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Chapter 4: I bet you wont be able to handle it

  Monique sat cross-legged on her bed, laptop balanced on a pillow, the thumb drive humming faintly in the USB port like it had a pulse of its own.

  Click.

  Folder after folder opened: encrypted case files, surveillance footage, cursed object inventories.

  She skimmed one labeled "F-Class Rift: Boone, J."

  Another named "Brook Lineage – Active Vessels?"

  She typed her own name into the search bar.

  Her own name popped up in a subfolder marked ‘Echo Hosts // Ongoing Anomalies.’

  And just as she was opening the file titled ‘ Divergence: Host Reactions’, the room darkened.

  Monique’s blood ran cold.

  Apprehensive, she looked behind herself.

  There, sprawled lazily across her bed, was her shadow- still wearing her face, but paler, lips glistening red with something that looked disturbingly fresh. No longer like a 2D Construct but instead looking like an exact duplicate. Blood ringed its mouth like smeared lipstick.

  "Ugh," it groaned, flopping dramatically onto its back like she did after gym class. "Please never make me eat anyone like that again. Fucking bitch gave me stomach cramps."

  Monique blinked. “I’m sorry… eat!?”

  The shadow waved a dismissive hand. “Metaphorically. Mostly. I mean, she was clinging to the astral plane like a tick. She started the ghost beef. It was her or me, so I just finished it.”

  It licked its lips. Slowly.

  “Adelaide tastes like mildew and white fragility... I guess they really don’t know how to use spices.” it snickered, full of malicious humor. Like a toddler discovering it's sadism.

  Monique gagged.

  “And you’re on my bed,” she snapped. “That’s my blanket.”

  “Which I also am, technically,” the shadow said with a shrug. “So maybe get over the territoriality, Momo.”

  Monique pointed at it, furious and tired. “You can’t just eat people!”

  The shadow raised a brow. “I didn’t eat people. People are alive. And She doesn’t have rights, on account of being evil, and also dead.”

  “She didn’t even own any slaves! You just made that up, I just looked it up!” Monique protested.

  “Oh no… “ it rolled it's eyes ”I guess I will apologize for profiling her, since she just directly benefited from slavery instead of actively participating. Which I would argue is ultimately the same thing. “The shadow said sarcastically.

  “You ate her! That didn’t have anything to do with what she did that was a choice you made”

  “Technically, you gave me form. Also, you really wouldn’t want her hanging around in side of your soul. And at all other times I’m just doing what you want to do but won’t let yourself admit. I’m your repression , I'm your catharsis with teeth. Deal with it.” Shadow shot back.

  Monique tried to form words.

  Failed. “You’re… not supposed to be corporeal!”

  “ And yet here we are anyways… Did you notice how even when they're dead, your grandparents still didn't help? That's not really related to my presence, I just like pointing that out.”

  A long silence.

  Then, with a lazy grin, the shadow tilted its head and said:

  “You wanna know what’s really in that folder labeled Echo Hosts? I don’t know either but I am honest enough to admit I want to know”

  Monique swallowed hard.

  She clicked into the folder.

  Most of what she read she didn’t really understand.

  “Listen, Momo,” the shadow said, stretching like a cat, its limbs unnaturally long for a moment, bones that weren't really bones rolling beneath skin that wasn’t really skin. “We’ve got, like… old shit locked away inside of us. Really old shit. Not trauma-old. Not reincarnation-old. Foundations-of-humanity old, the beginning of fear old. At least that’s as far as I got, parts of us, of you, of me, don’t appreciate if we rifle through the filing cabinet- so to speak. Maybe were just closer to waking up or falling asleep.”

  It propped itself up on one elbow, blood still dark around its mouth, eyes gleaming with that eerie, unlight.

  “Not all of it’s bad, obviously,” it said with a shrug. “I mean, parts of it are kind of badass. Elegantly destructive. Regal, even. But let’s just say…”

  It paused, leaned in closer, voice lowering.

