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Chapter 35 - Hello, Buzz

  The morning train was a steel can packed with bodies, same as always.

  Yu stood wedged between a businessman’s briefcase and a student’s overstuffed backpack, one hand gripping the overhead strap. The strap’s rubber was warm from too many palms. The air smelled like fabric softener, cold metal, and the faint sting of someone’s too-bright cologne fighting for dominance in a space that didn’t allow it.

  The conductor’s announcements crackled through tinny speakers and were swallowed almost instantly by the constant murmur of commuters. Shoes scuffed. A newspaper page snapped open. Someone coughed behind a mask. The train rocked and shuddered on the tracks like a living thing trying to shake itself free.

  Yu stared at the reflection of his own eyes in the window, dark shapes floating over the blurred city outside. His phone buzzed in his pocket. Once. Twice. Three times in a row, each vibration stacking on the last until it felt like the device was trying to burrow into his thigh.

  Don’t look. He knew what he would see. He’d already made the mistake once, thumb flicking open his feed in a moment of weakness, curiosity, dread—call it what it was. His name. It was everywhere. Not whispered like something private. Not spoken like something ordinary. Used like a toy.

  A clipped video—Claval’s voice cutting through dust and daylight, sharp enough to crack the air. “Yu!” And then, spliced right after, Rize’s cold, flat question. “Who?” Two moments. Two worlds. Stitched together into a loop with captions and edits and background music that turned his skin cold.

  The train lurched at a station, bodies swaying in unison. Yu tightened his grip on the strap to hide the trembling in his fingers. The vibration of the carriage traveled up his arm and into his teeth, as if the entire morning was humming with a frequency only he could hear.

  He could hear his own name even in the crowd. Not literally. Not yet. But the thought infected the noise anyway, making every laugh sound suspicious, every fragment of conversation feel like it might pivot toward him.

  His phone buzzed again. He kept his gaze fixed on the window. It wasn’t supposed to leak out. It was supposed to stay on the other side of the glass. But the boundary between his life and that world had already blurred, not because he crossed it, but because someone—Claval—had reached across and said his name like it belonged there.

  Yu’s throat felt dry behind his mask. He swallowed and tasted nothing but heat and anxiety. The train doors opened. Cold air rushed in. A wave of commuters spilled out, and Yu moved with them because there was nowhere else to go.

  ?

  The moment he stepped onto school grounds, the whispers were already waiting. Not loud. Not direct. Not brave enough to be honest. They lived in the gaps—between laughter, behind hands covering mouths, in the way groups of students leaned together over glowing screens like they were sharing contraband.

  Yu walked through the hallway with his shoulders slightly hunched, backpack straps tight against his chest as if they could keep his ribs from cracking open. Shoes squeaked on polished linoleum. Lockers clanged. Someone’s perfume drifted past, sweet and cloying in the overheated corridor.

  His name drifted too.

  “Yu.”

  It wasn’t always clear. Sometimes it was just a syllable caught in laughter. Sometimes it was a question shaped like a joke. Yu kept his eyes on the floor, on the lines between tiles, on anything that wasn’t a face turning toward him.

  Students huddled over their phones, snickering as they compared screens. When Yu walked past, their voices dipped—barely, but enough to be noticeable. A few heads lifted. A few eyes tracked him and then flicked away when he didn’t react.

  “Hey… that ‘Yu’… is that… you?” The question came from a boy near the stairwell, half-hidden behind his friend’s shoulder. His tone was curious, almost gleeful, like he was poking a strange animal to see if it would bite.

  “Nah, c’mon. There’s tons of people with the same name.” Another voice, too fast. Too eager to dismiss it while still enjoying the drama.

  “Bro, the tone sounded real though.” A third voice, lower, carrying the dangerous thrill of maybe being right.

  Yu didn’t answer. His mouth felt like sand had taken root inside it. He reached his classroom, slid the door open, and the noise inside shifted—subtle, like a flock of birds changing direction. It wasn’t silence. It was a recalibration.

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  Yu walked to his desk and placed his bag down carefully, as if any sudden movement might shatter him. His textbook was open from yesterday, pages marked with sticky notes, lines underlined in red. The characters swam when he tried to focus. The ink looked like it was lifting off the page, breaking apart into meaningless shapes.

  A hand clapped his back.

  “Dude, trending #1. This is insane.” Harukawa’s voice was bright, half-laughing, like he could brute-force the atmosphere back into something normal. His grin was wide, but his eyes flicked over Yu’s face with quick, searching concern.

