Six months softened the edges of everything.
Not the curse—never that—but the way Lucien and Mira moved around it.
They learned each other’s silences. Learned which coughs meant pain and which meant pride. Learned when to pretend nothing was wrong—and when to sit close enough that pretending wasn’t necessary.
Lucien grew taller in that time.
Broader through the shoulders. Stronger through the spine. His shadow no longer lagged behind him—it matched his stride perfectly now, moving with intention rather than instinct. When he stepped into darkness, it felt less like hiding and more like choosing where he belonged.
Mira noticed.
She always did.
That morning, they decided to hunt.
Not far—just beyond the outer ruins, where the land had not yet learned to rot. They wanted something warm. Something real. A meal that wasn’t born of rationing or patience.
“Father will complain if it’s burnt,” Mira said lightly as they walked.
Lucien smiled. “Mercer complains even when it’s perfect.”
“True,” she admitted. “But at least then it’s familiar.”
They fished first—quiet hands, careful movements. Then rabbits. Nothing grand. Enough.
And then—
They saw it.
A white deer stood at the edge of the trees.
It was wrong in the way untouched things always were.
Its coat caught the light like fresh snow. Its eyes were dark and calm, unafraid. No shadow clung to it. No sickness whispered beneath its skin.
Mira’s shadowed arm shifted instinctively, reshaping into the curve of a bow.
Lucien reached out.
Gently.
He pressed her arm down.
She looked at him, brows knitting. “Lucy?”
“We shouldn’t,” he said quietly.
“Why?”
He searched for the words—and found something else instead.
“I saw someone once,” he said. “Someone like that.”
Mira tilted her head. “Like… a deer?”
He huffed softly. “No. Like light that didn’t belong to us.”
She watched him more carefully now.
“The Celestial princess,” he admitted. “Alicia Helior. I saw her training, years ago.”
Mira’s expression shifted—not anger. Not hurt.
Interest.
“And?” she prompted.
“She reminded me of this,” he said, nodding toward the deer. “Something that shouldn’t be broken just because we can.”
The deer slipped back into the trees moments later, vanishing between branches like it had never existed at all.
Mira smiled.
Slow. Knowing.
“Oh,” she said. “So another woman has caught the Shadow Prince’s eye.”
Lucien blinked. “That’s not—”
“Careful,” she teased, stepping past him. “You’re developing a reputation.”
He followed, unable to stop his gaze from lingering—the confident sway of her walk, the way her shadow moved with her instead of obeying.
They didn’t speak much on the way back.
At the castle gates, Mira stopped suddenly.
She turned.
Lucien nearly collided with her.
She stood close—closer than usual. Her brown eyes searched his face with something unreadable behind them.
“Just so you know,” she said softly, “I don’t like competition.”
Before he could respond, she leaned in—not to his lips, but to his cheek, brushing it with a slow, deliberate kiss just below his eye.
Warm.
Intentional.
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She pulled back with a satisfied smile. “Remember that next time you talk about other girls.”
Then she slipped inside.
Lucien stood frozen in the doorway, heart hammering like he’d just survived a battle he hadn’t known he was fighting.
It took him a full minute to move.
Inside, Serena Noctyrr waited.
She took one look at his face and smiled knowingly. “You were hunting a long time.”
Mira answered smoothly. “Small game. Enough for tonight.”
“Mercer?” Lucien asked.
Serena shook her head slowly. “Not yet. But he found something. A delaying draught. It may help.”
“Six months,” Mira whispered.
Lucien took her hand. “Then we’ll make it worth six months.”
She squeezed his fingers.
That night, they ate well.
For once, the table was full—warm food, shared laughter. Mira’s hand rested against Lucien’s leg beneath the table, fingers brushing his knee. He covered her hand with his own without thinking.
Serena noticed.
She said nothing.
Later, when the castle grew quiet and the shadows settled, Lucien lay awake staring at the ceiling.
White deer.
Silver light.
A girl with galaxies in her eyes.
And another with shadows wrapped around her heart.
He didn’t yet know which would ruin him.
But he felt the trap closing all the same.
Six months later they went too far.
Lucien felt it the moment the land changed beneath his feet—when the soil grew darker, richer, fed by something other than rot and neglect. The air sharpened as they moved, carrying a faint metallic sweetness that had nothing to do with blood and everything to do with power. The territories were close enough to reach in hours.
