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Ch. 119 - The Way You Look at Me🌶️

  “...I remember the first time I saw you.”

  Saturday afternoon filtered in softly through gauzy curtains, casting slanted stripes of sunlight across their hardwood floor. The apartment was quiet in that cozy way it only got on weekends.

  Ariel sat curled up on the couch, legs tucked under her and a throw blanket across her lap. Her hair was down and wild over her shoulders, and she was halfheartedly flipping through a game art book Holly had left on the coffee table. Her laptop was on the kitchen counter. Closed. Silent. Untouched.

  But her eyes kept drifting toward it.

  “You know,” Holly called from the hallway, her voice sweet and suspiciously casual, “if you even think about cracking that laptop open, I will hide it in the freezer behind the emergency mochi.”

  Ariel smirked. “That’s cruel. You wouldn’t subject perfectly good mochi to my lack of impulse control.”

  Holly walked into the room barefoot, holding two mugs of tea. “Try me, McIntyre. I’ve done worse.”

  She handed one mug to Ariel and plopped down beside her, tucking her feet up and leaning into her shoulder. Ariel melted instinctively into the contact, letting Holly’s warmth pull her away from whatever work anxieties had begun to whisper again.

  “I just want to check one thing,” Ariel whined.

  “You always want to check one thing.”

  “I mean it this time. It’s just the final-final localization pass for the menu system.”

  Holly pulled back enough to look at her. “Red.”

  “I know,” Ariel sighed. “I know.”

  “Liz and Devin have it. You triple-checked that yesterday. They sent the checklist. You literally wrote the checklist.”

  Ariel groaned into her tea. “Why do you know me so well?”

  “Because I’m the only thing standing between you and a full-blown stress spiral four days before launch. And because I like you best when your shoulders are not glued to your ears.”

  Ariel chuckled, reaching out to tuck a strand of Holly’s hair behind her ear. “I’m no good at this. Not when we’re this close.”

  “You’re good at a lot of things,” Holly said, kissing the corner of her mouth. “Let me be good at this part for both of us, okay?”

  Ariel hesitated, her fingers drumming on her mug. She still looked over at the kitchen counter, but the laptop remained closed.

  Holly followed her gaze, then stood and walked across the room. For a moment, Ariel thought she was going to crack and bring it to her. Instead, Holly picked it up, walked calmly to the bedroom closet, set it on the top shelf and shut the door with the exaggerated finality of a cartoon villain sealing a vault.

  Ariel blinked. “You didn’t really—?”

  “I really did,” Holly called from behind the door. “You brought this on yourself.”

  Ariel chuckled. “You menace.”

  “You gremlin,” Holly said as she reappeared, flopping back onto the couch and grabbing the game art book. “Now come on. Let’s look at the lighting work from Moonshore Marsh again and argue over whether the wisp glows are too blue.”

  Ariel shook her head, but her smile was soft. “Fine. But only because you bribe me with nostalgia.”

  They leaned in together, shoulder to shoulder, flipping through concept spreads and reminiscing about little inside jokes, long nights, and the arguments over puddle physics. The world slowed down.

  Just for a little while...

  As the sun dipped low and shadows stretched long across the floor, Ariel’s eyes flicked toward the bedroom door.

  Holly caught the glance immediately.

  “Oh no,” she said, sitting up. “Nope. Don’t even think about it.”

  “I wasn’t…!”

  “You were.” Holly stood and pointed dramatically. “Time to pull out the big guns.”

  Ariel blinked. “What does that mean?”

  But Holly had already slipped into the kitchen.

  “Holly?” Ariel called after her.

  “I can only think of one thing that’s going to get you so blissed-out that you won’t want to get up off this couch,” Holly said triumphantly as she returned, carrying not only a familiar takeout bag but also the frosty container of emergency mochi.

  She set both down on the coffee table and turned to Ariel with a mischievous gleam in her eyes. “Now sit back. You know the rules.”

  Ariel’s heart skipped. That look. That glint.

  It had been a while.

