Nobody wants to speak, but the silence turns sour the longer it lingers. Gai sits with his forehead propped in his palms, trying to ignore the salt sting at the corners of his eyes. On the other side of the table, Raimondis is a wind-up toy wound too tight to break; he moves from chessboard to window to the fire and back again, each lap slower, but with more conviction, as if refusing to dissolve into irrelevance.
Elle does not pace. She sits, feet drawn up under her, gaze fixed on the knuckles of one hand, where a line of soot traces the valley between thumb and forefinger. She is not whole. None of them are. But it’s Elle who finally fractures the surface tension. With a single, precise motion, she produces a small blue notebook from the inner seam of her robe, flips it open, and slides a long feather—dark as oil, iridescent—between the pages to mark her place.
Gai recognizes it instantly. The blue-black feather had been her bookmark for the “Artifacts of the Lost Age,” the book they both obsessed over when the weather kept the world at bay. He thinks of the rain hammering the windows, and how Elle would read every line out loud twice, as if repetition could wring a different answer from the text. Now she doesn’t read from the notebook. She only looks at it, thumb smoothing the feather’s edge again and again, until Gai wants to scream from the force of her patience.
She finally speaks, her voice sanded low and even, the sound of someone announcing a death they’ve already mourned. “The book is gone,” she says.
Gai watches her fingers tremble as she points toward the empty air between them, as if the volume were still there. “It wasn’t behind a vault door. It wasn’t under lock and key. It was just... on the shelf. The third row, right-hand side, tucked between the chronicles of the First Age and the maps of the North.”
She takes a long, thin breath that hitches in the back of her throat. “Sheh’zar never left it unguarded. She didn't need a safe; she was the shield. But after the blast, when the smoke cleared enough to see the wood of the stacks...” She swallows hard. “The shelf was bare. The Artifacts was the only thing missing from the core collection. Sheh’zar’s hand was still resting on the wood right where the spine should have been, like she was trying to hold the space closed even after she was gone.”
Raimondis stops mid-circuit, face blank. “A book,” he says, drawing the word out. “All this—for a book?”
Elle’s eyes are bright, almost fevered, but the rest of her face is as still as glass. “Not a book. The book.”
She taps the cover of her blue notebook, then flattens it against the tabletop so the iridescent feather stands up—a dark, jagged flag for the dead. “The book that tracks the sixfold pattern. The one that diagrams the Null Sign.”
Gai remembers the pages now—the impossible hexagons and the branching lines. But mostly he remembers the center of those diagrams, where the founder’s scrawl turned feverish. “The part you couldn't translate,” he says softly. “The circle, the star, the line... the shape that kept changing.”
“The void at the center of the circuit,” Elle says, her voice dropping. “The founder obsessed over it, but Myrkenna won’t have to. She has the original margins now. She has the founder’s corrections, Gai. She isn't guessing anymore.”
Raimondis leans against the window, his face ashen in the fading light. “Fine. Let's say she can read the gibberish. What does she actually do with it?”
Elle flicks the feather, and the tip lands on her own hand-drawn map. “She goes to the Sites. The abandoned North. The dissolved city in the East. The forest, the sea, the volcano.” She pauses, her finger hovering over a blank space on her page. “And the last one. The one the text says is hidden in the ‘Unbuilt City.’”
Gai’s skin prickles. He remembers the chill he felt the first time she read that phrase aloud. “A city that never was,” he mutters. “How do you find a place that was never built?”
“You don’t find it,” Elle says, and the coldness in her tone is sharper than the winter air outside. “You realize that the ‘Null Sign’ isn't just a symbol. It’s a blueprint. If Myrkenna finds the keys, the Unbuilt City wouldn't stay a myth. It would become the 'last threshold'—the place where the vacuum is made manifest.”
Raimondis pushes off the window frame, his silhouette dark against the fading amber of the dusk. “Manifest where, Elle? The world is vast. Even if she finds these Orbs, how does she know where to take them? No one has ever found a ruin that ‘never was.’”
Elle flips to a new page in her blue notebook. She doesn't sketch a map; she sketches a hexagon with a hollow center. “The Founder’s notes were... frantic. She hinted that the information was layered. You don’t get the answer all at once.” She taps the five points of the hexagon. “The North, the East, the forest, the sea, the volcano. Each site is a question. I think... I think the coordinates for the center are hidden at the points. Like a lock that only reveals its location once the tumblers are turned.”
She looks at the hollow center of her drawing, her finger trembling. “There were rumors in the High Elven Dialect of a place in the Great Spine. A ancient deserted Dwarven stronghold ringing a hole in the earth. Is that the Unbuilt City? Or is that just where the 'nothing' begins? I don't know, Raimondis. I didn't finish the translation.”