Solar Eclipse territory.
Even the shadows here felt different. Thinner. Restless. As if they were being watched.
Mira didn’t slow. She moved with purpose wanting to bring back big game for her father who was returning this very night.
Her shadow-arm flexed at her side, veins of darkness rippling across it as she tested the space ahead. It sensed danger the way an old scar sensed rain.
“We’ll be quick,” she said, voice light but measured. “In and out.”
Lucien nodded, though something tight coiled behind his ribs. “The boars won’t be alone this far in.”
“They never are.” She glanced back at him, a crooked smile tugging at her lips. “That’s half the fun.”
They found it just before dusk.
The boar was enormous—scarred, tusks chipped from old battles, hide layered thick with muscle and dried blood, and surprisingly it was alone. It charged once it noticed them shaking the ground beneath it.
Lucien slipped into the shadow realm.
Reappeared at its flank.
Mira bound its shadow to the earth, darkness pinning it in place like a nail through its soul.
The kill was fast. They worked well together after the long two years of training and growing close.
The kill was clean.
When it was over, they stood there breathing hard, adrenaline humming between them, the weight of what they’d done settling slowly into their bones.
“That’s… enough,” Mira said with a soft laugh, wiping sweat from her brow. “Father will never stop bragging, we will have food for days and can even share with nearby townsfolk.”
They dragged the carcass into a shallow ravine and lit a small fire, flames dancing low and cautious. The sky above them bled violet and crimson as night crept in, stars flickering awake one by one. They decided to rest a bit since the boar was far too massive to carry all the way back.
They sat close.
Too close.
Lucien felt the years press down on him all at once—the training, the deep conversations, the constant teasing, the waiting, the trial looming like a blade over his future. Mira’s shoulder brushed his. She didn’t move away.
Instead, she leaned in.
“You’re shaking,” she murmured.
He exhaled slowly. “Not fear. Just… too much living all at once. I feel the years are moving faster ever since you came back into my life.”
She studied him then—not teasing, not guarded. Something in her eyes softened, sharpened, decided.
“Then stop thinking,” she said quietly.
She kissed him.
Not rushed. Not playful.
Certain.
This was his first real kiss and it was everything he dreamed it would be. She smiled to see the boy still lived inside the man now in front of her.
Do you want to do more? She asked, eyes meeting his.
Lucien hesitated not out of disagreement but out of innocence and nervousness. Before he could respond Mira kissed him again, longer this time. It was as if for a moment the world stopped just so two fallens could live for a moment.
The world narrowed to warmth and shadow and the way her fingers threaded into his hair like they had always belonged there. She stripped down to nothing but skin and undressed him right after as he stood in awe of her curves and beauty.
The shadow curse crawled up her arm wrapping around her neck like a tattoo, her bare skin delicate like glass he didn’t want to break,
When they lay back against the earth skin to skin, they stared at each other capturing the beauty and moment all in one, the fire crackled lower, Mira’s shadow-arm curling protectively around them both.
Lucien hesitated only a moment before reaching for the darkness.
“Hold your breath,” he whispered. I want to show you my world.
They slipped into the shadow realm together. Something only Lucien ever known was now shared with something only Lucien ever loved in this form of way.
The world transformed.
Sound softened. Color deepened. Shadows bloomed like living silk, stretching endlessly in all directions. There was no wind here, no cold—only stillness, as if time itself had paused to watch.
Mira inhaled sharply.
“It’s… beautiful,” she breathed. “Like the world forgot how to hurt.”
Lucien looked at her—really looked at her—at the way shadowlight traced her features, softened her scars, made her glow. He rose a hand to her face and cupped it.
“You’re more beautiful,” he said simply.
She smiled, eyes shining, and she bound their shadows together. As if forming a pact, something she only did with people she trusted as much as she trusted herself.
Not to control.
To share.
She lowered herself onto Lucien’s waiting blade and allowed herself to feel his warmth. With every kiss and every thrust they felt everything each other felt due to the shadow bonding it was as if they were one. She guided him and he followed.
