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  The orphanage always smelled the same at morning—boiled porridge, damp wood, the faint lime of soap that never fully covered the scent of too many children in too small a hall. Eric had lived inside those walls as long as he could remember. He knew which floorboards squeaked, which windows rattled when the wind turned, and how far the matrons’ voices carried. At seven, routine wrapped around him like an old blanket.

  What he did not know was the west-hall door.

  The door sat at the far end of the narrow passage past the washroom. Most children said it held broken chairs and buckets. Others whispered it hid a closet full of moths. No one went there unless a matron sent them, and the matrons rarely bothered. Eric had passed it dozens of times, glancing at the dull brass knob, curious but unsure.

  This morning, chores ran late. The older boys were hauling firewood; the matrons argued over accounts. The west hall lay quiet. Eric lingered by the door, fingers twitching. Something in his chest whispered, look. One breath, another. He pressed the latch.

  A tired groan from the hinges let out a breath of dry, stale air. Dust motes rolled in the shaft of light spilling from the single cracked window. It was no broom closet. Shelves lined both walls from floor to ceiling, their boards bowed beneath the weight of books. Paper curled at the edges. Leather bindings showed tiny cracks. A desk stood near the window, blotched with ink rings.

  Eric stepped inside, bare toes silent on the cold plank floor. The door eased shut behind him, muting the sounds of the common hall. He blinked at the rows of spines, some titles clear, some faded into brown leather. The air smelled of paper left too long alone. It felt like another world.

  He dragged a finger across a row, reading haltingly: Annals of the Realm, Year 2… Trade Routes of the North Coast… Census of Border Villages. Words half-learned in lessons sprang sharper now. He moved deeper.

  A shelf sagged under rolled parchments. He tugged one free, spreading it on the desk. Lines and inked rivers wound across the page—villages marked by dots, hills shaded by tiny strokes. At the bottom edge, small letters read Veyren Coast – Compiled by Order of Vikran Keep. He didn’t know why his chest tightened, but the shape of the coastline felt familiar, like a name on the tip of the tongue.

  He set the map aside and scanned the spines again. A thin volume caught his eye, its leather cover stamped with a faded crest—barely a mark now, just an outline. He opened it, lips moving over the first neat lines of script:

  “Genealogy of House Ericson and Kin, compiled for the Assembly.”

  Eric blinked. Ericson. His name was simply Eric. He had never carried a surname. The matrons said none was on the papers left with him. Could this book mean him? Or another Eric entirely? His fingers pressed the brittle paper until it creaked. He turned another page, tracing lines of names—some crossed by neat slashes, others carrying dates. A margin note leapt

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  “Kealalrik Veyren… blood, cousins in the north. Kealalrik.”

  He paused, frowning.

  “Kealalrik… Kael? That’s the name the older boys whisper about when the headmaster’s goes out .

  He let the thought settle, eyes sliding back to the long list of battles and banners.. Kael, cousin… me? It felt strange, like touching a scar you didn’t know you had.

  He read on, stumbling over longer words, whispering each sound. Pages spoke of sea walls built before the realm had a crown, of banners carried through two wars, of sons and daughters sworn to defend the coast. He barely understood half, yet some thread tugged tight inside. A voice that was not a voice told him: This matters to you.

  He closed the book, then opened it again, hungry. He followed the line of names down the page, seeing “Eric of lesser branch” appear twice, marked by no death date, no ending. It felt unfinished, waiting.

  Outside, a bell rang faintly—signal for chores—but Eric stayed. He traced the ink with a small finger, memorising the loops and dates.

  A shout echoed faintly from the yard. He jumped, glancing at the door. The orphanage noise seemed far away here. He slipped onto the bench at the desk and pulled the map closer, lining coastlines with the names in the ledger. Dotted lines connected ports, villages, holds. His mind filled with pictures he had never seen—stone keeps, grey water smashing against high walls, banners flapping.

  An hour passed. Dust swirled in the shaft of sun, settling on his hair. He turned another page. More crests, drawn neat and proud.

  Eric slid the book back a little and stared at the shelves. Who else knew this was here? Did the matrons read it? Did they even care? A quiet resolve started to form—he would keep this secret. No one needed to laugh, twist it, or take it away. He would learn first, speak later.

  He set the genealogy aside and reached for another thin book. Its first page bore an emblem he didn’t know, followed by long columns of names and a list of “Oaths Sworn by Sea.” Words blurred, yet he caught fragments: “honor,” “kin,” “heir.” They meant more than the dull chores of the orphanage. They hinted at a life wider than peeling potatoes and sweeping the hall.

  Voices rose somewhere beyond the door—children finishing chores, a matron calling for firewood. Eric’s stomach grumbled, but his hands stayed on the pages. He thought of telling the other boys, then saw their grins, their teasing, the way they mocked any oddness. He stayed silent. Secrets were safe only inside.

  He found another parchment, yellow with age, showing tiny sketched ships along a jagged coast. He traced the sails, imagining himself on a deck, wind slapping his face. He read scraps of a log: “Patrol lost to storm,” “House feud settled by duel.” His heart thumped at the thought of blades drawn in honor. For a boy who had nothing but chores, it was a promise of something bigger.

  The light shifted, growing gold as the sun slid across the window. Eric rubbed his eyes, heavy from staring. He stacked the parchments as best he could, though the order was guesswork. His pulse still raced, as if he had stolen something.

  He reached for the door, then paused. A lower shelf, half-hidden by a tangle of old rags, held a small, flat book with cracked corners. Its cover bore no title, only faint lines etched like crossed sticks. Dust filmed the edges. Something about its size, the way it sat, pulled at him. He crouched and tugged it free.

  The spine creaked as he opened it. Rough sketches filled the first pages—figures holding swords, lines drawn to show footwork. Words written in plain block letters ran along the margins:

  “Basic Guards – Blade Angle – Steps of Advance – Grip.”

  Eric stared, mouth slightly open. Each page carried more drawings: parries, cuts, stances. Even with his stumbling reading, the meaning was clear. This was instruction—a way to learn the blade.

  He looked toward the door, heart hammering. If a matron found him with it, questions would come. Still, the hunger inside outweighed fear. The book felt like a door left ajar, waiting for him to step through.

  He pressed it shut, tucking it under his arm. One last glance at the shelves fixed the room in his memory: dust, light, quiet rows of lives before his own.

  He reached for the latch, ready to slip back into the noise of the orphanage. The secret would be his alone. The bloodline he half-believed, the map of coasts he had never seen, and now the drawings of blades—threads tying him to a world far beyond cracked bowls and laundry lines.

  Outside, footsteps thudded closer. Eric hugged the book to his chest and eased the door open, the smell of porridge and damp wood drifting back. Tomorrow, maybe, he would return for the ledger. Tonight, he had a new prize hidden under his blanket, and a whisper growing louder:

  Learn. Be ready.

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