without gleaming

  For what is a poem without a mood

  Without it you have no food

  Without ryhtm you have a story

  Might be full of emotions and rhyme but also full of glory

  So Rythn is important but not as much so

  As emotions wherever we go

  Ryhme

  The least important of 3

  For so you see

  A poem can be written with 2 of the 3

  "A poem is just a song without instruments"

  depressing this world

  it shall be

  it has always been this way

  to ever she or he

  it wants to take your life

  and in this depite

  you hold no might

  and are drowned out by pain

  lost in thoughts all over again

  falling into a loss of ability to fend

  where no answer is cried out

  no life is shined now

  nothing but despair drowns the sea

  filled with darkness and me

  "kingdom story"

  once far away where a kingdom stayed

  filled with people galore

  all revolving a princess who only wanted more

  the king watched

  silently till that day

  banished by himself in dismay

  for he could not keep supporting

  a princess he loved from night to morning

  depressing this world

  it shall be

  it has always been this way

  to ever she or he

  it wants to take your life

  and in this depite

  you hold no might

  and are drowned out by pain

  lost in thoughts all over again

  falling into a loss of ability to fend

  where no answer is cried out

  no life is shined now

  nothing but despair drowns the sea

  filled with darkness and me

  for he felt she had gone astray

  in perverted and strange ways

  so to keep himself from saying

  that he'd never see her another day

  he watched from the shadows in dismay

  because he has no right to change her

  find another

  who can be your father

  because i'll never understand

  the friends i have at my hand

  so goodbye

  thats why to you i have died

  for i dont want to hurt you all the same

  this is fates game

  only the king can hold the blame

  "goodbye"

  Without bitterness you cannot have sweetness

  Without darkness you cannot have light

  Without love you cannot have despite

  A flame meant to live shall live

  Sometimes extinguished and reborn

  But you cannot fan the flames away

  For you risk fanning your own

  I'd rather smash my own love on the stone

  Than breaking her , and Sams own

  so lets see

  the boy has died

  he was all alone

  fear to hide

  no one saw

  the sadness he bore

  but now his life is no more

  so dead he lies

  upon a tree

  dead upon

  yet no one sees

  no one but the dead old trees

  the wind blows across telling no one of his death not even me

  so hes dead you see

  never to be seen again

  A wise old man once told me , he was not wise , he learned to live through many eyes , the foot steps of others , the feet of few , seeing through each one anew, a wise old man , he told me this, everything is for a reason even if the reason is lost in mist, never again to be known by anothe

  Calm aura

  Emotion from nothing

  As if your eyes do the huffing

  What you see

  Is different than Hart

  And even that will give you a start

  Don't go too fast

  Take it slow

  Don't love too bad

  You never know

  But know them first

  That's all I ask

  Don't ask for love first before that

  That's a lovers Plat

  Nothing good about that

  I'd rather wait for a while and see where we sat

  Only know who you love after that

  Because even in times of stress

  Find the person who makes you feel best

  Not the girl who has the biggest chest

  Best eyes

  Or feels at rest

  Because this is your whole life's test

  Love can be worse or best

  Don't rush now or you'll jest

  Yourself and her unless

  Be careful who you love

  And when you do

  Know who it is

  Who are you ?

  What do you do?

  She doesn't know and neither do you

  Not enough to love out of the blue

  Because neither knows neither who

  A rose will wilt over time

  A rose will prick as a poet will rhyme

  If I made her jealous

  If I made her break up

  Could I say I ever actually had love?

  Roses are meant to be withered

  Love is meant to die

  Reborn or given up with sky's

  If she found a new rose

  Not from me

  Only time can see

  If it will be withered like me

  The fading rose

  a voiceless bird flies through sky

  silent as he is high

  so as he sees the turning sea

  he loses himself to he

  the ever turbulent sea

  the bird ask to me

  what do i see

  as if never silent can it be

  does it talk or without a voice

  is it silence or just full of noise

  many questions fill the room

  many answers not to be found soon

  many things well never see

  but thats just life so live with me

  who is he

  who is she

  no one possibly to be

  "parents"

  lets see what this society wants

  happiness and obedience lots

  so what is the purpose of being here

  if everything i chose is so mere

  this helps you

  that too

  do what i fucking want to do

  no self judgement

  everything a lie

  freedom living in places of despise

  whats going on with this world

  poetry idiocy everything a whirl

  cant love me for myself

  everything i do is fucking delt

  everything i do will hurt myself

  who am i to you?

  what do you fucking want me to do

  beg to humanity with the drop of a cue?

  love everyone and be just like you?

  learn the things everyone wants to

  fuck no im not gonna do that in the blue

  im myself and no one to you

  he laughs and appears next to you

  I'm a mind reader and I wonder too

  Because you just met her and asked her out

  You don't even know the girl what's that about

  Your judging super ficially

  Without your notice yet ficily

  What can you do but as a stranger?

  Asides from friends

  Did they cause you anger?

  You asked out a stranger

  What's up with that?

  I know it might be pretty but doing this is shat

  It's better to be with a friend or ask later than now where you sat

  so let the blood boil

  hearts slowly toil

  a body rolls down the stream

  and as the blood crumbles

  and as the world turns mean

  we laugh as it never changes it seams

  this world is cold so let the show begin

  for not a single thing changes when pride goes thin

  for humans the most prideful of the bunch

  they all suck and should become a demons lunch

  although humans

  they rule the world

  lets see how they scream when our plans unfurl

  see how they bleed

  so before the poem i wanna tell you guys my reason to write this , ive seen bullying to black ember army where satanism is being insulted and everyone is being bulled , although they worship Satan hes not a bad guy in their religion so respect their opinion

  i might or might not worship satan but i will not support bullying under any circumstance

  how funny how funny

  you think were scared

  idle threats

  hatred everywhere

  obstructing our hoby

  hurting our pride

  you say were exposed?

  how about you go die

  oh wait you wanna cry ?

  the fudge man we dont care so why

  harasment bullying

  all of this

  anger sadness

  are you mean or just a misfit

  sure were satanist

  sure were "bad"

  but in satanism nothing evil that thinkings a fad

  why dont you research childish lad

  oh wait im calling you a boy!?

  thats because your the opposite of coy

  its like your a idiot by choice!

  what if we dont agree with you

  what are you gonna do

  spread hatred and lies?

  use religion to despise ?

  ha funny all your lies

  were satanist

  thats our thing

  but to us your the evil you bring

  for your the idiot who trys to sing

  sing of hatred

  sing of lies

  one sided insults in despise

  ha research all your arguments are lies

  so lets see how life goes today

  in this eternal abysmal dismay

  how will we live with no say

  no freedom ability to play

  here we cannot live nor stay

  lets break free run away

  what do you say?

  take my hand and run throughout days

  into a land where we never grow old and stray

  to never land we go

  but when you grow you know

  your dead

  all i wanted was a simple goodbye

  you led me on the path as if you died

  yet i didn't believe that why?

  you never even said goodbye ...

  so ill say it for you

  goodbye

  how they scream out of need

  as without friends

  nothing goes how they plan it to end

  for its not humans that were god sent

  it was the demons back which were bent

  so now humans repent

  as you suffer bellow our knees and as we hear your pleas

  we watch waiting to eat your knees

  your skull slowly and painfully bleeds

  so after your done

  everythings dead

  everything is crumpled and red

  nothing moveing

  a silence unforetold

  what was new is now rusted and old

  bloody bloody cold

  lets see how bold

  humans are when old

  old snapping and red

  lets not forget

  drenched in blood they are said

  to have died instantly

  as if never yet always reluctantly

  winter coming to bring the ice

  winter coming freezing lives

  in a frozen wasteland in someones hand

  is a crown and before a throne they stand

  watching over desolation

  watching over elation

  a wretched king walks to his throne

  a wretched king finds a home

  in the flames of a place far away

  in the woods where lives never stay

  its never winter yet never day

  stalking prey they hide away

  searching for food

  no good real mood

  only desolation

  only isolation

  fall asleep

  fall so deep

  in a dream

  we forever weep

  as if dead

  as if instead

  we were frozen to a land that never ends

  to a land where frozen are our friends

  king gathers a army

  one giant fight

  one aim

  to take a life

  so in desolation

  so in mess today

  we stay in ashes

  Now

  go away

  Now

  all of you sinners bow

  so im a huge fan of static p so im like spamming poems based on the stream today in the chat

  how will you live if we are in dismay, how will you question if we may never say, on deaf ears we will play, for this is the land where we have no say

  be writing poems like death not, hands going across the key board like they float, in one single motion my hand comes to pass, in a single poem my words come to last, forever stuck in past

  how must we live, in a world we can never forgive ,we must live... its never late to say sorry, we are all humans arent we, for this is life we stay, for this is life throught the day

  brain damage, life damage, lead the path away, for can we ever, can we stay , this life we live today, will we ever be traped in dismay

  rainy days, rainy nights, rainy will you be my senpai tonight, for although we are, far apart , i really do love your art

  a reason for suffering , a reason for another thing, for even if we are hurt , for even if we are prepared for worse, we will never cry for a nurse, for we can prepare for hurt

  and as we say, and as we sing, and as we think , of everything, and as we live, and as we die, we never change, for morals corruptible tonight

  i was far away, in another place, but can i say, i love you today, for even if we cannot stay, for even if we cannot love irl today, we must say, i love you today

  will you see, make amends, make some choices, be friends, say sorry, never lie, never never say die, for this is life, not a game, never ever stay the same

  friendship, mis slip, maybe we could go astray, friendship, maybe slip, one day we may fade, this is what the path ahead has been laid, never change, never lay, for this is the world we stay

  am i a ghost , never noticed so close, for even if you know, the wind will never blow, my way you know, it really shows. senpai.... rainyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

  rainy is senpai, rainy is life, for in whatever strife, art work is always nice, you must know that art is life, although music is nice say that twice'

  trying to get rainy senpai to notice me

  rainy senpai , you are life, so please keep going in any strife. but dont fly low if you can fly high, for us you can do what you want with your life

  5 am , somewhere far away, not a place to stay, for this was early in the day, for we could not stay, we must have gone away , must have gone astray

  notice me, poems in threes , rainy is best girl you see, for she is amazing in art for you three, best girl you must agree

  anyone else agree, rainy is best girl you see, for she is amazing to me, i idolize artist you see, i love artist because they are not me, im a poet to you all three

  singing is something i cant do ,monotone voice between me and you, im a poet so that doesn't do anything to... me so i must ensue i like poetry yes i do

  rainy is best girl, i will unfurl, my opinions which i concur, she is best girl ... greater then most, greater than all, rainy is best girl she makes everyone else fall

  can i say, rainy is best girl any day, for she is amazing i say, the best any day... please show me the way, im not a artist im a poet to say

  hehe you saw, im so glad you saw that all , i thought i was ignored, spirits dropping to floor, i adore, rainy senpaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

  rainy is love rainy is life

  can you not see my poems with thee, for you will never see my poetic trees, lol im at my knees, do you see this or see me, for what am i if i never feel the breeze

  static notice me, senpai see my poems in threes, ive written hundreds you you haven't noticed even one from me, but someone else who only posted one you see

  static look at me, can you not see my poems with trees, can you not see the sea, for what is this if you will never notice me, is this what they call unease

  and how does someone see me, if you ever notice my comments in threes, poems unnoticed you see, for life is strange via the information sea

  you cant drink milk, your not missing out, for many things will give you the same feeling throught, milk is like water, but you dont need it tosay , dont worry ree, youll make the day

  lol cool

  rally a comment, in rebelion today, let the comments be seen, in the day, for we cannot spam, we cannot see , will you ever see my poems, do you see me

  will you notice my comments p? static p will never see. im missing your notice senpai notice me! ive been writing a few hundred poems writing in threes, never noticed by you or me

  ive been writing poems for this whole time, you notice not my eternal ryhmes, over ten, not one seen , will you ever see... me... my poems unseen ,,, life by the trees

  leaving the past behind

  a pricling thorn

  leaving the things which left us blind

  never more

  so as we keep going

  although it may hurt

  its better to cut yourself off than seek a nurse

  for the pain will only continue

  and so will regret

  its laughable how your efforts can be forget

  its funny how you can thing

  "its not over yet"

  so this is my curtain call

  this is my goodbye

  i must say

  i wonder what happened after we parted

  i wonder if you felt anything inside

  but now no more

  as if feelings have pass

  we are nothing

  like our relationship

  not fated to last

  so as you cut me off

  oh so long ago

  i never forgot you

  you forgot me you know

  i wonder if ill ever know

  your thoughts back then

  i wonder if i ever know

  the feelings you wanted to send

  yet just one day

  Recognition is not what a seak

  Too much will make you meak

  "So much to lose"

  Only a fool

  Will do what he considers drool

  So cold

  So cold

  Freezing slowly

  Mind old

  As I was told

  I'll die today

  Goodnight

  Be born astray

  As we lay

  We go into the temporary death

  Please no

  Dont leave me now

  Oh god

  Oh god

  Why must you frown

  Your at the door step of death

  At the corner of despair

  Yet why

  Why do you choke yourself without air

  Oh god the deaths they all revolve

  Oh god the sadness it all evolves

  From depression only silence springs

  What reason did you have to lose everything

  Why ...

  Just why

  Why must you die...

  you left , gone away

  in my heart

  how can you ever stay?

  even if you never wanted to hurt

  even if you never wanted at first

  you left

  just gone away

  in my heart you can no longer stay

  so with these poems

  i say my goodbyes

  once these poems held a love which no longer lies

  so goodbye my friend

  our relationship must end

  not because our relationship ended again

  but because you left me to hide

  the truth under a veil of lies

  you left one day

  a promise of tomorrow shall never stay

  because you just left that day

  never to be seen again...

  until you were with a friend

  i didnt even get a goodbye

  so keep going

  have fun

  but we are no longer connected

  the link is done

  so who were you

  did you leave your past behind

  if so im glad

  because i have left mine

  although you were important

  to me so long ago

  now the hearts have grown cold

  like the barren white snow

  so as you must know

  my heart never wavered and thought to go

  but as i know know

  you left me

  without even a single "i must go"

  for i never knew how quickly a relationship could turn cold

  this is our last

  parting task

  have fun

  When does beauty become a eye sore

  When you wish to see it no more

  As if the joy you felt has left the floor

  What you loved... that beauty ...

  Is no more

  And hey the blood flows

  And as you know

  The time of love when it grows

  That time has died at my toes

  No longer an time of love to me

  Of sadness and blooming love to be

  Let it die

  Bloody skys

  And that is the red tinted night

  oh is this another poet i see, or is this a rival to me, lets see, how will you be, i challenge you to a duel with me, poetry in threes , a battle for me and you by the sea

  hey anyone see me, any one feel me, this feeling of never see, you will never be, noticed like me, im kidding tee hee, im a poet you see , notice me (rainy senpaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii)

  the weeb, lol i heed, im kidding no offence ment by me, i enjoy this but please see me, im so small and loney you see

  you dont see my poems, yet ill do the sa me, for im a artist , and this is my game, although i cant spam, my poems will stand, for this is a game, and i plan my hand, throught the land , coments stand

  lets see, how old we be, we are the most alive with thee, for this is fun, and this has begin, for this is how we sing

  how will we watch if we must sleep, how may we live if we are deep, in a eternal dream , with me and you , is this what chaos ensues

  this is amazing is it not, this will take away all distraught , sadness be you not

  shout outs, out loud, i play music now, i play piano and guitar, i play a instrument much bazaar , ocarina, something you hardly hear, music rare , i am mere

  be happyness not distraught, will you ever fall off, this ship is lost, now by frost

  cookie cutter, oh so simple, nothing new , oh so simple, so boring, we cannot find anew, i am giving up on music, i am through

  make what sells, this does well. we know how to travel through hell, no longer the days of old, no longer really bold, but not special, not free, that is not what i wanna be

  ive been writing poems for rainy , rainy is senpai and i am not being zany , rainy is amazing, ive once said, for her id do anything even be dead

  rainy is life. not matter the strife, amazing for she can fly high, this is amazing by and by

  lets see how i do , will you notice me , will i notice you too, so how are you, how am i, how is your outlook on life

  rainy is amazing, you must agree. for she is senpai, senpai is she, for her art brings me to her knees, poetry...

  on one day far behind, on a place far behind, somewhere back in life, for this was along time ago in the night, when we use to live and fight, for this was once our old life

  so how does this go, if we can not slow, in this poetry we flow, please notice me you know

  rainy senpai, never say die. for you are best in my eyes, in skies you can fly

  when will this stream end, will this stream end my friends? for this stream is god sent, but my scheduled is not , i am in distraugh

  rainy is life. rainy is nice, for she is the best despite, ameree also being nice

  how are you static i must ask , static how are you i must last , for you are amazing in your task

  ive been here for the whole time, ive been here for all the ryhmes , im not well versed in songs i say, but ill listen to you guys any day

  rainy is life you see, rainy is amazing to me, she is senpai she, hehe

  one single note to rule them all, one single thing to cause the fall, so many things i must admire all, so many songs to cause the fall, one song to rule them all, the song off

  will the stream ever end, will the stream ever leave friends, can we keep going as if we were god sent, can we keep going as if we were lent

  cya i must say. goodbye today i played , look on discord to my dismay , lay

  shoveling into your mouth, eat your stress slowly out, now shout, about

  fireflies, never die, for this is flyeing oh so high, in the sky

  cya , heya , goodbye hihi , night night , fight fight, life death skies, byes

  And hey the blood flows

  And as you know

  The time of love when it grows

  That time has died at my toes

  No longer an time of love to me

  Of sadness and blooming love to be

  Let it die

  Bloody skys

  And that is the red tinted night

  When does beauty become a eye sore

  When you wish to see it no more

  As if the joy you felt has left the floor

  What you loved... that beauty ...

  Is no more

  I must fall asleep

  Going into it deep

  Tonight i must see

  Who i am to me

  Goodnight

  And if we cannot live can we die

  And if we cannot breath are we down low or too high

  If we do not even know why

  Can we smile at innocent sky's

  Spilling as if the blood no longer flows

  Falling your arm

  Off it goes

  Who were you

  We no longer know...

  But please dont die and let the sadness blow

  This sadness everyone knows

  And what has this sadness brung today

  In what have you done to feelings you've betrayed

  What am i to you

  What do you expect me to do

  Hands shaking

  Worry rising

  Fear and despise slowly dying

  I wanna help

  Yet i cant why

  The silence it hurts

  Pains the sky

  Oh god

  Oh god

  Im shaking now

  Oh god oh god

  The tears flow out

  Oh god i dont wanna lose you so

  Oh god please

  Don't let it rain bloodied snow...

  ]

  And what has this sadness brung today

  In what have you done to feelings you've betrayed

  What am i to you

  What do you expect me to do

  And as i lay here thinking about past

  As i lay here thinking about last

  The feeling of depression fills my soul

  When was i ever whole

  And pain and pain again and again

  Can we say we were ever friends

  And death amends for your sins so

  Lets all die in the snow

  This is kinda fun

  I must say

  Breaking the emotions which led us away

  No longer love

  But hate instead

  I wouldent mind if you ended up dead

  Jk id rather die instead

  Black like ashes or dried blood

  White like cinders full of the worst

  And as if dried on the sky

  The rainbow is tinted in red light

  And as if living for not the one you love no more

  And as if your sole has become tired and sore

  And as your mind fills with lore

  What can you trust if the one you trust most is trusted no more

  And as the pain comes to the heart

  And as the pain slowly starts

  What can we do but go to sleep

  Our soul staggers and falls too deep

  And who are you to me

  What do you expect me to be

  Am i a angel who only serves

  As you do worse

  Without knowing your thrust

  And in places where feelings pass

  Will you love me like we did last

  But no i know you truly do not

  Because it pains me in all that is sought]

  Alot has happened

  Sadness ensues

  Im kinda depressed

  Dont know what to do

  Do i know you

  I forget who

  Do you know me

  Like i once did you

  Winds blow through throats sore

  Chorus sings and makes spirits soar

  And for those who see no light

  I hope you have a nice life

  The winds of fate have changed as of late

  Not a whisper to be heard

  And as we look

  Reading books

  We miss the world around

  Nothing we notice

  Nothing but white sound

  A silence errie

  As if a pin can be heard

  This is the worse

  For this silence is a first

  It bores into minds

  It corodes our time

  Surrounds us in ryhme

  We lose our minds

  What can we find

  No need to remember a past so far away

  No need to remember places you didn't stay

  Even if your paths split yet we'll never know

  New memorys in the snow will follow us with the flow

  Lets walk toe and toe to make new memorys

  ive felt left out many times and again

  lost in a ocean of people yet not one a friend

  where will this world send a hand to lend

  for i need a hand to hold mine

  time and time again

  please bring me a friend

  yet im left out again

  Beauty Ness not a quality for eyes

  Neither a quality for touch or despise

  For when life is over and your wills gone

  Is the fading beauty of face what you want?

  No beauty is for the soul

  For even when body grows old

  Even when times of danger foretold

  A mind will still be beautiful and bold

  For looks wane yet soul never withers instead grows

  In a place far away

  In which magic and science could stay

  The scientist rose up

  The magicians froze up

  In a war of science and magic

  In a war of gore

  What is to find but hatred and love no more

  Both so different

  Magic and science to say

  What similaritys can be seen in the day

  Both magic and science are needed in the heart to say

  What is different between the night and day

  poet appears next to her with a slight smirk

  Hey are you trying to hide something like a dirk?