Each breath pulled them between light and dark, phasing in and out of the shadow realm to catch their breaths. It was magical, the sensation blurring and deepening, emotions bleeding across the bond until Lucien could no longer tell where he ended and she began. It was overwhelming. Gentle. Terrifying.
Real.
Her moans echoed through all of the shadow realm only for Lucien to hear, he could feel her deepest parts and she could feel just how much this young man had grown. Both feeling each other's pain and pleasure with every thrust as she rode on top. “I love you” Lucien groaned. Mira smiled and kissed him deeply. She lowered her mouth to his ears and moaned “I love you too.”
When it was over, they didn’t rush apart.
They lay there tangled together, as the bond came undone, breathing slowly, the shadow realm holding them like a secret as they left it there. They got dressed and laid back into the grass together like old times, looking to the stars.
“Lucy,” Mira said softly, tracing patterns on his chest. “If the trial changes you… promise you won’t lose this part of yourself.”
He swallowed. “I won’t.”
She rested her head against him. “Good. That is the part of you I love most,” she said.
They talked quietly after that—about nothing and everything. About Mercer. About dreams they never said out loud. About how strange it was to feel safe. About the future they dreamed to have together once the world was a better place.
Eventually, without noticing when or how, they fell asleep.
They forgot whose land they dreamed upon.
The presence arrived without sound.
Mira felt it first. Her shadow arm shaking to wake her up. She looked at Lucien still asleep, peaceful as can be.
She kissed his cheek and closed her eyes once more until she heard a thud hit the ground.
Her eyes snapped open as the night shifted—as if the sky itself leaned closer.
She didn’t scream.
She moved with purpose.
Her body was over Lucien in an instant, shadow-arm flaring wide as the first drop fell.
Thud.
A blood arrow struck stone inches from his head.
Then another.
Then hundreds.
Crimson rain tore through the ravine, hissing where it struck earth and flesh.
Lucien woke to impact and warmth splashing across his face.
“Mira—”
She shoved him flat. “Stay down Lucy!” She cried.
Above them, wings unfurled—vast and batlike—casting a shadow darker than any night.
The Vampire Hero hovered in the air, pale face split by a smile carved from amusement rather than rage. His eyes glowed ruby red, he had long blonde hair and wore white and red armor, blood orbiting him like a living constellation.
“So,” he said pleasantly, “the Fallen still dream.”
Blood pierced Mira’s shoulder. Her thigh. Her side.
Lucien reached for shadow—
And froze.
Her body jerked.
Her eyes went glassy.
“No,” he whispered.
Blood had entered her veins.
The hero clenched his fist.
Mira turned.
Her shadow-arm snapped toward Lucien.
Lucien barely slipped into shadow in time, unable to take her there with him, Her strike shattering stone where he’d been. She fought it—blood streaming down her eyes, teeth clenched, body betraying her. She had become his puppet of entertainment.
“Lucy,” she gasped. “Don’t—”
He moved faster than the hero could control and pulled her into the shadow realm.
The vampire hissed as the bond severed, scent lost, control broken. Stunned at the sudden disappearance of his prey, he returned back to his queen.
Inside the shadow realm, the world was silent.
Still.
Time did not move here. Not anymore.
Lucien didn’t hold his breath, Mira collapsed into his arms like a lifeless doll.
Blood soaked through her clothes. Her shadow flickered, unraveling fading into the abyss of Lucien’s shadow realm world. It was as if the world itself wanted to keep at least one part of her alive.
Lucien held her, not caring how long he stayed, not caring that he no longer needed to breathe. He breathed the air as he clutched her close in his arms crying, pleading. The world no longer forced him to hold his breath in here.
She looked up at him once more.
Just once.
“Make them remember us,” she whispered.
Her shadow dissolved into his now fully claimed by the shadow realm.
And she was gone, lifeless in his arms.
Lucien returned to the castle at dawn.
Bloodied. Hollow. Carrying Mira’s shadowless body through gates that had never kept monsters out with pure will alone.
Serena’s scream shattered the morning as Lucien collapsed to the ground beside Mira’s lifeless body.
Mercer fell to his knees, at the sight of the two, potion in his hand as he waited for his daughter to return home, his shadows swallowing him whole covering now more than his face but his whole bod at the loss of another loved one, now losing himself even more. That morning the darkness never slept, it mourned.

