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Ch. 27 - Heres Looking at You

  Ariel could hardly believe her eyes. Jim Barker stood framed in the doorway, the familiar warmth of someone who’d been there for her since her first day at Willowbound. She blinked once, then twice, half-expecting the vision to vanish, but he remained, real and solid in a place that had felt adrift from the rest of her life.

  Her brain, so good at cataloging detail, stuttered. She’d only spoken to him a few days ago. Now here he was, in Seattle. In her hospital room. Jim lived halfway across the country. He was supposed to be a phone call, a reassuring voice from another time zone, not a flesh-and-blood presence, hands shoved into his pockets as if he’d been here a hundred times before.

  Ariel opened her mouth, her voice struggling to catch up to her heart. “Jim?” she managed, barely above a whisper.

  Jim’s smile, soft and creased at the corners, made him look years younger. “Hey, kid.”

  Ariel let herself take in the moment, the sounds and light in the room suddenly sharper. Holly glanced between them, her eyes shining with relief.

  Jim stepped inside, pausing to squeeze Holly’s shoulder with a grateful gentleness before pulling up the nearest chair to Ariel’s bedside. He settled in with a familiar grunt, shifting his weight, the smell of winter clinging to his coat. It was such an ordinary gesture, it made Ariel’s heart ache.

  “What are you doing here?” she asked, still dazed.

  He chuckled, the sound a familiar rumble. “I got Holly’s email, and… I bought a ticket on the next flight out. Didn’t think about it. Just… booked it. Only realized halfway here that I forgot to pack a second pair of socks. Lucky for me, Seattle isn’t all that cold compared to Ohio right now.”

  Ariel smiled despite herself, her eyes stinging. “You didn’t have to do that.”

  Jim shook his head, looking at her with a mix of fondness and exasperation. “Of course I did. You’re not just one of my best developers, you know.” He hesitated, searching Ariel’s face. “I’ve watched you grow from a nervous junior. Remember your first week? You tripped over the ethernet cable and took out half the test lab. I thought you were going to quit on the spot. You looked so mortified.”

  Ariel laughed, the sound thin but genuine. “I remember. I still can’t look at a blue Cat-6 cable without flinching.”

  Jim grinned. “And you didn’t quit. Not even close. You figured out how to fix the network. That’s when I knew we’d hired the right person.”

  The conversation drifted to old stories: Jim telling Holly about Ariel’s quirks at the office, Ariel sheepishly defending herself while Holly giggled. They reminisced about late-night crunch sessions, the infamous time Jim ordered pizza for the whole team and accidentally got pineapple on every pie, the secret Nerf war that erupted one winter when everyone was snowed in at the office.

  A nurse stopped by to check Ariel’s vitals. Jim moved to the window, chatting quietly with Holly about her favorite coffee blends, about the best places to walk in Capitol Hill. He was a natural at making even small talk feel easy. Ariel watched them, letting herself simply bask in the comfort of having her two worlds, work and home, meet so gently.

  Finally, Jim returned to Ariel’s side, his expression growing more serious. “I know I’m rambling, but… I needed to see you. To make sure you’re really okay.”

  Ariel’s hand found Holly’s, grounding herself. “I’m healing. I think... I know I’ll get there.”

  Jim nodded, then looked at Holly, gratitude in his gaze. “Thank you,” he said. “For taking care of her.”

  Holly shook her head, her voice steady. “I love her. I’m not going anywhere.”

  He nodded, visibly moved. Then, gently, “If you’re up for it… could you tell me what happened?”

  Ariel hesitated, her grip on Holly tightening, then took a slow, steadying breath. “Yeah,” she said, voice soft but sure. She told him everything: how she’d gone to the bookstore to read, tucked herself away with her coffee and her favorite chair, the moment smoke replaced sunlight. The flash of panic as she realized what was happening. The terror of not being able to breathe. Calling Holly. The jacket over her head. Crawling for her phone.

  When her words faltered, Holly slipped in without missing a beat. She filled in the blanks: her sprint through the streets, the smoke rising over the rooftops, the desperate shouting at the fire crew, the wild need to reach Ariel. The sight of Ariel, limp and soot-streaked, being carried out.

  Jim listened in silence, his features drawn with concern, his jaw clenched. When they finished, he sat back with a long, low exhale, letting the silence stretch.

