No posting next week, I found that I need to fix some things in the chapters going forward, so I will be doing that. Also might move over the scribblehub. I am unsure, will tell you when I am certain. Now as promiced, you're chapter.
---Jason---
I sit motionless in my armchair, watching Grace pet Dawson with one hand while Kitten curls against her neck. The simple domesticity of the scene strikes me as both beautiful and surreal against the backdrop of everything we've just revealed. My heart hammers in my chest as I wait for Mom and Dad's verdict—will they ask Grace to leave? The thought sends a cold wave through me that has nothing to do with my usual sensitivity to temperature.
I don't want her to go. The realization hits me with surprising force. In just over a week, she's become a fixture in my life—teaching me, challenging me, showing me possibilities I never imagined. My bedroom feels empty without her quiet presence in the corner. Our mealtimes have gained a strange richness from her direct observations and questions. Even Dawson and Kitten have bonded with her in ways that seem natural, inevitable.
I push down the fleeting thoughts of attraction that surface whenever I watch her move through our house with that predatory grace. This isn't the time for that—not with my parents looking shell-shocked and Grace offering to leave. Besides, the death oath complicates everything. I'd rather have Grace here as a friend, as a teacher, than not have her at all.
"What exactly do you gain from this arrangement?" Mom asks abruptly, her counselor's precision cutting through the silence. "You're healing Jason, teaching him this vigger, protecting our family. What do you get in return?"
Grace doesn't hesitate—she never does. "Shelter. Food. Knowledge of this world. Companionship." She strokes Kitten's small head. "Interactions with these creatures. And purpose." Her green eyes meet Mom's directly. "In my homeland, purpose defines existence. Here, I have found one that suits me."
She glances down at Kitten and Dawson. "Though I am still of the opinion that Kitten's best option is to remain here, regardless of your decision regarding my presence."
As if understanding her words, Kitten jumps from her shoulder and trots over to where Dawson lies. The tiny orange cat curls up against the dog's back, the two of them fitting together like puzzle pieces. The sight tugs at something in my chest.
"You haven't told us everything, Jason," Mom says, her eyes sharp with that perceptive gaze that always saw through my childhood fibs. "There are gaps in your story."
I shift uncomfortably, feeling heat rise to my face. "Some things aren't mine to tell," I reply honestly. "And others are just... embarrassing, which is why I left them out." I catch Grace's slight nod, encouraging me to continue. "Like, only realizing you're being flirted with by a woman because another woman explains it afterward is, well..." I shrug, unable to find words that won't make me sound even more pathetic.
"Though having Jason explain that I had been flirted with by another man was not embarrassing," Grace adds, her tone matter-of-fact. "It was kind of him to do so. And as my problem-solving method worked out for all involved, I consider it a success."
Mom and Dad exchange one of those loaded glances they've perfected over decades of marriage—a whole conversation happening without words. I hold my breath, fingers digging into the armrests of my chair.
"You can stay, Grace," Mom finally pronounces, and I feel a tension I didn't realize I was carrying release from my shoulders. "But I need you to tell me when you're doing anything else that might harm Jason. No more surprises like this morning."
Grace's expression doesn't change, but I catch the subtle shift in her posture—the fractional relaxation of her shoulders that suggests relief.
"If anything gets within harming distance of Jason, I will put it into the ground," she states with absolute certainty. Then, after a few seconds of silence, she adds, "But I will do as you ask, Bearee. Though what happened with Jason shouldn't have occurred. It did not happen with anyone else I have heard of, and it did not happen with Mike Tanner previously."
"Mike?" Dad repeats, eyebrows rising. "Who's Mike?"
Grace and I exchange glances. I hadn't mentioned my vigger lesson, and I certainly hadn't mentioned Mike—the homeless man Grace is teaching.
"He's a homeless man I'm teaching vigger to," Grace explains, her tone suggesting this is the most natural thing in the world. "I opened his pathways to ensure Jason would not be caught in a situation where he could not succeed. Mike demonstrated significant aptitude without adverse effects."
"I wanted to learn vigger," I add, "but I was worried about failing. Grace thought having someone else learn first would help me see it was possible." The explanation sounds weak even to my ears, but it's true enough.
Dad scratches his beard thoughtfully. "That's a reason for her to stay in my book," he says with a small shrug, turning to Mom.
Her frown deepens slightly, but she nods in agreement.
"In your book?" Grace repeats, her head tilting slightly in that way that says she's encountered an unfamiliar expression.
"It's a figure of speech," Dad explains, his engineer's precision kicking in. "It means that from my perspective or according to my judgment, that's a valid reason."
Grace absorbs this with a single nod. "I understand. An accounting metaphor."
Her attention shifts back to me, and I catch something almost like excitement in her expression—or what passes for excitement in Grace's carefully controlled range of emotions.
"I found the exact passage in the book you gave me where the phrase 'the enemy exists only to be destroyed' appears," she informs me before turning to Mom, deadpan: "if something attempts to harm Jason, it is the enemy, and the enemy exists only to be destroyed."
I bite back a smile, suddenly suspecting that Grace has found her mantra in Ralts Bloodthorne's writing. Whether the phrase originated there or if it was something she already believed that the book simply reinforced, I can't tell. But her adoption of it is both endearing and slightly concerning, but more the former than the latter.
As the conversation shifts to more practical matters—sleeping arrangements, household responsibilities, Grace's potential job at Northern Edge—my mind keeps circling back to what I deliberately didn't mention. The Council of Jasons. Harald's warning. The systems apocalypse coming in November.
Cold fear blooms in my stomach at the thought. How do I even begin to explain that? Mom and Dad have accepted Grace's abilities, my restored sight, and the existence of vigger with remarkable adaptability. But interdimensional monsters? Different versions of me across multiple realities? A complete breakdown of the laws of physics and biology?
I need to talk to Grace first—privately. She's from another world; maybe she knows something about what's coming. Maybe she's encountered something similar before. Maybe she'll have some idea of what the actual fuck we're supposed to do about it.
Or maybe she'll look at me with those calculating green eyes and say, "The enemy exists only to be destroyed," and somehow that will be all the reassurance I need.
"Jason?" Dad's voice cuts through my spiraling thoughts. "You with us?"
I blink, realizing I've completely missed whatever they were discussing. "Sorry, just... processing everything." It's not a lie, even if it's not the whole truth.
"I was asking if you're comfortable sharing the second floor bathroom with Grace," Mom repeats, her tone suggesting this isn't the first time she's asked. "Since she's staying, we should establish some house rules."
"Oh, yeah, of course," I nod quickly. "We've been doing that anyway." I glance at Grace, remembering her twenty-minute shower that had used all the hot water. "Though maybe we could work out a schedule."
"I will require no more than ten minutes for personal hygiene," Grace states. "Excluding exceptional circumstances requiring further decontamination."
I can't help but smile at her precision. "And I'll knock before entering, obviously."
"As will I," Grace agrees.
The conversation continues—mundane details of cohabitation that feel strangely comforting after revelations of interdimensional travel and life-force manipulation. We're discussing laundry schedules and kitchen duties as if Grace is just a normal houseguest, not someone who punched through a tree to demonstrate vigger to a homeless man.
But beneath the veneer of normalcy, my mind keeps returning to Six's warning. November. Monsters. A systems apocalypse. And somehow, I'm at the center of it.
I watch Grace as she listens attentively to Mom's explanation of our household recycling system. Her perfect posture, her analytical focus, her unwavering attention to detail—all qualities that made her seem alien when I first met her, but now feel reassuring.
If anyone can help me face what's coming, it's her.
"Grace," I say when there's a natural pause in the conversation, "could we talk later? About, um, vigger training?" It's a thin excuse, but I need to speak with her alone.
She meets my eyes, that piercing gaze seeming to read more than just my expression. "Yes," she agrees simply. "After we finish here. I have observations about your vigger channels that require discussion."
Mom and Dad exchange another look, but thankfully don't press the issue. There's only so much truth I can handle revealing in one night.
As we continue discussing Grace's integration into our household, I can't stop my mind from returning to one specific thought: In less than a year, everything is going to change. And I have absolutely no idea if we're ready.
But with Grace sitting across from me, calmly discussing dishwasher loading techniques while a kitten and dog sleep peacefully at her feet, I let myself feel something dangerously close to hope.
Whatever comes in November, at least I won't face it alone.
---Grace---
I sit cross-legged on the floor of Jason's bedroom, my back perfectly straight, hands resting palm-up on my knees. The position is optimal for vigger circulation—a posture taught to youngbloods during their first lessons. Jason sits opposite me, legs stretched out after we found he could not, in fact, cross his legs.