  Or are you avoiding a jerk?

  Anything you need

  Ill help and try to heed

  What do you request

  What kind of quest must i jest?

  poet sits on a step of stairs

  I feel as if im walking on air

  As if when i step ill fall and die right then and there

  he laughs and smiles putting on airs

  What if

  Whos there

  he ask to the world and the ones residing in lairs

  For all he can questjon now

  for his voice spreads out

  Lets stand up and live out loud...

  Lets live in a shroud...

  Travel the world now

  Heart shatters

  Broken heart matters

  Lost in the sand

  Lost to the wind and fates hand

  What can we say

  When love can no longer play

  When we lose our will to say

  "I love you to another day"

  When will we finally see the life

  The reward for toil and strife

  For when will we see the dark

  Do we need to live with a heart

  Cant you sometimes see the light dim down

  Cant you hear the laughs be drowned out

  The ripple of times past can end

  Can we ever say we were friends

  No way i can find to live

  No will to try and forgive

  Whats parted can no longer heal

  For this world relationships are real

  Ill cut it off with zeal

  Trying to find a way for my heart to heal

  But heres the deal

  Never again shall our relationship be real

  we all lose our path one day

  the ability to give our say

  but please don't stay away

  from the path called life

  although full of strife

  although with the fill of spite

  life is not meant to be void of bites

  we must live a life

  reveling in the shadows light

  The know the pain which comes out of the blue

  To know the feeling im going through

  I need you to see

  The true side of me

  In which the air i breath

  Is so beneath

  My heads in the cloud

  Its so hard to breath

  My eyes in the sea

  All the blur consumes me

  With passion blind

  A world i leave behind

  A doubt in my mind

  Who am i?

  For can my heart ache if i can no longer feel

  Can i suffer if relationships are no longer real

  As if the death of our relation is a shield

  Ill live normally , full of zeal

  Not hurt by the death of what we had , i shall never kneel

  Love

  A cycle always passing

  Yet sometimes but rarely lasting

  You can become friends and stay like that to the end

  Or start to love and never he friends again

  Maybe you become a lover

  Maybe you become one to another

  But remember all great things come to a end

  Because even love will die when you become lent

  To the devil or heaven where you'll be plesured or repent

  Its kind of funny how it is to swap close

  Lose the old and walk out bold

  Without a friend

  Without bonds which have come to a end

  What can we do but walk to where life sends

  Us to find new friends...

  But i dont want any

  They just hurt us more

  For this is what we find on the dance floor

  Enemys at all sides

  No one to rely

  For when your backed up and ready to die

  You know they all only used you inside

  And as friendships come to a end

  And as we lose our friends

  What will we do to make amends?

  We wont

  We leave without a goodbye send...

  Falling from places i cant do a thing

  Falling from heaven without a thing

  I can neither sleep nor sing

  What will the future bring

  3 2 1

  Not a thing

  Dont sleep

  Dont sing

  Red eyes shooting tears like a spring

  Daggers knives all made for despise

  Ment to take lives

  Made to survive the fight

  Many edges

  Many lives

  Oh so many ways to fight

  A parry here

  A parry there

  And then your dead

  Stabbed in the head

  Square one again

  With a triangular blade

  For death it was made

  The water a clouding force , the depths of the ocean hell , so deep we do not dream to delv , but where our youth goes to die , is in the depths we lie , for when the land catches our eye , the world is our sky

  Night mares please go away

  For my friend please go astray

  For i am here with her today

  Nightmares night mares go away

  Because i can say

  I love my friend more than you scare me any day

  heart breaks

  heart aches

  cant feel anymore , feelings disapate

  and as we go on

  we wonder whats wrong

  but we still go along

  for we are still here and that shows we are strong

  heartaches

  feelings disapate

  time moves on quickly as of late

  so can i say

  that one day

  another happyness will lay

  upon your soul because hey

  life isn't black and white

  its also grey

  the heartaches fade

  and so we fight

  for what we want in life

  and like another day

  can we say

  i love you bae-

  In the winds when no happyness can be felt

  In planes no love can be delt

  What do we have but ourselves

  What do we have but to stop sniffing and smell... the winds of fate

  Can we do anything but hate?

  A river will keep flowing even if the silt stops, a river will keep going even if the newts do not , a river will go and one day forget , about the roots it had once on planes higher than this, much like the river you will need to bid me goodbye

  A hole in a heart which will never be filled in , a place where no love can begin , the day you loved me , the day youd say , a pain in the heart to dart away , something for me , something for you , even though they said be born anew , let go , let it flow , move on they say , but what other than the day can we play? Wasting time , wasting tears , what other than eternal fears , forgotten days , and forgotten rules , dont you find all of this cruel , i try so hard , i break on down, i slowly gain a frown , no one cares , yet they say to , lose a part of myself and be born anew, the other day , we can say , may love sprout in a time far away , when we can be at peace and say "i love you"

  I walked into the house and saw my mother , the screams which enveloped my soul and another , the running of stairs , what was no longer there , a chill from feet and spine , a clawing to my soul , a pain to my eye , a dog coming from behind , a thought of panic inside , i cant see , im blind help me! A cat in her arms , a scream of harm , a banshees wail , from my head my blood pails , over and over turmoil away , over and over what can i say , going around over and over , no where to hide , no protective cover , whats happining! What comes from the abyss , whats on the ground , who did this , mouth to mouth , help it now , my sister crys out , a nudging creature to the lifeless flesh ? A animal i loved to the best , as if strangled it pushes around , my arm , the life escapes without a sound , it died in my arm... a feeling of harm , streaming down... without a sound , the life is nowhere to be found , i get it now , hes dead , no soul in his head, im numb , his life is done , Swallowing me whole, as if a gentle foal , we get in a car , rin to the kennel ... too late... too late... his life disapates , run run , drive drive , run run , broken inside , run in , scream out , my cats dead , no soul in his head ? At his death bed , his life is shed ... memory's rin around in my head... as if the screams of past instead

  In a river far away , in a places where children played , to ones dismay someone would say "they will never see eachother after this day" , they were separated and thus ends this play

  Angels falling from up high

  Oh what has she fallen for

  from the skys

  Lost in places of might

  For what does she fight

  For can she save a life?

  Or will she destroy one instead

  Stained in red

  angels can play with voodoo dolls too

  For it is not god but Satan they chose

  For what do they have to lose

  They are born anew

  Feathers of black

  In the night they attack

  Cry silently without a sound

  Bawling my eyes out when no ones around

  For i dont want them to wonder if my mind is sound

  We cry together when we are prepared to die

  So never lie

  For your under the hot knife

  Full of strife

  How is it in times of lost

  How do hearts stop of frost

  And the death blows over

  And the bodys roll over

  And again we see

  Lost children by seas

  All orphans at a young age

  Lost to the horrors of society's blade

  Lets live on

  Hope they be strong

  And escape this treachery

  3 2 1

  The nights begun

  Time to look and the trial is done

  A death sentence for all but none

  In the midst of the night

  A horabble fright

  A shreak

  Then silence

  Nothing is right

  Waking up

  Is it enough

  For a life of death and destruction

  Is it a junction

  Lost in a function

  Of death

  Is the feeling of sadness coming to pass

  Is the feeling of death coming for me at last

  How will i live on this barren rode

  How will my storys be foretold

  The cold wind blows and so does the snow

  It falls from high and some creatures die

  In the cold we stay

  Fate away

  We are blown by the page

  As we say

  Are we going to die today?

  The beat of the drum

  The smell of old rum

  The screaming of the dumb

  What have we as humanity done?

  The human race full of greed

  Taking what they truly do not need

  They take the life of those who plead

  The human race has a deed

  They require the killing of a hundred lives

  They to others must be despised

  They really suck in the way they move

  They destroy everything in front and behind they chose

  A white mornings glory

  The pride of the tropics

  In the night when all the moon bores is life

  A mornings flower

  That is the sun

  But when the day is done

  The moon flower bears its petals

  And mascarades across the sky

  For it will never die

  Only wane and be born again from the night

  So many lights all blind us deep

  Oh how much we'd rather sleep

  But when your next to me i feel so lost

  What has caused this internal distraught

  A soul is dark and covered in black

  A soul is shattered

  No turning back

  An angel who will only take our lives

  Will they force us to change inside?

  Because this is life

  And we have a knife

  A weapon of eternal strife

  For this is life

  And this is the night

  When all will bleed and words go asunder

  For this eternal untameable thunder

  Will we go under

  Will we cause the world to shake a rumble

  Worlds apart

  Deadly darts

  Diabolical starts

  For what is heart

  When all we can see is the dark

  Ask the lark

  Hope for a new start

  rebirth

  If you really know me tell me my past

  As not even i know what i did last

  For time has slipped me by

  Years consumed by times i wanted to die

  So if you know me tell me what i did last

  For a past in secrets is what amass

  My memory are what i seek today

  For this is the last stage of this fallen and run down play

  In a rundown town we can say

  Lost to the winds and run by fate

  How long does a sorrow in the heart last

  For a year or for our futures and past

  No one knows

  Only time will show

  The sorrow of death

  How does the world age us so , how do we know when we must go , how do we see the light in the snow , how do we know where we must be , when we must go

  Trapped in a place we cannot escape , trapped in time with a dark fate , what we don't know , what we want to be , what we are , that is beyond me , life is a mystery , the past is also one , the world is never showing , time is always yet never slowing , forever with the winds ablowing , its always snowing. .. such a cold hell we live in

  A tomorrow which will never come , as its always moving away , to the day after today , to the day in dismay , sadness and sanity , it all starts to flee , depression and death , it has all wrapped around me , isolation , desperation , what we reach out to see , what we lost ... between you and me , give me some time , some time to unwind , as we think through minds , why is fate unkind

  A body cold , lips blue , eyes dull , to be born anew , born because , a love bright , it died in the frozen nights , what is life , gave up fight

  Violet filled sky's , full of nightly delights , two who played pretend , one who saw its end , walking in a line , looking for a sign , for the world they left behind , for a door they must blind , for this is the story of time

  The feeling of a new born life

  Infinite futures yet also strife

  But how will this pass

  Will the beauty of love last?

  Will it become the past

  It will not as this is a eternal task

  A task full of love

  Peace like a dove

  Yet struggles to come

  A game and task has begun

  A sad cold night , fill of despite , a boy sat there , in a wooden chair , he ran his fingers through his hair , the last sensation which will be there , no motive you see , lost between him and me , no one knew , until his life was through

  Shadows crawl and consume it all

  In the night when we are enthralled

  And as we sleep

  We fall so deep

  Into a meek leap

  into another world we go

  Jump from reality to the snow

  Where our dreams reflect and may go

  The winds of time will never rhyme as time is a mystery to our minds, and thus will never shine in anything but a dull light

  When do creatures change from human to monsters

  When does savagery consume

  When does the path change for us

  Leading to our doom

  Whats the difference between those who can only fight

  And the difference between those who must fight

  They are not both covered in despite

  Because somehow those who only chose to fight are the light

  although their is no difference

  How cruel is this World

  Real talk: when you only use guilt trips to try and fight for your reasons i wont give you mercy if all you can do is cry about how bad your life is

  Hearts fragile as glass , easily broken as the last , fivr hundred times has even the most innocent heart, every heart has a bad start , like a shark the hate will consume , the hatred spells the worlds doom... hatred and plunder , two different things , but what will we become , when we sing, the song of fate , are we late , to one day change , and become better for the world's sake

  Alone with thoughts once again

  I hope my memorys will lend

  Some satisfaction

  Why try and fight for something others deem right , when in their blinded sight, we lose the path of despite , and in our sight , we switch to another side , for what do we fight , when we risk our life , for merely our life , but we also risk the chance to live and gain the one to die , the ones who won , they used guns , the ones who lose , they lose their life as we pull the trigger and fuse

  Lose their heads, now in insanity instead , laying on the bed , their path is misaligned instead , no longer right in the head , what lies in a heart cold but hatred instead , for what is fair when you lay in bed , insanity going through your head , for what is correct when you are always wrong , for what do we live for when we have sung this deathly song

  Why sleep at night , when all is nightmares and fright , as if we've done the wrong , were our minds ever strong , is this story of hatred short or long , like a slowly stopping song , we have died all along , inside our tears roll down long

  A beautiful world, a shadowy night , full of painful black and white , cloaked in light for all to see , dressed in shadows for the people to bleed , this warning you must head , do not trust or you will be corrupted with greed, do not seek but only what you need, for this is a world of greed , one which seeks you when you bleed... no second chances , lost to the world dances , for this is corruption , for this is disruption , life in assumption

  Watching the sunset on moonless nights , looking to the sun although the moon shines bright , how is that right , we only see the brightest light , what is the difference between blindness and sight

  The shadows they do not coat the walls , instead the light covers the world with a shawl, we cannot do anything but feel the darkness at all , as we live in a illusion which will fall , the king of darkness rules it all , for the humans are going at a technical crawl , they see it all , nothing but darkness will befall , the rebels they see bellow the shawl , but they only see a reality ment to break their emotions , break them all , now the villains they stand tall

  Id rather stick for the ride

  poems are more fun when they were polished by the tide

  i just dont know my time... to run and hide

  I want you to be mine

  Even if it ends in tragedy, for only me , ill stay at your side with love for eternalty

  Kittens play in the sunlit day , in the morning rays they play and say... "meow" what does it mean now? Have fun ^.^ already done , on the grass they play , all through the day

  Out loud they scream , oh so loud , in fear they scream , all out now , a knife at my throat , my neck slightly bloats , as your finger slips , and then the knife dips , full of metal and not lead , who will die , me or you instead , hope you enjoy your bed , bed of death instead , full of lead ... take a risk , let your heart dip , say the sane and miss , let your finger slowly drip

  Slip up , sit up , lose all stress in your brain , lost of blood , slowly running insane ... drop of blood , from your brain , no longer sane but deranged , drop a knife , lose a life , one shot of a gun , then your done , prepared for the love of none. Be shunned, it has begun , no hope , any ? Nope , in the arena with a girl and another named sabrina , lost with the memory's of friends named hina ... from a time far... are they memory's they are... or are they bars ... trapping us in past which we are

  So lets start this duel sim-pily, a duel with knives between you and me , a knife to your throat and then your lifes gone , a nope , but what happens if instead you win and gloat

  The silent whispers through trees

  Tell of storys beyond me

  Times or past do they tell

  But learn from them and your future will do well

  Life we know Is shattered, I am the darkness all covered in white, mascaraded as the thing you want to die, no longer do bright flowers bore the night, but the legacy of seaside did you know, hide my light so no one can see, what was once fed up to the moon, I have a few good to me

  In the forest where love once grown , the seeds of the next season were sown , but in the winter they all died out , a forest shrouded in darkness it is now , no longer do bright flowers bore , only shadows lay down whispering no more

  The roots of the flowers which once bore , now shrivel spelling out never more

  Can you hear the silent whispers

  the screams of times past

  sleeping in the shadows

  a figure will dash

  making history in its wake

  walking through rain and hate

  once it was a slave

  now its now too late

  let the body's split and disapate

  the ever burning hate

  the end of time is nigh

  Its far too late

  Run quick

  Disapate

  for you cannot stop fate

  Kyrielle: a French poetic form

  Four line stanza, and 8 syllable lines, it can be as short as two stanzas or as long as the poet wants it to be. It also has a refrain in every forth line. The rules I want with the freedom to duel

  And in the forest down the tree

  I see a darkness which consumes

  it spells of horrid doom coming soon

  shadows pass by the waining moon

  Waining moon i see spelling doom

  life in the shadows end me soon

  shadows of the blue ending moon

  shadows pass by the waining moon

  You'll be the girl, ill be the monster , black and white as you can see , no need for blood and meat can feed me , its better if id die , because then you could live , but animal instinct still exist , the warmth of blood, the feeling of wanting more , not enough , drink it dry , live it as if floating in skys , drunk with blood , still not enough , a lost fallen dove , a motive overlooked , still not enough , secrets now gone , betond it all , as we fall , our dreams are hidden in your blood red shawl

  "The more you scream, the more you hurt , the more you wiggle , closer to death and rebirth"

  Oh darkness can you sing me a song , have i been trapped in your embrace all along , yet some can still shine so bright , what gives them that light in the never changing night , sing me your lullaby , let me come inside , lose the will to fight , and fall into slumber in the eternal night

  I just want to leave my past behind

  Over and behind the golden light

  No matter how much it shined

  It eventually blinded me till i saw no light

  Now behind me i can say with rest

  My life from before is gone with the rest

  This is all a mess

  Look to the skys and see the light

  Neither the light of the moon or the night

  Look at the sky and find lost hope

  The night is over

  Sadness a nope

  So look up with pride

  Cant you see

  Life has so much to do

  Come to reality

  Follow your dreams and look up high

  Find yourself in the skys

  Im tired of being here

  On this earth so mere

  Supressed and over stressed

  By the fear

  Of loseing one near

  Oh so very dear

  If i left

  Would anyone mourn me yet

  And if you left

  Will i ever be able to forget ?

  your presence still lingers

  My heart still fights

  ill look for you through out the night

  If your lost ill be your guiding light

  A wound in the heart will never heal

  A arm cut off is just a monsters meal

  This pain is way too real

  Its close

  Its dangerous

  Its sureal

  will i be the next meal?

  When you cried id wipe away your tears

  When i died

  You screamed out all your fear

  When you smelled

  The air of love in the air

  Family close yet never there...

  the smell of a family bond is there

  love of family is there

  A resounding light

  Blinded me till you left and my eyes died

  So close to the light inside

  But now only darkness resides

  in my eyes

  Bound by the life you left behind

  lost to the memorys that were lost to skies

  Pain oh so real

  Way to sureal

  The pain you felt

  Its still steal

  Pain will always stay

  Never break

  Be real

  Be my guide and lead the way

  To futures we left can we stay

  Its been gone

  You've been lost for all too long

  Singing a nostalgic song

  to the world

  something wrong

  I must be strong

  Goodbye my friend

  So long

  "Boys are honest but dumb , girls are sly and cunning when needed , im alot more like a girl , thats why i cant trust you" -brian huynh

  The last question makes my heart race

  Mainly because it changes the pace

  No one is you and no one is i

  We are all people yet also lies

  Its useless to think who is real

  Because this world is mixed in the sureal

  But as we ponder of what is next

  Life will very much vex

  Drowned by noise

  Traped by silence

  Lost in seas

  Who am i

  Who are you and me ?

  Drowned in silence

  No one can hear

  The difference between deafening noise and perfect silence is mere

  Its all practice my dear friend, the rewards or practice do not come to end , so let me lend you a hand as i bend, down to mend your crestfallen heart once again

  When the winds of fate blow

  Do the gods above know

  Or are we guided by a light

  Of eternal despite

  When two people meet

  Is it fate

  Or is love a illusion

  And are we late

  What a lovely lad , on the edge of Maine , with the blackest of hairs , the thickest of manes , with a lace dyed in red , to complement her cheeks , a crimson bed , down the streets , the fair lad walks , down to the docks , so he can talk , in boots made of rubber , and large thick heels , will he catch a large meal? Taking so many fish , and so much treasure too, with his luck , nothing he could not do , leaving the only one without a meal , you... a luck like his , is like no other , sad seeing his luck when others are born without fathers or mothers , in the same slums , a familiar dump, yet he is richest of them all, remember , expect your fall , know your game , know no blame , others will try but fail to do the same , because I've done the same thing once , i no longer daunce , on the runway to hell , a gambling spell , a trap you fell in oh so well

  Tired and alone , walking on cold stone , dragging along , the past and all , as if swimming through goop , as if my head can no longer move and just droop , a world so hazy , mind so lazy , before i fall , my knees grow weak , i can see it all , the time i lost , which ran behind , the many lost minutes , through all of time , turning into hours , and much disarray , one day can we finally say , my time has ended , let me stay , in one memory , forever taken aback , living in eternal silence , forever stuck back

  Warnings from places far away

  Who was the first one to say

  I do not know but hope you stay

  Safe and far far away

  The start of a new year is not the closing of a door

  But merely a chapter passing in whats to come more

  And so we dont leave our past and throw our keys away

  We merely build on our past and say

  Welcome the future

  Oh we hold dear

  In happiness or in eternal fear

  The turning of a clock

  How much we wish we could go back

  We've lost and gone off track

  What do we live for

  What do we lack

  Death atlast...