  She shifted on the couch, breath catching slightly as Holly nestled in beside her with a pair of chopsticks and a warmed container of leftover udon noodles and scallion pancakes. The scent wafted upward, rich and savory.

  “I thought you said we were saving those,” Ariel murmured.

  Holly’s voice dropped to a husky murmur. “I was. I found the reason why.”

  Ariel smirked. “I think you were looking for a reason.”

  Holly winked as she lifted a piece of pancake and brought it to Ariel’s lips. Ariel opened obediently, the taste hitting her tongue as Holly watched her chew, expression soft and hungry in her own way.

  “Mmm,” Ariel sighed. “Still so good.”

  “I know what you like,” Holly said. “And what you need.”

  Bite after bite, she fed Ariel, alternating between warm noodles, crispy pancake, and small scoops of mochi that melted on her tongue. With each bite, Holly’s fingers lingered a little longer, her gaze drifting downward, her smile deepening.

  “You’ve gotten so fat since we got married,” Holly said softly, almost reverently. “It’s… kind of incredible.”

  Ariel flushed, a breath catching in her throat. She looked down at herself, at the roundness of her belly under the stretched fabric of her shirt, at the way her thighs filled the seat.

  “You really think so?” she whispered.

  “I know so.” Holly leaned in, her lips brushing Ariel’s earlobe. “You’ve never looked more beautiful. You carry it like it belongs to you. Like you were meant to look this soft, this full.”

  Ariel trembled as another bite touched her lips. She took it slowly this time, eyes fluttering shut.

  “I love spoiling you,” Holly whispered. “I love watching you enjoy being fed. Every inch of you has my name on it.”

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  Ariel whimpered softly, the line between indulgence and intimacy blurring with every mouthful. Her breathing grew heavier, her cheeks flush.

  Holly stroked a hand over her belly, slow and deliberate. “All mine,” she whispered.

  Ariel let out a low, shivering breath as Holly’s palm settled more firmly against the soft swell of her belly. The touch was gentle but possessive, reminding her how loved she was. How much Holly wanted her.

  She opened her eyes slowly, finding Holly’s gaze already locked onto hers.

  "God, Red..." Holly’s voice was low, reverent, and trembling with desire. “I’ve never needed anything more than I’ve needed you…”

  Ariel didn’t speak. She didn’t have to. She simply reached for Holly’s hand, which was holding a piece of mochi, and pulled it to her mouth. She opened and pulled the mochi in, her lips wrapping around Holly’s fingers and sucking on them for just a moment before letting them go.

  Holly’s breath hitched as she shuttered and moaned. “Tease.”

  “I was hungry,” Ariel murmured, swallowing. “And now my appetite has changed.”

  That was all it took.

  Holly leaned in, her mouth finding Ariel’s in a kiss that started sweet but deepened fast. She tasted like plum mochi and leftover noodles, and Ariel moaned softly as their mouths moved together, familiar and hungry.

  The takeout container was abandoned on the table. Holly’s hands moved from Ariel’s belly to her hips, to the plush of her thighs, to the hem of her shirt. Fingers slipped underneath, dragging upward slowly.

  Ariel raised her arms wordlessly, letting Holly lift the fabric over her head. She felt the cooler air hit her bare skin, followed instantly by the heat of Holly’s gaze. The look on her face was searing lust.

  “I used to fantasize about this,” Holly whispered. “Before we ever kissed. I used to wonder what you’d look like if I ever got to really spoil you… If I could ever get you full, soft, and smiling just for me.”

  “You did,” Ariel said, breathless. “You got me.”

  “I’m never letting go.”

  Holly kissed her again, deeper this time, her body pressing fully into Ariel’s now, fingers exploring the places she knew by memory but never tired of discovering. Ariel leaned back, letting herself be taken, every part of her basking in the devotion pouring off Holly like sunlight.

  “God, you’re beautiful,” Holly whispered, pressing kisses down Ariel’s jaw, across her neck, lower still. “You’re mine.”