The blood has been cleaned from the sheets, though faint stains remain—a reminder of our earlier incident. The lingering metallic scent is detectable only to my enhanced senses, however.
"Your vigger channels have stabilized since our earlier attempt," I inform him after conducting a careful assessment. "The pathways are forming correctly, though the speed of development remains unprecedented in my experience. Most youngbloods require several lunar cycles to achieve what your system accomplished in minutes."
Jason's breathing rate increases slightly at this information. Pride, perhaps, or anxiety about his anomalous response. I catalog the reaction for future reference.
"Is that why I passed out?" he asks, adjusting his position slightly. His hands fidget in his lap, unable to maintain the stillness that channeling requires.
"Partially," I confirm. "Your system experienced what we call 'cascade opening'—multiple pathways activating simultaneously rather than in sequence. This created temporary neural overload."
I reach forward, hands hovering near his temples without touching. "May I?"
He nods, and I place my fingertips gently against his skin, projecting a small amount of vigger—just enough to sense his channels without triggering another overload.
"I detect twelve primary nexus points active," I report, feeling the energy currents flowing beneath his skin. "Normally, youngbloods develop three to four in their first year of training. Your system appears to be compensating for lost time."
The vigger flows smoothly through his pathways—no blockages, no instabilities. The anomaly is not in the quality of his channels but their quantity and rapid formation.
"We will begin with the most basic technique," I decide, withdrawing my hands. "Breath cycling. This establishes control over internal vigger generation and prevents unintended vigger discharges."
I demonstrate the proper breathing pattern—four seconds inhaling through the nose, four-second hold, four seconds exhaling through the mouth. Three complete cycles establish the rhythm.
"As you breathe in, imagine drawing energy from your surroundings into your chest," I instruct. "Visualize it as a sphere of light centered below, I gently tap the center of his chest with a fingertip. With each exhale, allow that energy to circulate along your spine, up to the crown of your head, then down through your center. No channals for now. Follow you're bone structure the best that you can.
Jason closes his eyes, following my instructions. His breathing synchronizes with mine, and I detect the subtle shift in his energy signature that indicates successful engagement with the technique.
"Good," I affirm. "Maintain this pattern for seven cycles."
As he practices, I monitor his vigger flow carefully, prepared to intervene at the first sign of cascade opening. My vigilance is heightened after the previous incident—I will not allow him to lose consciousness again. The risks of interdimensional displacement are too great, especially for someone untrained in navigating such transitions.
"Now," I continue once he completes the cycles, "place your awareness at your fingertips. Can you feel the subtle tingling there?"
Jason's brow furrows in concentration. "Maybe? It's like... pins and needles, but not unpleasant."
"That sensation is vigger accumulating at your extremities," I explain. "This is normal and indicates successful circulation. With practice, you will learn to direct this energy consciously rather than allowing it to accumulate randomly."
We proceed through three more basic exercises—palm warming, finger cycling, and center stabilization. Jason progresses through each with surprising aptitude, though his concentration wavers periodically.
As we approach the completion of the fourth exercise, I notice a significant shift in his emotional state. His scent carries sharp notes of fear—not the momentary anxiety of challenging tasks or the wariness of potential threats, but genuine, deep-seated fear. The physiological markers are unmistakable: elevated cortisol, increased perspiration, pupil dilation beyond normal ranges for the room's lighting conditions.
This is not a response I have observed in him before. Even when faced with immediate physical danger, like nearly being struck by the truck, Jason demonstrated concern and surprise rather than this pervasive dread. I find that I quite dislike this new development.
"Your fear response is elevated," I state, ceasing the exercise. "This is disrupting vigger flow. What is causing this reaction?"
Jason's eyes snap open, surprise flickering across his features. "Is it that obvious?"
"Yes," I confirm. "Your scent carries distinct markers of fear. Not anxiety or concern—fear. I have not observed this response in you previously, even in situations of immediate physical danger."
He exhales slowly, hands dropping from the position I had demonstrated. "I need to tell you something. About what happened when I passed out."
"You have already informed me of your dream," I remind him, though internally I recognize that the dream was likely more significant than initially assessed. The elevated fear response suggests new information has emerged.
"It wasn't just a dream," Jason says, his voice dropping lower. "When I passed out, I met... other versions of me. From different realities."
I listen without interruption as he recounts his experience—a council of alternate Jasons, each from different realities, gathered to warn him about an impending catastrophe. His description of Six matches the giant I encountered my last day in my world, confirming an interdimensional connection I had suspected but not confirmed.
"They called it a systems apocalypse," Jason continues, his breathing becoming more erratic as he speaks. "In November, the barriers between dimensions are going to break down. Monsters will come through. The laws of physics and biology will change. They said we need to prepare, but they didn't explain how. How are we supposed to prepare for something like that?"
His voice rises slightly with each sentence, fingers now gripping his knees tightly enough to whiten his knuckles. The fear scent intensifies, mixed now with the sharp tang of panic.
"And apparently I'm the only Jason facing this particular type of convergence," he adds, words coming faster now. "The others had different versions—Healer had gods show up, Paladin got thrown into a fantasy world, Durge apparently killed a god and took his place, which is terrifying by the way—but they all faced something. And now it's my turn. Our turn."
The cascading information triggers automatic tactical assessment in my mind: interdimensional incursion, timeline confirmed (November, approximately nine months from now), multiple precedents in parallel realities with varying outcomes. The strategic implications are significant.
Jason's panic continues to escalate, his breathing becoming shallower. Without conscious decision, I reach out and place my hand on top of his head, patting gently as I would do to calm Dawson when he becomes overly excited.
"It will be acceptable," I state with certainty, continuing the rhythmic petting motion.
After seven seconds, I abruptly realize the inappropriateness of the gesture and withdraw my hand. "I apologize. As you are not a dog, I should not give you headpats. The action was instinctive rather than calculated."
Surprisingly, Jason's panic recedes slightly, a brief smile flickering across his face before disappearing. "It's okay. Weirdly, it actually helped."
He takes a deep breath, seeming to center himself momentarily before continuing in a much quieter voice. "What the fuck are we going to do, Grace?"
I note his use of harsh language—a rarity except in moments of extreme stress. His scent has shifted from acute panic to a deeper, more persistent dread.
"Before, everything was a maybe," he explains softly. "Yeah, everything might go to hell, and I'd probably die in the first days or something. Blind people don't last long in disasters. But now?" He shakes his head slowly. "Now I have a timeline. And honestly, I'm not that worried about dying myself. I'm going to die one way or another, at one time or another. But everyone else? Mom? Dad? Dawson? Kitten? You?"
His eyes meet mine directly, raw emotion visible in a way I've rarely observed in him. "I don't know what I'm supposed to do about any of this. So... yeah."
He falls silent, and I sense he's waiting for my response. His body language suggests he expects answers I'm not certain I possess.
I consider my words carefully. This is not a simple tactical situation with clear parameters. This involves interdimensional threats I've never encountered, in a world whose rules I'm still learning. And yet, Jason looks to me for guidance—not just information but reassurance.
The weight of this expectation creates an unfamiliar pressure in my chest. In my clan, such responsibility would fall to the Druid or the council of elders. As a ranger, my role was execution rather than strategy—carry out missions, bring back information, survive to report. Now, a responsibility of much greater scope has been placed before me.
I meet Jason's gaze directly, allowing him to see my absolute certainty as I formulate my response. The systems apocalypse approaches—but we will face it together, as we have faced everything since that first night on his doorstep.
---
I consider Jason's expression as he waits for my response, the lingering fear in his scent still present but no longer escalating. His pupils remain dilated, his posture rigid with tension. The question hangs between us—what are we going to do about the approaching systems apocalypse?
"I will teach you," I state with precision, having calculated this as the optimal response. "Everything I know about survival and vigger. My knowledge is not infinite, but it is substantial. Survival in extreme conditions requires both skills and adaptable thinking. These I can provide. These I will provide."
I shift my position slightly, maintaining perfect posture while adjusting to face him more directly. "You may, if you wish, refuse this training. I would not recommend this course of action, but the choice remains yours."
Jason's shoulders drop fractionally—not in disappointment but in what appears to be relief. The fear markers in his scent decrease by approximately seventeen percent. Good.
"However," I continue, "in order to proceed effectively, I require proof of my capabilities for Bearee. Despite our complications, I respect her."
This is true, though not complete. I find myself reflecting on deeper motivations that serve no immediate tactical purpose. Bearee's protection of Jason, her fierce determination to shield him from potential harm—these are qualities I recognize as valuable in a clan matriarch. What I do not vocalize, even to myself until this moment, is a strange, illogical wish that I might have had such a mother.