  Music and prose

  Two things which know

  The emotions of the writer

  The pain of the liar

  The emotions they all show

  In a prose we all know

  In songs we can say

  They show the emotions from the night and day

  So pretty much everything we know

  Can be shown in poetic or musical prose

  In songs we can say

  Like any other day

  Let it go

  All away

  Lets just say

  Music can make or break a day

  The feelings of worthlessness that has come to pass , that is the feeling i want to feel last , not through the embrace of sleep , only the moments before i fall deep - that is the reason i write , that is the reason i fight

  Im reading manga when i find this series named "diamond cut diamond" its abit perverted and has a harem but its not too bad the plot is quite interesting and the antagonist is someone you never expect

  The difference between pain and love

  None i say

  List the bellow not above

  Love can hurt pain and harm

  Not by doing but causing alarm

  Someones hurt or done something bad

  So we

  As humans

  Get mad

  We hurt the ones we love so dear

  Call them names as if theyre far not near

  And as we see the future like a seer

  We relize

  We've hurt the ones

  Far near

  Close and dear

  Lonelyness is it really pain? Or is it a way to get away from everything again , lonelyness , is it mere lost , it can be more than pure distraught , instead of being alone you have , time to lay around and sat , lonelyness , your thoughts all alone , as if a song , long driven home

  The human mind , a strange thing , feelings of love , the pain they bring , nothingness , nothing itself , the love is pain yet to be delt , yet although the pain , although the loss , many hearts are not in distraught , as if pain is love itself , love creates happyness , not soul wells

  It bores into our very souls , we say no more , lost to the eavning skys , between the cold floor

  In the sadness we beg no more , in death we can rest on cold floors , our minds weary and sore

  I hate the drama and the lost , the family we once had is distraught , taking the place of the love , is hatred and arguments , drama and the above

  Hatred of the lost of the things , of family we once had , now nothing , i hate the loss not the thing itself , the sadness and difference we have has been delt

  Diary entry #4

  The things which we thought were set in stone

  We forget even a earthquake can destroy our homes

  Nothing is forever

  Nothing is less

  Gone with the world we wonder

  "Unless"

  Diary entry #2

  The chaos which spread across many lands

  The drama which has gotten out of hand

  The leaving of places we once walked

  A migration to places leave us distraught

  Become corrupted by the chaos withing

  Or leave this place and everything

  What should we do

  Oh so long ago

  Once we knew

  Once we flew

  But now all gone

  A long lost song

  The melody of clouds

  We see it all know

  Either in the chaos and consumed withing

  Or gone and without anything

  The basics of poetry from brians point of view

  The 3 main things in poetry are emotions - without them the poem is heartless and boring, rhythm- without this the poem is a story or paragraph, ryme- everyone loves it yet you dont need it to have a poem There are many types of poetry such as haikus and epics though each with their own rules Poetry has many topics from philosophy to just random things , it can be about life or it can be a song

  "Poetry is merely song written down and without music" ~ my teacher in elementary because my middle school teachers know less than them

  Diary entry #3

  Oh how long has it been

  A simple time

  A simple thing

  When we could laugh

  And when we could play

  But now can we truly say?

  Family a thing we hold dear

  Is gone with the wind and no where near

  These doppelgangers or clones

  The ones who took the place of my home

  Will they consume me?

  Will they lie

  Who are they

  Where is the shine once in my friends eye

  Bye everyone

  I bid you adieu

  This may be the last time i see you

  My family will take over

  But i will not be here

  Ill be gone

  See ya

  Im not near

  What is happiness if we have no sadness

  What is sadness if we only have it

  Is it sadness anymore or is it just life

  That is a question for another strife

  On chrismas all i can feel is despair

  The happiness once there

  Its lost in the air

  For another night it may shine

  But tonight its lost in grime

  Time moves by and without a life

  Without a time

  And without a strife

  If we go by without any pain

  The pain from a thimble will put us into long gasp

  Again and agaib

  If something is reflected in the black light

  Is it a dark and dreary sight

  Or has it always been this way

  Were we just too scared to say?

  Forgotten are the bonds we made

  Lost are the laws we saved

  What have we done which bound is gone

  Lost is this forgotten song

  And through the night full of fright

  Only the shadows move around

  Lost and empty of all the sound

  All of the sights reflected in the snow

  The forgotten faces of those who came and go

  Lost in the snow are the memory's we all know

  Yet lost as if melting into the drains it snows

  Cindy's lost her raisins

  Her mind went a blazing

  Where did she leave them last

  The answer and search is a blast

  because as we all know

  it was all for show

  She actually lost the ability to know

  The raisins are only a small part of the show

  Onions antiquing over

  Time , sofas growing mold , oh so old

  Older than anemone knows

  Unlawfully taken from Royal Road, this story should be reported if seen on Amazon.

  Yes i know it has nothing to gain

  Once lived nothing even the light is not the same

  Only we can feel shame

  No one but us to blame

  The faces in the mirror

  The faces far away

  All are faces once laughing but now holding dismay

  When we held hands

  When we broke apart

  When did this calamity start

  How do i find a brand new say

  Life away from this love and dismay

  Gone are the skies and lost is earth

  Lost to the world which has given birth

  To madness it has given birth too

  Death to us only to be born anew

  In hells flame we bathe

  And black embers we walk

  This is the night

  Full of evil talk

  He wrote a poem but he never said it

  Outloud it was never said so it vanished

  And as they went along and sung the song

  The night grew long and lonely with somber song

  It was ment to end all along

  She sits on his bed and cries for him

  He is far away and cries back

  Too far away to say "i love you"

  They grow apart and never love again

  A heart has grown in pain

  Another did not

  Once both hearts break

  Only one is in true distraught

  A hardened heart with shatter

  A soft will melt

  Both will be in pain

  But more so to the one hard will be delt

  They broke eachothers hearts

  They broke their love at start

  Forever torn apart

  A rift builds in the dark

  No longer together

  A heart has grown in pain

  Another did not

  Once both hearts break

  Only one is in true distraught

  A hardened heart with shatter

  A soft will melt

  Both will be in pain

  But more so to the one hard will be delt

  They broke eachothers hearts

  They broke their love at start

  Forever torn apart

  A rift builds in the dark

  No longer together

  Never was once forever

  Because in the darks light

  Nothing is what it seams

  The shadows are right

  This time no light

  Start to fight

  No reason to fight

  Nor reason to live

  Neither a reason to forgive

  When i did fight

  It was all to die

  Because now i know why

  The end is nigh

  I dont know why but...

  Lets go up high

  And just fall and die

  We will say our goodbyes

  And one day maybe we will say

  I...

  Love you once again

  Or maybe never to begin

  Shattering is a sin

  Life is ending before it begin

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  Never was once forever

  Because in the darks light

  Nothing is what it seams

  The shadows are right

  This time no light

  Start to fight

  No reason to fight

  Nor reason to live

  Neither a reason to forgive

  When i did fight

  It was all to die

  Because now i know why

  The end is nigh

  I dont know why but...

  Lets go up high

  And just fall and die

  We will say our goodbyes

  And one day maybe we will say

  I...

  Love you once again

  Or maybe never to begin

  Shattering is a sin

  Life is ending before it begin

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  one share

  What song i day , its easy to lay , a easy task , not simple in fact , the world hurts but its the mind at night , it truly is the thing which causes the most pain and fright , because even when slipping into sleep you must fight , to escape the insanity which no one dreams right , the dreams of running away and in flight , no longer seemingly strife , it brings me to my end , its the seak for revenge my friend , even if i fall and burn , the world will still turn , i fall to the ground and clutch my head , this ringing in my head , the voices they speak to me , insanity it creaks to me , my world it wont stop shattering , my mind wont stop happining , drifting to places better not shown , the candle has been set , once the wick ends the life will be blown , for a it need a face , death is like a race , to the end you go , cannot restart and throw , to this body we've grown attached , lets go , heart attack wish to be free , i know better, wish to become dead to everyone but me , even to death and the sea , a cry to be free , pity , in this shitty world , lets go throw up and hurl

  Hell can have snow , when all else falls , the sky may be covered in unholy fog , always bawling in the tears of tragic , lost in fog of black magic, is this snow just pain and magic its all so painful and tragic ? Nothing could stay and the scars will fly , throught the sky into the miners eye , bothersome i say their thorns dig in like sunlight is to day , they make me lay in pits of dismay , peircing into souls , lets always go , bitting into the bullet , stabing and slashing to our fullest, im finally getting what i want , revenge is not all for not , lets go and do what we sought , hell sire is long , the fall is sure like a song , making all the rymes , lets pass the time

  I wrote it on a phone , your laptop will slow to the bone , my phone is no more , forgotten like long lost lore

  So you also have heard that song of woe, the thing which hurts even the toughest to weakest from head to toe , this i know , the pain of loss neglect and abandon , lost as if shot by a cannon , this call of death , soul unless , i sell my secrets to the sky , my mysteries they no longer hide in my eye , anything anyone please help me , my revenge and my hatred beings me to my knees , im shaking from pure insanity , i don't need yet so need your charity , the thirst for revenge , it drives me mad , it was once sadness you can ask , a new face cannot be bad , we have not grown all too attached , life trained and taught , it taught distraught , like loose thread , im cut through the head , not by a blade but hatred bringing despise , it will lead to demise , thats what i see in my eyes

  Im very sorry my dear lady

  Its dark and the sky is wavy

  I cant really see

  So pardon me

  I must be on my way

  he continues to stroll

  In my garden i should patch up a hole

  he sighs

  Let's go try not to die

  he smiles and walks

  Im getting ahead of myself lets talk

  he turns right around and without a sound

  like a dark cloud his cloak looms over you

  So how do you do

  I swear i might respond in poetic verse

  Im weird i might need a mental nurse

  My brains too strange to be healed

  My character is too true to my life

  Its kind of sureal

  The abuse hes felt

  Its based on my own

  The things he does

  A extension of my real life is shown

  The shadows he appears from

  That is like me

  I appear quietly

  Reality

  My character is much like me

  As you can see

  His name is poet

  He is what you see

  A strange person who has run amuck

  I really do suck

  You may be falling , your also crawling , to the end , god sent new beginnings , slowly fading , always glowing , forgetting yet always showing , its snowing , this snow in hell , its the trust which has melt , i shed the tears like feather from birds , i try to love but its as hard as moving the earth , a tragic end , a loss of friends , a mask to lie , a tear in my eye , how long has it been , when has it begin , a cloak to hide my past scars , even if they no longer are "see able" , they shine like red stained scars , thats what they are , "im fine" , lifes just sublime , this pain is mine , it does not fade in time , this heart , it will never again start, your words are as bothersome as a fart , leave me alone , left over like a time forgotten stone , because once your done , the end of time is none , it has begun, because once im shunned , ill be left like the bullet out of a gun ,so spare me the use , i know what your going to do , though im a flower , even i have my thorns , you deserved to be scorned , leave me while i continue to fly , backfire into your eye , i stopped giving my all , ill watch you fall , into the abyss , you always deserved this , whats real or not , death is what you sought , your getting what you asked for , "enjoy it"

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  Long ago like flowing seas

  Lost to the world

  Lost almost as me

  The shadows which only leave distraught

  All of life is for not

  So as show

  we will not go

  Stuck in places still

  The thrill of life is a quill in hand

  because where we stand

  Life is bland

  By the sword

  A dream of ago

  A place where'd we rather wish could go

  But although that we may only show

  Even if we dont know

  Flip of the dice

  Lets see your luck

  How much are you willing to bet

  For how little to win

  This is the bet i propose to you

  Anything

  From riches to love

  I can give you all

  Ill make you enthralled

  But how much to lose

  How much to win

  Some things considered

  Misery i bring

  Consider all things

  I got lies , not secrets in my head , tricks and despise which will make you think in bed, its gotten to the point in which what i said , is never truth even if i wanted to say so in my head ... let's stead the light and let the shadows shine , i will one day make the underground mine , without a sound, the rumors will ring out , with just one laugh , its death at last , because i so have a knack , to say and stab you in the back , because its neither my aching heart , or your love thats keeping me afar , lets all get covered in pitch black tar , bleed to the heart and cry out to mars , will it ever be me and you , no its the skys time to chose , because of huge success , ill gain and lose less , knowing what to do , what lies to chose , no feelings for you , who? , death i chose , death is my muse , have a good day , or should it be death i say , it was never you and me , it was my blade bringing the shadows to their knees

  I cannot recount only one time i say

  I've felt much loss and many dismay

  The things i've felt and the failure i've delt

  The falling i know is not a show

  Anyone i've met

  They should know

  But to live in this world i one day grew up

  Ive felt the loss but i then knew it was enough

  So i gave up on running and went away

  I left my path astray

  I left the laziness and dismay

  So i went away and walked across

  I've felt much loss and distraught

  So i ran from this abyss

  And i became a person who i can respect by doing this

  I don't walk a path all alone

  The loneliness and sadness all are shown

  I've left that path in the past

  And seen the life on the other side

  This path i speak of

  It is one of running

  Lost to the world

  Lost to the sky

  It is one which anyone walks would rather die

  But i left that uselessness

  But i left that world

  I've become anew

  As i twirled

  I dance in the past

  I know i was once last

  But now it is different

  But now is lost

  My shadows , my demons

  They are distraught

  No longer defining

  No longer tell

  What can we do but scream and yell

  The past is not future

  I can tell

  Yet not everything is well

  It's better to be confident and in hell

  Than in hell only to scream and yell

  You don't need to start anywhere , just start from your heart , the beginning of a new world inside our hearts , I've told you of my sorrow , you've done the same , we can endure the pain yet this love may never leave us the sane , this feeling even god cant explain , it is not of mere brain , my heart has been shattered so to you , lets make a new heart and bid the pain adieu, and close to love we felt a sin , the pain heart break can bring , all the pieces once broken in two , now one and born anew , fix the damage and become whole , love honest and live bold , overcome with love yet also fear , don't leave me it will bring me to tears , I'm clinging on to my only hope , I'm afraid like others you'll leave me for someone new , please don't beg my heart adieu, lets leave this dust on yet make you anew , ill give you my love , please do the same , live as if your new and with a brain , keep it tight and never let go , for all you know , this is a future we can sow , cursed spell , love me with zel , we can live happily even in this hell , so leave us be , together till eternalty

  Shes dead and forever will be

  Shes gone with the wind

  Her bones made of dust

  Her face and body gone with the wind

  A vampire is she

  Lost in the breeze

  Impossible to revive

  Ive tried over 20 times

  Ive almost died trying twice

  Hurt what is hurting , gain what is loss or pain , peave and love is like an dove, it will die after enough , after all is the same , confusion and doubt a game , without everything now , we weep , we die , we cry from our eyes , we can try yet we may frown , we can smile yet still feel down , only to be hurt , only to be a jerk , Life's lesson , learn it well , maybe one day you'll get out of this so called hell

  You wake up from a recurring dream , the dream of life nothing is real , in your so called never sleep , you fall deeper into the dream , you fill your lungs, yet you gasp for air , you move your lips , you exhale not words but air , broken pipes that never leak , they only try to one day bleed , you open eyes , you remember that life , is nothing but the will to die, you cannot see , you cannot think , you can only ponder and sink , you drip in parts , let death go start , the silent eternally , the forbidden missing , very vague , what is the next stage , worse than being late , to this so called hate , lets not tell , lets scream and yell , falling deeper into hell

  No one shall know , they never go , deep enough to find who you are , a lost lamb in a ocean of people , a thing lost to the sea , as if a butcher looks at you , hell is for you and me, as if we were fine luxurys , to be consumed by the demons inside you and me , no other way , no way to say , will you be with me another day ? , I'm fine but not good enough , i need you , i need your love , this ? Its just a mask , it will leave me once you give me your love now , it hides the hatred and the grief , i don't want to show you that side of me , i wear this mask to escape from the pain , i want to learn what love is again , don't forget , your not alone yet , you sit there saying it can't be true , I'm in love with you , you say my heart must be a rare sight , you'd be right , its trapped in the ice , not only my heart , also my soul , it won't thaw till it gets you , so come closer , if you dare , without you life is a night mare , ill reach my end , I'd gladly love you again , give me your hand , lend me your ear , give me your love and passion , although i am mere , i love you even if hiding under mask , even death is a fun task, just with you i must ask , i wonder what you say , will you go on a date with me , you've asked me here , ill ask you now , take it off , my mask and give your love a bow , please love me now , although not worthy , I'm just a memory , the memory of a mask , for your love is all i ask

  Hello ill be trying to make you blush

  Tell me when youve had enough

  But im a poet so dont shut

  Your eyes for the night till youve blushed enough

  So ready ?

  Lets go

  Time to go with the flow

  Your cute thats all i know

  Lets go on a date and have a show

  So how?

  Do you like it now

  The shroud of love will bring us together bows

  Im your butler for now

  Ill do anything you please

  Ill bring you to your knees

  Lets go to the trees

  In the dark with just you and me

  *wink*

  So whatcha think

  The hell thats going on

  Its your life

  Keep it strong

  Dont die right now the hell will be released out

  Be the shroud which keeps heaven and hell bound

  In the heat of thing night when the blood is rising

  The heads are diving

  To the floor they go

  They all shatter and splash into broken skull and bones

  Oh okay then it was just me

  Shooting like a star ill be leaving with the breeze

  See ya friend but remember in the end

  A song is just a poem put to sound

  Not the verbal kind but the instruments which resound

  Red scorched fallen torch

  All on the ground you burn

  Slowly as the pages of time turns

  RAGING INFERNO

  it all burns to the ground

  only the sound or cracking wood resounds

  As we turn the page

  its all to late

  We fall to the ground

  the flames surround

  We all die in flames

  we all hold the blame

  RAGING INFERNO

  _the pain its internal_

  Burn to the ground

  the pain of times past resounds

  A poetic starter

  They bring alot of class to your char but may be hard to make , it helps if your char has a simple name like "poet" but doesn't need one

  Example ((basic poem)):

  On the cold moonlit night

  A lone wanderer looked for a fight

  Gone to far off lands

  A stick and shield in his hand

  For what reason does he do

  For what reason is he born anew

  Many questions may be answered tonight

  Of course if you win the fight

  Example ((complex poem)):

  a man walked across the streets to tonight

  The moon is bright and ive come looking for a fight

  what does he mean and who does he see

  I see nothing

  I see me

  a fight with himself , a inner demon

  If i could really do that am i dreaming ?

  he walks across the slum floors

  I mist find more

  what is this that he so much adores

  In the forest of dreams the trees are cut

  No destruction of cbildhokd is ever enough

  The time goes on and yet beyond

  The feeling of death is tough

  There is no love

  Is that a poem i see

  Or is it just the impulsive assumptions of me

  Im a poet and life is a breeze

  It sends the rocks and cuts into everything including my knees

  Translation of last post

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  Back on top , time soon end , death again

  Certain things Pearce into heart

  A stab somewhere like that will give you a start

  The one who stabbed you

  They were stabbed themselves

  And only spread the hatred they were delt

  As you laid down

  As you grew insane

  Watching your blood bleed

  Watching your need for blood increase

  We figured we would call it hatred

  We figured we could call it love

  A lack of feelings

  A lack of all things

  Although I'm stuck with you

  We are one yet we are two

  More alike than we ever once knew

  But still I love and hate

  It's all to late

  We cannot change fate

  And through the lost seas

  Through the hundreds of "me's"

  Weve lost ourself

  In this ever confusing hell

  Who am i

  Who are you

  What is one

  Is it also two?

  Who am i

  What do i do

  Who am i

  Who do i chose

  Maybe or maybe not ... the world is every changing and sometimes yet never always in distraught

  Roses are red

  Blood drips from over head

  Slowly dying the ground in crimson

  Lost to reason and lost in treason

  The crimson blood flows

  Where will it go

  Into the rose it follows

  The end of its journey knows

  The end and beginning of the blood rose

  ?????? ????? ???? decode it ^.^ its a poem

  Goodnight everyone

  This is todays end

  Lets see eachother again

  My old friend

  Sky sings songs of times of past

  Places which fell have seen their last

  And the people who ran headfirst were rash

  But the past is in the past

  Time for hells bash!

  One

  Two

  Three

  Lets go

  Start the show!

  We gotta know

  Whos going to go!

  Sorry for taking so long

  My needs in real life are too strong

  How can i say

  Ill try to do alot more today

  Because hey! Lets make poems and play!

  In the shadows of the day life us hell

  The end is nay

  And as cold winds go on by

  And as the clouds change so do skys

  The futures not set

  It will not fade yet

  This is the time for war !

  Lets battle at the shore

  Death and more !

  Quietly time flows around

  Without a sound then bodys dies around

  Age kills all even gods

  Life is at its mercy

  As the wind blows on a night like this

  When all of the rhyme is done and my head is in mist

  I must sleep I must do so

  Sleep and slumber us so close

  The flowing sea

  Drowning the happiness around me

  All i can see

  Is the waves going with the evenings breeze

  And as we go

  Life and so

  Only the shadows will show

  Beneath the waves

  Inside the haze

  Only darkness can see

  It envelops life

  It envelops me

  Darker the world grows

  As if consumed in black snow

  No matter how hard you try

  A layer of snow will always cover their eyes

  Being blind by greed

  Selfishness galore

  Tarkthoughts turn many to drop body's to the floor

  Turning away from light

  Is that really right

  Or maybe all that matters is might

  Isn't it fine to say we died

  Reborn into a past untouchable life

  To be bound to a place far away

  Ripped into shreads in our dismay

  I'm so bored aren't you too

  Fed up let's be born anew

  Love or lust

  Want or a must

  Only time can tell

  Only the world can meld

  the hearts separated once

  Will they become one again

  The loss you felt

  Is it like hell

  Clinging on tight

  Wanting to go

  We are bound to the far away world we never know

  Fade away

  Say this is love

  Or say this is hate

  It's all to late

  Let's all learn to relate

  Bound by hate born anew

  Your lives are worthless

  You are through

  When you say things wholly untrue

  Then when yiu say you don't know me out of the blue

  I think to wonder who?