  Ariel whimpered again, arching into the touch, her hands gripping Holly’s back, the world shrinking down to this one moment. This one feeling.

  Ariel gasped softly as Holly's hands slid lower, fingertips skating along the curve of her waist. Her skin tingled with every pass, her breath hitching when Holly pressed a trail of kisses from her collarbone to the soft upper swell of her chest.

  Ariel’s voice broke through the haze, breathless and trembling. “You know what drives me insane?”

  Holly looked up, her eyes dark with affection and heat. “Tell me.”

  Ariel cupped Holly’s face with both hands, thumbs brushing the faintest pink across her cheeks. “You. The way you look at me. The way you touch me. And that little smirk you get when you know you’ve fucking wrecked me without even trying.”

  Holly let out a soft laugh, leaning into the touch. “I always try, Red. Every second. You’re my favorite thing to try for.”

  Ariel smiled, dazed and drunk on love. “You’re so hot, Hols. Still. After all these years. You’re still the hottest woman I’ve ever seen.”

  Holly's lips parted slightly, caught off guard. “You mean that?”

  Ariel nodded, eyes wide and honest. “You did this to me. Fed me like it was your mission. And I still can’t believe I get to call you mine. It’s not just the way you look—it’s how you look at me. Like I’m still the most beautiful thing you’ve ever touched.”

  Holly swallowed thickly. “You are.”

  “And you are,” Ariel whispered, wrapping her arms around her wife and pulling her close. “You always have been.”

  The kiss that followed was slow and searing; the kind that echoed through muscle and marrow. They melted into each other, warmth meeting warmth, lips tasting of sugar and promise. The couch cradled them, the world falling away.

  Outside, the sky deepened into dusk. Inside, everything that mattered was held between them, in soft hands and whispered truths, and the kind of hunger that had nothing to do with food.

  Ariel’s breath trembled as she broke their kiss, only just long enough to shift her weight forward.

  Holly blinked up at her, already breathless, her mouth slightly parted. “Red…?”

  Ariel didn’t answer. She braced a hand behind Holly’s head on the armrest and slowly, deliberately, pushed her back. Holly gasped as her back met the cushions, her body cradled by the couch. Ariel’s thighs straddled hers, heavy and warm, the weight of her sinking down gradually.

  Holly let out a soft, involuntary whimper at the pressure and the feel of Ariel’s fullness blanketing her, pinning her in the most possessive, delicious way. Her hands gripped Ariel’s sides instinctively, sliding over the softness she knew by heart.

  “You’re so heavy,” Holly whispered, but there was awe in her voice. Reverence.

  “I know,” Ariel said, eyes dark with heat. “It’s your fault.”

  Holly’s hips arched gently beneath her, her fingers pressing into Ariel’s plush curves. “God, yes. It’s my fault.”

  Ariel leaned down, her lips brushing Holly’s again—slow, sensual, filled with a hunger that had nothing to prove and everything to give. She rocked her hips just slightly, enough to make Holly gasp again, pleasure blooming behind her eyes.

  “I remember,” Ariel murmured against her lips, “how flustered you used to get when I leaned on you just a little. Back in the early days.”

  “I still get flustered,” Holly breathed. “Especially when you do it on purpose.”

  Ariel grinned, and then she shifted more of her weight forward, letting herself truly settle atop Holly. A soft moan escaped Holly’s throat, her arms winding around Ariel’s back as her body arched into the contact.

  “I want you to feel all of me tonight,” Ariel whispered. “Every inch you’ve spoiled. Every pound you gave me.”

  “I do,” Holly said, voice thick with desire. “I feel you everywhere.”

  Their mouths met again, this time urgent and open with want. Ariel devoured her slowly, hungrily, hands framing Holly’s face as if grounding herself in the moment, in the woman beneath her.

  Holly’s fingers slid under the waistband of Ariel’s sleep shorts, tugging, exploring, memorizing her all over again. Ariel gasped, her whole body reacting to the touch. But she didn’t relinquish control.