Gai’s skin prickles. He remembers the "feverish scrawl" from the library—the way the ink seemed to vibrate on the page. “So Myrkenna isn't just looking for artifacts,” he mutters. “She’s hunting for the directions.”
“Zephyrian probably believes the Null Sign iss a well,” Elle whispers, eyes reflecting the dying embers. “A source of primordial power. He wants to own the very forces that built the world.” She looks at Gai. “Myrkenna doesn't want to break the world. She wants to be its master. She thinks if she follows the trail to that hole in the mountains, she’ll find a throne.”
Gai stares at the hollow hexagon. The "Unbuilt City" isn't a destination yet; it’s a ghost. “And we’re the only ones who know she’s even started the climb.”
Elle slaps the notebook shut. The sound is final, echoing against the stone walls like a heartbeat in an empty chest. “We don't have the book. We don't have the full riddles. We only have the questions, and the terrifying certainty that she already has the answers.”
The silence that follows is heavy, a physical pressure that makes the air feel thick and hard to breathe. Gai can still see the hexagon burned into the back of his eyelids—a geometric ghost haunting the dim room. It isn’t just a map anymore; it’s a countdown. Every second they spend in this room, Myrkenna is moving, her fingers tracing the "feverish scrawl" they can no longer see, her eyes deciphering the silver and mercury stains they can only half-remember.
Raimondis looks away first, his gaze drifting to the door as if he expects the palace guards to burst in and demand a solution they don't have. He looks older, the lines around his eyes etched deep by the realization that their world has just shrunk to the size of a stolen page.
Elle doesn't move. She remains curled in her chair, the blue notebook clutched against her chest like a shield made of paper. The "reckless ease" she showed earlier has vanished, replaced by a crystalline fragility. She isn't the princess in this moment; she is the only person who truly understands how close they are to the edge of a cliff they can't even see.
Gai’s mind reels. He pictures Sheh’zar, dead on the library floor, hand outstretched to the shelf where the book used to be—a final, desperate reach for a secret that had already escaped. He remembers Elle’s voice from the first time they read it together, the way she’d called the book “a living warning.” The original pages, covered in that frantic script, silver and mercury pooling at the centers of every diagram. It wasn't just a relic; it was a cipher that changed every time you looked at it. A curse that keeps rewriting itself in the blood of those who try to hold it.
The story has been illicitly taken; should you find it on Amazon, report the infringement.
He looks at his own hands, the ones that failed to catch the thief, and then at Elle. The fire in the hearth pops, a sharp crack of wood that sounds like a bone breaking.
He says, “What do we do?”
Elle does not answer for a long time. Instead, she watches the fire, the slow combustion of logs, the blue rim of heat that licks the edge of the wood before it vanishes into ash. She looks smaller in this light. Not fragile, but compressed—as if the pressure of the situation has squeezed her down to the densest form of herself.
When she finally speaks, her voice is measured, almost brittle. “We can’t wait for help that isn't coming,” she says, her eyes drifting to the door as if the shadows themselves are listening. “The Null Sign is just the blueprint—the Orbs, the Sites, all of it is a game board Myrkenna has already begun to play. The real danger is the momentum. The founder wrote that once the lock is opened, you can’t just close it.”
Raimondis makes a noise, halfway between a cough and a laugh, a dry sound that rattles in his chest. “So we’re at the mercy of a ghost story. That’s the official diagnosis?”
Elle lifts the notebook, holding it up so the fading amber light catches the blue-black feather. It trembles in the draft from the hearth, a tiny, iridescent needle. “If she completes the pattern, the best we can hope for is a quick end. The worst—” She lets the thought trail off, the implication hanging in the air like the scent of ozone before a strike.
The room goes hollow, the silence expanding until it feels like the breath before a scream.
“She may come for us again,” Elle says, her voice grounding them back to the physical room. “She doesn't leave loose ends, Gai. To her, we aren't people—we’re just variables in the equation she’s trying to solve.”
Raimondis mutters, “Great. Another reason to never sleep again,” but he doesn't move from the window. He looks like a man who has already accepted he’s a ghost.
Gai looks at Elle, ignoring the protocols of station and the distance he is supposed to keep. “Whatever happens, I’m not letting you do this alone.”
Her lips twitch. This time, the smile is real, but it’s so faint it barely exists—a flicker of warmth in a room that is rapidly growing cold.
The three of them sit in the shrinking radius of the firelight, and they stay like that, three points in a shrinking triangle, the fire losing ground to the encroaching cold. Even when the lamp is trimmed and the drapes closed, the chill persists, seeping through cracks around the window and settling into the bones of the building. The lounge is stripped of all luxuries; the only comfort is the warmth of the hearth and the repetition of small, ordinary motions.