  Who are you

  Why do you expect

  I may not know you but don't forget

  Your actions decide not your fate

  Because as of late

  I've gotten to learn to hate

  Those people who think everyone must know

  "You don't know my past yet I won't show"

  The things which led me to such roads

  They lost me in the snow

  Actions prove your worth to me

  Be selfish and lie and see

  I wonder what a normal person would react to thee

  "You don't know me"

  I don't want to

  "You don't care"

  If you always lie and deceive who will be there

  Actions dictate more than words

  If you seam rude than I'll utter a slur

  Not only will I judge you like that

  If you blame rudeness on ignorance I'll snap

  Don't give respect yet want it back

  Don't live like that

  If you can't even prove your own

  Cry to something which will make you alone

  "You don't know me you don't know my past"

  From the first to the last I'll go right past

  If you act rudely you are rude

  The past does not dictate what you chose

  Endless sky's

  Restless nights

  Eternally baggy eyes

  Sleep...

  our love is so ethereal

  times go on and we can feel

  so delicately the explosions go on

  the air and wind blows a small song

  life is quiet yet Oh so long

  it's as if we're in a dream

  maybe we've known all along

  the wind rings with silent airs

  the sky is full of clouds which aren't there

  feelings hanging off places so high

  life is Oh so quiet until you came by

  you filled the black and white sky's with stars ever high

  Oh how much more fun is the world in which we live and fight

  The paths you go

  I'll follow them like I follow footprints in the snow

  till the end

  I'll follow you as you go

  even in times of strife

  when the wind changes ways and we change sides

  the petals will dance at our side

  well into the forbidden night

  search for me

  search for love

  I'll follow you anywhere like a heaven sent dove

  because I so love...

  the feelings hang from sky's Oh so much

  this place in which we love

  as if a dream we live on by

  I'd die happy with you at my side

  life is a dream with you and me

  I'm a lock and your my key

  Through the hail and sleet

  Through horrid heat

  Even through the fires and dragons

  Even through liars and majors

  Nothing can stop is now

  The chaos

  The death

  It's not enough yet

  Even demons can't change

  Even demons can't hide

  The thing inside

  They've taken so much

  I can lose no more

  If I do I'll drop to the floor

  We the family of people spin

  Lies and story's where to begin

  A war?

  A battle

  Or maybe just fun

  Let's all be creatures and live and run

  how is it that all things we hold dear

  all things which we love yet consider mere

  "everyone has it"

  thats a lie

  some people cant live but chose to fight

  but here you are

  crying over loss hope

  gone to the wind are your screams you dope

  some people struggle every day

  here you are crying your life away

  cant you see your uneaded dismay

  the things which people say are just a play

  a act

  your false happiness

  the loss you bring

  the crys you sing

  "my life is the worse please end it now"

  tell me what have you done anyhow

  you useless person without a will

  you sit around and scream your shrills

  this song you say

  this eternal dismay

  what do you play

  you play yourself

  the false happiness

  what is this ?

  this is despair

  not of the world but because of your proud stuck up air

  "we have it bad"

  other people have worse

  is this ruining your illusion

  do you need a nurse?

  afraid of the pain

  this is truth it brings dismay

  life is not for fun

  but yours is good so dont use that gun

  hey you

  yes you

  im trying to live too

  but you are

  you were

  your falling into despair

  because of that stuck up and bigoted air

  dont kill yourself

  dont do it now

  anyhow you have a life better than most of the world , do i need to scream that out

  dont drown

  dont cry

  your life is better than the people who have lived and died

  your here

  your mere

  you cant do anything right

  you pretend your better than those people who live in perpetual strife

  they fight for their lives

  you cry over spilled fries

  maybe itd be better if you died

  back in time

  when we were young

  life was simple

  we were dumb

  "ill do it no matter what"

  dont you see now

  your distraught

  this life youve chosen to live

  this pain youve decided to forgive

  you think you wallow in pain

  think over your life again

  it may not be perfect but you once had passion

  it may not be perfect but you once were dashing

  this bravery you had

  this emotion you hold

  gone with the wind

  my arnt you bold scoffs

  Hello I think I'm in love

  Please be mine you little dove

  Your white wings shine in the light

  Please accept my proposal to not fight

  If everything has a dark side , you can also look for light , but if you only see one you'll be blinded as if you've stared into the sun, a part of me I can easily hide , that doesn't make it right , hiding it will make my heart go into a pained shrill , when I see people with a perfect life, I know it will end in a blink of an eye , and we what happened to me I claim darkness is also beauty , it's the truest form , to claim it's a phase is to claim life is a game , no sense of joy means no sense of life , what is truly defined as right, the corners of darkness or heart of light, which survives in the end Is the one which is right

  Oh how can I, I will not lie , I don't know what you are , a being of hate or despise, the thing you've come to be , the monster you think I see , are you really that ? Is that part of you or me ? A mirror that's what I see , the world's breaking the grounds shaking so helplessly it dies , you laugh and grin , hatred and bloodshed has blinded your soul within, no sympathy , no life I see , broken away , please stay , I need a mirror to reflect the light in my way , guide me and take me with you to the end of days

  I'm breathing yet I'm dying , slowly without sound , I'm shaking yet I'm cold , my body lays on the ground , I'm a living contradiction , I live in a world which never yet always sways , hiding away hoping to finally be seen another day , I hope you fine hope , there's things to see , contradictions and a world will make you wake up you see , someone imagined , a past far away , so until the end I want to say ... remember me , don't die just live with your head up high , I'll be as clear as can be , your dear to me you see , the lonelyness, the pain inside , the deepening of hate yet loss of life, you cannot run but you can hide , the pain it will come one day so live a life , a change is logical , the world will change , our lives are basically deranged , left behind , two lost minds , paralyzed in haze , lost their personaluty and face ,They see your gaze, your trapped in their maze , you see not reality , you see a world made to free me , I'm not insane, we all are just deranged , I've changed , you have too , call my name and I'll call you too ? Im already tainted , part of the void , lost in memory , lost in defining noise

  I'm breathing yet writing , in the pain of yesterday

  Let's just say , bye...

  We might not go

  But we won't forget

  to the friends who are still here and to those who may come back yet

  I'm not sure

  Who will remember

  This place may go down in black embers

  Or maybe it will be reborn

  But not with me

  I'll always miss the people from back then with me

  It's been far too long

  We once all sung a song

  One and all

  We all felt well

  But now after so long

  The song has ended

  By the drifting of people

  It's become a mere melody

  A melody in memory ...

  The song of family

  People so close

  Am I not the only one who noticed with a jolt

  To my friend daniel

  I still remember you well

  So I'm glad to say hi

  This end is not forevers goodbye

  ... reborn from ashes only if the flame comes back

  The Imortal will die if their will and so can't last

  So I hope to God

  Or whoever above

  The people and will or sba can come back and love

  Reborn like a Immortal flaming dove

  Blow into winds so far

  You wonder where they are

  Do they come from the north

  The informations to complicated to sort

  Yet Life is harder

  I must say

  I have lost my way

  Someone turn off the shadows

  Turn on the light

  I'm frozen by this cold fright

  Maybe the light

  It might make me alive

  I'm not sure how this world goes on by

  Let's be alive

  Shater me or eat me be

  Two choices to prove who you are to me

  So cute seeing this world go to light

  This spinning line

  Shater me

  I left sanctuary for a new home

  Life is gone

  Life is bone

  And as we go we look on boney hands

  We see the things which once made us stand

  Our friends

  Gone

  Our family

  Don't remember

  Life is like a hammer

  Always hitting down us like a screw

  Life is going to one day get through

  Soulless eyes

  Full of despise

  We left sanctuary for sadness yet to be free

  I've left the shackles but instead starved

  Ice is cold

  And marsh is hot

  We go on and see all of these things

  Yet we also feel the sadness and hunger it brings

  When you see friends fight at home

  You'd rather be alone that I kmow

  Away from the fighting which hurts you not

  You only care about the pain that your friends brought

  They hurt eachother for another

  Life just doesn't go on by

  Why do we live in the endless strife

  This is our life

  Soul less nights

  So I blow into the air

  The sadness thst once was there

  I use the sadness to keep myself awake

  Death is coming just you wait

  Blood roses fall from black sky's

  Dipped in blood of the deceased and dead eyes

  The eyes are the portal to the soul you must know

  Their souls are dead

  They're dead in the mind yet not head

  They've seen death

  They can't forget

  The bliss of silence will make them deaf

  Without the noise

  Oh how simple it can be

  Yet this death

  It simplify troubles like Killing me

  Death I seek

  A dream not meek

  Small yet tall

  The door to death hides it all

  A place after sorrow

  A new tomorrow

  Somewhere far away

  The sadness this death brings is nothing to Life's dismay

  Do you see me now

  The one writing this on a desk anyhow

  Life goes on

  A sad slow song

  Through death I hope

  To hear a silence or noise

  Far away from this world of girls and boys

  In this death

  All I see

  Darkness and sadness from past envelops me

  Even here I can't leave

  This darkness behind

  In the silence the ringing goes through all of time

  Eternalty

  Life without my family and me

  Selfish in the head

  I want myself dead

  Far away

  Oh how I wish I could lay

  5 feet down

  All around

  The silence blows

  The shadows near me wane and grow

  New horizons only open with burnt bridges

  New places only open when we lose this

  The past we've had

  Let's bring it back

  The past is ment to be the past

  The shadows only can last

  But even they'll end so see you my friend

  I may see you again

  This is the thing

  We may always be friends

  But this might be the end

  So I say this to you

  I've given up on this life so blue

  I hope to see you in death

  Or a life after this sadness at its best

  I hope we can see eachother again

  Life as friends

  Once here but never again

  Life without friends

  That is my life

  That is my dream

  Please don't pretend I'm mean

  I'll live a life away from this hazy dream

  Gone with the wind

  Gone with the things

  Bye everything I've known and loved

  I hope we together will reunite under a dove

  If only the shadows could move I wouldn't be alone

  Even if they only watched they'd see things unshown

  But here I am alone in the dark

  Every bridge we see falls into Rivers of sharks

  We're all frozen by fear

  To scared to move

  But when we do the sadness from a bridge falling crashes through

  And even in our happyness

  We find regret

  And then ask

  "Are we there yet"

  But as we know it's not that easy

  Not even a shadow can be considered measly

  We must see everything before we can react

  But that's the flaw of us

  We never can look forwords only back

  And as we go

  On bridges swaying too and fro

  We wonder if the bridge will go

  Into oblivion

  And with it ...

  Us...

  Oblivion

  Things so close

  Yet out of reach

  Oblivion

  Something so feared

  It's so close

  It's so near

  I want it...

  The world slowly pressing onto me

  Why does this place do this Why not he ?

  This world has something on me

  What does it do

  What does it see ?

  Why do I need to do all of this

  Why does it need to shove me into the mist

  The confusion it envelops

  the mind it becomes mellow

  I'm confused yet everything's so new

  Where am I

  What do I do

  Let's go to the future together too

  Oh how much strife

  How do we lose our lives

  The places we've forgotten

  The world's we've lost and

  More

  In store

  So many secrets all at once hit the floor

  The heart is foolish and very week

  The people who hold it are very meek

  In the face of the pain

  What makes them fall in love again

  To a wrong or right person is hard to discern

  Only the pain or bliss can make you learn

  A shadow of a self before

  A shell ment to hit the floor

  I'm no longer who I was

  I'm no longer worth the bore

  Let me lay on the cold floor

  I've been through too much

  For far to long

  I've forgoten who I am myself

  It's been long

  Who was i

  When was I alive

  Even I can't say

  It's just a haze of despise

  Copycat lies

  I'm not me

  I'm a lie

  I'm a shell ment to take the despise

  Lost in the night

  What brings you fright

  Is it when your friends fight

  Or maybe more

  What makes your heart drop to the floor

  This is the question I ask

  What do you want to see least and last

  Hello shadows we meet again

  I hope to see your end

  The illusions creeping on the sleeping

  The defenceless lies

  They left their seeds and stole our eyes

  Forever filling our visions with our minds

  The sounds lost in time

  In restless sleep we go alone

  As the world keeps being shown

  Roads of lost broken stone

  Places of lights and shown

  When the cold lamps dome

  They split the night and create fright

  This is life

  And in the transparent world i saw

  Life of enslavement and maybe more

  People talking and things shocking

  Gasp in silence

  People writing things unknown

  Trapped in dreams of ever shown

  No one dared to try and know

  The sound of the night

  The eyes of fright

  Fools I said

  You truly know

  The places of shadows ever grow

  Like cancer and Moss

  You grow and freeze hearts

  Trapped in death forever more

  Blood drips on the frozen floor

  Hear my words thell beseech you

  Take my arms and my knife will reach you

  The things fly like silent dreams

  All crashing to the ground ever mean

  The sound of loss it ecos in silence

  The life of the people lost this

  And then they looked to a false god

  What have they made

  What have they taught

  The signs all turn

  And only the sane learn

  The forbidden verse

  The lost rehearse

  In silence we hear

  What we held dear

  Roaring sky's

  World asunder

  world lost in a roar or thunder

  and as the world burns in fire

  We look for the liar

  But he's here and there

  He's in everyone everywhere

  I manipulate alot

  Alot is to be sought

  I will however give my apologys

  Even I'm appaled by me

  But as you can see

  I'm competitive and tipsy

  In the night when I'm sleepy

  I hope you can see me

  We may be friends

  Or enemy's again

  Many things to be sought

  Lost and distraught

  So let's wait another day

  See how the world plays

  and then we'll lay

  As friends or enemy's tomorrow and today

  I write words

  Without a mind

  They become lyrics of a song in my mind

  They go into paper

  Or maybe text

  And then I wonder

  Who will read them next

  And as I wonder

  And as I ponder

  My mind becomes lost in yonder

  the world of imagination

  Lost in inspiration

  Lost in sanction

  This is poetic elation

  The sky moves on

  another dawn

  And as the sky grows in black it shows

  the stars up high

  Gone with the night

  And then only sunlight

  Up high in sky's

  Lost and far away

  Up high the days of times astray

  Gone away is time alone

  Time for futures to show

  Life is not set lets go

  Go with the flow

  It's what we do its what we know

  A rap you say

  I do no such thing

  I don't like the glory nor the bling

  I'll keep going on

  And I'll keep staying strong

  To my poems in which I go?

  I'm poet if you don't know

  Give me a challenge and I'll give you a show

  A spark of inspiration it's all I need

  I'll give you the enjoyment in which you feed?

  I cut you up and pull you through flames

  Your a sucker and a slave to pain

  Mind games

  I'll chain you up and let you fall

  Let your body slowly sprawl

  As you try to crawl away

  I'll just say

  Your a sucker for pain

  I'm a sucker for pain too but not receiving

  I'd rather give and if I said otherwise I'd be deceiving

  If I lied what would I do with the meaning

  I'll cut you up and watch you cry

  I know you enjoy the pain inside

  I take your hand through the flames

  Your a sucker and slave to the pain

  Your with your friends in a home you love alot

  Because you'll be hurt don't be distraught

  It doesn't matter you can't feel

  The pain which is so real

  I'm devoted to death

  Poison and more

  Life in the dark slum floors

  See I'm a fool for pain

  I'm all for the games

  I might as well die

  Get stabbed in the eyes

  Kiss a shark or swallow a poisoned dart

  Because I'm a sucker for pain

  I'm addicted to this deadly game

  No pain no shame

  Life is a game

  Beware of the blood of those who died

  Even their corpses can stab you in the back and make you cry

  Hunger delays what was once fed

  Lost and crazy in the head

  Back to hunting for trivial food

  Daylight breaks and ends the mood

  The sky grows bright and we go to sleep

  We're the undead of the streets

  Renew the light which once shone

  The heart has grown weary and cold

  A weary woman walks down streets

  Covered in blood and torn off meat

  Invitation to a deadly feast

  Lost and filled with many treats

  Cooked by sinners lost yet winner

  This is the best food

  The food of the dead

  And as the fangs sink down low

  It takes prey and it goes

  Then rin off as it may

  Beware of the kiss

  Beware of the bite

  But most of all the first fright

  Blood for dinner tonight ?

  Some people fear of being scorned

  Lost and draped in shackles adorn

  the boom of whips on naked skin

  I do not fear pain of all things

  Nor since the times of dark

  Haven and death from sharks

  I do not fear all of these things

  I am not shackled by the tears they bring

  I fear the silence and not the noise

  The quite makes me paranoid

  It shrouds me in darkness

  Binding in heartless

  Strings

  I fear the silence

  It reminds of death

  Death and despair I'd rather forget

  The dear itself it silences my screams

  The life I've lived is quite mean

  Did the fires of hell give me safety

  The Atleast helped me keep my sanity

  A falling leaf

  A snapping twig

  Then a scream

  And again silence of all things ?

  Lost in thoughts all alone

  The world has moved on and the light has shown

  Now that all has come to naught

  The light which shone will be forgot

  We the humans living on such roads

  We the humans walking on cold stone

  As we walk past the world once alive

  We laugh and cackle as it all dies

  Lost in thoughts all alone

  We have forgotten when the childhood memory's shone

  Lost in anger and regret

  Why can't we go back and forget

  Lost in places not of light

  This is our life

  Full of strife ?

  Secrets lost to hearts so hollow

  Telling them brought me great sorrow

  And as I think of how I'll live tomorrow

  I know my secret is out

  Death is coming close

  It's about to go down ?

  Lost to sky

  Lost to always watching eyes

  As if we've already lost

  The road is paved in sharp Spears and frost ?

  As the time passes by

  As my life goes shy

  Astray from my dreams lost am I

  And slowly as we may

  And slowly as we go

  we are lost in a large fog made by snow ?

  As the world goes on , and as we travel beyond , who can see what the future will be , who will see if we suffer on fallen knees?

  This song of death I sing tonight

  A morbid one full of saddness and fright

  Why do the ones who do nothing but smile

  Why can't their lives last more than a little while

  To my friends who I sing this song to

  Bye your life will be remembered untill

  Untill the time when the world burns and falls

  Your memory won't be forgotten by one or all

  Even in hell I'll remember your name

  Even though your death was a shame none of us will be the same

  Goodnight to you

  I hope that I fall too

  So I can see you again...

  This is far from the end

  Don't lose hope again

  ... to all of you

  Be born anew

  Remember our friends who have gotten us through

  Be born anew

  A blaze of passion will grow our love from one to two

  Never forget

  The ones who's death makes us upset

  ... dedicated to catania ?

  Breaking bones

  I'm all alone

  And as my soul breaks out from my body

  I look down as a ghost to something shoddy

  I'm broke yet still alive So

  How did this go down no one knows

  Shining in darkness yet hiding in shadows

  The depths of the undead ocean

  Healing not all

  Hurting not one

  All the way down

  No one sees the sun ?

  When writing a poem just put down what you feel

  If you can't trust to do that are your feelings real

  When you write can you say that you see

  the emotions going from your words to the viewer, me?

  My smile was always cracked, a forbidden lie , thr happiness which I created, tell me of your deeds, what have you done , are you evil or as bright as the sun , my body shakes in strange ways , the blood runs cold when my fear shows , as if I was crying out sugar , my tears went down into my mouth like a river, wishing to find what I once knew , seeing only what born anew , lies of days up ahead , I may as well be dead , to tell a lie , to show the truth, either are neither and neither are neither , that was a lie , to tell a lie , it's been done since times past , to find the end , it is not set , to not break, to not fix, battles go on like this , my mind creases , my mind fixes , then shatters into oblivion?

  Your blood which flows from your head , your bed which lays as you think and said , to take something that is not mine , don't you think that is fine ... my mind harms my body my spirit and body rebel, my mind to body , my body to mind, I find it hard to say , I've had a fun day ... you take yet don't give , you worry yet forget, selfish and mean , how do you find glee , I take what's yours and never return , I will let you burn , my mind races as I think of more , ways to drop you to the floor , to steal the gems of a happy home , to steal the money you have alone, you are kind yet you are happy , how does that make you money? In this world of darkness there can be none , no love nor inspiration , a smile of light shines down on the dark, yet it's too thick you'll be eaten by loan sharks , a life of happiness, a life not yours , rot to the floor as I walk out the door?

  Let me teach you a lesson

  A thing called aggression

  Some have lots

  Some have little

  But when you get the calms ones angry

  It's harder to live than it is to solve a riddle ?

  Depression I've felt so

  Many times but the feeling comes and goes

  But as the day grows dark

  I can't help but lose heart

  I can't help but fear

  That the end of life is near?

  Blooded eyes look out to night

  When all times are lost

  And as we sit

  We lose and hit

  In rage akin to animals

  Are we mere mammals??

  I truly care about you

  What can I do but hope our relationship is born anew

  I'm sorry for all the loss

  The heartbreak and the Moss

  The things we've forgotten

  The things I've remembered

  Lost in end is nothing weathered

  Again and again

  I hope for your safety

  In loss sanity

  But as I think

  I remember the times we've had our drinks

  Life was nice back then on the brink

  Bit now I've hurt

  And not I've cried

  Please be happy or I might as well die?

  Dripped in blood

  Lost alone

  The world moves by as the gleam of knives shone

  But now all too dull

  Now all too dented

  The shining jewels are now cemented

  Cemented in the abyss

  No one remembers them

  No one remembers this?

  Gone to sky's

  Gone to sea

  Memory's lost in eternity

  Lost and found

  Remembered and forgotten

  What is sound

  If everything is forgotten

  All for nothing

  The cold winds blow

  They chill to the bone

  Only the memories can keep us warm

  But if we're alone

  Who will provide heat

  Who will be the protective sheet ?

  Life alone it's quite deep?

  The world moves on and I'm left behind

  Million memories are left in my mind

  And as I struggle to keep up

  Do I ever wonder if I'm enough ?

  Of course I do

  Of course that's every human too

  And as we go we find were all as different as animals in a zoo?