  “…that thing sleeping beneath the graveyard? The one that smelled you breathe and decided to watch? That thing is really, really fuckin’ lucky it didn’t wake us up completely. Or put us to sleep properly. Like I said I didn’t get that far.”

  Monique just stared, this seemed like utter nonsense. The shadow yawned.

  “Also, if you really have to call me something- which, like, rude but fine- you can call me Shuyet. Or Shut. Or ?wt, if you wanna flex the ancient linguistics you definitely don’t have.”

  She furrowed her brow. “Shuyet?”

  “Mm-hm,” the shadow said, picking at its nails with alarming sharpness. “You’ve got the little machine. Google it. I’m feeling generous.”

  Monique turned back to the laptop and typed.

  Shuyet (?wt): In ancient Egyptian belief, the shuyet was the shadow, the part of a person that followed them, existed with them in life and death. It held power, memory, and was often associated with the soul’s darker impulses and divine echoes. It offers comfort and protection , it requires protection and It gives protection. Some texts speak of the shuyet as an echo of divinity, others as a protector, and still others as a weapon waiting for activation. The shadow is the silent twin that follows into death and beyond. Sometimes the Shuyet was even worshiped or honored separately, and it was believed that the shadow could house part of a person’s soul after death. Temples and tombs often included images or representations of a person's shadow as a way of preserving and protecting this vital aspect of their being.

  She stared at the screen.

  The shadow- Shuyet- grinned.

  “See?” it said. “I’m not just your trauma mascot. I’m your other half, or whatever fraction. The point is I’m awesome. And I’ve been starving.”

  Monique swallowed.

  “I’m not some ancient god.”

  Shuyet tilted her head.

  “No? Aren’t we all gods children? Didn’t Jesus die for us? Are you certain we aren’t? ”

  The laptop buzzed, it had finished unpacking more of the data.

  A new folder just appeared on the desktop.

  Untitled. Unopened.

  "wait so would that make me Khet?? Or what??? Also does that mean that The ancient Egyptians were right? Theres a correct religion, and its ancient Egypt?" Momo asked.

  Unauthorized duplication: this narrative has been taken without consent. Report sightings.

  Shuyet blinked.

  Then gave Monique a slow, deeply amused smirk, like she’d just asked whether vampires paid more for dental insurance.

  “Khet?” the shadow purred, rolling the word around in her mouth like candy. “Ohhhh, sweet summer child. No.”

  She sat up now, cross-legged on the bed, mirroring Monique’s posture, chin resting in her palms like she was watching a particularly dumb but entertaining documentary.

  “The Khet is the body, yeah,” she said, fingers twirling a lock of hair. “The meat suit. The squishy vehicle. The mortal costume. That’s part of you, sure. But that’s not what makes you you.”

  Shuyet leaned closer, smile darkening like a storm rolling in. “You’re not just a Khet. You’re also Ka. You’re Ba. The other parts? Weeeell , things happened. Stuff got lost. You know…”

  Monique frowned “I dont actually. “

  Shuyet smirked, an expression foreign on Moniques face “Well Babygirl, you're going to find out sooner or later. After all it's not exactly common that people have all the parts active, let alone survive losing some of them. “ Her eyes gleamed “Allegedly. Also I, You, We picked Egyptian, because that’s just how it worked out, most likely because we were really Into Egypt when it happened. Not because they were right, there is no such thing as right. The only truth is what people think the truth is. “

  “Thats absurd! Facts matter! They have to! “ Monique answered.

  Shuyet somehow smirked wider “Why? Because you believe they do?”

  “What? But… I…” Monique felt lost

  “You're leaking soul-sauce all over the place, maybe focus on that first before you have a crisis? Or rather another crisis”

  Monique blinked “Wait… leaking?”

  “Dripping,” Shuyet said sweetly. “Attracting attention. That’s why it looked at you. That’s why I’m here. You’re a signal flare for things that insert ominous statements, I'm sure you know what I mean. Or just one of those bug-killing lamps.”

  Monique rubbed her temples. “So I’m not just haunted. I’m, what, a walking soul buffet?”

  Shuyet grinned like a knife. “You’re a convergence, baby.”

