The weather is nice

  The blue gives off a nice warm feeling

  A feeling that things will get better from now on

  That the disasters that plagued human life might actually be over

  Hehe

  I wish the nice weather would just end and we could go back to desperately trying to survive

  I wonder if Mr Yakuza at the front thinks the same as I do

  I mean the weather is very suitable once after a very long time

  It's not completely unreasonable for it to cause him to pause in his lesson and admire the scenery

  I turned my gaze away from the window and to the dashing young man teaching at the front of the classroom

  He didn't look like he was going to look outside the window anytime soon

  His gaze was directed to the students who had their heads on their desk

  He subconsciously frowned but continued on his teaching without caring too much about it

  Though his gaze did linger on all the students who had their heads down

  From my seat at the corner which gave me a good view of the whole class

  I could see 40% of the students with their head on the desk which were subject to that gaze

  Those who were seated beside their friends were tapped as a sense of courtesy to the teacher

  The response was a light groan and nothing else

  The friends of those with their head down just shrugged and got back to the game they were playing on their phones under the desk

  I took turned away from them before we could cross eyes

  I wouldn't dare to take the chance of that happening

  My deskmate beside me also had his head down and my gaze stayed a bit longer on him

  I wasn't going to take the chance of waking him up but as a symbolic gesture to the effort of Mr Yakuza

  I had to at least look at him for a second longer

  He seemed uncomfortable but what can I do

  He was always uncomfortable with having to sit beside me after losing a bet with the top dog in class

  Of course that frustration was directed at me for the most part

  Haa should I just end him too then the problem would be solved for the both of us

  Anyway Mr Yakuza doesn't seem to care too much about this side due to my presence

  He continued his lesson on Language without any hesitation

  He sure is a relentless man

  I mean he was already in an awkward position once I was placed in his classroom

  He must be the least in status as compared to the other teachers

  But he didn't make any more moves and continued teaching like everything was normal

  If not for the displeasure on his face when his gaze lands here; I would have thought he had no feelings concerning me

  But I admire that trait

  Relentless even though you're in a bad position

  I mean he was ostracized by the other teachers

  And I exist

  Both of us are in very bad phases of our life

  The difference is that his life is still a 100 times better than I could imagine even on his worst days

  This text was taken from Royal Road. Help the author by reading the original version there.

  Should I just end him and become a teacher

  Why therefore am I still alive

  Why do I feel the cool breeze from the window

  Come to think of it; something smells bad

  Kind of like rotten eggs

  Why do I feel the air in my lungs

  Though the air doesn't seem that fresh compared to when I was little

  Maybe it's all the natural disasters and there was a contamination or something

  Why do I feel my long hair brushing again my eyelashes

  Why do I feel the clothes that brush against my skin

  Speaking of; my desk mate seemed to have developed a new form of skin disease

  There were dark spots on his skin in patches

  And he seemed mostly uncomfortable

  Though he was always uncomfortable with the fact that he was placed beside me

  That was a symbol of the lowest status in class

  Of course I wasn't even part of the hierarchy

  Should I end him and solve the issue for the both of us

  I don't want to create a situation where I would just end up being targeted again like this morning

  Infact this morning could be considered an objective reason as to why I'm still alive right now

  So it began when I woke up this morning

  I was expecting some funky weather again

  But the skies were gray

  Just grey clouds in the sky

  I thought it was the best weather I've seen in a long time

  Obviously not compared to right now

  I even hummed a tune for a second to celebrate

  It's only in my dorm room that I have the silver of comfort to go about the day

  After all I was the only one sleeping here

  On account of the fact that my roommates deemed it disgusting to have to share the same room with me

  They took one look at me and managed to smell the difference between us

  I was happy about it and honestly I really can't blame them for it

  Should I end them so that the room would be completely mine

  I went through the motions of taking a shower and wearing my uniform

  I took my breakfast which was a free biscuit handed out to refugees developed by the leading laboratory studying the natural disasters

  All that mattered was that it was free and free means I can afford it

  After that I left the room locking it with a single turn of the key

  There was no need to have two turns because there was no need to be extra careful

  After all there wasn't anyone who...had a room as bad as mine

  Hmm was I about to say something else

  It isn't a lie that I was given the worse room which was practically a storage for my other roommates

  There was no need for a second click because no one would reduce themselves to stealing from a storage

  So why did it feel wrong

  I must be imagining it

  I walked to drop off the room/ storage key when I heard the sound of someone falling along the way

  I turned to the sound and saw a familiar face collapsed on the ground

  He was one of the few people who actually tried to bully me at school instead of ignoring me in disgust

  He collapsed face first on the ground and was carried away soon after by his shocked friends

  It seemed that it was unexpected

  I noticed something on his skin

  Hmm is that a stain on his uniform or is it a black spot like the one on my desk mate

  I was focused on trying to identify it when someone bumped into me which resulted on me falling on the floor

  I missed out in pain as I landed on one of my bruises

  "How dare you touch me" he sounded angry and disgusted

  In present time; my eyes flickered as I felt that there seems to be something wrong with that sentence

  It oddly sounds like something he wouldn't say

  That seems absurd to me because there is no way that I would know what he usually says

  He was a student and I don't dare to relate to the other students

  But that sense of wrongness was still there

  It feels like this isn't how it's supposed to go

  Well it's not like I would be able to figure it out anyway

  Besides this is probably my mind diverting me from the main purpose

  I seem to have gone off track

  Stupid stupid

  The next thing that happened was that his hand was raised in my direction

  "I'm sorry" I was on my knees with my head down

  Please don't do anything

  Please just end it here

  Please can you die so that this situation would end

  Slam!

  I kowtowed by slamming my head on the cool cement floor

  In the process I realized that he had a tiny dark spot on his ankle at the front just above his shoe

  "I have better things to do" he snorted and ran past me

  Is that it

  The interaction felt milder than I thought

  But he was gone so that means this should be the end

  He must have been rushing to meet the collapsed bully

  They seem close considering they both have dark spots on their body at almost the same time

  Well it's good for me so I can't complain

  Wait...why do I keep feeling like I've been lucky all morning

  Usually I'm meant to have hit a road block by now but it's been smooth sailing

  Then the bell rang and I hurried to class

  I did meet a few obstruction on the way because there were a few people collapsing in the corridor

  I had to dodge the student who had passed out and observed they all had black spots on their body

  I even almost touched a student due to slipping on the water leaking from the girl's bathroom but I balanced myself in time to avoid the student falling in my direction

  The only person who actually made it to class without collapsing was a plump boy walking ahead of me

  He was alone and was also avoiding the students but he was more intentional about it than I was

  Like he didn't want to come into close contact with them at all

  What a hardworking kid

  There was no one else in class when I entered as usual

  I sat on my seat and put my head down

  I raised it up at some point when I heard someone hit a desk

  It turned out to be my shunned deskmate who came early to class

  But he was walking weird and he didn't seem to be okay

  Speaking of maybe I should check how many spots he has before he collapsed

  I snapped out of my thoughts

  And turned my eyes to my deskmate only to meet the sight of a mouth wide open

  Ahhh

  I screamed as my desk mate pounced on me and his teeth sank harshly into my neck

  I saw him lift his face covered in black spots and teeth dripping blood with eyes red

  Then my vision became blurry and I was growing unconscious

  I couldn't even struggle before I died painfully

  How pathetic of me to finally achieve this without doing anything to attain it

  I really am a..

  Finally it's all ending

  He he

  Hahaha

  Ha ha ha

  He he

  It's all coming to an end

  ........

  The weather is nice

  I thought