The inner alley that cut along the warehouse wall still smelled of rust and smoke. Water dripped from a broken gutter, tapping a slow metronome into the puddles underfoot. Leon stepped into the strip of moonlight first, boots whispering over wet stone, Rustfang’s chipped gauntlet dangling from his hand by a torn strap. His sword was clean. His eyes were not.
Roland followed a pace behind.
Carmilla sat against a cracked pillar at the alley’s mouth, posture perfect despite the dust on her skirt. Flora leaned lightly against her shoulder, color returned to her cheeks but not the steadiness to her hands. Leon came to a knee beside them and set the gauntlet down with a soft clack.
“The infiltrator is down,” he said, voice low. “The other one as well.”
Carmilla’s gaze lifted, calm and absolute. “Good.”
No triumph. No relief. Only the cool gravity of a ledger balanced.
Roland tried to answer and found his throat dry. His gaze slid past Leon, past Carmilla, to the man kneeling in the alley’s center.
The last survivor.
He knelt with his wrists bound, head bowed so that loose, sweat-damp hair hid his eyes. The last threads of his sigil drifted off him in faint golden motes, weightless as ash. Every few breaths his shoulders shuddered, not from pain but from some bruised muscle inside the chest—conviction torn where no healer could reach.
Alive. Broken. Worse than a corpse.
Something in Roland recoiled. Something else leaned closer, unable to look away.
Flora shifted, the movement small. There was a fading red mark along her cheek where Rustfang’s hand had been. The sight landed like a stone in Roland’s stomach. He gripped his own sleeves to stop the tremor in his fingers and looked down at the puddles instead, at how the moonlight shivered when the water rippled.
This happened because I was weak.
The thought arrived clean and cruel. No excuses. No softness.
She warned me. Mercy invites danger. I wanted to prove her wrong. And because I did—because I wanted to be right—Flora was taken. Carmilla…
He didn’t let himself finish the sentence. The alley was suddenly too narrow, the air too hot. He forced a steady breath in, then another, and the breath scraped his ribs like old bark.
Leon’s shadow fell across him. A hand, steady and warm, settled on his shoulder—nothing dramatic, just weight enough to anchor.
“Don’t carry this alone,” Leon said.
Roland swallowed. The words met the surface of his guilt and sank without ripple. He nodded anyway, because Leon had earned more than silence, and because nodding was easier than speaking around the ache in his chest.
Carmilla rose.
It was a simple thing—dusting her palms, straightening to her height—but the alley adjusted to her like cloth drawn smooth. She crossed the few steps to Roland, boots clicking softly on stone, and for a moment the world narrowed to the sound. She stopped close enough that he could see the flecks of soot along her cuff, the tiny nick at the edge of one fingernail. Close enough that he remembered, with a child’s clarity, how small his hand had once felt in hers.
Her palm came down on his shoulder. Gentle. Perfectly placed. She leaned close enough that only he could hear.
“You aren’t just going to leave them like that right?”
Rolands thoughts froze, unsure of what she is implying. Of course he wouldn’t.
The criminal would be imprisoned, he would be placed in jail. What else could there be?
“They hurt her.” Her gaze flicked to Flora’s cheek, then back to him. “They could have killed her. Killed me. Taken us both.”
Roland’s face tightened. His breath caught.
Her voice lowered, velvet lined with steel.
“And you know the worst part? They could have succeeded.”
She didn’t accuse him. Yet the weight of her words pressed into him all the same, heavy as chains. His jaw clenched, his shoulders trembling faintly as if his own body betrayed him.
Then Carmilla bent closer, her breath brushing his ear.
"Do you think it wont happen again?"
Roland gazed at Flora again, who seemed to look away as she clutched her bruised cheek.
Of course it could happen, but next time, would it just be a slap?
“Remember what I told you before?”
Roland paused. His lips parted, but no sound came.
What does she mean?
“You made a promise.”
It clicked — too late, too heavy. His eyes widened, and his hands trembled against his sleeves.
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“I told you,” Carmilla whispered, each word slow, certain. “Next time… you decide the consequences.”
His heart pounded so loudly it drowned the alley’s silence. His throat bobbed as he swallowed against nothing.
Carmilla, please....
“So.” Her tone softened, almost tender. “What will it be?”
Roland’s gaze fell on the hollow man before him — broken, yet alive. The man who had marked Flora’s cheek. Who would have ended Carmilla. Who had spoken of chains like crowns.
“Death?” Carmilla asked.
She left the word there, bright and sharp.
“Or… mercy?”
Roland’s chest heaved. He stood surrounded by the people he loved, yet somehow felt lonelier than he ever had.
Binder shifted. Not much—just a tremor down the back, a breath stuttered. The guards at the alley mouth did not move. Flora did not speak. Leon’s hand remained where it was, a patient weight.
This is because I wanted mercy to be easy, Roland thought. Because I wanted kindness to be enough. Because I wanted the world to change just because I did.
He remembered Carmilla’s lessons: a ruler represents its Nation, and if the person is weak then so is the kingdom. He remembered Flora’s hands on his ribs, closing wounds without erasing pain. He remembered Leon stepping through smoke like a blade that had decided where it belonged.
He remembered a hospital window and white petals falling.
His nails bit his palms. He didn’t ease them.
Carmilla withdrew half a step, the better to let others watch the weight she’d handed him. Her gaze flicked once to Leon, who did not return it, and then to Flora. Flora met her eyes for a heartbeat and then looked away, as if following a line of thought only she could see.
Roland tried to speak. The first sound was a dry scrape; the second was nothing. He closed his mouth and let the failure sit.