  “At least pretend to laugh, man.” Yu tried. Nothing came out. He opened his mouth and felt only dryness. His tongue stuck slightly to the roof of his mouth like he hadn’t drunk water in days. Even breathing felt like work.

  “…Hey.” He lowered his voice, leaning closer. “You look pale as hell.” Harukawa’s grin faltered.

  Yu kept his eyes down. If I look up, I’ll see them watching. If I look up, it becomes real.

  The classroom noise continued—chairs scraping, casual chatter, the teacher’s footsteps approaching—but it all felt distant, muffled by the pressure building in Yu’s chest. Harukawa didn’t push again, but he didn’t walk away either. His presence at Yu’s side was the only thing that felt remotely stable.

  ?

  Lunch break didn’t bring relief. It brought more vibrations.

  Yu sat with his arms folded on his desk, head angled slightly down as if he might fall asleep. His phone lay beside his elbow, face-down, still buzzing against the wood like a trapped insect. Every notification made the desk tremble faintly, a tiny, relentless reminder that the outside world had decided his name was entertainment.

  He didn’t need to look. He knew the shape of it. He knew the clips—Claval calling him, Rize’s voice turning sharp. The edits that added dramatic music and bright subtitles. The comment sections that caught fire and then turned into a street festival.

  People didn’t need facts. They needed spectacle. Someone had even posted a “photo” of him—an AI composite face that only vaguely resembled Yu, shared as “evidence” with laughing emojis. Another account claimed he was a planted character, a hidden feature, a marketing stunt. Someone else insisted he was the secret boyfriend. A rumor spread that “Yu” was an ancient hero title.

  The less grounded the claim, the faster it moved. His name—just a name—had swollen beyond recognition. Bigger than the real him. Bigger than his quiet room. Bigger than his unfinished homework and cracked pencil lead and ordinary life.

  Across the classroom, students clustered around a phone, laughing loudly enough that Yu could catch the gist without looking.

  “Look! She screams ‘Yu’ right here!” A snort of laughter.

  “Dude, that’s a love triangle if I’ve ever seen one.” Another voice, delighted.

  “Next up: Team Rize versus Team Claval. Fight.” Someone made an exaggerated punching motion. More laughter.

  “The discussion thread hit warp speed. These fandoms have no brakes.” It was all a joke to them. A spectacle. A cheap variety show with his name as the punchline.

  Yu didn’t feel hunger. He didn’t feel the warmth of sunlight coming through the window. He felt only the tightening coil in his chest, winding and winding until he couldn’t tell where his ribs ended and the pressure began.

  “Seriously,” he murmured, concern finally overpowering the grin. “Let’s go eat. You’re at your limit.” Harukawa tapped his desk, softer this time.

  Yu nodded silently. His legs felt unsteady when he stood, like the floor was shifting under him. His stomach was empty, but his throat held something heavy—like a lump of iron lodged deep inside.

  As they walked, Yu kept his gaze forward and his hands in his pockets, fingers clenched around nothing. I didn’t do anything. I didn’t ask for this. But the world didn’t care what he asked for.

  ?

  After school, the hallway glowed orange with late afternoon light. The sun slanted through windows and painted long bars across the floor, turning dust motes into tiny floating sparks. The building smelled like chalk and sweat and the faint sweetness of someone’s sports drink spilled near the lockers.

  Yu opened his locker. A slip of paper fluttered out and drifted down like a dead leaf. He caught it reflexively and saw the words scrawled in messy handwriting.

  Yu = the Connector?

  His throat tightened. His hand shook as he crushed the paper into a tight ball. The thin sheet crumpled with a sharp, satisfying sound that didn’t satisfy him at all. His phone buzzed again.

  Still.

  Still.

  Still.

  Every vibration felt like a knock at a door he didn’t want to open. If I deny it, it becomes content. If I confirm it, it becomes canon. If I stay silent, it becomes a mystery that feeds itself. The moment he spoke, his words could be clipped, screenshot, edited, taken out of context. Fuel for another round of myths.

  Yu leaned his back against the hallway wall and closed his eyes. For a second, the chatter around him faded. Claval’s voice surfaced instead, bright and sharp, calling his name like a spear. He had been called. Just once. That was all it took.

  When Yu opened his eyes again, the school hallway looked the same, but it felt thinner, as if the world’s texture had changed. Like reality had been stretched and someone had poked a hole through.

  He went home with his shoulders tight and his mind louder than the city. He didn’t remember taking off his shoes. Didn’t remember dropping his bag. Only remembered the moment he was alone in his room again, door shut, fan humming, the air stale with paper and electronics.

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