We meet for coffee the following week.
Lilia picks the place, a small one two streets from the bench, and she’s already there when I arrive. She’s the kind of person who shows up early without making a thing of it.
“You look better,” she says when I sit down.
“Than what?”
“Than the bench.”
I laugh. It comes out real. “That’s a low bar.”
“Still counts.”
She asks about my university, my course, what I want to do after. Normal questions but she asks them like she actually wants to know. I answer more than I mean to. She has that effect. She listens in a way that makes you want to keep talking.
I ask about her family. She lights up.
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“It’s just me and my mom and my dad,” she says. “But it’s good. Really good actually.”
“Yeah?”
“My mom is just. She notices things. Like I mentioned once, probably in passing, that I liked a specific kind of tea. Three weeks later it was just in the cupboard. She didn’t say anything about it. It was just there.”
I smile at that.
“And she always knows when something’s wrong,” Lilia continues. “Like I don’t even have to say anything. She just looks at me and she knows and she makes the soup.”
“There’s a specific soup?”
“There is absolutely a specific soup.” Lilia grins. “I don’t know what’s in it. I’ve never asked. I just know that when I’m sick or sad or whatever, the soup shows up.”
I laugh. “That’s really nice.”
“She’s really nice.” Lilia looks at her cup, fond and easy. “I know not everyone has that. I think I got lucky.”
I look at the table.
You did, I think. You really did.
“She sounds amazing,” I say, and I mean it completely.
Walking home afterward I think about the soup. The tea in the cupboard. The way Lilia talked about her mother the way you talk about something you’ve never had to be afraid of losing.
I wonder what that feels like.
The familiar thing tugs at me again and I push it down.
I get home and text Lilia a stupid joke. She sends back three responses before I’ve put my phone down.
I think we’re going to be friends, I think.
I haven’t thought that in a long time.