In my homeland, mothers do not protect psychopaths. They fear them, isolate them, use them when necessary but never embrace them. Bearee fears me not for what I am, but for what I might do to Jason. Her concern stems from protection rather than revulsion. This distinction creates an unexpected resonance within me.
"Additionally," I continue smoothly, ensuring my internal reflection doesn't create a noticeable pause, "I require the position at the survival school. Financial independence will be tactically advantageous. As the interview has been compleated, would you assist me with any other obsticles that arize, and as such, the background check? I do not perform well with paperwork."
This last admission—a genuine weakness—feels strangely vulnerable to express aloud. Yet tactical assessment confirms that revealing this limitation to Jason creates no significant risk.
Jason's response is unexpected—a bright laugh that transforms his features, relief and amusement replacing the fear that had dominated his expression moments before.
"Yes!" he exclaims, suddenly lunging forward and wrapping his arms around me in an enthusiastic embrace. "Of course I'll help you, Grace. You've got the job, but the paperwork? I can deal with that and I can explain the background cehck, though I doubt it's going to come into play. All the guies love you, and Dave hates government pencle pushers almost as much as I do, and I'm technically one. Well, not government, but. You know what I'm getting at."
His body presses against mine, arms encircling my shoulders in a similor hug from our previous embrace upon returning from the survival school. The contact triggers multiple automatic responses: muscular tension, heightened sensory awareness, preliminary fight assessment.
Yet beneath these automatic reactions, I note something unexpected—the contact does not trigger the revulsion I typically experience when touched without permission. Instead, there is a strange warmth, not unpleasant, centered in my chest. Similor too, although distinct from, vigger channeling.
Jason seems to realize what he's done almost instantly. His body goes rigid against mine, and he slowly, carefully pulls back, folding his hands in his lap with deliberate precision.
"Sorry," he mutters, eyes downcast. "I forgot. Hugs are touches, and I just... did that without asking."
I analyze my response to the contact, finding it does not align with previous experiences. "I find I am not as perturbed by your embrace as I should rightfully be," I admit, the honesty emerging before tactical assessment can intervene. "The contact was... acceptable, Jason."
This admission clearly surprises him, his eyebrows rising slightly. Before he can respond, I reach out and place my hand on his head again, administering three precise pats. The gesture feels oddly natural despite its continued inappropriateness.
Jason laughs again, the sound carrying genuine amusement rather than mockery. "You really are getting comfortable with the head pats, aren't you?"
"They appear effective at reducing your distress," I observe. "Effectiveness is a primary consideration in selecting techniques."
"Fair enough," he agrees, his fear scent now almost completely replaced by something lighter—relief, perhaps even cautious optimism. "So, background checks aren't that hard, not really. You just have to have people who can attest to what you say about you're skills, and you got that with Dave, Carter and me."
"My skills include tracking game through six feet of snow, field-dressing kills in sub-zero temperatures, navigating by stellar positioning in complete whiteout conditions, and constructing emergency shelters from minimal materials," I recite. "Are these acceptable to mention?"
"Maybe phrase it a bit more..." Jason's hands make a smoothing gesture in the air, "generally. Like 'I have extensive experience with winter survival techniques' instead of the specific image of you gutting a deer in a blizzard."
I nod, recognizing the tactical value in his suggestion. "Generalization to avoid specific details that may trigger concerns or additional questions. This is sound strategy."
"Exactly," Jason confirms. "but like I said, background checks are normally one, for jobs, and you have a job and 2, for skills and character references, well. Like I said, you got us to vouch for you, and the government, and just society won't look into you too hard if everything's checked off."
"My core abilities include survival instruction, not administrative tasks," I agree. "This is factually accurate.
"What about the background check?" I ask once we've covered the interview questions. "I possess no documentation from this world. No identification, no educational certificates, no employment history."
Jason's expression shifts to something more calculating—a look I recognize from when he navigates particularly complex spreadsheets at Northern Edge.
"Northern Edge's background check is pretty informal," he explains. "Dave mostly wants to make sure you're not a criminal and that you actually know what you're talking about. The skills demonstration you already did took care of the second part. For the first..." He pauses, clearly formulating a strategy. "We can say you recently immigrated from a remote northern community and your paperwork is still being processed. I can vouch for you as a character reference, and Dave already trusts me."
I assess this approach, noting both strengths and vulnerabilities. "This explanation creates potential verification issues if pursued in detail. However, if the background check is primarily to establish trustworthiness rather than verify specific credentials, character references may be sufficient."
"Dave's not going to dig too deep," Jason assures me. "He cares more about skills than paperwork. Plus, Mike can be another reference—he's seen your abilities firsthand."
The plan begins to take shape as we discuss further details—appropriate clothing for the interview, transportation logistics, potential questions specific to survival instruction. Throughout our planning, I note that Jason's fear scent continues to diminish, replaced by the more familiar notes of focus and determination.
This transition fascinates me. Simply having a plan—even one that addresses only a small aspect of the approaching threat—has significantly altered his emotional state. Humans find comfort in purposeful action, even when complete solutions remain elusive.
"The path forward now has structure," I observe. "Financial independence through employment. Skills training through vigger instruction. Preparation for November through combined knowledge application."
Jason nods, his expression more settled than I've seen since he regained consciousness. "Yeah. We take it one step at a time. Get you the job, continue vigger training, figure out what other skills we need to develop. And keep researching, see if we can find anything about these dimensional barriers or systems apocalypses."
"Your research skills will be valuable assets," I acknowledge. "My knowledge of this world's information systems remains limited. Our capabilities are complementary."
A new thought occurs to me, one that hasn't emerged previously in our interactions. "We will protect your family," I state with absolute certainty. "Bearee and Magnen will survive what comes."
Jason's eyes meet mine, something profound shifting in his expression. "Thank you," he says quietly, the two words carrying more emotional weight than seems proportionate to their simplicity.
I tilt my head slightly, analyzing his response. "This commitment distresses you."
"No," he corrects quickly. "Not distress. The opposite. It's just—" He pauses, seeming to search for words. "Most people would be focusing on their own survival first. But you immediately thought about protecting my parents."
I consider this, finding his surprise unwarranted. "Your family unit is cohesive and functional. Preserving it serves both tactical and..." I hesitate, encountering a concept that doesn't fit neatly into my usual categories, "...emotional objectives. Additionally, Bearee and Magnen possess skills that will be valuable in a crisis. Their survival increases our collective probability of successful adaptation."
Jason's lips curve into a small smile. "Always practical."
"Practicality increases survival probability," I respond, though I recognize his comment contained a nuance I may not have fully grasped.
"So," he says, setting his phone aside, "Northern Edge interview first, then continue vigger training, and start researching systems apocalypses. One step at a time."
I nod once, appreciating the clear structure of the plan. "Yes. And I will accelerate your vigger training. The standard timeline for ranger instruction is inappropriate given our constraints."
"How long does ranger training normally take?" Jason asks, curiosity evident in his tone.
"Three to five years for basic proficiency," I state. "We have nine months."
Rather than displaying the renewed fear I anticipated, Jason laughs—a sound containing both genuine amusement and something harder to categorize.
"Well," he says, "nothing like a deadline to motivate fast learning."
I tilt my head, assessing his response. "Your resilience continues to surpass expectation parameters. This is tactically advantageous."
"Thanks, I think?" Jason's expression softens. "And Grace... thank you. For not freaking out when I told you about the apocalypse thing. For having a plan. For..." he gestures vaguely between us, "all of this."
I consider his gratitude, finding it unnecessary but not unwelcome. "Panicking serves no tactical purpose," I state simply. "And plans increase survival probability. These are logical responses to the information provided."
"Still," Jason insists, "thank you."
Something in his expression—an openness, a vulnerability freely offered—creates another instance of that strange warmth in my chest. I have no tactical classification for this sensation, no training that explains why his gratitude should affect me this way.
"You are welcome," I respond, the formal phrase feeling unexpectedly appropriate.
As we return to discussing monday's job preparation, I find myself reflecting on the peculiar path that has led to this moment—from nearly freezing to death on a stranger's porch to planning together for an interdimensional apocalypse. Such a trajectory would have been impossible to predict, yet the steps form a coherent pattern in retrospect.
Perhaps the systems apocalypse will follow a similar pattern—chaotic and unpredictable in approach, but navigable with the right skills and adaptability. And perhaps, though it serves no immediate tactical purpose to acknowledge this, I am not as alone in this strange world as I once believed.