  Behind them, the laptop gave a faint click.

  The Echo Host file had opened.

  A diagram appeared. A human figure.

  Labeled with lines and names.

  Shuyet smirked from the bed, blood still drying like cracked ink around her mouth. She leaned in toward the screen, her chin in her hands, legs swinging slightly like a bored teen in detention.

  “Come on,” she coaxed, voice syrupy with mock sweetness. “Read it. Big Daddy Government? has spent so much money poking around in our squishy little psyche. Let’s hope it’s at least more interesting than a mid-tier Netflix possession doc.”

  Monique stared at the header on the file:

  Subject: Monique Duvall

  Status: Potential Composite Entity

  Containment Pending.

  “Well that sounds like a fucking diagnosis,” she muttered.

  Shuyet made a tsk-tsk sound. “You know the real red flag is when they stop using your name and start calling you subject. That’s when the fun starts.”

  Monique clicked into the first tab:

  SECTION A: Spiritual Composition Analysis

  A list unrolled beneath it. Each item pulsing slightly, as if alive.

  Physical form ( Khet ) - status: stable

  Vital force (Ka) - status: amplified

  Personality essence (Ba) - status: split signature detected, potential mundane divergence, DID negative

  Heart or soul core (Ib) - status: emotional overcharge; unidentified tether present, waking

  Shadow (Shut) - status: active (!)

  True name (Ren) - do not continue investigating

  Sekhem: Spiritual power - status: why do we try, why do we hope, in the absence of G0d why do we persevere

  Monique exhaled slowly, eyes skimming down the notes. Most of them were filled with strings of acronyms, redacted timestamps, and references to tests conducted in locations labeled only as “Deep Cell - Delta Black.”

  “What the hell is a split Ba signature?” she asked.

  Shuyet grinned wide, teeth a little too white, a little too many.

  “That’s me, sugar. Or maybe its just Government talk for you having a lot of issues.”

  “Okay,” Monique muttered, scrolling to the next section, “but what’s ‘unidentified tether’ supposed to mean?”

  Shuyet’s smirk dimmed.

  “No questions about the last two? No curiosity? “

  Monique didn't answer.

  The file’s screen flickered. Lines rearranged themselves. One entry blinked into place where nothing had been before:

  EXTERNAL INFLUENCE: UNKNOWN ENTITY

  “The Sleeper Beneath”

  Status: Observing. Inactive. Curious. Larvae.

  Monique felt cold fingers wrap around her spine- not touching, just there. Watching.

  Shuyet’s voice was low now. Less playful. “That’s the thing you almost fed last night It’s not dead. It’s not even sleeping, really. The thing that’s not a metaphor”

  She stood up from the bed and walked over to Monique. She tapped the screen with a sharp nail. “It’s just waiting for you to finish becoming. At least that’s what the others said. ”

  Before Monique could ask what that meant another flashing line had appeared:

  INTERVENTION: AUTHORIZED FOR COMPOSITE

  Asset Deployed: Bishop, Kellan

  Monique froze.

  “What.”

  Shuyet cackled. “Oh, girl. You’re gonna love this part.” She choked, and Monique felt her own throat close as well. The room suddenly shifted. Like the air suddenly remembered gravity, and it wanted to press Monique’s lungs flat against her ribs. Her laptop’s screen dimmed to black, the cursor flickering like a dying heartbeat.

  Monique turned first, slowly, throat dry.

  Shuyet followed. Her posture wasn’t playful anymore. She didn’t crack a grin. She didn’t say anything.

  She watched.

  And then they saw it. Across from Monique’s bed, something stood. It stood , somehow inside the mirror without casting a reflection. Or maybe it was partially in the mirror and partially outside of the mirror. She felt a little bit of blood dribble out of her nose.

  Not a person. Not a ghost.

  A shape, tall and shifting, robed in shadow like oil slicks twisting against flesh. Its head was crowned with broken antlers- or maybe roots, or maybe it was a number repeated over and over. Its face was a void, rippling and writhing with something. Its presence was wrong in a deep way, in a primal way, the kind of wrong that turns stomachs, that ends bloodlines.

