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Episode 16: Wing of minds

  The storage room stays quiet long enough for it to become a threat.

  Not the thing that followed him. Not the corridor outside. The quiet itself — the way it sits in his ears and waits for him to move first.

  He doesn’t.

  His hands are still shaking from dragging the rack across the floor. Cardboard dust clings to his fingers. When he wipes them against his shirt the fabric comes away stiff, dark with blood that has already dried.

  Not all of it is his.

  He notices that and can’t remember why it doesn’t bother him more.

  The fluorescent light above the door flickers in a slow, tired rhythm. Every pulse changes the room — shelves appearing and disappearing, shadows jumping, metal flashing and going dull again.

  He counts the flickers without meaning to.

  Seven.

  The number feels important in a way that has nothing to do with survival.

  He forces himself to move.

  The door opens a fraction. No sound. The hallway beyond is empty, but it’s the wrong kind of empty — not abandoned, not safe. Something has passed through recently and will again.

  He steps out.

  The floor is cleaner than it should be.

  Not clean. Cleared.

  Drag marks. Smears that stop too abruptly. A gurney on its side with the restraints cut instead of unbuckled.

  This isn’t the place from his memories.

  The thought comes automatically, and for the first time it doesn’t bring an image with it.

  No hive.

  No Mediators.

  No Vera laughing at something he didn’t understand.

  Just a corridor that smells like antiseptic poured over rot.

  He stops walking.

  Vera.

  He tries to picture her face and gets a blank space that hurts behind his eyes. The harder he pushes the worse it gets, like pressing on a bruise.

  “Dajinn,” he says under his breath, as if the name will pull everything back into place.

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  The sound vanishes into the hall.

  Nothing answers.

  —

  The medical office is where he remembers it.

  Not from the other life — from somewhere smaller. Quieter. The memory arrives without permission: sitting in a plastic chair with his feet not touching the floor, watching a fish tank while someone fills out paperwork above him.

  He stumbles.

  The door is already open.

  Inside, the cabinets are labeled with printed names instead of numbers. Real names. First and last.

  His eyes move over them without understanding why they matter until they stop.

  EVERETT, ALAN V.

  The world narrows to the shape of the drawer handle.

  His hands don’t want to touch it. They hover there, fingers twitching, like the metal might burn him.

  He pulls.

  The file is thinner than he expects.

  Inside: photographs.

  Not of a soldier. Not of a patient in restraints.

  A boy with a split lip trying not to cry while someone holds a flashlight to his eyes.

  A school ID.

  A hospital wristband — ALAN VALE EVERETT — DOB matching the number he counted from the light without knowing why.

  He flips to the report and reads the first line.

  Patient exhibits prolonged dissociative survival construct following traumatic blood loss and hypoxic event.

  He reads it again.

  And again.

  The words don’t change.

  A note in different handwriting is clipped to the top.

  Construct displays adaptive environmental integration. Identity unknown. Refrain from forced awakening until neural stabilization.

  Construct.

  His mouth opens.

  Nothing comes out.

  —

  He becomes aware of the room behind him in pieces.

  The overturned chair.

  The trail of dark handprints along the wall.

  The smell.

  Not fresh.

  Not decay.

  Used.

  He turns slowly.

  The corner is hidden by the angle of the shelving, and for a second his mind refuses to understand what he’s seeing.

  Three shapes.

  Not bodies.

  Not anymore.

  The one closest to him still has a hospital bracelet.

  RELO M.

  The skin along the arm is collapsed, emptied, as if something drank everything under it and left the rest behind.

  The second is smaller. The hair still tied back with a faded strip of blue fabric.

  Vera.

  This time the name brings a face with it — not from the hive, not from battle, but from a bed across the room, pale and bored and asking him if he thought the power would come back on before morning.

  They were here.

  Not soldiers.

  Patients.

  Waiting.

  Like him.

  His stomach folds in on itself and he has to grab the cabinet to stay upright.

  “I didn’t…” he starts, and stops because there is no version of the sentence that ends well.

  The third shape is closest to where his bed would have been.

  The face is gone.

  But the hospital gown is his size.

  —

  His reflection in the glass of the cabinet is wrong again.

  Not three people.

  Two.

  The one he’s been trying to be.

  And the one in the photographs.

  “Dajinn,” he says, louder this time.

  The name feels heavy. Artificial. Like trying to lift something that was never meant for him.

  He swallows.

  “Alan.”

  The hallway lights flicker in the same rhythm as the one in the storage room.

  Seven.

  A keypad by the door flashes red, then green.

  He knows the code.

  Not from training.

  From sneaking out at night because he couldn’t sleep and the nurses never noticed if he timed it between their rounds.

  The door at the end of the corridor unlocks with a soft, familiar click.

  Somewhere deeper in the building, something lets out a sound that isn’t quite human and isn’t quite animal.

  It isn’t hunting.

  It’s responding.

  To him.

  Alan Vale Everett closes his file, but he doesn’t put it back.

  For a long moment he stands there with both names in his head, feeling the space where one of them is already starting to fade.

  Then he takes the wristband from Relo’s arm and wraps it around his own.

  Not as a memory.

  As a promise.

  When he steps into the corridor the motion sensors wake one by one ahead of him, lights rising in a path that didn’t exist before.

  Like the building has been waiting for him to choose.

  And far behind him, in the dark above the ceiling tiles, something begins to move in the vents — not hurrying, not searching.

  Following.

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