  ?Darkness follows the revealed lies

  Some lies protect

  Other aim for your eyes

  Either way reveal and trigger

  Lost your bearings

  Lose what made you bigger ?

  Depression

  Unrepersentation

  Life in the dark

  Slowly killing through heart

  Eating your soul in dark

  Gone is the happiness of yesterday

  Let's just say

  Pain it never goes away

  Eventually you grow weak

  Eyes grow meek

  Then death

  The thing which you end up to seek

  Depression

  Representation

  To late

  Gone is your life

  It ended for God's sake?

  Complete poems 1913-1962 E. E. Cummings

  (Parryody)

  Page 684

  Parryody:

  The sun shines bright

  I do not

  "Don't cry dear moon you may shine"

  "But how can I take your light ? How can I take what's yours and not mine"

  "Take it in the night when I'm away , shine in my stead and light the way"

  "I'll shine again on the next day, don't fret I won't be away"

  "Oh no I cannot , hurting you will leave me distraught"

  "Please do so , if you must know, I have a brother sister and daughter who need a friend , when I'm gone in the night when my time ends"

  I've got a light

  For a single night

  Many follow

  The light will shine again tomorrow

  Loseing less than winning

  End is not beginning

  But is there change in the end

  Is there not always a friend ?

  Complete poems 1913-1962 E. E. Cummings

  (Parryody)

  Page 648

  Parryody:

  No time alone

  No place a home

  Or Else a life

  It falls to strife

  Some are pulled up by invisible hands

  Of God's or hero's from story's and far off lands

  I met him

  Someone far

  Not myself

  Yet not lost in fog

  He my heart

  It truly ached

  I floped over in silent wake

  I lay still

  The sound of calm shrill

  While he passed me by

  My future self

  A mere aspiration

  Set to life and become passion

  I became closer to him

  What one day may be me

  Made of nothing

  But mere hope and insanity

  Too far up

  Too down low

  The world changes and go

  As he changes

  My future self

  Gone will be my self doubt

  He changes

  So do I

  This is my life ?

  Complete poems 1913-1962 E. E. Cummings

  (Parryody)

  Page 393

  Paryody :

  Little boy

  Running around

  In a hurry

  Why are you worried

  Something important

  Remember to relax

  Wait and live a life of neither stress nor slack

  Little child

  You have stressed

  You have tried

  But remember it's okay to sleep and cry

  Lay down

  Be brave now

  Sleep

  Big rain

  Tremendous snow

  The wind and sun blow

  Big moon

  Across the sea

  Watch us

  Watch me

  End of us

  End of stress

  All enough

  Sleep now ?

  In times when the past is burned to black

  To times when we think of futures past

  Our hopes and dreams

  They hide in all

  In horrid dreams

  Thoughts of friends

  In horrid sleep

  This isn't the end

  And as we go

  It starts to snow

  A white sanctuary ?

  Blooded eyes

  Pure despise

  Cant you see

  The dripping of green

  As we sit

  All alone

  We all rot to the bone

  Without a home?

  Hello friend will yo be with me

  Your one of few which can see

  A little change to feed my famine

  A little soul to give a prayer

  Surely you can help us can you not

  Others ignore us and we are distraught

  I've been down on broken knees

  I've managed to walk to a helping trees

  My friends love me

  Although I've done wrong

  I sit alone yet my hope is string

  You may see me but you cannot feel

  I am a ghost

  I am nothing but the world's meal

  Doing labor for little a day

  A family to feed far away

  A dollar for one

  A cent for another

  Jobs aren't easy

  Jobs aren't fun

  No collage degree

  I'm far too poor

  Sleeping on streets so I can give my family more

  Looked uppon as if we were scum

  Life in the slums is not fun

  You see us daily

  You shrug "maybe"

  I'll help him or her

  But we're common as dirt

  Only few will be helped

  Many will hurt

  We are the poor

  We are the ghost of the slums ?

  The moon will fall

  into the horizon far

  Thus ends the night

  The night may end but not the fright

  Goodnight my love

  Goodnight moon

  See you tomorrow

  Hello perpetual fear

  See you soon ?

  Friends leave to far away

  Sky's fall to shadowy place

  And as we look up to the moon

  We see our friend which will leave but come back soon

  Hello moon

  Hello my love

  See you tomorrow

  See you

  A fleeting dove ?

  And as we go all

  We prepare to fall

  Listening to songs

  Suspended in winds

  And of all things

  The songs sing

  the tale of our lives

  As we fall

  We fall into oblivion ?

  And as we listen to song

  Suspended and all

  Time goes on

  And we all start to fall?

  poet sighs and sits on the roof tonight

  I'm almost asleep

  he thinks to himself in thoughts not deep

  How did the day go

  it was quite a show

  It had drama the people at sba should know

  so he sat there and pondered

  I begin to wander

  How did my day end

  he thinks as he falls asleep thinking of his friends

  Goodnight everyone

  Goodnight this is today's end?

  The stars are bright on nights like this

  They can hide under clouds or mist

  Think of the times when you were free

  Think of the times when you had people who loved thee

  Those are the reasons why you should stay here

  Never run away your life is fun not mere

  Your a royal something I'm not

  Have fun in this life don't be distraught ?

  Without feeling life is without meaning

  Don't shut your emotions away

  Don't lose your sanity

  Don't go astray

  Life is ment to be hard as days

  Without love you can still hate

  Without hate love will disapate

  No resistance makes love lose meaning

  Without hard soft loses all meaning ??

  Poems cannot have no feelings

  Without that they have no meaning

  No matter how good it may sound

  Without the heart the feeling will not resound

  Without talent you cannot write

  Without feeling you'll only get despite

  And without talent you can get story's

  Without feelings you'll only look sorry?

  Sounds keep moving around

  The things which change the sound

  The ones who we see

  They are lies much like me

  Who am I?

  I don't know myself?

  Words turning to mean things unknown

  Worlds moving to reveal things once unshown

  You know more now

  But understand less

  This is the world

  This is its test ?

  Hazy days

  Hazy nights

  All things full of fright

  And as we go

  We forget the falling snow

  So beautiful Yet overlooked?

  How many days has it been since the world passed

  With its happiness and brightness ending at last

  The things we've seen all turn to grey

  Life is as dull as yesterday ?

  400 days to turn the page

  400 years to lose the haze

  1 day to lose it all

  A single day is all it took to fall

  Time moves on unyielding

  Pain continues and we keep feeling

  And as we go on pained paths

  We remember the happy days

  We remember their last

  It all ended Oh so fast

  How could life change like that ?

  Demons and dragons all around

  In this imagination there is no peace to be found

  Death and dangers at every turn

  Things about survival we must all learn ?

  The times go on

  the past is shown

  As the world goes

  The life we know

  Is shattered...

  Our lives don't matter?

  Insanity's already bitten

  You can't change the past which has been written

  Gnite ?

  This is the world chosen for me

  A life which I cannot stay

  The world is what they wanted

  Not me

  Not I

  This world of pain

  I'll write my story again

  These words for you

  This story's ending only to be born anew

  This world I've chosen

  This pain I've caused

  I made this all

  I will one day fall

  This story reborn anew

  Life changes with you?

  Hiding the truth is like hiding the sun

  You can hide it behind the moon but once it moves your facade is done?

  Blooded sons all drowned out by the roaring of guns

  Lost to the sins of war

  As we go we see it all

  the sadness which fills the floor?

  How long can you hide a truth

  How long can one live in lies

  How long can one suppress the fear to die

  Not long

  Not long at all

  The mental strength of humans is not strong

  Not long

  The time continues to tick

  Gone is the sanity that was once here

  Who did this ??

  Friends comming

  Friends leaving

  Times going

  Sanity lost

  How have we been left behind

  We might as well die

  Are our memory's nothing to you

  Why don't you take me too

  Please don't leave me

  Don't leave me behind

  I need my friends in my life

  Please don't leave me

  I care about you

  I hope you remember the fun we've had once too?

  Insanity grasp onto once bright minds

  Lost to the pain and torcher of time

  Insanity grasped onto the ones we loved

  Gone is our faith in the world above

  Why do the good suffer

  Is it a command from someone above or another

  Why are we pained so

  Why do we all lose ourselves in painful bloodied snow ?

  Through the day times moon

  During the fading sun

  The time moves on at the sound of roaring guns

  and during the chaos

  Even peace can be felt

  Somewhere away from the blood once delt

  And up above the clouds we see

  No clouds around only sanctuary

  Away from chaos

  Away from mist

  Life keeps going

  Death and this

  Sleep sound

  All around

  Spindle of life

  Unwinds the stress of life

  Go to sleep

  Leave refreshed

  the world's stress will be everless??

  Tripping on your feet you fall , from sky to floor I see it all , I'll call you crazy , I'll call you stupid, I tried you , call me foolish , the light fades from hall to hall , going round ready for fall , visions blurry like my day , I can't remember what I said or say

  I'll remember my acid trip like yesterday

  Peace to the world

  Something to behold

  The world will not stop

  It's wars casualty untold

  Peace to the world

  A near impossible dream

  Life and death

  They're both mean??

  How the wind shines

  How the night sky's

  They all change with time and light

  How the sky falls

  How the end stops all

  the world's changing

  Life's journey ?

  Falling sky's

  Eternal night

  Again with constant fear and fright

  +Aleksandra? your latest post seams sad so here to you

  Sometimes someone always follows you round

  Only to put you down

  Drown out the voices in your head

  The time to die is not yet

  Don't think of the dark thoughts of yesterday

  Don't think of the lies to today

  Life is for happiness and dismay

  Don't disown your emotions

  Learn from commotion

  That is my notion? ?

  Falling like petals to the ground

  Hitting the floor with a pit pat sound

  The rain of sky's

  water of past lives

  Evaporated and fallen

  Again to the ground

  Listen to the sound?

  Underlines of black moon

  Look at the sky's and remember that soon

  The world will change in so many ways

  Think to the past and plan future days

  And as you think of times gone

  Think of the lives you've changed and improved on

  But don't forget

  That life is not set

  Even sadness can be found in light

  There's always a reason to live and fight

  But after war it will be gone like candles light ?

  Two coins to every death , two lives both hidden in darkness , one was judged by the light , one was brought up as right , but as I said two coins 4 sides , many things hidden from even the omnipotent eyes , they don't see the lies and decrees, the things you start , they ran out of track and broke many hearts , yet not you , you never did wrong , it's what you started , you were the one who pretended to be a holy knight always strong, and I'm here knowing your lies , i tried to kill gods servent so I... am evil ? Because I stoped lies ! It's your fault !both of us are lies ?

  There will always be simple paths

  All with complex past

  And through this ever Last

  We all see the death of mask

  Who are you

  Who am I

  We don't know

  Why should I?

  This world is confusing

  We don't know ourselves

  We could die without knowing what we once yelled?

  What's left in the past

  A forgotten scar

  What doesn't it still hurt you

  Are you a liar ?

  I cannot live without dreams of times past

  I remember their faces as if it was last

  And as I think

  I remember them dance and spin

  Through life they laughed and sing

  But then they died

  How can you not feel something ?

  everytime the rain came down

  darkness fills the land around

  and as I walk on Barren paths

  I wonder if this day will be my last

  and as I go

  the world spins slow

  through the land

  the change shows

  what was once right

  will only bring strife

  life is not kind

  my life is not mine

  and as I go

  you should know

  nothing is to be expected

  as I go

  you should know

  the world will be covered in red snow

  and as I bleed

  on my broken knees

  shaped by years of strife

  and as I bleed

  you should know

  how to live you life

  don't die

  it's not time

  never again

  do I want to see voluntary end

  and as I cry

  look up high

  the people who died

  they're looking up too

  they're waiting in hell for me and you

  it's time to chose

  the path of either

  the time to be born anew

  would you fit the expecting shoes

  or go and find a pair all your own and be born anew

  life is not like shoes

  it's not always fitting nor yours to chose?

  Better than anything I'll do

  What I do looks like it was stomped on by a shoe

  Because I suck I really do

  So don't look down

  Don't frown

  I'd rather see you smile

  I'd rather see myself drown

  So smile for me

  This drawing is good you see

  It's better than anything I've made

  It's better than me?

  The scars of pain you can hide

  Although you hide they'll still hurt inside

  So let me help I'll really try

  Maybe then they won't be as deep inside

  Or maybe letting it out will save your life?

  Hehe I'm everywhere you know

  My eyes just don't show

  They are like lies

  Yet they still see you as if they are hawk eyes

  Don't try to hide

  Security from me is a lie ?

  It's useless to think of pain

  What does that give you to gain

  It's a hurt inside your heart

  I wonder if mine will ever start

  I wonder if in life So alone

  I wonder if my eyes once shown

  Will I find this happy

  Or will I just cry and be sappy

  All I've felt was how to be alone

  Not even anger grew in my eyes dull

  Someone is trying to break free from haze

  The life they are trapped in

  the very thing they've made

  The time when you don't worry

  You'll be sorry

  Death will come

  And it will shatter

  What did it shatter

  It's the one thing you thought didn't matter?

  The red blood flows

  Into dark drains it goes

  Fly up high as you want

  Even to the nights sky

  But as you burn in the suns light

  Remember what your roots are

  For what you fight

  Forgive or forget

  It does not matter

  The path to home has been shattered ?

  White is cold

  Like the fallen snow

  Now red with blood

  We take the sacred test

  Kill them all

  Let them crawl

  On their knees

  They swarm for food as if bees

  Black the sand

  Once yellow as the land

  White like light

  Is now mere shadows turned evil from fights?

  Red like blood

  The drink of the dead

  They bring me into a zombie like unrest

  Kill it all

  Grab it with your claws

  Take it all

  The demons call...

  And as I go

  And as my mind fades

  Into a insane haze

  As I go

  I slowly know

  It's all to late

  It's all open

  Hells gate ...?

  A journey through life is no different than a journey through strife

  Both will end

  Both have begun

  Neither are certain

  There's no definite there's none?

  Endless as the river spring

  Time moves on and begins

  As it goes on ahead

  A drought will happen and we might all end up dead?

  Time heals all

  Even the pain of as fall

  When you cry yet want to die

  Your being selfish

  Live your life

  Even when crying remember here

  Heartbreak stronger is always near?

  Lies and truth intertwine

  Much like space and time

  One without the other is as if nothing

  Nothing without is nothing all the same

  Lies alone will only be nothing no truth to be found

  Truth alone will create insanity as insults all to true ring out

  Both alone are nothing to show

  Much like a row of death or the power to know?

  White sky's

  Black night

  As if a world of both death and life

  Under the curtain of light

  Darkness will always reside

  And under the shadows so high as if reaching the sky's

  Even the light can't hide ?

  Forlorn long ago

  The shadows shone

  As if light

  A year ago

  Everything changed

  The once bright eyes became as clouded as the foggy sky

  Eyes

  Darkness

  Voice

  lifeless

  Mind trapped

  Can I fight it ?

  Insanity is encroaching in

  Pretending to be a emotional thrill

  This is kind of sill-ly

  Who am I

  Who is me ?

  Insanity ? ?

  There is always light in the dark

  Mud in the marsh

  Forgoten in the remembered

  Thunder brining the world's sky asunder

  And as we watch up above

  Look on down and remember so

  All evil is once light

  Even the purest will become the night

  Greed and suffering one in the same

  Who is to say true evils name

  Neither greed nor jealousy

  It comes from the humans hell ish mind you see?

  Look at our eyes

  Were dark inside

  Look at the night

  That's where we live and fight

  and as you look in horror at the forlorn land

  I'll be your guide to darkness give me your hand

  And as you decent to this insanity

  Look at my hand holding yours to me

  Look at my eyes

  Try to fight

  I know you by now

  Your mine ?

  Welcome to society

  I hope for your dismay

  Be yourself and be betrayed

  Look the way twords the light

  I see a future economic fight

  Love your body be called a whore

  Too much and pain and more

  We'll hurt you for smiling

  For crying too

  Get steped on by our shoes

  Fall in love with whoever

  But who loves you is for society to chose

  Please enjoy your stay

  Don't be yourself

  Or we'll force you to be born anew

  There is no where to run

  No where to hide

  Society is accepting only on the outside

  Demon eyes watch from yonder

  Watching every action as you ponder

  Look for the truth or lies

  Look in our eyes

  it doesn't matter your also dark inside

  As dark as the night

  We are society's eye ?

  There's Beauty in every sorrow

  Loss in every tomorrow

  As we walk along

  Our feat grow callus and grow strong

  We walk to the next dawn

  Dragging along

  The things we once held

  As the present itself

  But now behind

  Far behind

  It's still not the time

  to let go of the past

  Because when we do let's place it somewhere it may rest at last ?

  Deathly silence

  Deathly night

  Oh how much of a heartbreak can I have in life

  So many deaths

  So much loss

  Can I toss it all away

  Or can I not ?

  Goodnight world

  Don't topple down

  I'll remember you

  In my deathly hollow shroud ?

  We got it now!

  Why are you smiling put on a frown

  We fall and get scorned by the people all around

  And as we cry on feeble legs

  Let's not forget it's not time to die yet

  Life is not set

  Not yet! Not yet!

  Kill them all either dry or wet

  Even the rain can't stop us now

  Not now! Not yet!

  I'm not even dead

  A bullet through their heads

  Now their dead ?

  You loved me yet hated

  It's all to late

  I was once elated

  But now I'm only hated

  You say I'm beautiful

  Yet you scorn behind my back

  What is this

  A mental attack?

  You say I'm a nice person

  Have you met me now

  After you hurt me

  I once was but now now ... anyhow

  I'm just a ugly shadow

  Adorn in thorns

  A rose when you want

  Yet behind my back

  You talk all of the ugly crap

  I've had enough go away you blood sucking knat ?

  I really hate you

  It has nothing to do

  with who you are

  There's the door

  I really love you

  Yet I also hate

  Is it to late to say

  I'm a person of many taste

  And as I go

  With so many emotions

  I lose myself in horrible promotions

  I really love you

  I really do

  But I'll mess up so you stay away too

  I know I mess up

  It's what I do

  So don't care or trust me

  It's good for you

  Your the world I've left behind

  I'd rather suffocate and die

  Then ruin your life ~?

  It's hard to find a smile in a land do desolate , a land in which smiles are all fake ... what does it take for a smile as bright as back then

  Back when... ?

  This poem of fear

  This poem of lies

  This poem of telling what's in my eyes

  Only despise can be seen

  Hate be felt

  This hatred must be delt

  A hatred built uppon fear and lies

  They all hide under my eye

  Although I smile I'll cry the same

  Although I hurt I laugh as if playing a messed up game

  Through this on and off

  My heart hardened

  It blackened till it was no more

  A poem of hate

  A poem of lies

  A poem made in pure despise

  The blood which felt as mere Tears

  It Lost to doubt and hid it's fear ?

  So one time during school

  A girl made me drool

  Not because she was cute nor cool

  But because she was a boring teacher at school

  ?

  Haha

  As I laugh out loud

  Hahaha

  A scream far off rings out

  bang CLASH

  I start running off in a dash

  The dark of my eyes

  They hold no light

  The bags of my eyes

  They show the secrets of my night

  And as you look

  All you see

  Is a shadowy eye looking back at thee

  And as you look

  And as you see

  All you see is my past reflected in thee ?

  Demons rising

  Questions arise

  Lost in thoughts

  Lost in mind

  As the darkness

  Oh my dearest friend

  They've always been there

  In my shadows

  Waiting to begin

  Oh the silent darkness

  How warm she is

  Loss in light

  Blinded by spite

  Guided by shadows

  Who have been alone

  They were once people who shone ?

  Our love may be small

  But like Hells flame it can grow

  I'm the demon lord just so you know

  wink

  I'll take your soul

  And your body too

  Just so you know

  I'm not as innocent as you wink

  So try to stab me in the heart

  It will be fun because it still won't stop

  I'll be here to love you still

  I'm the demon lord I live for the pleasure and thrill *wink*?

  Welcome to my home

  It's so lonely here

  That will change my cute little dear

  I hope you don't mind

  But I'll consume your heart

  Be prepared to wake up with a start ?

  Want to bet

  This will be fun

  Although I don't love you much

  I will still jump the gun

  For fun

  So take my hand

  A little dance

  Maybe a kiss or two will enhance

  Let's go for a date

  Or maybe two

  Please be my friend

  Of maybe more

  We'll see how it goes

  Let's hope God knows ?

  Sleep alone

  The dark sky shone

  Sit above the world unloved

  Look down and see pity

  Because all along you were under

  Someone

  Someone named society

  Who is that

  Who is me

  What is our future to be?

  Everyone may have secrets hidden inside

  Somethings hidden so you don't despise

  But all secrets weather dangerous or not

  Should be shared with love ones

  Dangers unsought

  Don't hide them in forgotten thoughts?

  4 month mark

  Times moving

  Times changing

  Into many forms

  As the world grows warm

  My heart grows cold

  The night sets in

  the blackest world blows?

  Don't do it

  Lost to the wind

  Words lost and forgoten

  As if never spoken

  Don't do it

  Screams lost and drowned

  Never again heard by another humans ear as sound

  Oh how far I've fallen

  Oh how lost I am

  As I look at myself

  Am I a sham?

  My once skill full talents

  Now nothing but luck

  End up

  Will I end in a muck ?

  Breath out

  The moments now

  Breath in

  Loss of sanity

  Did you have any to begin?

  Look out

  All you see is black

  Time to have a heart attack ?