  “God, Ariel. I’m… I’m so damn glad you made it out,” he said quietly. He looked at Holly again, voice thick with emotion. “Thank you for being there when it counted.”

  Holly squeezed Ariel’s hand. “I don’t think I could’ve done anything else.”

  The three of them lingered in the aftermath, the room filled with a gentle, fragile sense of survival. Jim pulled a small notebook from his jacket, scribbling something on the corner of a business card. “Listen. if you need anything, you text me, no matter the hour. Even if it’s just to rant about the nurses’ lack of good coffee.”

  Ariel took the card, her hand trembling slightly. “Thank you. For everything.”

  Jim stood, smoothing his jacket with a sigh. “I’m here for a few days, checking in at HQ. So, I'll be around if you need me.”

  He looked at Holly, a twinkle in his eye despite the worry. “And you. Keep her honest. She’ll try to do too much. She always does.”

  Holly grinned. “She’s not lifting a finger without my permission.”

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  Jim barked a short laugh. “Good. Give her hell for me.”

  He paused in the doorway, turning back for one last look, softer now. “It’s good to see you, Ariel. Even like this. You’re tougher than you think. Don’t forget it.”

  Ariel smiled through her tears. “Thanks, Jim.”

  He nodded, a final gesture of affection, then slipped from the room. The door closed behind him, leaving a hush in his wake.

  For a long moment, neither Ariel nor Holly spoke. The world outside the window was pale with morning, soft and safe.

  Holly looked over and squeezed Ariel’s hand again. “You okay?”

  Ariel nodded, emotion shimmering in her eyes. “That meant a lot.”

  Holly leaned in close, brushing her thumb along Ariel’s palm. “Yeah. I could tell.”

  Ariel swallowed, her gaze still lingering on the spot where Jim had stood. She let out a slow breath, then spoke softly, her words thick with emotion. “He’s not just a boss to me, you know. He’s... I don’t even think I’d have made it in this field if it weren’t for him. He’s always been there. The first person to back me up. The first to actually see what I could do, even when I was afraid. When I got that first promotion, I almost didn’t accept it because I thought I wasn’t ready. Jim sat with me in his office until almost midnight, just talking things through. He always made me feel like I belonged.”

  She smiled faintly, blinking back fresh tears. “I don’t think I realized how much I needed to see him until he walked in. It’s just… safe, having him here. Like some part of my old life survived the fire, too.”

  Holly listened in silence, watching the way Ariel’s voice grew softer, more vulnerable. Something in Holly’s chest twisted with sudden understanding. She saw it now—clearer than ever—that Jim was more than just a mentor or boss. He was a father figure to Ariel, a constant when so much of her world felt uncertain or easily lost. Holly reached over, brushing her thumb along Ariel’s hand, holding on a little tighter, her heart swelling with love and a new, deeper gratitude for the people who had helped shape the woman beside her.

  They sat together, letting the visit settle quietly around them. In that silence, Ariel felt the weight of the past few days soften just a little. There was still hurt. Still fear. But also proof—people she loved, and who loved her, would always come running.

  The day moved with a gentler rhythm than the ones before, as if the hospital itself had finally decided to breathe a little easier. There was a sense of quiet relief woven into everything from the soft hum of machines, to the muted sunlight, to the way Ariel’s and Holly’s voices mingled with the faint tapping of controllers as they played Animal Crossing side by side.

  Ariel lay propped up in bed, the green Junimo plush nestled in the crook of her elbow, a silent guardian that had always watched over her apartment from the window. Having it here made the hospital room feel less sterile, as though a small, defiant piece of home had been smuggled in.

  Holly was perched comfortably on the edge of the bed, one leg tucked beneath her, her own Switch in hand. Their island was a riot of color and softness. A digital escape where Holly’s wildflower gardens could bloom beside Ariel’s neat rows of fruit trees. The outside world felt far away, and for a time, the only problems that mattered were picnic blanket placement and which flowers best suited their imaginary market stall.

  “So, if I put the picnic blanket here,” Ariel said, nudging Holly’s arm, “you could build your little flower stall right next to it.”

  Holly’s eyes sparkled, her lips curving into a familiar grin. “Perfect. We’ll call it Red & Violet’s Cozy Market.”

  Ariel wrinkled her nose. “That sounds like a terrible indie band.”

  “Exactly,” Holly shot back. “And we’ll sell beets and sadness.”

