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Samantha’s Hand

  Control rarely arrived wearing its own name.

  It came dressed as concern.

  "You've been carrying too much," Samantha said, standing behind Michael as he stared out over the city from the restaurant's upper floor. London glittered below them—hard light, sharp edges. "Anyone would struggle."

  He nodded, not trusting himself to speak.

  She stepped closer, close enough that her presence filled the space he hadn't realised he'd been guarding. Her hand settled on his shoulder—light, possessive, reassuring in the way a locked door is reassuring when you're afraid of what's outside.

  "Let me help you organise things," she continued. "Your schedule. Your commitments. You're stretched thin."

  "I can manage," he said, reflexive.

  She smiled. "You always say that."

  Soon, she was attending meetings he hadn't invited her to. Speaking for him when he paused too long. Filtering calls. Reframing conversations afterward so the edges were smoothed—or sharpened—exactly where she wanted them.

  "They're demanding too much of you," she'd say.

  "You handled that perfectly—don't let them tell you otherwise."

  "You don't need to explain yourself to anyone but me."

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  It sounded like support.

  It felt like structure.

  And structure, to Michael, had always meant safety.

  Whitby felt farther away than ever.

  When he visited now, it was brief—an overnight at most. He arrived wired, left early, apologising without fully explaining why. Field of Waves still welcomed him, still fed him, still let him breathe—but the space between visits stretched thin and taut.

  Willow noticed the way he flinched when his phone buzzed.

  "You don't have to answer," she said once.

  He smiled, tired. "I do."

  She watched him step outside to take the call, his shoulders tightening as though bracing for impact.

  Inside, the fire crackled. Chloe laughed with a customer. Eleanor wiped down a table, humming softly.

  Safety existed here.

  Michael returned a few minutes later, face carefully neutral.

  "Everything okay?" Willow asked.

  "Yes," he said. "Just… work."

  She nodded. She always did.

  In London, Samantha's influence deepened.

  She began to frame his doubts as flaws only she could correct.

  "You overthink," she said gently, brushing imaginary lint from his sleeve. "That's why you need me to keep you focused."

  "You're too hard on yourself," she added later. "I make sure people see your worth."

  And when he pushed back—just slightly—she withdrew.

  The warmth vanished. The praise evaporated. Silence replaced it.

  Michael learned quickly how to restore it.

  One night, long past midnight, he scrolled through his phone and stopped on Willow's name. The last message she'd sent sat unread.

  You don't have to come if you're tired.

  Just wanted you to know we're thinking of you.

  His chest tightened.

  He typed a reply. Deleted it. Typed another.

  In the end, he put the phone face-down on the table and let the quiet swallow him.

  Samantha watched from the doorway, eyes unreadable.

  Willow's Diary

  He's starting to move like someone else is holding the map.

  I don't think he sees it yet.

  I wish I could reach across the distance and take his hand the way he once took mine—

  without asking.

  Poem — Guided

  A hand can steady

  or it can steer.

  I know the difference.

  If you forget it,

  I will wait where you last chose freely.

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