Jason continues outlining job strategies, his earlier fear now completely replaced by focused determination. I listen attentively, already calculating how to accelerate his vigger training without triggering another consciousness displacement.
November approaches, bringing with it threats beyond our current understanding. But as I watch Jason gesture animatedly while explaining appropriate interview attire, I feel an unfamiliar certainty that transcends tactical assessment:
We will face what comes together. And perhaps that will be enough.
---Mike---
I stamp my feet against the biting cold, hands shoved deep into the pockets of my threadbare jacket as I approach the agreed meeting spot near the edge of Marklen Woods. The February wind cuts through my layers like they're made of tissue paper today, reminding me why I usually try to spend winter afternoons in the library or community center. Today's different though. Today's about vigger.
The word still sounds strange even in my head—some foreign term for an ability I shouldn't have. An ability that, two weeks ago, I would have dismissed as fantasy or the ramblings of someone who'd spent too long on the streets without their meds.
Then Grace punched her arm through a tree trunk.
Then I've woken up the last week, not warm, but not cold either.
Then a man who was totally blind before got his sight back, and I saved him from being hit by a truck, though I guess that one technically came before me wakeing up not cold for the last week, but fuck it, this is my monolog, dam it.
I spot a familiar figure waiting by the treeline—though not the intense woman I was expecting, but her companion instead. Jason stands shifting his weight from foot to foot, his breath forming small clouds in the frigid air. He's dressed better for the weather than me—proper winter boots, a thick down jacket, gloves that probably cost more than everything I'm wearing combined. Amazing what a roof and regular income can do.
"Hey," I call as I approach. "Where's Grace?"
Jason turns at my voice, offering a small wave. "Mike, glad you made it. Grace couldn't come today—she's observing classes at Northern Edge. Got a job teaching advanced survival skills." He smiles, a hint of pride in his expression. "She asked me to evaluate your progress."
"She got a job?" I'm genuinely surprised. In the brief time I've known Grace, she's seemed completely out of step with normal society—like an alien trying to understand humans through an outdated manual. The idea of her navigating job interviews and workplace politics seems almost comical. Almost.
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"Yeah, got it last week," Jason nods. "She's a natural teacher, actually. Terrifyingly competent." He gestures toward a small clearing just inside the treeline. "Shall we?"
I follow him, noticing how carefully he places his feet despite apparently being able to see now. Grace mentioned something about healing him, though the details were characteristically sparse—just another impossible thing she treats as completely normal.
"So you're the evaluator today?" I ask, not bothering to hide my skepticism. "No offense, but Grace said you've only been practicing vigger for what, like two days?"
Jason laughs, the sound carrying in the crisp air. "Yeah, that's what I said too. Between us, I think she's hoping we'll learn from each other. She's been... preoccupied lately. Thinking about our forest trip friday." He shrugs. "My theory is she figures you can help with the physical aspects while I might understand the theoretical side better."
He looks slightly uncomfortable for a moment, rubbing the back of his neck. "Also, I was at the dentist a cupple days back getting a cavity filled. Still not entirely sure what stupid stuff I said or did afterward. The nitrous hit me pretty hard. Somehow ended up with Grace carrying me to bed after I fell asleepe in the car."
"Grace drive you home?" I ask, picturing the warrior woman behind the wheel of a suburban sedan.
"Yeah," Jason confirms with a wince. "And I'm not exactly eager to ask her about the details. She wouldn't lie—Grace doesn't lie, ever—but she might downplay it out of some misplaced sense of... I don't know, protecting my dignity?" He sighs. "I already have enough power over her without that."
The comment raises questions I decide not to pursue. There's something in Jason's tone that suggests complicated territory—something private between him and Grace. Instead, I focus on the clearing ahead where we'll be practicing. The small space is sheltered by tall pines, the ground covered with a thin layer of snow except for a circular patch that's been cleared down to frozen earth.
"Grace's setup?" I ask, pointing to the cleared area.
"Yeah," Jason confirms with a fond smile. "She's thorough."
We settle in the clearing, sitting facing each other as Grace taught us though Jason has his legs pulled inward, and I don't even bother with the cross-leged posture Grace seemingly favers. Despite the cold, I feel a familiar warmth building beneath my skin—the vigger responding to my intent, circulation increasing as my awareness turns inward.
"So where do we start?" I ask.
"Grace suggested we compare notes on basic techniques," Jason says, placing his hands palm-up on his knees in the position Grace demonstrated. "See where each of us is struggling and excelling."
We begin with the breathing exercises—five seconds in through the nose, two-second hold, seven seconds out through the mouth. Simple enough, but the real challenge is maintaining awareness of the energy flow while doing it. After three cycles, I can feel the vigger responding, gathering in my core like banked coals beginning to glow.
"Now try the palm heating," Jason suggests.
I focus my attention on my hands, directing the energy through the pathways Grace helped open. Within seconds, warmth spreads through my palms, radiating outward in a way that still amazes me every time. Jason attempts the same exercise, his brow furrowing in concentration, but his results are noticeably less immediate.
"Damn," he mutters after a minute of effort produces only minimal warmth. "You've got this part down better than I do, still takes me forever to heat extremities."
"Construction worker for thirty years before the streets," I remind him. "Physical stuff comes easier to me. But I bet you understand the theory better."
Jason nods thoughtfully. "Grace says I have 'exceptional theoretical comprehension but inadequate physical implementation.' I think it's because I was blind until recently. I spent my whole life in my head, never really developing the body-awareness most people have."
"Makes sense," I agree. "So let's try an exchange—you help me understand the conceptual framework, I'll help you with the physical techniques."
Over the next hour, we work through a series of exercises, and the pattern becomes clear. I excel at the physical applications—directing vigger to specific body parts, generating heat, enhancing muscle function—but struggle to understand the underlying principles. Jason grasps the theoretical structure with remarkable intuition but has difficulty translating that understanding into physical results.
"It's like there's a disconnect between my brain and body," Jason explains after another frustrated attempt at enhancing his grip strength. "I understand exactly what should happen, but getting the energy to actually flow there is like... like trying to play piano with mittens on."
"Too much in your head," I suggest, demonstrating the technique again. My hand visibly tenses as vigger flows into the muscles, veins standing out prominently. "You're thinking about moving the energy instead of just moving it. Like the difference between thinking about lifting a weight and actually lifting it."
"How do you do it so easily?" Jason asks, genuine curiosity in his voice alongside a miner note of frustration, though not directed at me.
I consider the question, searching for words to describe something that feels increasingly instinctive. "I don't overthink it. When Grace first opened my pathways, it felt like... like discovering a new muscle I didn't know I had. You don't need to understand all the biology of how a bicep works to curl your arm, right? You just do it."
Jason tries again, his expression more focused. This time, I see a slight change—his fingers tensing, a subtle shift in the way his tendons stand out.
"Better," I encourage. "Now try moving—vigger flows more naturally with physical activity."
I stand, motioning for him to join me. Once we're both up, I demonstrate a series of movements—nothing complicated, just basic stretches and forms that Grace showed me to encourage energy circulation.
"Grace says vigger is life force," I explain, feeling the energy respond as I move through the forms. "And life force gets stronger when the body strengthens. The physical and the energetic are connected."
Jason mirrors my movements, his coordination improving with each repetition. After a few minutes, I can see the difference—his movements becoming more fluid, his breathing finding a natural rhythm with the exercise.
"I feel it," he says suddenly, an almost childlike wonder in his voice. "It's not just in my core anymore—it's moving."
"Good," I nod. "Now direct it to your hands again while keeping your body in motion."
As we continue practicing, my thoughts drift to how surreal this situation is—me, a homeless construction worker who hit rock bottom four years ago, teaching vigger techniques to a young man from a comfortable suburban home. If someone had described this scene to me a month ago, I'd have assumed they were the ones who needed psychiatric help, not the junkies I pass every day under the expressway.
"So," Jason says as we pause for a breather, "Grace mentioned something about your friend—the younger guy dealing with the heroin addiction?"
"Kyle," I supply, feeling a familiar knot of worry. "Yeah, he's in rough shape. Been clean three days this time, but it never lasts. Withdrawal hits, and..." I shrug, the gesture containing all the helpless frustration I've felt watching someone young enough to be my son slowly killing himself.
"Grace thinks she might be able to help," Jason continues carefully. "Something about using vigger to reduce dependency, though she wants to be more certain before attempting it."
Hope flares briefly in my chest before caution tempers it. "Really? She said that?"
Jason nods. "She responds better to me for some reason, so I can ask her more about it if you want. Though honestly..." he hesitates, looking slightly embarrassed, "I kind of owe her everything at this point. She literally gave me sight, a life worth living. I'd do anything to help her help others, you know?"
