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Not Asking

  Willow did not ask him what Samantha had said.

  She didn't ask why his hands shook when his phone lit up and went dark again.

  She didn't ask why he flinched when someone laughed too loudly behind him.

  She didn't ask why he watched the door like he expected it to open and close without warning.

  Not asking was its own kind of discipline.

  She had learned it young—how questions could feel like traps, how concern could become interrogation. She had learned that sometimes the kindest thing you could do for someone drowning was not to drag them toward air before they were ready.

  Michael came back three days later.

  Then two days after that.

  Sometimes he stayed an hour. Sometimes an afternoon. Once, he stayed through closing and helped her stack chairs without being asked, moving quietly, efficiently, like the kitchen was still his language even when he wasn't speaking it.

  They talked about small things.

  About a new supplier.

  About the sea wall repairs.

  About Chloe's cooking experiments and how she'd nearly burned sugar onto the ceiling.

  He smiled at that—really smiled—and Willow stored it away like a pressed flower.

  What they didn't talk about lived between them anyway.

  One evening, as she wiped down the counter, she noticed the bruising under his sleeve when he reached for a glass. Not fresh. Yellowed. Old enough to be explained away, if someone wanted to.

  She said nothing.

  He noticed that she noticed.

  His jaw tightened, just slightly.

  Later, when the last customer left and the door was locked, he lingered instead of reaching for his coat.

  "Can I sit?" he asked.

  "You're already standing," she replied gently.

  That got a quiet laugh out of him.

  He sat. She poured tea. The ritual repeated itself, grounding them both.

  "She doesn't like that you don't ask questions," he said suddenly.

  Willow's hand paused mid-pour. "Who?"

  "Samantha." He watched the steam curl. "She says it's manipulative. That you're pretending not to care."

  Willow set the kettle down carefully.

  "And what do you think?" she asked.

  He hesitated.

  "I think…" He swallowed. "I think if you asked, I'd lie. Or I'd defend her. Or I'd say I was fine."

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  He looked up at her then. "And I don't want to do that with you."

  Something warm and dangerous unfurled in her chest.

  "So I don't ask," she said. "And you don't have to perform."

  He nodded slowly, like something had clicked into place.

  "She says you make me weak."

  Willow leaned forward, elbows on the counter. "Does resting feel like weakness to you?"

  "No." The answer came instantly.

  "Then maybe that's not about you."

  He exhaled—a long, quiet release.

  Outside, the season shifted. Autumn crept in softly, leaves darkening at the edges, air sharpening just enough to wake the skin.

  Michael started coming later in the evenings now, after London had drained him dry. Sometimes he brought paperwork he never touched. Sometimes he just sat, watching the fire, eyes half-lidded like he was afraid to blink and lose the feeling.

  Once, without thinking, Willow brushed flour from his shoulder.

  He froze.

  She stilled instantly, hand hovering, ready to retreat.

  But he didn't pull away.

  Instead, he closed his eyes.

  Just for a breath.

  When he opened them, they were bright with something like grief.

  "Sorry," she said quietly.

  "Don't," he replied. "Please."

  So she didn't.

  She let her hand finish the motion. Soft. Careful. No claim in it.

  That night, when he left, he stood in the doorway longer than usual.

  "She says you want to take me away from her," he said, not looking at Willow.

  Willow's voice stayed steady. "I don't want to take you anywhere."

  He turned then, eyes searching her face.

  "I just want you to be safe," she added. "Wherever you are."

  The words landed between them like a truth neither of them could afford to say too loudly.

  He left without another word.

  And Willow stood in the empty room afterward, heart aching in a way that felt like love—but older, quieter, harder earned.

  Willow's Diary

  I do not pull him toward the shore.

  I let him feel the water.

  If he chooses me,

  it will be because

  he learned he could float

  without being dragged.

  Poem — Stillness

  I do not ask your wounds to speak.

  I do not name your pain.

  I sit beside it

  until it knows

  it is allowed

  to rest.

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