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Chapter 3: Steel and blood

  The ground was wet.

  Not muddy. Just damp enough that it remembered footsteps.

  Rynor’s bare feet sank slightly into the soil as he stood in the yard. Cold crept up through his soles, settled in his ankles. Morning mist clung to his calves, dampened the hem of his trousers.

  Seven years old.

  Varrek stood three paces away.

  “Again,” Varrek said.

  Rynor lifted the wooden sword.

  His arms shook. Not violently. Just enough to be noticed.

  Varrek noticed everything.

  Rynor swung.

  Too slow.

  Varrek stepped in and struck him across the mouth with the back of his hand.

  Not hard. Precise.

  Rynor staggered. His heel slid in the wet earth and he went down on one knee. The taste of blood bloomed on his tongue, metallic and warm.

  Varrek didn’t move to help him up.

  “Stand,” he said.

  Rynor pushed himself upright. His lip trembled. He bit it until it stopped.

  Varrek leaned closer, close enough that Rynor could smell leather, iron, and last night’s wine on his breath.

  “Do you know why I hit you?” Varrek asked.

  Rynor shook his head once.

  Varrek slapped him again. Harder.

  “So you remember the question,” Varrek said calmly.

  Rynor’s ears rang. He tasted blood again.

  “Why?” Varrek asked.

  “Because I was slow,” Rynor whispered.

  Varrek’s mouth twitched. Approval. Barely there.

  “Yes,” he said. “And slow boys die.”

  Elira watched from the doorway.

  Her arms were folded tight across her chest, nails pressing into her sleeves. Her face did not change. Only her jaw shifted, grinding once.

  Later, she would scream at Varrek.

  Not now.

  Now she let it happen.

  Because she had seen the world eat gentle men.

  By midday, Rynor could no longer feel his arms.

  Sweat ran down his spine, soaked into his shirt. His fingers cramped around the sword. The wood was slick, darkened where his palms rubbed it raw.

  Varrek circled him slowly. Boots pressed into soil with measured weight. Each step left a print.

  “Your father cried,” Varrek said suddenly.

  Rynor froze.

  “When I told him he wasn’t ready,” Varrek continued. “Do you know that?”

  Rynor’s throat tightened. “He didn’t.”

  “He did,” Varrek said. “Right here.”

  Varrek tapped two fingers against his own cheek. “Didn’t beg. Didn’t argue. Just… broke.”

  Rynor’s vision blurred.

  Varrek struck him in the stomach.

  Rynor folded forward with a sharp, ugly sound, breath tearing out of him. He dropped the sword. It hit the ground with a dull click.

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  Varrek grabbed him by the collar and yanked him upright.

  “If you cry,” Varrek said quietly, “you will die like him.”

  Rynor’s chest hitched. His eyes burned. Tears welled.

  He swallowed.

  They spilled anyway.

  Varrek stared at him. Expression unreadable.

  Then he shoved Rynor backward.

  “Again.”

  That night, Elira cleaned the blood from Rynor’s mouth.

  Her fingers were gentle now. Too gentle.

  “You don’t hate him,” she said softly, not looking at Rynor. “I can see it.”

  Rynor swallowed. “He’s right.”

  Elira laughed under her breath. It sounded broken. “That’s the worst part.”

  She leaned her forehead against the wall.

  “He hurts you because he believes in outcomes,” she continued. “Not people.”

  “Do you?” Rynor asked.

  Elira didn’t answer right away.

  Then: “I believe in survival.”

  She kissed his hair. Her lips trembled.

  That same night, Varrek stood in Elira’s room.

  The door was shut. The air was thick with oil smoke and wine.

  “You went too far,” Elira said.

  Varrek loosened his gloves slowly. “He stood.”

  “He’s a child.”

  “He’s alive.”

  She stepped closer. “You’re turning him into you.”

  Varrek looked at her then. Really looked.

  “And you’re still here,” he said. “So don’t pretend you hate what works.”

  She slapped him.

  Hard.

  The sound cracked through the room.

  Varrek didn’t move.

  Elira’s hand shook.

  “You don’t get to decide what he becomes,” she said.

  Varrek stepped into her space. Close enough that she had to tilt her head back.

  “No,” he said quietly. “But I get to decide whether he lives long enough to choose.”

  The silence stretched.

  Then Elira kissed him.

  It was not tender.

  It was desperate. Angry. Familiar.

  Varrek let it happen.

  Later, when they lay apart, Elira stared at the ceiling and said, “If he hates you one day—”

  “He won’t,” Varrek said.

  “How do you know?”

  Varrek closed his eyes. “Because hate takes energy. I taught him efficiency.”

  Years later, Rynor would stand taller than most men in Valcaryn.

  He would mock because cruelty had taught him timing. He would protect because no one had protected him. He would stay close to Ashen Hale because he recognized the moment before pain becomes destiny.

  And when Varrek looked at him across a battlefield and said nothing at all—

  Rynor would understand that silence was approval.

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