  She pushed Holly deeper into the cushions, using her size with practiced grace, letting herself be as much as she was—full, powerful, wanted. Holly whimpered beneath her, dizzy with arousal and adoration.

  “You’re mine,” Ariel said, low and guttural, her lips brushing Holly’s neck. “You made me like this. And now I’m going to ruin you with it.”

  Holly moaned, her nails pressing into Ariel’s back. “Promise?”

  “Watch me.”

  Ariel slid Holly’s shirt off and ran her hands over the curve of her waist. She leaned in and met Holly’s lips once more as her hands gripped her tighter as she pressed her weight more into her.

  Holly’s eyes locked onto Ariel’s, hungry and desperate. She tugged at Ariel’s waistband until Ariel’s belly was free and resting on her own.

  “Oh…God…. Red, you’re so…” Was all Holly could muster before Ariel shifted downward, and the leggings were off.

  “I’m so, what, Vi?” Ariel said with a mischievous grin as she began to squeeze the inside of Holly’s thigh.

  Holly squirmed. Her breaths came short and quick; her moans came sharp and loud. “Red, please! I can’t…handle...”

  Ariel pressed herself down instead, her full weight sinking onto Holly until their bodies molded together. Her hand slid lower, between them, finding warmth and slickness. She moved her fingers slowly at first, deliberate, while keeping her mouth close to Holly’s ear.

  “I love how wet I make you,” Ariel whispered. “Knowing I can press this belly against you and make you fucking squirm,” She rolled her hips, grinding down just enough to make Holly whimper.

  Holly arched up, trembling. “Red… please…”

  Ariel’s lips brushed her jaw. “Please what?” she teased, her tone soft but commanding. “You want me to stop?”

  Holly shook her head wildly, gasping. “Don’t you dare.”

  Ariel smirked, her fingers circling faster now, pressure building. “Good girl. Tell me how much you need me.”

  “I... I need you,” Holly panted, her hand gripping Ariel's thick side tight, fingers sinking into the soft, yielding flesh. She moaned loudly as she felt the way Ariel’s body gave under her touch before pressing back with delicious weight; the softness firming beneath her palm as Ariel moved. Every curve shimmered with life and warmth, the heaviness of her hips and belly a constant, intoxicating presence above her.

  “God, Red, please. I need you. Don’t stop. You’re heavy and hot and... so fucking fat. I can feel it jiggle when you move. It’s perfect. You’re perfect. Move, Red. Let me feel you. Don’t stop moving. I need every inch of you on me, now.”

  “As you wish,” Ariel murmured, moaning into Holly’s ear as Holly’s fingers sank into her side. “Yeah, grab it. Shake it. You fed me and created every inch of this. Feel how it jiggles. Feel how heavy I am. Feel what you built.”

  She shifted against her, her whole body moving in slow, deliberate waves that sent tremors through them both. Ariel’s belly rippled against Holly’s stomach with each grind of her hips, the weight pressing down harder as she rode the rhythm of Holly’s gasps. Holly’s hands clutched at her, shaking, her palms sliding over the sweat-slicked curve of Ariel’s belly as if to hold on through the quake of motion.

  “That’s it,” Ariel breathed against her neck, her fingers working harder and faster. “Come for me. Let go. Let me feel it.”

  The tension snapped; Holly’s body arched, her cry breaking into gasps as pleasure rolled through her in waves. Ariel moved with her, guiding her through it, each motion perfectly attuned—her hips grinding in slow, syncopated circles as if she could draw the release out forever. Their breaths matched, their sounds tangled; Ariel whispered praise between moans, coaxing every tremor, every shake, keeping her fingers and weight just right until Holly’s body went taut again and then softened beneath her. Even then, Ariel didn’t stop, riding the aftershocks, pressing her belly and chest into Holly’s until their shaking blurred together and Holly collapsed back into the cushions, spent and glowing.

  Ariel leaned in, kissing her slow and deep. When she finally pulled back, she grinned wickedly. “Now, what was that you were saying, Vi?”

  Holly, breathless and smiling through the haze, whispered, “You’re everything, Red.”

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