  Their laughter filled the room, light and genuine until the door creaked open and Dr. Marquez entered, tablet in hand and a pleased look on his face.

  “Afternoon,” he greeted, sliding into the chair by Ariel’s bed. “Got a minute for a little update?”

  Ariel set aside her Switch, Holly mirroring her movement. Both straightened, anticipation replacing their easy calm.

  Dr. Marquez flipped the tablet around and smiled. “Got your lung scan results back. I have to say, I’m surprised. In a good way.”

  Ariel’s brows shot up. “Really?”

  “Really,” he assured her, nodding. “We were expecting more damage from the smoke, but what we’re seeing is limited. Just minor scarring, localized, and nothing suggesting long-term impairment. There’s still inflammation, and your lungs are obviously stressed from what you’ve been through, but structurally? You’re recovering.”

  Ariel let out a breath she didn’t know she’d been holding. Instantly, Holly’s hand found hers, a grounding presence.

  “You’re tough,” the doctor said, his tone both proud and a little admiring. “And smart. What you did with your coat and gloves probably saved your life.”

  He reached into his coat pocket and produced a small inhaler. “This is a high-strength corticosteroid inhaler. Use it twice a day for the next week, maybe longer. It’ll reduce the inflammation and help your lungs heal.”

  Ariel accepted it, weighing the plastic in her palm as if it might tip the scales between fear and hope.

  “When you use it,” Dr. Marquez instructed, “just breathe in slow, as deep as you comfortably can. Hold it for a few seconds, then exhale gently. No need to push into pain.”

  Ariel nodded, raised the inhaler to her lips, and took her first puff. Her chest protested a little near the end, but she held her breath, counting quietly in her head before releasing it in a soft, shaky sigh.

  “Perfect,” Dr. Marquez said, standing. “That’s exactly what I wanted to see. I’m keeping you here at least through Sunday. We’ll reevaluate then.”

  He paused in the doorway, glancing back with a smile. “Oh, and I’m clearing you for soft solids starting today. Your throat’s healed enough. Go slow, stay hydrated.”

  Ariel’s face bloomed with delight.

  “No more Jello?” she teased, hope threading through the words.

  He smirked. “You can still have Jello. But you’re not limited to it.”

  He gave them a final nod and left, the door clicking softly behind him.

  Ariel stared at the inhaler, her thumb brushing over the label. For a moment, she let herself absorb it: progress, not just in numbers or scans, but in the slow return of appetite, the gentle lift of hope.

  “Solid food,” she murmured, looking over at Holly. “Progress.”

  Holly squeezed her hand, her eyes bright. “Great progress.”

  Sunlight crept across the sheets, golden and new. The pain and fear weren’t gone, but they no longer ruled the room.

  Holly tilted her head and grinned. “Alright, Red. You’ve been living off Jello for days. What soft solids are you craving?”

  Ariel’s whole face lit up, her cheeks coloring with excitement. “Oh my god, everything. Scrambled eggs, mashed potatoes, buttered noodles… biscuits with jam… maybe a soft muffin or two? Mac and cheese, if it’s not too crusty. Oatmeal, applesauce. All of it.”

  Holly let out a laugh, genuine and warm. “I said soft solids, not your dream menu.”

  Ariel shrugged, her grin wide. “You asked. I’m dreaming big.”

  “Well,” Holly said, leaning in to press a gentle kiss to Ariel’s forehead, “lucky for you, I’m a woman of action. I’ll see what I can rustle up.”

  Ariel’s hand caught hers before she could stand. “You don’t have to get all of it,” she said, voice soft but sincere.

  Holly brushed her thumb along Ariel’s knuckles. “Maybe not. But you’re finally able to eat again, and I’m not letting that go to waste.”

  She shouldered her bag, pausing at the door to give Ariel a mock-stern look. “Don’t get out of that bed. I mean it. I will Velcro you down if I have to.”

  Ariel snickered, rolling her eyes. “Noted. Staying put.”

  “Good girl,” Holly said, her wink full of promise, before slipping out into the hallway.

  Left in the quiet, Ariel lay back and let the hush settle around her. The steady beep of her heart monitor felt less intrusive, almost a companion now. She glanced at the Junimo plush, smiled at its stitched face, and whispered, “She’s really something, huh?”

  The plush, of course, had no answer. But for the first time in days, Ariel felt like herself again: full of hope, a little hungry, and ready for whatever tomorrow would bring.

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