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Chapter 1

  I knew something was wrong the moment my sister decided to keep the baby.

  She announced it on a quiet Sunday morning, standing in my kitchen with a cup of coffee in both hands.

  "I'm keeping her," Emily said.

  Not I'm pregnant.

  Not I need advice.

  Just that.

  I looked up from the newspaper slowly.

  "You already decided?" I asked.

  She nodded.

  The sunlight coming through the window caught in her hair. For a moment she looked almost peaceful.

  Too peaceful.

  "You didn't even ask what I think," I said.

  Emily smiled faintly.

  "I already know what you think."

  She wasn't wrong.

  I had been an obstetrics nurse for seven years.

  Seven years of night shifts.

  Seven years of holding hands in delivery rooms.

  Seven years of watching joy and tragedy unfold under the same fluorescent lights.

  When you've seen that much life begin, you learn to recognize the warning signs.

  And the moment Emily said she was pregnant, something inside me had already begun to worry.

  The ultrasound appointment was three weeks later.

  A cold October afternoon.

  Rain tapping softly against the hospital windows.

  Emily lay on the examination table while the technician moved the probe slowly across her stomach.

  I stood against the wall with my arms folded.

  Trying not to look nervous.

  Trying not to think like a nurse.

  Just a sister.

  The monitor flickered.

  A familiar grainy image appeared.

  Black.

  Gray.

  Shifting shadows.

  The shape of a tiny body floating in darkness.

  The technician smiled politely.

  "There we go."

  Emily turned her head toward the screen, eyes bright.

  "Oh my God... look."

  She pointed.

  "You can see the hands."

  I stepped closer.

  At first everything looked normal.

  Tiny arms.

  Tiny legs.

  A small curved spine.

  But then something made my stomach twist.

  There was something wrong with the edges of the image.

  Very subtle.

  Almost impossible to notice unless you'd seen thousands of ultrasounds before.

  The outline of the fetus wasn't smooth.

  It was... uneven.

  Tiny jagged shadows clung to the edges.

  Like something had been gnawing at the image.

  Or corroding it.

  I leaned forward slightly.

  "Can you zoom in?" I asked.

  The technician did.

  The image sharpened.

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  The shadows became clearer.

  Sharp.

  Serrated.

  Like teeth.

  "Is something wrong?" Emily asked.

  The technician hesitated for a fraction of a second.

  The kind of hesitation patients rarely notice.

  But medical staff always do.

  "No," she said quickly.

  "Everything looks fine."

  I didn't say anything.

  Instead I looked down at the heartbeat monitor.

  The line moved steadily across the screen.

  Up.

  Down.

  Up.

  Down.

  Perfect rhythm.

  Too perfect.

  A normal fetal heartbeat has small irregularities.

  Tiny variations.

  Life is messy.

  Organic.

  But this—

  This looked mechanical.

  Like a metronome.

  Tick.

  Tick.

  Tick.

  I felt a chill crawl up my spine.

  "Emily," I said carefully.

  "Have you thought about... maybe waiting a little longer before deciding?"

  Her head snapped toward me.

  "Waiting for what?"

  I kept my voice calm.

  "Just... more tests."

  Emily pulled the ultrasound printout to her chest.

  "Lina, I'm thirty-eight."

  Her voice hardened.

  "This might be my last chance."

  The technician pretended to adjust the machine.

  The room suddenly felt very quiet.

  I didn't tell Emily what I was thinking.

  I didn't tell her about the shadows.

  Or the heartbeat.

  Or the feeling sitting heavy in my stomach.

  Because sometimes instincts are wrong.

  Sometimes fear makes you imagine things.

  At least that's what I told myself.

  The results came back two days later.

  Emily brought the ultrasound picture to my apartment.

  She stood in my kitchen again.

  Just like before.

  Holding the black-and-white image like it was something precious.

  "Look," she said.

  "Isn't she beautiful?"

  I took the paper slowly.

  And the feeling returned instantly.

  Those jagged shadows were still there.

  Small.

  But unmistakable.

  "You see the little feet?" Emily said.

  Her voice trembled with excitement.

  I swallowed.

  "Yes," I said.

  "I see them."

  But that wasn't what I was looking at.

  Later that night I went back to the hospital.

  Technically I wasn't supposed to access family medical records.

  But hospitals run on shortcuts.

  Everyone knows someone.

  And everyone occasionally looks the other way.

  The prenatal file opened on the computer screen.

  I scrolled slowly.

  Blood tests.

  Normal.

  Hormone levels.

  Normal.

  Genetic screening—

  My heart skipped.

  High risk.

  I clicked the next report.

  Amniocentesis results.

  A long string of genetic data appeared.

  Most of it looked ordinary.

  Until I reached Chromosome 7.

  There was a section the lab couldn't identify.

  A block of code marked UNKNOWN SEQUENCE.

  My mouth went dry.

  I scrolled further.

  At the bottom of the report was the chief physician's note.

  Just one sentence.

  Clinical.

  Cold.

  Recommend termination of pregnancy.Extremely high risk of severe abnormalities.

  I sat there staring at the screen for a long time.

  Outside the nurses' station someone laughed.

  Phones rang.

  Monitors beeped.

  Life continuing as normal.

  But something inside me felt... off.

  Like the world had shifted slightly out of alignment.

  Emily didn't believe the report.

  Instead she believed a psychic.

  I wish I were joking.

  She found the woman online.

  Paid five hundred dollars for a video reading.

  I watched the recording later.

  The woman had long silver hair and candles burning behind her.

  Her voice was slow.

  Almost hypnotic.

  "This child," the psychic said, looking directly into the camera,"is not ordinary."

  Emily leaned closer to the screen.

  "What do you mean?"

  The woman smiled.

  "This child comes from above."

  "She carries a mission."

  I almost threw my laptop across the room.

  Over the next few weeks Emily filled her refrigerator door with ultrasound pictures.

  Eight weeks.

  Twelve weeks.

  Sixteen weeks.

  Twenty weeks.

  Every single image showed the same thing.

  The same jagged shadows.

  The same perfect heartbeat.

  Every time I saw one, my stomach twisted tighter.

  "What does Mark say?" I asked one evening.

  Emily's expression darkened slightly.

  "He says it's my decision."

  I knew exactly why.

  Three months earlier she caught him cheating.

  The other woman had sent photos.

  Explicit ones.

  Emily was already pregnant at the time.

  She nearly fell down the stairs when she saw them.

  Now Mark lived in a company apartment.

  He came home once a week.

  When he did, he felt less like a husband and more like a visitor.

  "What if the baby isn't healthy?" I asked quietly.

  Emily placed her hand over her stomach.

  Her voice was steady.

  "Then I'll take care of her."

  "For the rest of my life."

  I watched her carefully.

  "What if she's... different?"

  Emily looked at me.

  Her eyes were calm.

  "She's my child."

  "No matter what she is."

  Outside the sky was turning dark.

  The kitchen lights were still off.

  Emily sat at the table in the growing shadows.

  And for the first time in my life—

  My sister looked like a stranger.

  I had the unsettling feeling that something had already begun.

  Something neither of us understood.

  Something we couldn't stop.

  Three months later—

  The baby was born on a night of violent rain.

  And the first word she ever spoke was:

  "Fake."

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