The raw gratitude in his voice is striking. Whatever happened between them goes deeper than the casual friendship they present to the world, and what ever's forming between them that I, for some reason, got a glimps into on the day Grace opened Jason's vigger pathways and something happened there, though I'm not pushing.
"That would be amazing," I admit. "Kyle's smart, talented even. Before the heroin, he was studying engineering. Now he can barely string sentences together sometimes."
Jason's expression softens with genuine compassion—not the performative pity I've grown used to from social workers and volunteers, but real understanding.
"There's something else I wanted to discuss," he says, shifting topics. "Grace explained to me how to open vigger pathways in others, but I haven't actually practiced it yet. If we could figure it out reliably, you could help more people—your friends on the streets. And I could potentially help my family."
The implication lands heavily between us. If vigger can be taught reliably, if it can spread beyond just the few of us...
"You're thinking bigger than just survival skills," I observe.
Jason nods, a strange mixture of determination and fear crossing his face. "There are things coming, Mike. Things Grace and I are preparing for. Having more people who can use vigger might be essential."
"What kind of things?" I ask, suddenly alert to the serious undertone in his voice.
He hesitates, clearly weighing how much to share. "It's complicated, and honestly, you probably wouldn't believe me yet. Let's just say that what Grace can do, what we're learning—it's going to be more important than either of us initially realized."
I study him for a moment, noting the genuine concern in his expression. Whatever he's not saying, he believes it, and believes it compleatly.
"Alright," I decide. "Show me what Grace taught you about opening pathways. If there's a chance it could help Kyle and others, I want to learn."
For the next hour, Jason explains the theory while I provide practical insights based on my experience. The process is delicate—potentially dangerous if done incorrectly—but the basic principles seem sound. Grace apparently used a method similar to acupressure, applying vigger through specific contact points to establish initial flow pathways in the recipient.
"The challenge," Jason explains, "is matching your energy frequency to theirs. Grace says it's like tuning instruments—if you're too far off, nothing happens. Too forceful, and you could cause damage."
We practice the preliminary techniques on each other, careful not to attempt the full pathway opening without Grace's supervision. By the time the winter sun begins to dip toward the horizon, we've made surprising progress, both of us grasping aspects that had eluded us individually.
"Exercize really does make a difference," Jason acknowledges as we gather our things to leave. "I can feel the pathways more clearly now that I've been moving."
"And understanding the theory helps direct the energy better," I admit. "Grace was right about us learning from each other."
As we walk back toward the edge of the park, I find myself reflecting on how quickly life can change. Three weeks ago, I was just trying to survive another winter on the streets, my biggest concern being where to sleep during the next snowstorm. Now I'm practicing energy manipulation techniques from another dimension, potentially holding the key to helping friends like Kyle escape addiction's grip.
"Same time next week?" Jason asks as we reach the street.
"Yeah," I agree. "And maybe bring Grace if she's available. I want to ask her more about helping Kyle."
Jason nods, then hesitates. "Mike... thanks for this. I know it must seem weird, practicing with me instead of Grace."
"Life's weird," I shrug. "A month ago I didn't believe in any of this, and now I'm generating heat with my mind. After that, what's a change in instructors?"
He laughs, and for a moment, I'm struck by how young he seems—probably around Kyle's age, carrying responsibilities that seem far beyond his years. Whatever bond exists between him and Grace, whatever they're preparing for, I find myself hoping they succeed.
"See you next week," I say, turning toward the shelter where I've been staying.
As I walk away, I focus on maintaining the vigger circulation, feeling the warmth spread through my body despite the February chill. The energy responds more readily now after our practice session, flowing through pathways that grow stronger with each use.
For the first time in years, I feel something beyond mere survival—a sense of purpose, of possibility. If we can share this with others, if vigger can help people like Kyle...
Perhaps this strange ability from another dimension is exactly what this broken world needs.
Jason hesitates as we reach the street corner, his eyes tracking something in the distance before returning to me.
"Hey, Mike," he says, a note of casual deliberation in his voice, "would you want to come for dinner? Grace has been experimenting with cooking lately, and my mom always makes enough to feed an army anyway."
I notice he doesn't mention the visible tremor in my hands or how I've been clenching and unclenching my fingers to fight off the cold. My jacket—scavenged from a donation bin two winters ago—has long since lost whatever insulation it once had. The thin flannel shirt underneath does little against Toronto's February chill, even with our practice. I can generate heat with my mind, yes, but not quite enough to ward off the chill when we've been out here for several hours now, though Jason appears to be fine, so good for him.
"You noticed but didn't say anything about my clothes," I observe, more curious than defensive. Most people either pretend not to notice or immediately launch into awkward offers of help.
Jason shrugs, scuffing one boot against the frozen ground. "Basically, it's what Grace would have done—noticed, I mean. I'm just not... well, that blunt." He laughs softly. "She would have already stated the exact temperature at which my inadequate clothing would result in hypothermia and calculated the precise caloric intake required to maintain optimal body temperature. I don't know either of those, so." He shrugs.
The accuracy of his impression makes me smile despite the cold. In the brief time I've known her, Grace's clinical assessments of basic human needs have become strangely comforting.
"But," Jason continues, "I do know what it's like to be cold. Not like you," he clarifies quickly, "but I know what it's like to want to be warm and not be able to get there. Different situation, obviously."
Something in his tone suggests more than just sympathy—a genuine understanding that doesn't try to equate our experiences but acknowledges the basic human desire for warmth. The lack of presumption is refreshing.
I weigh the invitation, considering my options. The shelter doesn't serve dinner until 7:30, and the community center closed early today for some staff event. My vigger reserves are still strong enough to prevent actual hypothermia, but using energy to stay warm means less for other functions, and I have other concerns then just staying warm.
"Sure," I decide. "I'd appreciate that. Curious to see what Grace considers edible cooking, too."
Jason's face lights up with a smile—not the polite, social kind but something genuine that reaches his eyes and transforms his entire expression. It's startlingly warm, completely unguarded. I wonder briefly if that openness has anything to do with why Grace seems to value him so highly. In a world of calculation and survival, his transparent emotions must be either refreshing or baffling to someone like her.
"Great!" he says, pulling out his phone. "Let me just text my mom to let her know we'll have company." His fingers move across the screen with practiced efficiency despite his relatively new sight.
We turn and head toward the residential area, Jason leading the way but occasionally glancing back to make sure I'm following. The silence between us is comfortable—not the awkward quiet of people with nothing to say, but the natural pause of those who don't feel compelled to fill every moment with words.
After a few blocks, we reach an intersection with a particularly complex jumble of painted lines—pedestrian crossings, bicycle lanes, and turning indicators all overlapping in a confusing pattern. Jason stops abruptly, his confidence suddenly faltering, I can see it in how his shoulders hunch.
"Um," he says, sounding embarrassed, "could you tell me when the light changes? The crossing signals are... well, I can't exactly see them."
I glance at him, puzzled. "I thought Grace fixed your eyes?"
"She did," he explains, shifting his weight uncomfortably. "But my sight isn't exactly... normal. I can see in 360 degrees, which is amazing, but I can't see anything that's just a flat image or light. Nothing two-dimensional registers—crossing signals, phone screens, printed text, television. If it doesn't have physical depth, it's invisible to me."
Understanding dawns. "So you can see me, buildings, cars—anything physical—but not flat images or lights?"
"Exactly," Jason nods. "It's why I still use the screen reader function on my phone even though I can 'see' now. It's also why I can't drive—can't see traffic lights or the lines on the road."
As if to demonstrate the point, the crossing signal changes from the red hand to the white walking figure, but Jason doesn't react until I touch his elbow gently.
"We can cross now," I tell him.
The light turns green, and we step into the intersection. I feel a new appreciation for the complexity of his situation—not fully blind anymore, but not conventionally sighted either. Each adaptation comes with its own set of challenges.
"Grace didn't know how to fix that part," Jason explains as we reach the other side. "She says it has something to do with how vigger interacts with my visual cortex. The pathways for processing three-dimensional objects formed properly, but the ones for flat images didn't. She's been researching it, though."
"That's why you still had to come with me to the practice spot," I realize. "You couldn't have found it alone."
"Not without accidentally wandering into traffic," he confirms with a self-deprecating smile. "Though my spatial awareness is pretty good after twenty-eight years, I can navigate familiar areas without much trouble."
As we walk, the houses grow progressively larger and more well-maintained. The neighborhood transitions from modest apartments to spacious single-family homes set back from the street on carefully landscaped lots. Eventually, Jason turns up a driveway leading to a handsome two-story house with a welcoming front porch.