  On this night of all nights

  The world keeps moving as if there was no fright

  As I look around I think back

  What is life

  What is that ?

  Then bellow a forgoten corpse

  Then above a live of myth and hoarse

  Hoarse screams at the top of their lungs

  As if no more can be sung

  And though the night I watch on by

  What is life

  What is that ? ?

  To you those who listen

  Please head my words

  All of you are important

  More said would do no good

  And those who don't heed my words

  Think back and say

  Have my days all been bad or did some stray

  Although in darkness

  All will have light

  I say this but even I don't believe me as I'm scared and in fright

  But although scared as I may be

  Don't you see

  This world is growing in ways unseen

  Follow the path not set off before

  Rocks may hurt your feet as they hit the floor

  But only when your feet are strong

  Will you realize you've had a good life so long ?

  I thought they're was only one

  Only space for the moon or sun

  Death and life cannot co exist

  in one body only one can stay like this

  And in this darkness or light

  The other may do something and take a slice

  In the center of the heart even the white can be taken dark ?

  Light and dark neither are set

  Well at least not until the end

  Both will help one in times of need

  Neither will fall to the others unless they proceed

  And as you know both are in check

  Their deaths are neither the same or set

  One will die at the hands of the other

  And in this moment the sky will grow asunder ?

  Happy holoween you strange few

  Walking the streets with faces covered as if born anew

  Who are you

  Are you the same as before

  Or are you a beast in humans clothing

  Or maybe you were already a beast before

  And as I look I think again

  Who are you

  When did we begin

  Are you a demon

  Or a person in plastic mask

  Or are you both

  Should I even ask??

  The cold wind blows across echoing shadows

  The once fired passion is no more

  It's now black char laying on the earthen floor

  Life is mysterious yet much more?

  Ashen walls burning down

  Till the point where memory's ring out

  Once a home has come undone

  Fire blazes bright as the sun !?

  Laying in ashes

  A fallen thrown

  Once sat on by the kings of past unknown

  Now lying on ashen floor

  The ashen door has burst into flames and is no more?

  I'm sorry for the death I've caused

  I'm sorry for the eternal loss

  What has gone by which I've not seen

  What is life anymore my queen

  And as I wait to hear a answer

  I look up and ask her

  But no answer as I'm alone

  I'm lost in my own home?

  Under the cover of shadowy dawns

  Living in a place beyond

  And as I wander through the world

  I look up and see no more

  Then looking around

  A endless fog

  Looking around a hazy shroud

  A place inside my mind unknown

  This place so unfamiliar

  Is like my home ?

  Dreams no longer unseen

  In the real world they haunt reality

  As if theirs no more sanity

  They look at me ?

  As I lay on my bed tonight

  I sit and think of the dreams of great fright

  And as I wonder when I'll grow older not younger

  Will I have such terror??

  Through the night I sit and wait

  Times are going as it turns and wakes

  And as the ocean moves my ship astray

  I look up to the night sky and hope to wake up to the day ?

  Life is something full of strife

  Always turning directions left and right

  And as we go through this stream so long

  We realize humans

  Ourselves

  Are not strong

  And as we break on down

  We always hold a frown

  Oh how sad is life now?

  I don't believe in God

  Because I can do it myself

  What I do wrong will be fixed by life

  And if you doubt

  If you can live alone

  Christianity is just a place to hide your sins as if it's your right alone

  And when you think

  One man dying

  That's not enough

  To save us all ?

  Welcome to Hells door?

  So see ya

  I guess

  Is this really all a game to you

  Or is it a test

  You know I love you

  But others do to

  So why are we fighting over you?

  I'm selfish that's all I've said

  Yet were still fighting ...

  Weird

  Strange

  Am I deranged ?

  I think I may be insane for you to ever love me the same way

  So yeah... have fun

  I'm done

  See ya hun?

  Burned and hurt

  Lost and cheated

  Till it imploded one day

  What can I say

  I'm in total loss of dismay

  I can't even feel

  It hurts till I'm num

  As if it's the end of the sun ?

  The mosters crawl on the shakey floor , they howl for more , fear galore, sweating as I arose , from a haunting sleep , wiping away the tears of a past days dream, I breath and wait as I try to clear the fear , nine to one one to nine fear undone as if they were as far yet haunting as the sun?

  When the thing you want is Oh so close , just out of reach as if you were a rat and it was just close enough to touch your nose, when you can have anything but your treat , oh how much you want that cheese , everyone's waiting ... I'm watching , just a bit longer , in the grand scheme of life , we see and live always needing things to just be right , and beyond anything , we're only mortals?

  Calming my soul as it comes undone , I think of the time we played in the sun, you left I felt betrayed as I was force to stay, praying to the sun for a safe return left alone for the world is bright and my corner unshown , and as I wait you fight alone , hoping for a day to see me again , but alas it wasn't ment to be ... your the sunlight I'll never see?

  It's not right yet also right at the same time , what is to be done , just a speck of good , a speck of evil , infinite is the emotions as they scream, do it one said to me , don't another screamed , and as I stood and waited , I just , fell , and fell, into insanity , haven't I been here all along ? It feels like my home again I'm alone ?

  Crying as I lost the days , when the world was filled with bright rays , holding hands with a face forgoten , lost to the end of life lost, your grip softened and I cried as coldness entered your eye where have you gone our one chance , was it all just a reversed dance

  Just one more chance

  Regret what you may your eyes have strayed , hesitation will bring dismay, yet so will regret the future is not set , not waisted , don't give up now , and anyhow , hesitation is a curse and a gift one you can't learn nor reverse , yet you still regret as if upset not yet not yet?

  Pretend to be strong and hide your mechanical faults

  Slowly crumbly in many hidden spots

  As if you shot your face distorts

  Slowly your body breaks down and contorts

  Be iron and hide all your faults

  Haha what joke that is its all for not

  Although your strong you may not yield

  You facade may not be used as a sheild

  Even the strongest will crumble one day

  Even the hated will have dismay

  And one day you too will fall under weight

  The weight of your own illusion

  The facade of strength ?

  And ask the sky continues to intertwine, life goes by with many bored sighs, and as we all look up above, we see the stars still as if a stone dove?

  The thought of tears lost to nothing but fear, this scares me to no mere end, the idea this pity this thing which hits me, it drowns me in fear as if I was being sheared of emotion , lost in the commotion , the tears keep coming to no end , as if they were my faithful friend , the pity of others coming to end, is it my fault my friend ??

  I am not a raincloud in the sky

  Yet it's thundering because of my forlorn crys

  the future is coming and in comes stress

  Oh no a test

  The use of me is unknown

  I am not used so what can I show

  I don't have happiness in a bag

  Because who has all that cash?

  This is important don't forget it

  Don't try and end it

  Life is not a fragile gift

  It's something which can only be broken after tears and hatred ?

  abandoned the past for a hazy future

  the world near yet also farther

  what have you left

  how much pain have you delt

  this world yells this song

  all you've done wrong

  all the people who act strong

  all of this is a lie

  gone is the tear in my eyes

  good ridden

  you've been forgiven

  but your also forgotten

  sianara

  see you tomorrow?

  Don't fear the darkness

  It shows what it hides

  Don't fear the light

  It blinds and controls your mind

  Don't do the things I've said to do

  Be yourself be you

  Although foolish

  I must say

  Being trusting is sometimes the better way

  Because even in darkness

  Their are friends as if you were in light

  Not all people can be seen

  Until they turn and become mean

  Trust but don't put your guard down?

  You sit and you see

  You watch the things

  They pass you by

  A tear drops from your eye

  The loss and loan

  Of a forgotten home

  Never again

  Is this sadness shown

  A screach rang out

  No one around

  Where did that sound come from?

  The beating of the drums

  The screaming of the fun

  The bloody War which will begin

  A scream rang out

  But inside your head

  Shouldn't you be in bed ??

  Ride around with a frown

  Falling down

  I hope you drown

  As you swim you think things

  In the Eerie silence

  Bandaid my mind now

  Your soft hands hit the jagged ground

  A soul shattering shreak rang out!

  but we're under water?

  Scared to take them off

  They expose the lies

  Promise me you'll look in my eyes

  I love you for more than everything you do

  Push me down

  Push me up

  I'll never have enough

  Letting me go

  Making me fall

  I love it all

  Till... i...

  Explode

  Asking us where we shall wonder

  Just ponder

  I'm not asking to be your husband

  But think of the sights and...

  Is this coming in a cheesy way

  I'm sorry to say but nay

  This is the truth I must say

  I hope you love me for many days

  Falling

  Down

  A screach rang out

  The sound of love

  Drown me in it?

  Laugh away the summers day

  Remember you'll never be this way

  Once friends

  Maybe enemy's

  Drift of emotion ...

  As time goes on bonds weaken or grow strong

  What will happen beyond...

  The summers breeze ?

  Oh how sad

  You act like your cool and bad

  Following the trends

  Following your friends

  Ripped genes

  Something old now something new

  How cool!

  Buy the thing for ten fold

  And behold

  Fashion untold

  because you bought trash

  Idiocy may I add

  Just buy it cheep

  From the junk heap

  Fashion may I add

  Is a ripped pair of genes

  Trash?

  When you doubt yourself

  Think of the road

  Beaten and stomped on by your determined toes

  And as you walk

  Don't forget

  This isn't the end yet?

  Some people feel rain

  Others feel hail

  I feel the living hell

  Underneath of society

  Where we all live can we see ?

  This darkness that we feel

  It's all numb to you and me

  Oh where did our freedom

  Once here

  It was taken by the world ever so dear

  And as we lost

  We became boring

  Individuality is hard to find now you see

  ?

  God bless the depressed

  All wearing a dark veil and dress

  All lined up in a row

  Then theirs me

  In the light with insanity

  In a dress of black

  Out of the shadows about to get attacked

  outcast

  Without a mask

  That is me I'm the shadows in the light you see?

  You turned into what you said you'd never be

  To do what save something of fragility ?

  Save someone yet kill your heart

  Destroying many more in the wake of your dart

  And as you say I did it for her

  Millions die as that occurs

  Truly this world is unfair

  Is your heart still there ??

  All your lies are turning slick

  From the pain and tears your losing your grip

  What is truth what is lie

  Even your own eyes can't tell truth from hate and despise

  Bring yourself down will you not

  Is it saddness or happiness than you sought

  But what is it now when your so down

  Stop being a baby and suck it up?

  Don't you dare break out ties

  Don't you dare say they were always lies

  I've seen the truth behind the fog

  Even if blocked by a infinite bog

  Don't you break our ancient ties

  Theyll always be there as they have throughout time

  Don't you dare say such a lie

  I know you better than you know I

  Yet I know nothing about myself...?

  I try to be happy yet always seam mean

  Is my word really that obscene

  Why can I not feel the hatred

  In my words which apparently come from satan

  I did nothing wrong or did I so

  This world is not black and white I should show

  I'm kind of tired or the hate from all sides

  Am I weird or am I just late ?

  My thoughts a dark melody always unseen, hidden and changing as their reasons become obscene , mentally and physically I slowly break down low , I look forwords for the winters cold and unforgiving snow , with a quill and ink I sit and think, as my hopes sink , through nightmares and dream I see the same face always mean , I'm closer to the floor than the basement door , the stars once we're shadows , and they were once air , what is this World, what is not there?

  Happiness may be the strongest thing

  But having too much and getting it taken away will sting

  I've felt that far too much

  Such loss is it worth such love ??

  Always be happy

  Such a strange thing to say

  Lose your emotions just to keep one tucked away

  To pair with sadness you must have light

  Yet without the shadows

  What is the light?

  Don't force yourself to be sad

  Don't force yourself to be happy

  Be in the middle

  Not being happy is not the same as being mad

  Don't lose yourself

  Don't lost your emotions

  Losing your emotions just to keep one is a commotion?

  Oh how we fight through even the most peaceful of nights

  On the day when the sun becomes brightest we all fight as if the thing we must do above all is fight ?

  Scream and shout

  Without a doubt

  Life moves on

  Your screams unheard

  ?

  Time moves on I've moved beyond

  Through and through I was born anew

  Neither of darkness or the night

  I fear both

  I also will strike ?

  I remember the days of my past

  Oh how I wish they last

  Gone is the veil which covered my eyes

  Exposed to the world where they are dirty ed

  The loss of innocence ?

  Live your life

  Not knowing what's right

  Who cares

  Because at least your there

  Cry alone without a sound

  Although you cry no one will go round

  As if you were left alone

  You'll be crying as your heart turns to stone

  As if the birds have left the clouds

  The sky screams out loud

  Eyes and ears ringing in pain

  All of the screams are one in the same

  This is no game

  Insanity has set out loud

  Darkness and light shrouds the clouds

  Day and night are blurred into one

  No one can even see the sun

  As I look far away

  I see something homewards way

  A beacon making the madness go asunder

  As if the darkness was suddenly struck by thunder

  As I look homewards way

  It finally becomes day

  And as I look up at the sky

  "Thankyou world..."

  I say wide eyed

  As I try not to cry

  This maddnesses end

  Is also the lost of a constant friend ?

  Laugh out loud

  A shroud of sound

  Nothing can be heard

  Not even the rumbles of earth

  As I laugh

  I start to scream

  Madness and depression easily Sean

  Death is coming

  Easily dead

  Life is coming with a knife in its head

  It

  Has

  Ended

  Life's end?

  Life is taking its tax

  My inspiration is taking a toll

  What is life

  What is it to be bold

  Take it back

  Bring your life on track

  Either that or die in a heart attack ?

  Loss of inspiration

  Poetical desperation

  Loss of civilization

  Loss of all sanity?

  Slowly as the birds flew

  The sky was born anew

  Dyed black by the darkest wings

  What is the sky

  What is anything ?

  Just sitting here

  No one near

  Why is everyone moving away as if in fear

  All alone

  Crying to the earthen stone

  Where is everyone

  Have they left me ??

  Time to go die

  I don't know why

  Life goes by

  In a endless haze

  Try to grip

  You fall on down

  You'll fall to madness

  All around

  You hold your hand

  You are also pulled down

  You'll lose grip

  Of what was once around

  Your blinded

  You can't even see the fog

  It's as if your walking in a endlessly black bog?

  As snow fell that faithful winter night

  My eyes will reflect the sun and shine bright

  Looking at the seas

  Looking at the snows

  Here I walk

  Here I go

  Into the everlasting expanse

  the thing known as reality ?

  A long time ago

  The world was covered in snow

  Hidden and covered by the melted day

  Then it all melted and went away

  Nothing is forever ?

  Luminosity

  Shadows viscosity

  All are intwine

  Yet none will shatter due to time ?

  Sleep away

  The cold winters day

  Life moves on

  From morning to the end of times dawn?

  Sleep

  The soundless night

  Something of fright

  Something of loss yet also might ?

  They say that rejection hurts the most

  Yet I beg to differ

  Knowing that your going to fail

  Knowing that you'll miss her

  Isn't loving her now and knowing you'll hurt her

  Isn't that worse *?

  Laugh off the pain of your worse days

  Laugh off the memory's and become someone different you see

  Lost your pain

  Who are you

  A shell which cannot learn or he born annew?

  ?

  Oh no rejected again

  How much is this so called pain

  You think I'll cry ?

  You think I'll want to die ?

  You've got another thing coming

  I'm insane so why

  I've felt this a million times

  Why should I cry when I've felt this more than I'll ever lie

  No matter how much I cry

  It's a waste so why??

  Love in the darkest moments

  Only to leave when you think things are high

  Don't forget that even times of love

  There are hidden lies ?

  Why must we break out own hearts

  To give others the chance to restart

  No matter how much it hurts

  We do it anyways

  Slowly going out of wack

  Time slows down and goes off track

  Another world for you and me

  There is nothing concrete not even destiny ?

  Turn the clock back

  I've lost my track

  I was going right

  To a place I despise

  Yet I must

  This world has picked out this path for all of us

  But then I start to go

  to go astray

  I've lost my way?

  Isn't it funny how the world goes round

  Everything is hidden in a shroud

  And as we turn we find the truth

  But we also lose grasp of what we knew back then?

  Emotions lost to all of time

  Sanity lost at the drop of a dime

  Anger and saddness corrupt the soul

  Lost in time is the story of what is no more

  On that day

  Or should I say night

  Something shocked you into fright

  Years later

  On that same day

  You were corrupted to my dismay

  "DIE DIE" you screamed out loud

  Your soulless heart drowning my screams out

  The anger has corrupted your soul

  OR should I say what is no more

  The soul lost to the void ~?

  I put down my pen and quill

  For tonight I sleep without style nor drill

  Goodnight world I sleep today

  I'll see you tomorrow sorry if goodbyes make you dismay

  Know that it is not the end tonight

  I will see you again in times of strife

  Blackest blood

  Common lines

  No originality flows from my hand to my eye

  But that will change

  Like the poets for told

  This world's poetry will change in ways bold?

  Rust you say

  That's what you are to my dismay

  I want to rub you off my sword

  So I can cut those who shall live no more?

  Hello shadows we meet again

  Have you met darkness they are my friends

  Have you seen what truly hides

  Not you who only follows I despise

  Don't be a slave to the populas

  Following the orders of those you must

  Your no more than iron dust

  As common as unwanted and lost trust ?

  Oh my inspiration has left my head

  Where did it go since I was last in bed

  My feeling all which shone

  They are dim now giving only a reminiscent shone ?

  Black white

  What is evil what is right

  Day night

  Both are scary able to give fright

  In the day you burn away

  In the night you lay unsafe

  Either way you'll fall on down

  You'll fall on the pavement and smash your crown

  Oh how safe we are

  Now we can't see

  The danger beneath our feet

  Hello

  Welcome to the show

  Pick a seat we have many rows

  Sit down get comfortable we have a long show

  Sit down take a cup of tea what your about to see

  Oh my Oh me

  It's going to shock you it really is

  What your going to be shown is a horror such as this

  Life

  The game of life you say

  Oh what silly words as silly as the day

  Oh!

  How silly you act

  You haven't even taken a wack

  Oh

  Me Oh my

  Oh you feel like your going to die

  Oh me Oh my

  How weak you are I can't hold you in my eyes? ?

  I must say this will be fun

  This is a duel to the death when it's done

  I must congratulate you for this fight

  I've gotten a wicked vibe but I know who's right

  Behold the power

  The power of two

  Your life will end yet never be born anew

  Behold the power of two houses

  Behold the power of darkness

  Behold

  the

  End

  Darkness will never rise again ?

  Move back

  Again on track

  Time moves and my fingers crack

  Back to writing

  Again and again

  Are you guys ready for then ??

  It's kind of quiet today

  Much to my saddened dismay

  Why is everyone gone from this world

  It's lonely here I've learned ?

  Okay sorry I've been getting off track

  My work is piling and I don't know which pile to attack

  Do I do science

  Or do I so math

  So many subjects to do I'm getting off track ?

  I have witnessed many ends

  A thing going from a enemy to a friend

  Coruption changing the very word

  What is a friend anymore

  I've stayed strong yet I've also never fought back

  Where do I go where is my track

  I'm looking at the end

  The oblivion which is the future

  And I frankly don't care

  The future is not welcoming

  Alas it's the end

  I thought we were friends

  ...?

  on and on this world keeps spinning

  on and on i keep walking

  over and over i trip and fall

  ive lived this life ive seen almost all

  but what i haven't seen is the sadness

  its everywhere but people are hiding it like its madness

  sadness is not a mental distorter

  its a natural reaction to disorder

  dont hide your feelings it will only sadden

  dont hide your sadness or it will madden

  this world is not for the emotionless

  i would know i was born like this

  cherish your emotions

  cherish your love

  but dont hide your sadness

  its a thing of beauty ?

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  Razorblades

  Pain which fades

  Scars stay still

  Like a useless illusion of thrill ?

  Even the brightest day has its shadows

  Even the darkest night has the stars

  Don't give up there's darkness in light and light in darkness ?

  Blow the wind into ones ear

  Although your blowing they cannot hear

  This is because you are screaming too loud

  If you scream it will be like you haven't uttered a sound?

  What does war bring

  It brings ideals

  Not of peace or eavining meals

  It brings ideals together not to learn

  The ideals clash and furiously burn

  In the midst of war

  Not a single scream can be heard

  Only the screams of ideals can be sung

  Everything else is irrelevent

  The drum sets off and a army's roar

  Bloodshed and hatred

  People are screaming no more

  As they scream

  They scream in fear

  Fear of the ever present future near?

  In the dark what can you see ?

  Can you finally see the darkness which envelopes thee

  Is your mind free from illusion and dissalusion?

  Is your mind at ease ?

  No your mind is not safe

  Well not yet

  But don't run to the light it will stop your life

  Nothing is like it seams

  Everything has a tinge of hidden secrets ment to be mean ?

  Okay let's start a song

  Let's start a song about something which will always be weak and never strong

  Humans

  We are weak as a twig easily hurt

  Out souls are fragile and out body's are too

  We have lived through the hell of war

  But why are we here ??

  Sorry I've been gone for so long

  I've just been sitting around listening to songs

  I've sorry it seams like I've forgotten

  I'm sorry that it seams like I don't care ?

  ive read a book about death and grim

  i have learned some things

  nothing in this world is happy as you say

  nothing is truly as bright as what you think of day

  although everything you say may be true

  it has two sides which when seen reborn the world anew

  this world has conflict unknown to you

  even the fights are grimier too

  ive been to hell and back

  not really thats just a fact

  no ones been there yet they still complain

  they think theyve seen the worse and are paving the way

  what fools they are saying such lies

  even your darkness is brighter than the light

  these days our lives are so well

  yet now of all times were in a living hell ??

  and through and through the weaving blues

  the darkness sets off like before

  nothing changes nothing moves

  this bog slowing us all down

  through and through reality

  or so we call

  is kind of slow none of you can argue

  thats because somewhere all

  every single one of you have felt the clock stop

  in a time when youd rather have it not ?

