I was No-Face.
Mouth open,
hands grabbing,
swallowing everything in reach
as if the hollow inside me
had teeth.
Sweet things.
Soft things.
Things that disappear
the moment they touch my tongue.
I kept eating
and growing
and growing—
bigger with shame,
round with secrecy.
No one saw.
Until someone did.
She called my name
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and I turned—
and in that turning
was the worst part.
Not the eating.
The being seen.
The mask slipped.
The hunger showed.
The tears ran down
a body swollen with things
that never meant anything.
I wasn’t greedy.
I was empty.
I wasn’t disgusting.
I was trying
to fill something
that doesn’t understand
diets.
In waking life
I call it keto.
Control.
Discipline.
But in the quiet hours
I buy sweets
like apologies.
I eat my feelings
so they don’t have to speak.
I join plans
so I don’t lose belonging.
I swallow guilt
after every bite.
And when I imagine
someone looking at me
mid-indulgence—
I don’t fear the food.
I fear the disappointment.
But No-Face only grew monstrous
because he tried
to become
what others wanted.
When he left the noise,
when he stopped consuming
what wasn’t his—
he became small again.
Still.
Quiet.
Maybe my hunger
isn’t about carbs.
Maybe it’s about being afraid
I won’t be fed
if I don’t comply.
Maybe I am not grotesque.
Maybe I am just
hungry
for safety.