"Home sweet home," he says, retrieving his keys from his pocket. "Fair warning—my mom will probably try to send you home with enough leftovers to feed you for a week. It's her love language."
"I can think of worse problems to have," I reply honestly.
Jason unlocks the front door, and as it swings open, warmth and the rich aroma of cooking food spill out to greet us. From somewhere inside, I hear the distinctive sound of Grace's voice—measured and precise—explaining something about optimal proportions of ingredients.
Whatever strange turn my life has taken, I reflect as we step inside, it's certainly not boring anymore.
---Grace, Earlier---
The sun barely crests the horizon when I step from Jason's dwelling into the crisp morning air. Outside temperature: minus nine Celsius. Sufficient cloud cover to suggest a forty-three percent chance of light precipitation within the next four hours. Wind from the northeast at approximately eleven kilometers per hour.
Beside me, Jason shifts his weight from one foot to the other. His vigger pathways have improved significantly in the fourty-eight hours since initial opening—now functioning at approximately thirty-six percent normal efficiency. Remarkable progress for a new initiate, particularly one from a world where such pathways are not traditionally developed.
"Are you certain about this arrangement?" I ask, studying his face for microexpressions that might contradict verbal affirmation. "I can postpone my first day at Northern Edge to accompany you."
Jason's mouth curves upward, a genuine smile that creates small lines around his eyes. "Grace, we talked about this. His fingers flex and curve, a nervous gesture I've cataloged seventeen times since our cohabitation began. "We agreed that I need to practice vigger circulation on my own, and Mike needs help with te theoreticle stuff."
I process this response against established tactical parameters. Jason's statement is logical. Mike Tanner's vigger training represents a valuable alliance in our preparation for November's systems collapse. Division of labor increases overall efficiency. Yet I experience an unfamiliar resistance to optimal tactical solutions—a sensation that has become increasingly common around my Jason Stone.
"Very well." I adjust the collar of my new Northern Edge instructor's shirt—dark green with the school's logo embroidered over the left breast pocket. The material feels strange against my skin, softer than necessary, wastefully comfortable. "I will meet you at the dwelling this evening. Continue the circulation exercises at three-hour intervals. Your pathways require regular stimulation to develop properly."
Another smile, this one accompanied by a subtle warming of his scent—amusement mixed with something I haven't fully categorized. "Yes, ma'am. Every three hours, I'll do my vigger homework. Promise."
I tilt my head slightly, processing this affirmation. "Will you require tactical reminders? I can program your communication device with alerts."
"My phone, Grace. It's called a phone." He reaches forward, hesitates with his hand hovering near my shoulder—a silent request for permission to initiate contact. When I incline my head slightly in acceptance, his fingers squeeze gently through the fabric of my shirt. "And no, I won't need reminders. I'll remember."
The pressure of his hand creates an unfamiliar warmth that spreads beyond the contact point. Tactically unnecessary. Physiologically puzzling. Not unpleasant.
"I should accompany you to the meeting point," I decide, calculating the optimal route that will allow me to ensure Jason's safety while still arriving at Northern Edge on time. "The painted lines on the roads remain difficult for you to perceive, and the walking signals operate on light-based systems your vision cannot properly process."
Jason's scent shifts toward something warmer—gratitude mixed with resignation. "Okay. But just to the corner. Mike's new place is only two blocks from there, and I can make that walk from there on my own. I'm not a child, dam it."
As we walk, I maintain optimal protective positioning, placing myself between Jason and potential vehicular threats. His gait has changed since the vigger pathway opening—more fluid, more confident. His awareness of spatial relationships has improved by approximately twenty-eight percent based on observed behavior.
"So what's on the schedule for your first official day?" Jason asks as we navigate the morning pedestrian traffic. His steps naturally fall into rhythm with mine, an unconscious synchronization I've noticed with increasing frequency.
"Dave has assigned me to shadow Mike initially," I explain, calculating when to extend my arm to guide Jason around an approaching pedestrian whose attention is focused on their communication device rather than their surroundings. "I expressed interest in observing Raj's instructional methodology, but Dave suggested this would create an unnecessary distraction."
Jason's laughter bursts forth unexpectedly—a sound I find increasingly... satisfactory. "Yeah, I bet he did. Poor Raj would probably walk into a tree if he had to spend all day with you watching his every move."
I consider this assessment. "Despite his claimed romantic partnership status, Raj displays physiological markers consistent with attraction when in my presence. This would indeed compromise optimal teaching efficiency."
Jason stumbles slightly, though I detect no obstacle in our path. His scent spikes with something sharp and complex—embarrassment, perhaps, or discomfort along with the hints of jelasy, though I can not find a reason why he would feel the latter. "Um, right. That's... that's definitely what Dave meant."
We reach the designated corner, and I stop precisely at the edge of the curb, calculating the remaining distance to Jason's meeting point and my required travel time to Northern Edge. Both values fall within acceptable parameters.
"This is the corner," I announce, scanning for potential threats. Two individuals displaying indicators of substance abuse near the convenience store entrance. One vehicle with a cracked windshield suggesting compromised driver visibility. An unattended canine urinating on a utility pole. None represent immediate danger to Jason.
He turns toward me, the morning sunlight catching in his sandy hair. His eyes—those impossibly blue eyes that still disconcert me with their direct gaze—find mine with unexpected precision.
"Have a good first day," he says, and I detect genuine warmth in his voice. "Try not to terrify everyone too much, yeah?"
"I do not terrify," I respond automatically. "I optimize."
His smile widens. "Right. Well, optimize gently today. These are mostly beginners, remember?"
I provide a single precise nod. "I will adapt my instructional methods to accommodate reduced skill levels."
"Good." He shifts his weight, hesitating as if considering further words. Instead, he simply nods once—an imprecise mirror of my own gesture—and continues down the street. I watch until he safely navigates the next intersection, noting with approval his improved awareness of traffic patterns.
When he disappears around a corner, I turn and begin walking toward Northern Edge at an efficient pace. My first day of employment in this world. A tactical opportunity to gather resources for November's coming challenges. Nothing more.
Yet as I walk, I find myself experiencing an unfamiliar physical response—a tension in my facial muscles that pulls at the corners of my mouth. It takes me 3.7 seconds to recognize that I am smiling.
This requires further analysis.
---
I stand at the entrance of Northern Edge Survival School, taking in the structure with a tactical assessment that has become second nature. Dave converted this former lumber mill himself—a project spanning three years according to Jason. The original wooden beams remain overhead, weathered and solid, speaking to both functionality and history. Large windows line the eastern wall—a security vulnerability I automatically note, though I recognize such concerns are unnecessary in this context. The stone fireplace dominating the northern wall appears to be original, its hearth blackened from decades of use.
The space combines tactical inefficiency with unexpected charm. Those windows that compromise security also allow excellent natural light to flood the main teaching area. The wooden support columns positioned throughout could provide cover during an assault, though their actual purpose is structural integrity and aesthetic value. Multiple exit points—another tactical positive—were retained from the original design rather than added for defensive purposes.
Dave greets me at the entrance, his massive frame filling the doorway as he extends a hand in welcome. I've adapted to this custom now, though I still find the practice tactically questionable. Allowing a potential opponent to grasp your primary weapon hand represents poor operational security.
"Grace! Right on time." His voice carries that booming quality that initially triggered my combat assessment protocols but which I now recognize as natural enthusiasm rather than aggression. "Mike's already got his group started in the outdoor classroom. Ready to shadow him?"
I scan the interior space, cataloging exits, potential weapons, defensive positions. Fourteen students currently present. Three display military training indicators in their posture and movement patterns. Five show signs of previous outdoor experience. Six appear to be complete novices.
"Yes," I confirm, adjusting my combat blade's position beneath my clothing to ensure optimal draw capability. "I have prepared observation parameters focusing on instructional methodology rather than technical content."
Dave's expression shifts to what I've learned indicates amusement. "That's... very thorough of you, Grace." He gestures toward the rear exit. "Mike's group is working on fire-starting techniques today. Basic stuff, but foundational."
I follow him through the building, noting with approval the organization of equipment and supplies. Northern Edge maintains better resource management than I initially anticipated. The protein bars stored near the back entrance contain adequate caloric density for emergency situations. The medical supplies are categorized by injury type rather than alphabetically—a tactically sound decision.
Outside, Mike stands before a semi-circle of students, demonstrating the proper technique for preparing tinder. His movements are practiced, efficient. I position myself at optimal observational distance—close enough to analyze his methods, far enough to avoid disrupting instructional flow.