  Watching.

  Waiting.

  Monique couldn’t move.

  Shuyet exhaled slowly. “…that’s not from here, from us” she whispered.

  The mirror cracked-from the inside-but the figure didn’t step through, if it even had to, or maybe it simply didn’t fit inside of reality. Like an elephant in a mouse trap.

  The figure tilted its head, as if acknowledging her.

  a message burned itself into the laptop’s dead screen, letters carved by unseen fingers:

  SLEEPER //

  DO NOT NAME IT. DO NOT INVOKE. DO NOT REMEMBER. DO NOT REMEMBER

  And then it was gone.

  No sound.

  No flash.

  Shuyet shuddered dramatically, rubbing her arms like she’d just seen a crypt open without knocking, for once her shadow looked exactly as uncertain as Monique felt.

  “Right. We’re going to put on our cutest outfit,” she said, regaining her usual smirk, “and make out with Kellan.”

  Monique turned on her shadow-self like she was about to throw hands with her own reflection.

  “What the fuck?”

  Shuyet gave a long-suffering sigh, flopping back onto the bed like this conversation was exhausting her immoral patience.

  “Listen. This is that Jungian stuff I was talking about, total hack by the way but still. Shadow work. Deep healing. Catharsis. Alchemy of the psyche. All that crunchy granola psychobabble you half-read in a Buzzfeed article once and forgot immediately.” Suddenly she was right in Monique's face again “Only I didn’t forget. I never forget. “

  She sat back up, wagging a finger like a smug life coach. “Also? Your weird resentment crush on him is becoming a blockage. Emotionally, energetically, sexually-existentially. So yes. Hot boys and shadow work. ”

  She giggled. "Get it? Shadow work? “She hummed then “There’s others, but healing your childhood trauma, and or getting our parents shit together is significantly more work.”

  Monique dragged both hands down her face and let out a noise that was half growl, half scream. Her nose wasn't bleeding anymore, so that was something.

  “This is a literal eldritch nightmare. Not a horny erm... healing retreat in the woods!”

  Shuyet’s smirk faded again, her expression going sharp, focused. Dead serious.

  “Maybe, but we don’t understand anything. And we’re not equipped.”

  She stood-perfect mimicry of Monique’s body, but more fluid, more aware. There was no humor in her voice now.

  “If we want to survive the thing in the mirror-and whatever’s coming next-we need Ren or Sekhem to activate. You know what they are?”

  Monique blinked. “Ren’s my… true name, right?”

  “Yup,” Shuyet nodded, sucking air through her teeth, unhappy with what she had to say. “Your divine name. Your root, your signature. The part of you that’s etched into the world. They tried to read it, remember? That’s why you felt that-snap of cold earlier. They were peeling at your code. Maybe. I don’t know. Ren is the server admin and I’m barely allowed to log in. She’s… pissed. And she's possibly not even in our soul right now. Apparently.”

  Monique’s chest tightened. “A-And Sekhem?”

  “Raw power,” Shuyet whispered, reverently. “Magical force. Not spells, not potions, no pointy hat bullshit. Essence. It wakes up when you embrace all of you. Not just the edgy-cute dead-girl parts. But the mess. The lust. The rage. The confusion. Kellan. Or maybe it won’t have anything to do with that and I’m just a hedonist trying to distract from the existential dread we feel. ”

  Monique stared at her, far too provocative and honest. “So you think kissing him is going to unlock magical soul juice.”

  Shuyet tilted her head. “If it’s the right kiss? Yeah. Might even crack something open in him, too.”

  Monique groaned, collapsing onto her pillow. “This is such bullshit. You don't make any sense.”

  Shuyet shrugged “Kellan made some terrible decisions like working for the Conspiracy Crew or whatever thing Connor is involved with. And that Gruber Guy. Such Bullshit. ”

  Then Shuyet beamed. “Hot mystical bullshit. Now go find your emotionally-repressed-chaos-boy and make terrible decisions.”

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