  There's a ringing in my head

  Saying something better left unsaid

  It tells me to say it's dark when it's light

  It tells me to fight while everything is calm and right

  This monster it became my friend

  Slowly making me succumb to its will again and again

  I suffer but I don't care

  I can't care

  The monster of human nature

  Shadows collide

  Time passes by

  the world moves even if you and I

  If we never move well be left behind

  Nothing will wait

  Nothing is shown?

  Hey everyone I've gone astray

  I'm going down the dark path of dismay

  As you can see as clear as day

  My poems are as dark as the night is to day

  So I'm just going to say

  I'll try to change my ways

  Yet my feel will not change

  That is the truth ?

  In times when things move to fast

  Thing of your silent past

  When times were easy to decode

  Yet you were never sold

  Back then it went lightning fast

  Yet thinking back every memory is slow as the last

  Time moves on and death goes asunder

  Lightning and thunder

  The speed of light

  In a picture they are frozen ?

  Ringing darkness

  Born anew

  Every child's birth is a blessing and a curse

  Every child has the ability to do the worse

  Although they can be cultured they still have evil inside

  All of us are corrupted somewhere in our minds

  As the fog lessened

  All you see is pain

  This is the world we live in

  Never again?

  The darkness moves on

  Without any love

  It is alone yet it does not need a dove

  The darkness is forever hidden away

  They say it corrupts so it ran away

  But although it ran

  It still hurt

  It had no choice

  There was no nurse

  The darkness doesn't need any love

  Death and destruction are all above

  In its heart there is no room only death and doom ?

  This thing flowing through me

  This blood and slow insanity

  My soul is crippling and in pain

  Death and all my life has been in vain

  The screams of souls

  The once foretold

  the darkness which ate

  The thing which ate fate

  And then I look up

  I've had enough

  This pain I feel

  None of this is real

  I run through the fog

  Finding a way out

  But then I trip and fall

  And then my freedom has come to a crawl

  Then I look up

  Everyone is staring down at me

  My feet have gone down

  My soul is on the cold hard ground

  Death shall not be remembered ?

  "Don't judge me you don't know me"

  A poem trying to open the eyes of the foolish who use this

  Judge me I say

  It doesn't matter I say

  The day and the night

  They're different yet they fight

  "Don't judge me you don't know me"

  A selfish sentence say in fear

  Judges and stares are mere

  Don't judge me for my actions

  Don't claim to know me

  Inspiring sentences in theory

  Merely used as a sheild to insult in action

  Although I don't know you I'll judge by your actions

  If you hit a person

  I don't need to hear your past

  This world isn't the fairy tail you think and see

  Even the very air we breath

  Is different

  Look at my hand

  Scars running down

  It won't make me tear up nor will it frown

  But you who doesn't know me nor my past

  You will judge me

  Your a hypocrite to the last?

  Yin and yang

  Doors of fate

  One to darkness

  The other one late

  To open one

  You must open the other

  Find the truth

  And become another

  Yin and yang

  Two of one

  One which has both and some

  Yin and yang

  Death and life

  Happy Ness and strife

  Both doors open to a fate unknown

  The white door may as well be one bringing you to heaven or your doom

  Demons dark burn and rubble

  Shadows ment to befuddled

  The knife falling down to my knees

  The skin being peeled by these

  The blood pours out with a large burst

  My blood from a wound spews first

  All over the eyes of the once fallen king

  Blood spews forth across darkness tonight

  The blooded tears fall down on a face so near

  Far away right now

  Ever so queer

  Gone for now

  Remembered later

  This is the song of this world so much greater?

  Don't worry child , they said to me , they said this before they cut my spleen , don't worry child , said the voice in my head , at that moment I knew I wasn't dead , a shot to their head and a cry rang out , crying abut before it stopped to shout , why is this World so evil why , darkness and black are my eyes , the portal to hell we all have inside , I'm slowly bleeding out and dying why? Why is this World falling down , my head drops to the ground?

  Don't worry child I'm no longer here , no knife at your back keeping your path clear , giving you ways to go and run , the future is now but it's also done?

  The shadows rise and my fingers hide the shadowy gaze under the night and as time goes on the fire burns strong and heaven rises and so does the moon?

  Whatever you say , what every you do , I'm always watching so you can't be born anew , the darkness follows like me and my cloak , the shadows arisen like the songs of the folk , as they sing I go rising , this is the night of song the night of dance , the night of the darkness es prance, I am the darkness all covered in white , mascaraded as the thing you hold so near and tight?

  I wander around in the endless fog , I wander to the edges of the deepest bog , to infinity I walk , behind me is nothing , my past a lie , my future endless times to fail and die?

  Endless lies , endless fog , through the slow and unforgiving bog , look for answers yet unseen, the fog isn't nice it's mean , the answers are hidden in the cold water bellow , walk out now with only your shell of a life to show , stay here and find useless glory , nothing to show but the things they say ...?

  Your nothing special , just bide your time , you live on a rock which may one day die , the sun is just fire , burning the world ? The moon is a means to stop the twirl?

  A crumpled up note without any bliss a single hair standing up like this I am not the one which will say there's no time today?

  Um the pressure is pushing me down , um my thoughts are moving but not my mouth , um without a sound I stand , stage fright has had me play into its hand , um this unrelenting fear , what if I mess up and see queer , um what is this feeling in my, it's the relentless fear of hell?

  Life moves by , nothing changes , the difficulty goes up yet no reward , they say the harder the challenge the more instore , the more instore behind that ever lying Door , the door of tomorrow?

  No Ryme nor reason to rejoice but a poem with mood yet no rhyming voice a nice change from my usual pace this is nice my mouth needs to eace?

  A place of bland, a place of lies , the screen filled my past blocking my eyes, the cruel truth as it is , is far as can be , there is no bliss , a screen which blocks out time , a screen which blocks out my eyes , the darkness scares those looking at me , the screen of forever hidden eternalty?

  Flip your hair I won't care , I have no eyes they are over there , they have been pulled out after seeing your face , this is the race of forbidden eyes , a race of the darkness which lies inside?

  I need something to pull me along your fabulousness keeps me strong as I walk to eternalty I see something in your eye reminding of me?

  Hallucinations of the world we see , what about it affects me , is this World really what it seems , or was that always a dream, I am caged in a cage of black, although caged I know more than the keepers which keep me on track , as I look outside the prison doors , I drop to the floor as I see the world of black?

  You remind me of the darkness which once hid my lies , you remind me of a time I despise , this darkness I feel , this darkness which set me asunder, this darkness of thunder?

  Life is strange a turning mess , life is evil that is what makes it best I must leave and do a test see ya tomorrow Mr less?

  You hold me together like the glue between my feet , you hold me down so I can't retreat, this lie I live was reinforced by you , I'll pull my legs up and take the blow too?

  ?

  I'm the darkness

  Your the light

  Please bring me away

  I don't want to stay

  In this cruel place~

  Your the love to my hate

  You make me want to relate

  Not hate...

  You make me feel so strange and conflicted

  I don't who how to express this ~

  Should I scream or should I cry

  Should I smile or look you in the eye

  What do I do ?

  Please tell me about you ~

  Bring me to places out of the stasis

  Make my heart thaw from its icy expanse ~

  Nothing will make me happier than your hand ~

  Bring me to land

  Away from this ocean

  This ocean of lies

  Bring me away

  To a place I'll stay

  For eter-nal-ty~?

  Over and over again I find breakthroughs in the shadows

  In the place opposed to the light

  In response to the sunlight

  I sheild my eyes

  I'm just a dreamer wandering as I found

  Light should be a thing defended

  I'm never giving up?

  Over and over again I find breakthroughs in the shadows

  In the place opposed to the light

  In response to the sunlight

  I sheild my eyes

  I'm just a dreamer wandering as I found

  Light should be a thing defended

  I'm never giving up?

  ever moving through the world

  i sing this song

  ever through this life i tell of the hidden wrongs

  ever and on

  i will write this song thats hidden from your face

  ever on and on this song will scream of pain and race

  going faster than the slowest

  running away from your self before you know it

  changing into many shapes

  when you finally get to the end of the race

  you look at your face

  who am i

  who are you

  ive lost my bearings what do i do?

  Rustling leaves shake of shadowy trees

  Darkness falls and the shadows become claws

  Griping onto your heart at night

  The shadows rest peacefully at your side

  The shadows glint of darkness fades

  Nothing can be considered insane

  Even the sky changes ?

  Sorry if I made you cry

  Now I seriously want to die

  Nothing can be seen In my eyes

  I've lost all hope?

  Rejoice

  No voice

  Nothing but a heartfelt cry

  Silent as the night

  Powerful as the blinding sun?

  In a room of nothing

  Everything resounds

  Yet nothing makes a sound

  Darkness fades but a summer light

  Neither can he seen tonight ?

  In a room full of people all I feel is blank stares

  Darkness and nightmares

  People judging

  People watching

  In this world I wait for you to come yet no one's there

  This world has brought me down but I look up

  Hoping to see you again

  And as I thought

  I saw nothing

  No one saw a thing

  Emptiness and resounding sound

  Everything vibrating around

  My tears are amplified into screams

  My screams are amplified into a forsaken dream

  Never ment to be mean ...

  Darkness and the unseen ?

  Smiles and crys all intertwine

  Like the dark and the light or the day and the night

  Different and right

  Together they make the world change from dark to light

  Blades of blood

  Tears of sorrow

  Knives cutting in

  No tomorrow ?

  Put my hand up to my eye

  All I can feel is blood why

  The light in front of me is red

  There is a evil queen yelling off with her head

  As I run I scream and shout

  Shadows distorting full of doubt

  Blooded hands and blooded lies

  Nothing will be the same I realise ?

  Day and night intertwine

  Time moves on and it unwinds

  Things change and the world shifts

  Although the sky's are grey

  I hope to make your day

  This world may shift but it won't fall

  It never has and not at all

  Times change and times move but darkness shall forever fill the summers move

  As time goes on in a trance I'll be Here

  I'll dance ?

  Blooded tears fall to the ground

  Fallen friends all have fallen down

  Nothing is seen

  Nothing is felt

  This world is a place which must be delt

  The world falls down and the sky reaches out

  Swallowing the world in its shadow

  Consume the world and keep us hidden

  This world which has gone

  Time moves on and the ground changes

  Time moves on and even the sky blackened

  Everything has changed and everything has wrong

  Nothing is able to stay strong

  The darkness consumes everything around

  the screams fade out without a sound

  The darkness hugs onto me tight

  Whispering into my ears telling me to give up the fight

  Falling tears

  Forbidden dreams

  Lost and found again

  Rolling in a circle of lies

  It soon becomes black

  Those lies you lose

  Those tears you cry

  Those times you want to die

  I felt them all at one point or another

  But there's no one like you

  Your special they say yet why does it feel bad

  I'm special they say

  I'm just stupid

  Who are they to judge those who judge

  This is the world?

  Mere tears

  Falling dreams

  Down my face

  A trickling tear

  A melted dream ?

  Why do kids run

  Why do they try

  There's no reason why

  Why do they play

  I see no use

  That is my question

  It's a questionable truth

  Take your innocence

  Take your sanity

  Slowly bring you to madness and beyond

  Blood fills your eyes as all your friends cry

  I'll take your innocence

  Stab through the heart of once pure gold

  Turn it into darkness untold

  I am a demon as strong as the sky

  I'm strong because I lost morality

  I lose my innocence ?

  Song lyrics

  Blood falls down

  And trickles down to the ground

  All around

  Everywhere there's only fright and nothings right

  What to do?

  Death drips down

  All around

  Only a frown and tears can be seen

  Who did this

  Why is this

  World full of pain

  All again

  Death drips down and all around

  There's only pain

  and all of this for gain...?

  Do you know how some relationships go to rubble after their first stumble ? After a clime it's easy to fall that is what this poem conveys that is all?

  Growing from shadows becoming the light , love is not passive it can make even the nicest fight , fight for love in times of opposition , but don't forget even in times of peace you misson?

  Love grows from the shadowy undertoe, where did it begin no one knows , growing from ashes and becoming a flame , love has just begin it's no gane?

  Blackest blood whitest skin , nothing could be seen to begin , pained tears all alone , death as worthless as a crushed stone?

  Death and doom the ever more

  Blades of frost and blades which crawl

  Blood sprouts from thickest skin

  Nothing was there to begin

  Tears and blood makes the devil cry

  This world is so messed up why

  Black and blue a summers night

  Death at each door

  Life

  A fight ?

  The air rings out

  A scream

  A scream so loud it shakes your heart

  Your mind jolts up like a spark

  "Where am i?"

  "Your in hell"

  "Who are you?"

  "I'm the devil"

  Demons fly through the darkened hellish sky

  Demons roam through this place they call home

  Demonic in looks

  Evil in nature

  The Demons stare

  At their prey

  "Hahaha"

  A Demonic laugh

  "Hahaha"

  More laughs eco

  "Hahaha"

  You laugh along

  Who you were ?

  You forget

  Who you are now ?

  A demon with a heart of black?

  +Crystal Gremory? a poem in dedication

  It's been a while since I've tried to not lie

  But is it a lie if I

  If I can't even understand myself

  How can I judgesomeone I just met?

  That's the thing about me

  I can't really see

  Who do I hate

  Who do I love

  It's kind of hard to see

  Be honest they say

  But who do I be honest to ?

  Myself or someone else

  A lie

  Or a truth

  What is the place where all that goes to blur

  Somewhere

  Yet nowhere

  I can't say I know you much

  But so far I can day I like you as such

  So I'll tell you again

  In the future if this opinion comes to a end

  I don't know if it will end in hate

  I don't know if it will end in love

  Only time can tell such

  I know that much

  So ask me again

  In a few years time

  My answer may differ

  But as of now

  I like you a lot

  That is the honest truth ?

  Many questions flow threw my head

  I'm sure right now someone wants me dead

  Are they watching me type

  From the light they hide

  They hide in the dark

  Who am I

  Who are you

  Where are we going to

  When was i

  When was I last truly alive

  Please tell me

  Who are you

  Are you him or her

  And you that or that?

  You can't be different can you be?

  Being different is unacceptable in today's society

  I'm a outcast a lousy runt

  No one to hug

  No one to tug

  Who can I tug onto when I want to cry

  Why world why

  Yes

  Every onion has its things to hide

  Strip away the layers carfully or you may cry

  A onion is not one thing alone

  It is not the thing it shows

  It is made of its past and present

  All growing slowly through the years?

  Time moves without a sound

  My tears flow out then and now

  I cry out why

  Why do I want to die

  Are my screams the sound of time?

  Time moves by without a sound

  Or does it now?

  Can you see all the screaming lies

  Can't you see that person trying to hide ?

  This world has many secrets and lies

  It's up to you to find ?

  Embrace the shadows you once called home

  cut the empty forever lasting thrown

  a land of lies ever last

  who will be the last on to laugh

  a familiar costume is on me

  a familiar lie is smelling like 3

  who's lieing who's not

  sing a song of what we can't take sing a song of fraught

  Sing a song of hatred and fate

  the world crumbles under neith it's own forsaken fate its not to late

  night envelops day and covers the world in blood the end is coming ... are you prepared?

  Black angels fall

  White angels cry

  Why world why

  Splitting the two

  Far away

  Never to see each other again?

  Going insane

  This noise in my brain

  It rings through the wall without refrain

  It goes through my skull

  Making me spill

  All the secrets a hid

  They are all out

  What a thrill

  Yes I was happy through and through , and through

  the times my views changed and became anew being beaten to a bloody pulp

  I lost my chances she said "nope just nope"

  I faced him the next day with a knife in my hand "let's have a dance , a blade dance"

  With a hole in my heart and a chip at my feet

  I became older I became bolder

  Knowing more and showing less

  Instead of doodling in my book I look around

  See my eyes , see them now

  they are black about as black as my heart

  Let's stop this fighting with a large stop

  a knife in your chest and your life comes to a end , amen?

  You look at the stars

  You want to cry

  You look at my eyes and only see a will to die

  But if you looked deeper than my skin

  All you'll see is darkness

  And love?

  These aren't eyes

  They are blind

  These aren't ears

  They are deaf

  These aren't dreams they are lonely Ness

  They can't see the light of tomorrow

  My feat try to dance but fall on their face

  My dreams have become lost in this chaos of today

  I wish upon a star but only feel disappointment

  I need someone

  But I'll only hurt them ?

  Bored alone

  Listening to the strangers roam

  In the corner of the road

  No place to call a home

  Sleep on the streets

  Poor and beat

  Life is hard

  A cold heart

  Tears freeze

  Tears shatter

  The moment when I give my heart

  Don't pull it away

  Don't pull it away and leave me empty

  You might break my heart

  Or turn it into nothing

  Just don't turn it black ?

  It's been forever since I've felt this way

  I can't help but look far away

  How long has it been

  How long has it been since I've felt

  It's been way to long since I've felt your touch

  It's been more than I can stand

  Every night I think of you laying in bed

  How much the longing torments my head

  I want to hug you but it's all a fading illusion ?

  Black as night black as my eyes forbidden suns

  Darkness sets?

  Under the cover of snow

  Life goes on

  Although times are bleak

  They still live

  We as humans

  Were always weak

  Wars fight

  Death life

  All are different

  None are fun?

  theres a sound disorting all the meanings

  turning a nightmare to a mere sleep

  no dreams are going

  no dreams are coming

  there are voices just screaming

  the whispers of time

  which i have heard go slow

  are starting to scream

  im not coming home

  to a place where i once roamed

  to a place where i wont be loved

  save your breath im all alone

  nothing you say will tell me otherwise

  im bored to tears

  something is sureal

  nothing is what i thought

  im to brokken for life

  im to old for strife

  what is there left to do

  lost and cold in the cold hard hole

  a hole which is never found

  i will be barried in this saddness i have

  forever more

  save your breath im all alone

  in this place i call a baren home

  save your breath im in hell now

  life is to short to love

  oh oh oh oh

  i think i met her when i gave up

  no more love to give

  but im sorry i let her down

  so please forgive

  all of my friends are telling me to go

  go to where when i have no home

  so i come over and over again

  but ill stay here and pretend you think

  what am i if my dreams all die

  all alone in the darkness

  i am a man and so such i

  have gone to the dive bar?

  all alone

  a heart of stone

  eyes which shine

  a sinister light

  why am i all alone

  in a desolate place i call

  home

  forgoten as the skys so high

  sometimes i wish i could die

  falling ot the ground bellow

  this is the darkness i call my home

  up above the highest skys

  that is a world i cant live by

  this is the world of the light

  i must stay in the shadows

  i cant share my light?

  Lost In Thoughts All Alone

  a heart of black may fall down low

  sinking to the ground as it does so

  none is heard and none is felt

  a fallen curtain shall start to melt

  not darkness or light

  nothing in this world is right

  although nothing is wrong

  nothing is truly strong

  even the weakest heart may break

  even the strongest hear will shater

  everything is wrong

  what a mad world we live in

  for the world you fight

  sing a song of pain

  a song of shame

  a song which will forever be remembered

  the rain falls and drowns out all maddness

  in a heart as old as time

  no one will hear me cry

  in this rain of tears known as the world

  embrace the shadows which hide you so

  gaze uppon the sacred yet empty thrown

  a legacy of forbidden truths

  a easily seen lie

  what do they hide

  sing a song of blood and plunder

  sing a song of pain and let the world become asunder

  the black pillar cracks

  it was built upon secrets and lieslies

  the shadows will break through the light

  the light will be lost and alone

  am i that light

  or am i the shadow only time can tell

  in the shadows a hand moves through

  a knife which cuts through this hand and breaks it in two

  dreams walking eventually cascading

  embrace the shadows

  embrace the end

  sing the song of what people cannot have

  sing the song of shadows above

  this past we have has made us strong

  we might not deserve it but whos to say we dont belong

  dawn breaks through this eavning gloom

  shadows break and light comes through

  lost in thoughts in the darkness we bore

  never to see the lights anymore?

  Hello everyone looking at me

  Look in my eyes and what do you see

  A ocean of anger

  And a sea of lies

  Something you can't help but despise

  A torrent of secrets

  a wave of lies

  Something hidden inside my eyes

  Lost and found

  Found and forsaken

  What will be found

  What will be taken?

  A mountain of gold

  A valley of darkness

  A hidden truth

  And blaring motive

  What will I do

  What will I say

  Wait for the secrets

  Wait for the lies

  Wait to see what's hidden beneath my eyes

  ?

  All in time

  All in times lost

  All in times when every thing is for naught

  My plans will go

  My plans will come

  All will end

  It's ineavable

  Don't be glum

  Your just one

  In a large sum

  This is THE END?

  For myself I am a critic for others I'm a mystic , somehow I'm some hero some big and wise figure , I don't see it I am a mere kid to myself

  I'm a mystic to others to myself I'm a critic who am I to judge those who judge myself

  To them I'm a hero , to myself I'm a zero , what is it to judge , what judges trash as a God?