Binder’s breath fogged the air in front of him. The golden motes had thinned to almost nothing. Somewhere behind the alley, a shutter banged once, twice, and fell quiet.
He heard Carmilla’s earlier words again, not as speech but as shape: next time, you decide. He did not know if she believed he could, or if she had already decided what he would pick and was simply letting him own the knife.
“Roland,” Flora said, so faintly he could pretend he hadn’t heard.
He didn’t turn. He couldn’t. If he looked at her now the resolve he was trying to assemble piece by piece might slip. He kept his eyes on Binder and thought about what kinds of men fear breeds and what kinds mercy invites.
Leon’s hand squeezed once, brief, and lifted away.
Carmilla’s voice did not return. She had no need. She had given him a memory and a choice and a crowd. The rest was arithmetic.
Roland drew a breath that tasted like wet stone and iron and something burned. He felt nine years old and older than the city. The promise in his ear would not stop ringing.
He opened his mouth.
He said nothing.
The drip from the gutter kept time. The moonlight trembled. Golden Binder did not look up.
And the word Carmilla had left in the air—mercy—hung there, bright and thin and heavy as a blade.
***
The carriage wheels groaned softly as they crossed the cobbled bridge back into Inferna Palace. Shadows stretched long under the pale glow of the moon, cloaking the city in muted silver. Roland sat slouched against the corner seat, his face pale, his hands clasped tightly together. He hadn’t spoken since leaving the warehouse.
Across from him, Carmilla sat perfectly straight, her expression unreadable as moonlight traced faint lines along her cheek. Leon leaned back against the window, arms folded, head tipped slightly as though resting—but Roland knew better. Leon never rested.
Flora sat beside him, hands folded in her lap, occasionally glancing at him with quiet worry, but she didn’t speak either. None of them did.
Inside Roland’s head, however, the silence roared.
I ignored her warnings. I thought kindness would change everything. I thought mercy was strength.
His fists clenched harder.
The palace gates closed behind them with a hollow echo.
By the time they reached his chambers, Roland could barely feel his own legs. He walked past everyone without a word and shut the door behind him.
Flora hesitated outside, her hand lightly brushing the wood. She stood there for a long moment, unsure if he wanted her there… or if he wanted anyone at all.
She finally spoke, her voice low, soft enough to sound like a secret.
“Roland… you made the right choice.”
Inside, Roland sat on the edge of his bed, elbows on his knees, staring at the shadows pooling at his feet. He didn’t answer. Not a word. Not a sound.
Flora leaned her forehead against the doorframe, sighing quietly.
“Don’t let Inferna bring you down, Roland,” she whispered, “Mercy was the right answer.”
Still silence.
Then Flora noticed it—the door wasn’t locked.
Her hand trembled faintly against the handle before she turned it slowly, stepping inside.
Roland sat hunched forward, his hair falling into his face. He didn’t look up when she entered, his voice small but raw.
“Why… why is Inferna like this, Flora?”
“Why does everyone bow, and break, and hurt each other just to feel safe? Why is kindness so useless here… when it shouldn’t be?”
Flora paused mid-step, her expression softening as she crossed the room and sat beside him. She didn’t answer immediately. Instead, she reached out and adjusted his rumpled collar—a quiet, motherly gesture—before leaning back.
Her voice came gentle, almost like a lullaby:
“Inferna is a kingdom full of wounds, Roland. And like any living thing, it can only lick itself to heal.”
Roland slowly turned his head toward her, brow furrowed.
“Wounds…?”
Flora nodded faintly.
“Mercy doesn’t close the wound. Not right away. Kindness doesn’t stop the bleeding. Sometimes, it won’t even touch the pain.”
She placed a hand softly over his.
“But it matters. Because every time someone like you chooses mercy, you remind people why the wound exists… why it hurts… and why it’s worth fighting for.”
Her words hung in the quiet. Roland’s breath came uneven, but steadier than before.
“I thought… I thought being kind would make people see me differently,” he murmured.
Flora smiled faintly, brushing his messy hair from his forehead.
“They will. But change doesn’t happen in one choice, or one day. It happens when people remember what it feels like to be seen, even when they don’t deserve it.”
Flora tilted her head, letting the tension dissolve just enough to joke:
“Besides… if you keep sulking like this, Leon might try telling you a joke. And trust me, nobody survives that.”
A tiny, quiet huff of laughter escaped Roland despite himself. His shoulders loosened a fraction, and Flora smiled softly, ruffling his hair.
“There he is,” she teased gently. “My little prince.”
Roland rolled his eyes, though there was no bite to it. “…I’m not little.”
“Mm,” Flora hummed thoughtfully. “Still shorter than Leon.”
That earned her a half-hearted glare, and she laughed under her breath.
After a moment, Flora shifted, turning to face him fully.
“Roland… come with me to my village. Out past Inferna’s outskirts.”
He blinked, surprised.
“Your… village?”
Flora nodded, her smile faint but sincere.
“It’s quiet there. Peaceful. Safe. You need to see something beyond these walls, beyond Inferna’s chains. And…” She hesitated slightly, lowering her voice. “I think I need to, too.”
Roland hesitated, searching her face. Then, slowly, he nodded.
Flora’s smile softened as she reached out and gently squeezed his hand.
“Then it’s settled.”
The balcony doors were cracked open, letting a cool night breeze roll into the room. Outside, the restless city of Inferna burned faintly with torchlight, its chaos distant yet unrelenting.
For the first time in weeks, Roland let himself breathe.
For the first time, the weight on his chest eased.
Flora glanced at him, warmth returning to her voice:
“It’s time you see what peace looks like, Roland.”
He nodded once more, quieter this time.