"Now remember," Mike is saying as he works a bundle of dried grasses and bark shavings between his palms, "the goal isn't just to make fire. It's to understand the principles behind it. Different tinder materials require different preparation. Different ignition sources need different approaches."
I assess his instructional style, noting effective elements for later implementation. Eye contact with individual students maintains engagement. Periodic questions verify comprehension. Practical demonstration followed by supervised practice optimizes skill retention.
More interesting than his technical instruction, however, is his social methodology. He makes verbal observations unrelated to the task—references to weather conditions, inquiries about student comfort levels, occasional expressions classified as "jokes" that generate group laughter despite containing no tactically relevant information.
I begin compiling a mental list as requested during my interview:
1. Instructor acknowledges student arrival with verbal greeting and eye contact.
2. Instructor references previous personal interactions with returning students ("How did that fishing trip go, Stephen?").
3. Instructor makes self-deprecating statements about past failures ("When I first tried this, I burned my eyebrows off.").
4. Instructor invites questions using terms like "curious about" rather than direct questioning.
5. Instructor physically adjusts student hand positions using permission-based contact ("May I show you how to hold this?").
This pattern continues throughout the morning session. I observe seventeen distinct social protocols that appear to increase student receptivity while providing no direct tactical advantage. Puzzling, yet clearly effective based on observed outcomes.
During the mid-day meal break, I notice Carter Blackwood sitting alone near the edge of the training area, reviewing what appears to be medical instruction materials. I approach with purpose, calculating optimal conversational parameters.
"Carter Blackwood," I begin, using his full designation as per formal protocol. "I am scheduled to observe your medical training session this afternoon."
He looks up, his posture shifting fractionally—a subtlety most would miss but which indicates military training. "Just Carter is fine, Grace. Or Blackwood if you're feeling formal. Military habit?"
"Yes," I confirm. "Formal designation protocols were standard in my... unit."
He nods, a precise gesture that confirms my assessment of his background. "I noticed you've been working with Mike. The homeless guy as uposed to the survival instructer."
"Yes. His vigger pathways show promising development. However, I have encountered complications with his group." I pause, calculating appropriate disclosure levels. "I require medical consultation regarding one of his companions. A younger male who exhibits signs of substance dependency."
Carter's posture shifts subtly, professional interest engaging. "What kind of dependency are we talking about?"
"Heroinn" I reply, recalling the scent markers I've detected during my sessions with Mike. "I have considered implementing vigger techniques to assist with withdrawal symptoms, but lack sufficient medical knowledge regarding appropriate application parameters."
Carter's eyebrows raise slightly. "You think this vigger energy could help with addiction symptoms?"
"Yes. In my homeland, vigger circulation techniques were employed to manage physical dependency manifestations. The approach reduces autonomic nervous system disruption during substance withdrawal." I pause, recalibrating my explanation for this context. "It makes the body hurt less during detoxification."
"Interesting." Carter's expression indicates genuine consideration rather than dismissal. "I'd need to understand more about how it works physiologically before making any recommendations. Detox can be dangerous without proper medical supervision."
"I understand. Perhaps we could discuss optimal approaches when your schedule permits." I hesitate, then add information I calculate may be relevant. "In addition to the male, there is another younger male, an older female named Sarah, and Mike himself. I do not have the younger male's designations. One goes by 'Rat.' The others appear to be experiencing housing insecurity rather than substance dependency, however."
Carter nods, his expression shifting to one I've learned indicates professional assessment. "I appreciate you bringing this to me, Grace. As a sergeant, I work for my living—"
"I apologize for the misdesignation," I interject, recognizing the error. "I incorrectly assumed officer status based on your role here."
A small smile appears. "It's an in-joke among enlisted. 'I work for a living' is what we say when someone calls us 'sir' or assumes we're officers." His expression becomes more serious. "Probably best not to use that with actual military people unless you know them well. Some take rank very seriously, and. You're not military, or not regular military, which matters in this context."
I file this information for future reference. "Understood. Thank you for the clarification."
Carter begins to respond when his communication device signals. He checks the screen, his expression immediately shifting to concern before answering with clipped efficiency.
"Revenna? What's—" He falls silent, listening. "No, don't try to—I'll be there in twenty minutes. Just stay where you are." He ends the call, expression shifting to what I recognize as apologetic as he addresses me.
"I need to head out," he says, already gathering his personal effects from a nearby bench. "My wife is having a rough day."
Dave approaches, his expression concerned. "The migraines acting up again?"
Carter nods once, that precise gesture I've noted he shares with military personnel. "Bad morning. She tried to push through it, but..." He glances at me, then back to Dave. "She needs me there."
"Go," Dave says immediately. "We've got things covered here."
Carter turns to me, surprising me with the direct address. "Sorry to cut the medical training observation short, Grace. We'll pick up on the withdrawal management discussion tomorrow."
I process this change in tactical parameters, calculating optimal response. "I understand. Family obligations take priority in non-emergency scenarios."
Carter's expression shifts subtly—surprise, followed by what might be reassessment. "Right." He pauses, then adds, "She'd probably like you, actually. You remind me of her, a bit like I said earlier."
This statement creates an unexpected response—curiosity beyond tactical necessity. I wish to know more about this Revenna who supposedly shares attributes with me, but Carter is already moving toward the parking area with urgent efficiency.
"You know," Dave says as we watch Carter depart, "you might want to meet Revenna at some point. Former Ranger Battalion. Not the same as your ranger background, of course, but similar mindset."
I process this information, storing it for later analysis. "Ranger Battalion is a military designation in this world?"
"Sort of." Dave rubs his beard thoughtfully. "Different from the standard Army Rangers. More... specialized. She doesn't talk about it much." He glances toward the main building. "Speaking of talking, we're moving game night to Thursday instead of Friday, so you and Jason can still play before your forest trip."
"I will assume instructional duties for Carter's session," I state, making the tactical decision without hesitation. "I possess sufficient medical knowledge for basic to intermediate instruction."
Dave assesses me with visible consideration. "You sure? It's your first day."
"Tactical necessity supersedes operational preferences," I respond. "Students require instruction. Available personnel are limited. I am capable. I will provide instruction."
His expression shifts to approval. "Alright. Just..." He hesitates. "Try to be a bit less blunt with this group. They're mostly beginners, and Carter's medical sessions tend to attract the more... sensitive types."
I provide a single precise nod. "I will calibrate communication protocols accordingly."
---
The medical training area contains sixteen students arranged in pairs around training mats. Equipment for bandaging, splinting, and CPR practice is organized along the eastern wall. Three individuals near the back display military indicators—posture, haircuts, situational awareness patterns. Their positioning suggests familiarity with the environment and each other.
I approach the central demonstration area, calculating optimal introduction parameters based on observed social protocols at Northern Edge.
"I am Grace," I announce, pitching my voice to carry efficiently without excessive volume. "Carter has been called away for the day. I will be instructing in his absence."
The students exchange glances—uncertainty, assessment, curiosity. One of the military-indicated individuals in the back straightens slightly, his posture shifting from casual to attentive.
"You're the new instructor, right?" he asks. "The one who split three arrows during your interview?"
I provide a single precise nod. "Yes. Though archery skills are not relevant to this medical instruction."
Unexpected laughter ripples through the group. I reassess—humor where none was intended. Jason experiences this phenomenon frequently in our interactions. I file this for later discussion with him.
"Today's scheduled topic is wilderness wound management," I continue, referencing Carter's training outline on the nearby whiteboard. "We will cover improvised cleaning techniques, field bandaging, and infection prevention without conventional medical supplies."
I scan the group, noting varying levels of engagement based on body language. The three military individuals maintain focus. Four others display active interest. The remainder show signs of uncertainty or hesitation.
Recalling Dave's advice regarding bluntness calibration, I add: "Before we begin, I should clarify that my instructional style differs from Carter's. If clarification is required, direct questions are encouraged."
The military individual who spoke earlier raises his hand slightly. "Carter usually starts with some context. Maybe you could tell us a bit about your background with field medicine?"
This request creates unexpected tactical complications. My actual experience involves procedures not considered acceptable in this culture—mercy killings, battlefield amputations without anesthesia, triage protocols that prioritize tactical value over survival likelihood. Adjustment is required, then.
"I was trained in extreme environment medical response," I explain, selecting culturally appropriate information. "Where conventional resources are unavailable and evacuation impossible." I move toward the demonstration table, selecting bandaging materials. "While much of my experience differs from typical wilderness scenarios in your context, the fundamental principles remain applicable."