  You can't love somebody that doesn't love themselves but what is it to make them love trash , if I loved myself and made someone else mine , it would be like doing jail time , the sun is harsh it causes cancer , the sun is painful that I know , hide my light so no one can see , what was once truly me , burn them all with a blinding light , or trickle down forgotten like the night?

  Don't die

  I know I may try

  But nothing I do will get you to believe me

  Don't die

  I'm a lie

  But not to you

  Or am I

  I'll be here don't die

  A friend cares for you and so do i?

  You say I'm not here

  So who's typing

  You say I don't care

  Then why am I here

  I've let people die so many times before

  I've just about hit the floor

  I don't want to let someone else die

  Even if I don't know them how will I look myself in the eye

  I'm here for a friend

  But for myself to

  Bu most of all

  I'm here for you?

  Roses are sad

  I am to

  I'm here from your friend

  I'm here for you

  My friends have died

  I'm all alone

  I am worthless without a home

  Why should I live

  Why should I die

  Why should I look people in the eye

  To save them of course if I can't who will

  ?

  Roses are red the past is too

  Don't look sad you'll only make me blue

  I'm here for you I'm here for me

  I'm here for this world for everybody

  I've faced hardships

  I've faced death

  I've also let a life die

  Let's not forget

  It's been a while

  It's been so close

  I know the feeling

  The feeling of grief

  Don't give up

  It'd not what someone would do

  Life is important and you are to?

  I'm a descusting human being

  Made up of thoughts I've never seen

  Made of the people I've met

  All of their words stuck in my head

  I'm a horrible evil fiend

  Nothing in my eyes can be seen

  I'm a horrible person but at least I have you

  I'm a zombie I'm a ghoul

  I'm a person made of fools

  But together do I stand

  Just trying to reach out my hand?

  I hope we can smile again

  Like when we were young

  When the world didn't try breaking us apart

  I hope you smile

  Without me I hope you don't cry

  I hope you smile

  You sure we're fine

  Goodbye ?

  ((Second part of the poem))

  I hope you don't cry

  Yet I hope you don't smile

  I hope you don't feel as if the world has crashed down on you

  I hope you smile

  Without me I hope you don't cry

  I hope you don't bawl your eyes out when I die

  You were sure fine

  Goodbye ?

  Left alone

  A heart of stone

  Forgotten and unshown

  On the shelf

  With dust and tears

  The forgotten toys cry

  They are in fear?

  Don't care about them

  Don't care about me

  A freedom like that will let your art soar free

  So what if they like this

  Why should you be them

  So what if you are disliked

  Your a artist and it's the world's job to challenge you?

  I am without a doubt

  Someone to look at and shout

  Why would you care

  About my opinion of you

  Cry

  Cry alone

  Cry without a sound

  Never again

  Not now

  Will I cry?

  Time space

  Death a race

  To the end

  To the start

  Where will it begin?

  death and life

  life forever mourns

  death stays cold alone again

  far away

  they shall never meet

  one or the other

  happyness or saddness

  annoyance or peace?

  Death and life

  A ton of strife

  Mourn and cry

  Nothing will change

  Live and learn

  You'll be born anew

  Cry and die

  You'll never move on?

  Parody

  The feelings I have are lost in the air

  They can be felt yet they're not there

  I'd rather be burning then cold and numb

  Having human emotions does not make you dumb

  I'm down too low

  I'm far to cold

  Why can't I burst into flames

  Maybe then I'll know the difference between love and hate

  You made me cold

  You made me hide my feeling

  I haven't fallen in love

  That is my regret

  It's been a while

  It's been forever

  It's been so long I can't tell

  What have I done to be put in this spinning hell

  ?

  Darkest hour

  Darkest plight

  The brightest light shines right after the night

  What point is there if I miss

  A turning point

  A time of bliss?

  Whenever we reach somewhere high

  We all shout to the sky

  This is my scream

  My first step in this dream

  The 100th post

  The next step may fail

  If so I am toast

  I'll try not to fall

  I'll try to to fail you all

  You lucky or unlucky few welcome to my collection

  It always breaks curfew ?

  For every dime you earn you lose time

  For every rime I make I lose sleep

  For every story I tell I come close to a end

  For every love there's a tragedy ?

  There is death in every life

  A tear in every strife

  A pain in every heart

  A core in every tart

  All of them are different

  All of them are the same

  They all hide a secret until you bite ?

  A family is a thing preset

  A friend is someone you have met

  A lover is someone more

  But losing them will drop you to the floor?

  I sleep without a sound

  Although I know no one's around

  I cannot help but stay

  Quiet as a mouse during the day

  Forgotten and alone

  Sleeping without a sound

  Life goes by

  Without anything to be found ?

  Forgotten and in fear

  Lost and mere

  Nothing to behold

  I am neither dashing nor bold

  I am a mere person

  What a thing to behold ?

  Dance of shadows

  Dance of light

  All intertwine like the day and night

  Forgotten up here

  Remembered down there

  The dance of yin and yang

  Is everywhere ?

  Laugh when you want to cry

  Live when you want to die

  Remember when you feel like you'll forget

  Live in endless happy Ness or regret?

  I've failed someone again today

  To late

  To sorry

  I've failed someone special to me again

  To late

  To sorry

  I've fallen to my knees knowing that everything I do is wrong

  To late

  To sorry

  I've cried and admitted I was wrong

  To late

  To sorry

  Your dead now and I was to late

  To late

  To sorry

  I'll be here again for the next person for me to fail

  Going to be late

  Going to be sorry?

  I breath in the air

  I breath out the co2

  I breath in some hate

  I breath out some blood

  I breath in some pain

  I cry myself to sleep

  I breath myself some of someone's pain

  I breath out poems

  I breath in silence

  I cry out tears?

  Death did not kill me I did

  Death did not make me feel better

  The silence did

  The silence did not make me feel better my delusions did

  I did not get killed

  I killed myself?

  They say that death hurts

  Almost nothing hurts more

  They say that hate hurts

  But I frankly don't care

  They say that being alone hurts

  That is true for me

  They say that being hated by someone you love hurts

  That hurts more than death?

  They say that death hurts

  Almost nothing hurts more

  They say that hate hurts

  But I frankly don't care

  They say that being alone hurts

  That is true for me

  They say that being hated by someone you love hurts

  That hurts more than death?

  Everything that's happened

  Everything that's died

  Everything that died has all been a lie

  My love for you

  A lie

  Your love for me

  A lie

  I hope you die in hell

  My tears

  A lie

  I Have fallen

  I Have cried

  I have died

  So many times

  Why ...

  It hurts when you talk

  It pains when you cry

  Why does everything hurt me ...

  Why ?

  It tears me

  It pains me

  It kills me

  It's love

  It's a knife in your back my dear dove ?

  ?

  You forget your past and hope for a future

  You want to die but don't want to be alone

  You ignore the fact that I'm crying here

  Alone and in fear

  Fear of myself

  Fear of the world

  Fear of breaking another heart

  Your voice may hurt me but I won't utter a sound

  You lies may cut me but I won't put on a frown

  This world is a harsh place to be around

  Plese don't put yourself in a high seat with a crown

  Until then I won't unter a sound

  As if I was never around

  Goodbye ...?

  I may be alive

  But inside I cry

  I am all alone

  No place to call a home

  Bye for tonight

  Bye for a life

  I am not dead

  But merely reborn?

  Story's pass in my mind

  Story's through all of time

  Forgotten and remembered

  Lost and found

  Story's new

  Story's old

  A life can be told

  Make your Story's truly bold

  In this world ridden with Story's untold?

  Time flows slower as you suffer

  Time flows quicker when you have fun

  Why is it like this ?

  Is it because your more focused on time when your unhappy ? Is it because your less focused when your happy ?

  No its neither of those it's because the world wants to see us burn?

  ?

  Forgotten as the times pass

  Unknown during the times it lasted

  Never discoverd a safe haven?

  Watch and see the winding path

  Watch and see the highest peaks

  Watch and see the reward less

  Watch and see the desolation

  The journey of life

  No matter how bleak

  No matter how sad

  No amount of hope will change my past

  Fate

  Dreams

  Life

  Death

  All will progress with or without you

  Once a path is chosen little will change

  Hope you find a crossroad or you may face devestation ?

  A shot to the head and now your dead

  A proclamation of war

  Your the one who's done for?

  Time for the start of war

  One strike in the head and your done for

  In times of fighting and strife

  Individual feelings are no more

  This is a proclamation of war?

  ?Proclamation of war?

  I challenge you

  You able few

  To a fight of words and grace

  Down by the forest we shall fight with our brains not our might

  With a pen and book in my hand I start to write

  Let's have have a poem fight?

  Again I write

  Like last night and the night before

  I live for the art

  I live for the fight

  I live for showing my intellectual might

  Again I fall

  Again I lose

  I shouldn't have fought you

  Ha ha ha

  Good game let's fight again some day?

  Nothing to hide

  Nothing to lose

  Nothing to fear

  Nothing hidden in the corners of my mind

  Nothing in my past for you to find

  Nothing somewhere in my eyes

  You can't open a open book?

  I'm cold inside?

  I've hurt another person today

  Why must I do so

  Why must I be myself and doubt

  I don't know but I'll continue to ask

  Anyone out there for me

  One I won't hurt

  One who won't cry

  So many I've hurt

  So many I've lost

  The times I've weeped replay

  Sorry to all of you who can't trust me to this day?

  Whenever I see your eyes I want to fly ... away from here

  Maybe it's cause I despise that look in your eyes or maybe I just frankly don't care

  That look and grin

  That simple thing is enough to get my eyes a roaring

  That simple look makes me want to die and bring you with me

  You try to hide that look in your eye but I know what's hidden

  A mountain of rage and a mountain of pain is hidden behind your eyes

  You act so nice but behind your eyes I know only hate can live ?

  Those who fall shall die today

  A blade of crimson shall clear the way

  In this battlefield I shall stay

  My dead body lays to waste ?

  Song of a cursed life

  How long has it been since I've heard my name

  Any time I do I look down in shame

  When was the last time I was hugged close

  I don't remember because I don't know

  Abused since 4

  Blamed since 2

  If life is a game then I've already lost?

  Time keeps passing without a sound

  My heart keeps breaking as it passes

  The sound of crying may fill the room

  Is that the sound of time passing ??

  It will be a few days till we see each other again

  Hopefully our love will not be at end

  I'll be here waiting for you

  Till you come back one day ?

  Though I doubt you remember

  Though I doubt you'll still love

  I'll be here waiting

  I wonder how long

  Till you forget

  I wonder how long

  Till I cry in my bed

  Because of this pain in my head

  Please don't forget me ?

  This pain in my head is indescribable why

  Is it the feeling of lonelyness that I

  Have been living in so why

  Do I feel as if I am going to die

  Why am I laying without a sound

  Why am I laying without a soul

  Like a statute of stone and wood

  With a heart as cold as ice

  Without a ryme or reason I rejoice

  Screaming loud but without a voice

  I fall to the ground and cry without life

  I'm still alive so why do I

  See the devil staring wide eyed

  At my body laying so low

  "Your soul is already broken" he said to me

  I lay silent on the ground

  To see you again one day?

  I fall and I die

  I remember mistakes in my mind

  I live although I hurt

  I've been bitten but in fine

  I'm imperfect but I'm human?

  You wonder how long it's been since the past you has saught misery ?in this forsaken world?

  All I can hear while I sleep is chaos

  All I can see is darkness

  All I can feel is lonely Ness

  It's been a year ?

  A knife to my back a sword to my front

  Either way I'm screwed

  A way out is what I sought

  A endless lonely Ness was what I found?

  The ocean of lies is more friendly than a ocean of nothing ?

  Sleep with me endless void

  Envelop me in your lonely Ness

  Make me drift into a endless dark?

  See the sky as I look up tonight

  The endless sea

  The endless void

  What lays out of my home town

  What lays out of my room

  Dangers lerk in the tall grass

  Dangers lerk in the trees

  Many dangers lay before me

  Behind me a cage

  Who shall I be

  Who shall I join

  Who shall I fight for

  Only time will tell?

  Good night world

  Good night sky

  Have a nice rest knowing

  Have a nice rest waiting

  Have a nice rest knowing no one will strike you down or leave you

  It must be nice

  Goodnight?

  I sit on the balcony staring at the sky

  I sit alone thinking the phrase why do I

  As I think I stare wide eye at the infinite possibility and infinite faluer ahead ?

  It's been a while since we've last talked

  It's been a while since I've reflected

  Who am I

  Who are you

  What is this world we live in

  I am alone

  I am forgotten ?

  Time is a thing which flows one way , no matter how hard you swim you can't go to the past ?

  I wish to live in a world of black and white

  Where everything is easily judged

  Where I wouldn't need to waste my time on those I won't like?

  A duel of wits

  A duel of brains

  A duel of whatever pops into my head

  No need to think

  No need to plan

  My poems are easy to understand

  From where do they come from you may ask

  Form my 2 hour dreams I had last night?

  It's been a few years since I've heard my name

  In this world we are all the same

  Lying in the silence I sleep

  Lying in the silence the world sleeps

  No longer are we our own

  No longer are we strong

  All of us are one

  Who are we

  Have we all forgotten

  Question yourself not others

  Question your life and not theirs ?

  They say the eyes are a portal to our souls

  What if mine are black ?

  False happyness

  Let's laugh at the sky

  Let's laugh at the ground

  Let's laugh at those people who have a frown

  Let's be like the kids and ignore the past

  Let's be like those who haven't seen their friends fall

  Let's put on a smile and tell yourself "not today" ?

  A broken heart

  A frozen heart

  Time might have stopped

  I watched the darkness pull you away

  I wanted to say something

  I wanted to yell

  Running from no one

  Running to nowhere

  Crying by myself

  Screaming to the world

  What will wake me up

  From this eternal sleep?

  Morning and night revolve endlessly

  Endless and eternal

  Forever yet never

  This cycle may last for my whole life

  This cycle may feel like forever but it's nothing in the face of eternaty?

  Who is to say how much your brain can take

  Who is to say how smart you are

  This society is neither based off of smarts nor computation power

  This society is merely memory ?

  Those who are smart are not necessarily smarter just better at memory ?

  it is neither crazy nor normal

  it is neither sane nor insane

  if one is to call something crazy they must be sane themselves

  no one in this world us sane enough to judge?

  They tell you to be strong

  They tell you to be tall

  They tell you your doing everything wrong

  Who cares about them

  Who cares about those who judge

  As long as your fine that's all that maters

  Who cares if they beat you

  You'll just leave them

  Who cares if they scold you

  One day you'll leave them

  Who cares if they leave you

  You'll just leave them either way

  Your just one of them

  Lost in this forsaken world?

  This is the way of the world

  It takes a long time to sleep

  It takes a life time to die

  It only takes a second to say bye to this world?

  Why is it that this world is ruled by money and not power , anyone can become strong but only few can become rich?

  Don't feel bad for me if I also need to feel bad for you

  ?

  The feeling of someone killing themselves in front of you is the same as the feeling of someone killing themselves online because either way

  You've failed them and you couldn't do anything to stop them at the time?

  Why does it hurt

  Why does it hurt when I'm alone

  Why does it hurt now after a lifetime of lonlyness

  I'll just laugh at myself

  Goodnight ?

  I can't sleep

  Why is that

  I can't cry because I might or might not be alone

  I can't laugh because it's not a laughing matter

  Why is it this way

  Someone tell me

  Why ...?

  Sleep the temporary death

  Death the eternal solitude

  Forever alone in death shall I be

  Forever alone in life shall I remain

  Never again will I feal

  This eternal pain inside

  Sleep the temporary death

  Death the eternal solitude

  Forever alone in death shall I be

  Forever alone in life shall I remain

  Never again will I feal

  This eternal pain inside

  Love is a sad thing

  You devote yourself to a man and he might never love you back

  You've died for him over and over yet he's never seeing you as you see him

  Love is a dangerous thing which may bind you to someone forever and just maybe will he share the same feelings?

  Time and space is a ever changing constant

  My sadness and happyness are a ever roaring sea

  My love for you shall never change

  Sorry for not knowing your pain

  Sorry for not knowing your heart

  Sorry I have failed you again

  I wish I could just restart

  Where did it go wrong

  When did it go astray

  I hope you don't

  I hope you do

  I hope you keep living

  I hope you don't leave ?

  Love is ever ending and renewing a enless cycle which may be broken at any time?

  The wheel of fate is ever turning

  The wheel of life is ever stopping

  The wheel of hatred shall consume you all

  I'm watching from the silence

  I'm watching you all ?

  Laugh at the world for being sad

  Laugh at your misery for being sad

  Laugh at me for not being there

  Just laugh for me

  It will make me feel better?

  The feeling of heartbreak is inferior to the feeling of knowing that you'll be back

  Heart break heals but my longing for you shall not

  Immortal shall my longing for you be

  I'll be waiting for you to get back

  To - ari?

  The path of life is not easy

  The path of death is simpler

  May your soul rest

  May your mind be at ease

  A story beyond compare

  A story beyond age

  A story of love happyness and sorrow

  A story never able to be told

  A story only understood after you experiences it?

  Although a war may rage

  Although blood may be spilled

  Although I cry

  I will not kill

  From my heart I shall sing

  Of a peace and fortune

  Across that wall

  Is a fragile but refreshing

  Peace

  Forgotten in the peace we start a war again

  Forgotten in that peace is a song lost

  Today we may fight

  But yesteday we killed

  Let's remember our past

  And stop this silly war

  Who is to say what is silly and what is not

  I do not have that power

  - my poem on peace and silly wars ?

  The times change and as time flows

  The old becomes new

  The new becomes old

  The hated becomes loved

  And the loved may become hated

  How unfair this world is

  How forgotten shall we become

  Will work ever be truly repaied ?

  Grace is a thing which is deceptive

  Power is a thing easy yet hard to mesure

  Beauty is a thing which let's a stone last eternally

  No matter the power and opposition beauty will live on?

  How is one to judge a man if they have never seen him try ?

  We are not merely the best yet as the best is a unobtnable thing.

  We must always strive to be better because even if we're at the top we must be able to crush them like ants?

  I've seen today how foolish I truly am

  I've seen today how big this world is

  I've seen how there will always be somone

  But I've also seen beauty in something which has seen itself as bad

  So I'm content with where I am but I'll still try for her ?

  Beauty is in the eye of the beholder?

  Love is a fragile thing you want to be careful with it yet if you be to careful it might slip out of your grasp ?

  Something more painful than heartbreak is breaking your own heart

  Knowing someone beter for her is out there

  One day you may need to let her go

  No mater how much you love her

  Only then can you prove that you truly love her ?

  The path I walk is a narrow one

  Without any way back

  Only now that I am older do I relive that I've lost track

  How do I go back to the right path

  How do I go back to the past ?

  One who sees the past cannot see the present and thus he is blind to reality ?

  The farthest distance is merely the distance between you and your actions ?

  A old man may say that the past hurts the most

  A child might say the present hurts more

  Yet a adult may say the uncertainty of the present and future hurts the most

  Who's view do you like best ?

  The world is a funny place

  How far have we fallen

  How much have we lost

  The veil covering our past is thick

  The veil covering our future is thicker

  The thickest veil of all is the present ?

  The end of the world shall not be because of humans

  The end of the world will be because of humans idiocy

  He lived he loved he died

  A sparkle was never seen in his eye

  Cry as he would

  Hurt as he may

  He would not regret the friends which will leave him one day??

  He emotions one can feel are far greater than the emotions one can fathom

  Only knowing great sorrow will one understand the world

  Only knowing great love can one enjoy a fragile illusion ?

  Poem by a stupid 8th grader known as Brian huynh?

  The most painful death is not the death of yourself but the death of a loved one

  The torment of guilt

  The agony of anger

  Fear death I may

  Fear my demons I do not

  Until today have I not known

  Being alone may be beter

  But is that truly so?

  No matter how hard you try some things will never change

  No matter how hard you try some things will be beyond your control

  No matter the darkness you hold ,your heart is not black

  ?

  How dose one think if all he can remember is darkness

  How can one live if all his life is , is a series of deaths

  How can one have see if he wants to be blind

  One may not live in darkness

  One may not live in light

  No mater the difference we all have light and darkness in us

  Yin and yang?

  Happyness and sorrow

  Today and tomarrow ?

  The wind blows harder when the target fights it

  The time moves slower when the user wills it

  The ice becomes stronger the more flame and thunder it takes

  The flame in our hearta burns brighter the more and ice lightning it is stuck by

  The lightning becomes indifferent to the world

  Without a care

  Water of the wild seas may one day become ice of the frozen north

  Frozen ice and raging seas all alter in harmony

  Fire and flames will burn things down but one day nothing will be around

  Nothing to harm nothing to burn the forest fire is gone

  Thunder from the sky's may be strong but it's nothing in the face of the north?

  ?

  Born from the sky lighting flashes down

  Born from the lightning fire burns to the ground

  Born from the north, a force of nature, ice shall stay immovable

  A constant reminder of time ?

  A poem for valor

  (Even though I'm mystic I'm pretty much neutral )

  The roar of fire flashes through you eyes

  The cry of the pain that's inside

  Who will win who will lose

  That is for us to decide ?

  A poem to instinct by a neutral mystic

  A flash of yellow

  A roar from the sky's

  Look up and relize

  Only one may win

  Only one will lose

  Only the people will decide

  Forgotten as the ground bellow

  Imortal as the sky's above

  Life shall grow from the ashes

  Even if you burn and strike us we will be wise and strike when the time is right?

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