Gai paces the length of the room, stopping sometimes at the door to the suite, sometimes by the window where a wedge of moonlight slices down the opposite wall. It is too bright to be ignored, but too thin to matter. He listens to the faint sound of guards posted outside—a shuffle, a cough, a coin spinning across the knuckles—and catalogues them as proof of life. Every pass through the room brings him closer to the fire, where Elle sits, not quite asleep, her arms folded tight across her chest.
Raimondis is on the couch. He has pulled it as close as possible to the flames without risking his hair, and even then, he still burrows into a blanket like a hibernating animal. Elle says nothing. She flips through the blue notebook, eyes glossing over the words but not reading them. Her movements are clipped and mechanical, the product of a day spent hollowing out her own core. The hem of her robe is scorched and sticky in places, and the ink from the library has stained her fingers in black lines. Gai catches her rubbing them together, as if trying to erase the stains, or maybe to check that she's still corporeal.
The night grinds forward. Food is ignored. Drink goes untouched. Eventually, even the fire loses its fight; only the slow, low glow remains, and it is just enough to cast all the rest of the room in shadow.
Elle stands, then, all at once, and says, “We should sleep.” Her voice is dead, but the words snap like a breaking branch. She turns and walks to the bedchamber, pausing only once to look back at Gai. He nods. She disappears, the door shutting with a soft finality that feels like the closing of a tomb.
Raimondis stretches, then rolls onto his side. “Don’t worry, squid. I’ll scream if anyone comes for us,” he says, but the words are thick with fatigue. Within minutes, his breathing evens, shoulders sagging. Gai considers waking him, if only to keep himself company, but thinks better of it.
Gai paces the room until his own legs lose feeling. He stands at the window agina, counting the steps of the guard outside as they alternate—two paces left, three paces right, a cough, the clink of a buckle. He presses his forehead to the glass, letting the cold seep through his skull, and tries to arrange his thoughts into some order.
But the only thing that sticks is the vision of Elle kneeling on the floor of the ruined library, the blue book held to her chest like a life preserver, the slow way she’d blinked and seemed to dissolve behind her own eyes. It is worse than any wound; it is the ache of a missing limb.
He moves to the bedchamber door. It is slightly ajar, the faint light of a lamp lining the frame. Inside, the cold is sharper, the bare stone floor unyielding. Elle’s bed is a plain affair—nothing like the cloud-soft nests of the palace, but still bigger than any Gai has slept in since leaving home. Elle is on her side, under the covers, back to the door. He hesitates, one hand on the lintel, not sure if he is meant to stand guard or just linger at the threshold as a kind of living ward.
He decides to sit. There is only a single chair, pushed into the corner by the window, so he takes it and folds himself into the smallest possible shape, arms across his chest to keep the shivering at bay. He looks at Elle’s shape under the covers—one shoulder exposed, her pale hair loose and tangled across the pillow—and tries to match his breathing to hers.
For a time, nothing happens. The world outside is dead quiet, the only noise the faint rhythm of Elle’s breath and, once, the sound of the wind squeezing around the eaves. Gai drifts, then jolts awake, the memory of Zephyrian’s fingernail on the table scraping through his dream. The sound echoes, then fades, replaced by the memory of Myrkenna’s golden eyes, the way they’d tracked him in the alley, the promise of violence in her smile.
The darkness in the room is not empty. It is saturated with something thick and alive. Gai tries to tell himself it’s just his own nerves, the aftershock of the day’s violence, but the chill on his skin suggests otherwise. He’s seen Myrkenna move through shadow; he’s seen her animate nothingness into teeth and blade. The air in the bedchamber feels like a trap left by her, a glove turned inside out, waiting to squeeze.
He closes his eyes, and tries to think of nothing. He counts backwards from one hundred. The numbers twist, losing their order, each replaced by the image of Sheh’zar’s body on the library floor, the hole in her chest, the star-shaped burn at its center. The memory presses so hard he nearly forgets where he is.
Then, without warning, Elle’s breathing changes. She whimpers, once, the sound small and raw. Gai is up and at the bed before he’s even aware of moving. He bends, one hand gentle on the coverlet, and whispers, “You’re safe. It’s okay.”
Elle jolts awake. Her eyes are wide, pupils huge against the gold. She gasps once, sits up, and in the same motion, grabs Gai by the wrist. Her hand is so cold it burns. She drags him down, hard, until he’s kneeling at the bedside, face nearly level with hers.