The session proceeds with acceptable efficiency. I demonstrate improvised wound cleaning, pressure bandaging, and field splinting techniques. The military individuals provide occasional assistance with demonstrations, translating my precise instructions into what they term "regular people talk."
As the class concludes and students begin gathering their belongings, the three military individuals approach. I assess them more carefully—all men, ages approximately 28-35, physical conditioning above civilian average, movement patterns indicating tactical awareness.
"Good session," says the one who spoke earlier, extending his hand. "I'm Ryan. These are Marcus and Keith. We served with Carter."
I accept the handshake, noting the precise pressure and duration—military training indicators. "What were your combat specialties?"
Ryan exchanges glances with his companions before responding. "I was airborne infantry. Keith was EOD—explosive ordnance disposal. Marcus here started out as a Canadian Ranger before transferring to regular forces."
I focus my attention on Marcus. "Canadian Ranger? I am unfamiliar with this designation."
"Not surprising," Marcus responds. "We're technically part of the reserves, but our role is different. Mostly indigenous personnel patrolling the remote northern territories. Sovereignty operations, surveillance, community support."
I process this information against my knowledge of ranger operations in my homeland. "Your designation shares terminology with my previous role, though operational parameters appear different."
"You were military?" Keith asks, his posture shifting slightly—increased assessment, subtle tension.
"Yes. Special operations with environmental survival focus." This represents the closest approximation of ranger activities translatable to their understanding. "Similar to your Ranger Battalion, though in different operational contexts."
The three exchange significant glances. Ryan speaks first. "You know about Ranger Battalion?"
"Dave mentioned Carter's wife Revenna served with this unit." I observe their reactions carefully. "He indicated similarities to my background."
"Ranger Battalion is... different," Keith says carefully. "Not like Regular Army Rangers. More specialized."
"Different how?" I inquire, genuine tactical curiosity engaging. "What operational parameters define this unit?"
Marcus leans slightly closer, voice lowering. "They're the people you call when regular special forces can't get it done. Mostly women, which is unusual. Operate in the shadows. We only worked with them once, indirectly, during an extraction operation where everything went sideways."
"They're..." Ryan searches for appropriate terminology. "Direct. Competent in the extreme. No bullshit tolerance."
"Like you," Keith adds, studying me with increased assessment. "That same... intensity."
"I met one of their younger members during a joint operation," Marcus continues. "She told me they have a saying: 'Truth above all.' Lying carries the penalty of death in their unit, though it's usually handled privately."
"Their conduct and competence are stellar," Ryan concludes. "They just won't take any crap from anyone, and they make that very clear to anyone who tries."
I process this information with particular interest. This Ranger Battalion appears to share operational philosophies with my homeland's rangers despite the different context. The emphasis on absolute truth particularly resonates with ranger protocols I am familiar with.
"I appreciate this information," I tell them. "It provides useful contextual understanding."
Ryan nods, a precise military gesture. "If you ever meet Revenna, don't mention we told you anything. They're pretty private about their operations."
"Understood," I respond. "Operational security is tactically sound."
They depart with casual salutes, their movements synchronized in the unconscious manner of those who have operated under combat conditions together. I begin organizing the training materials, calculating optimal storage configurations to assist Carter upon his return.
Dave enters as I complete this task, his expression indicating approval. "Looks like things went well."
"Yes. The military men provided useful cultural translation assistance."
Dave's laughter emerges suddenly. "Cultural translation assistance. That's one way to put it." He helps me return the training mats to their storage position. "Those three come in a couple times a month, mostly to give Carter a hard time and hear his stories. Good guys."
As we complete the cleanup process, Dave's communication device signals. He checks the message, nodding to himself.
"Carter says to thank you for covering his class. Says he'll be back tomorrow unless things get worse." He pockets the device. "You're done for the day, Grace. First day officially in the books."
I process this information, calculating remaining daylight and optimal transit procedures. "I will return to the dwelling now. Jason should have completed his training session with Mike Tanner."
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The dwelling is empty when I arrive, which I confirm through methodical room clearing procedures. Jason has not yet returned from his training session with Mike Tanner. This represents a non-emergency delay rather than cause for tactical concern. I calculate ninety-three percent probability that extended instruction or social interaction has extended his estimated return time.
Dawson greets me with his typical canine enthusiasm, his tail oscillation rate exceeding normal parameters, indicating heightened happiness at my arrival. This creates a corresponding warmth in my chest that defies tactical categorization but has become increasingly familiar. Expected. Pleasent.
More surprising is Kitten's response—the small orange feline emerges from beneath the couch and approaches directly, emitting vocalizations I have learned indicate recognition and greeting. She allows me to lift her to her preferred position against my neck, tiny claws securing her frame without applying injurious pressure. I am still uncertain why something so small would view me, a predator, as safe. Jason is a man. Men are strange. Kitten is neither male nor human, however.
"You have successfully maintained survival through my absence," I inform her, receiving a vibrating purr response against my skin in reply. "This demonstrates adequate adaptation capabilities for you're current maturation cycle."
The sound of movement in the kitchen draws my attention. Tactical assessment indicates non-threatening presence—Bearee based on footfall pattern and breathing rhythm. I proceed to the kitchen, maintaining optimal defensive readiness while understanding no actual threat exists.
Bearee turns as I enter, her expression shifting to what I recognize as welcome. "Grace! How was the first day?"
I calculate appropriate response details. "Instructionally productive. I observed Mike's methodology during the morning session, then assumed Carter's medical training responsibilities when a family emergency required his departure."
Her eyebrows raise slightly. "They had you teaching on your first day? That's unusual."
"Tactical necessity," I explain. "Available personnel were limited. I possessed required knowledge parameters."
"Well, I'm impressed," Bearee says, returning to her food preparation activities. "I'm making lasagna for dinner. Would you like to help?"
I process this request, assessing my culinary knowledge against required tasks. "I possess limited food preparation experience beyond field survival contexts. However, I can follow precise instructions."
Bearee's smile contains genuine warmth rather than social obligation. "Perfect. You can help me layer the ingredients. It's quite straightforward."
As we work, I find the precise assembly process tactically satisfying—each component carefully positioned for optimal integration during the thermal processing phase. Bearee provides clear instructions without excessive explanation, an approach I find efficient and appropriate.
"Jason's not back yet?" she asks as we complete the final cheese layer.
"No. Calculated ninety-three percent probability of extended training session or social interaction with Mike Tanner." I apply the final cheese layer with precise distribution. "Jason has demonstrated increased social engagement parameters since his vigger pathway opening."
Bearee studies me with the particular expression I've learned indicates her professional assessment processes are active. "You've noticed changes in him since the vigger pathways opened? Beyond the physical effects?"
I consider this question with appropriate thoroughness. "Yes. Confidence markers have increased by approximately twenty-seven percent. Self-deprecating verbal patterns have decreased by forty-three percent. Physical posture has improved, particularly in social contexts."
"That's very observant," Bearee notes, her tone suggesting she finds my response interesting beyond the literal information provided. "You pay close attention to him."
This statement creates the unexpected warmth in my facial region—a physiological response that seems to be occurring with increasing frequency in relation to discussions of my, as uposed to another, Jason.
Bearee's expression shifts to one of gentle interest. "You're blushing, Grace."
I recognize the term from Jason's explanations—increased blood flow to facial capillaries indicating emotional response. This represents an unexpected physiological vulnerability.
"I am experiencing increased facial blood flow," I acknowledge, focusing on precise alignment of the final cheese layer to avoid eye contact. "This represents a non-tactical response without survival advantage."
"It's quite normal," Bearee assures me, her tone containing no judgment. "Especially when discussing someone you care about."
This creates further processing complications. "Care is an imprecise term with multiple potential definitions."
"True," Bearee acknowledges. "Perhaps I should be more specific. You notice details about Jason that most people wouldn't. You track his emotional states, his linguistic patterns, his physical movements. You're protective of him beyond what your... death oath... would require."
I continue arranging cheese while processing this assessment. "These observations serve tactical purposes. Understanding his development aids training efficiency."
"Is that the only reason?" Bearee asks gently.
The question creates an unexpected internal response—something like the pressure I experience during high-altitude operations, but localized in my chest rather than my ears.
"I..." I hesitate, an unusual occurrence in my communication patterns. "I find Jason's presence... satisfactory beyond tactical necessity."
Bearee's smile suggests this admission carries significance I do not fully comprehend. "That's a perfectly normal way to feel, Grace."
Before I can formulate a response, I detect the sound of a key entering the front door lock—Jason's return. The recognition creates another inexplicable warmth response, this time spreading from my chest outward. This definitely requires further analysis.