For a second, she doesn’t know where she is. She looks through him, not at him, and the panic in her eyes is total. Gai tries to say her name, but the sound is strangled by the force of her grip. Then she blinks, and the mask of the princess shatters. She lets go of his wrist, but not before her hand slides down to catch his fingers, clutching them like a lifeline.
She doesn’t speak. Her shoulders tremble, her breath coming in little shards. Gai climbs onto the edge of the bed, careful not to jar her. He sits awkwardly, boots still on, knees locked to keep from touching her with too much weight.
For a time, they just breathe together. The bed is cold, the linens stiffer than he expects. He feels ridiculous, a guard in too much armor trying to comfort a girl who’s survived a dozen worse things than he ever has.
But then Elle leans into him, forehead to his shoulder, and her arms go around his neck. He freezes—protocol, instinct, the memory of Lionel’s lectures about boundaries—but she is insistent. Her body is warm now, the heat of her leaking through the thin cloth, her hair damp against his cheek. The scent of her—the faint tang of drow incense, of old parchment and rainwater and ash—fills the space between them.
She makes a sound, low and ragged, and then she is crying. Not the formal, contained weeping of someone who expects to be observed, but the feral, animal sobbing of someone who has reached the end of their control. Gai holds her. He’s afraid to squeeze too tight, so he just wraps his arms around her, one hand at her back, the other at the nape of her neck, fingers tangled in the silk of her hair.
She says, “I can’t—” but doesn’t finish. She doesn’t have to.
He whispers, “It’s not your fault,” over and over, because it is the only thing he knows to say.
She shakes, soaking his tunic with tears. Her hands bunch the fabric at his shoulders, the knuckles sharp and desperate. He lets her hold on as long as she needs, letting his own heartbeat slow to match the ragged syncopation of hers.
Eventually, the tears stop. Elle’s breathing slows, then settles. She doesn’t let go, but her grip changes; it is no longer the grasp of someone drowning, but the way a child holds a blanket in the dark.
Gai is exhausted, every muscle hollowed out by fatigue. He wants to sleep, but his body is stuck in alert mode, every nerve waiting for a signal. He tries to relax, but the cold of the armor, the sweat at his hairline, the itch of the bracers, all combine to keep him hovering at the edge of rest.
He is aware of every sensation. The way Elle’s breath brushes his collarbone. The chill that leaks up from the floor through the mattress. The smell of drow incense, earthy and medicinal, overlaying the raw salt of old tears. The sound of guards outside, muffled but present. The memory of Myrkenna, the way her eyes glowed when she looked at him, as if she could already see how he would die.
He thinks of Zephyrian, the way he tapped his nail on the table. The rhythm was always the same: a slow build, then a sharp, final strike, the sound of a decision made. Gai wonders if Zephyrian ever doubted himself, if the old man ever woke up in the dark and wished to be anything but what he was.
He wonders if Myrkenna is asleep somewhere, or if she is up, pacing like a caged wolf, watching the world burn from a high window.
He wonders if Lionel will come for them, and what he will say when he sees Gai like this, arms wrapped around the only person in the world who still believes he is not a weapon to be used and discarded.
Elle shifts, then, her cheek pressed to his chest. Her voice is so small he almost misses it: “Don’t leave. Please.”
He answers without thinking. “Never.”
He means it. Even if he knows it’s a lie.
They sleep together, tangled and still, as the room fills with the slow light of the almost-morning. Gai does not dream, or if he does, the dreams are replaced by the steady pressure of Elle’s body against his, the slow, anchoring rhythm of her breath. The darkness in the corners does not recede, but it seems less menacing, more like the natural state of things.
When the sun finally rises, there is no ceremony. Elle wakes first, disengages with a surgeon’s delicacy, and sits on the edge of the bed, hands braced on her knees. Her face is dry now, but the skin under her eyes is raw and red. She does not look at Gai, but he can feel the gratitude in the way her body leans, infinitesimally, toward him.
He stands, shakes the sleep from his bones, and collects himself. His armor is cold and awkward, but it does not matter. Nothing in the world could make him feel lighter than he does at this moment. Raimondis is already up, perched at the edge of the lounge like a gargoyle. He clocks the pair of them emerging from the bedchamber, eyes wide and empty. He makes a face, but says nothing.
The day begins, as all days do. There are orders, and food, and the sound of voices outside the suite. But none of it touches the three of them in here. They are still held, for a few hours longer, in the gravity of the night before.
Gai stands at the window, and watches the sun rise over the city. He thinks of the book, and the Null Sign, and the cost of knowledge. He thinks of Sheh’zar, dead with her hand outstretched. He thinks of Elle, next to him in the dark, and the way she said “Don’t leave.”
And he hopes, that the coming war can stay away, just a little longer.

