Em had eaten only potatoes, run for an hour a day, and stayed awake as much as possible for a month. By the end of the month, she had become a monster. At least she had predicted this.
She stood in front of the bathroom mirror, amazed by her reflection. She began to study her body with pleasure.
Her irises were cyan, a light blue, in both eyes, and the whites of her eyes were pure black. Her hair was long, straight, and black, and her complexion was navy blue. Her height was as usual.
She wondered about the interior of the mouth. To see the inside, she opened her mouth wide, poked her tongue as far as possible, moved it around to see underneath, and examined her entire palate. The inside was completely black. Every part was black, including her teeth. She then closed her mouth and smiled.
After this examination, she concluded that the human she had been for her entire life was gone forever.
She went to her bedroom and stopped in front of the door. She placed her hands on the surface of the door. She wished to be behind it. Suddenly, she found herself in the room, as if she had disappeared and reappeared there.
“Was it magic?” she said. “No. This is an ability this body provides.”
She spoke instead of thinking because she wanted to hear her voice—her monstrous voice! The voice was interesting, as well as monstrous and sharp. It was sharp to Em’s ears. In a good way. She liked it.
In fact, she liked the new voice more than her previous human voice. She felt she would come to like this new body even more. The only thing she would have to do was get used to it. For that, time was required, she thought.
That night, she experimented with her new body. It turned out that she could walk on walls, as well as in the air. She could climb or step upward in the air. She found it strange, though. Additionally, she could walk through walls. To discover this, she walked through the door of the room. It was fun.
“I suppose there are more powers within my body,” she she said. “More to discover.”
But she decided to test them later. Within hours, she had satisfied her curiosity enough.
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“What to do now?” She said, sitting on her bed.
There was a pillow next to her. She looked at it, took it on her knees and hugged it. The softness of the pillow reminded her of something. Her mind suggested another aspect of her body. It was a little naughty aspect: her genital. She shied away at first but soon liked the idea. She played with her sex organ. She was male, as she had been before.
Later, she jumped out of the window and moved out. Falling from the eighth floor of a building would have been dangerous, she thought. Instead, she climbed downwards to the ground in the air.
As soon as her feet landed on the ground, she ran away. She didn’t look back even once. She had literally abandoned her previous life.
For days, she just walked, hiding in the side streets. She managed to escape the curious eyes of humans by staying underground, chilling in the sewers at night. She strolled around aimlessly.
One day, she raped a stray cat just because of an urge (All beings are in the shape of beautiful human females, regardless of their gender). She felt numb afterward.
Two days later, Em bumped into someone at 3am while wandering. The person seemed to be sleeping on the pavement. Em squatted near her.
"Is she unconscious?" Em asked.
The person's eyes were closed. Em shook her body with her hands, but she didn't wake up. As she touched the person's body, Em felt lustful. It was the same urge of sexuality she had felt with the cat that day.
She wondered the reason of unusual sexual behaviors lately. She hadn’t been so before this monster body. She concluded that it was due to the new body.
Suddenly she felt hard in her pants. She stood still and turned away, not to trigger her body. She wouldn’t rape a human, she thought.
But the feeling was hard to resist! Her humanity-taught ethics couldn’t resist it. Her new monster part of her mind baffled her. Inside, a battle was raging between it and her human side. However, the battle was short-lived. The monster had won. But instead of touching the person, Em masturbated. To satisfy her monstrous part, she did it on the person's face.
Em felt humiliated.
Despite her shyness, her face didn't reveal any emotion. Her face looked numb. She noticed this. On the inside guilt was boiling, however, on the outside her body wasn’t showing any sign of it.
Feeling ashamed she ran away. She jumped into the nearest manhole and disappeared.
The next night, Em went back there again. She couldn't see the person; the person had disappeared. For some reason, she felt suspicious. A bad feeling haunted her on the inside.
Suddenly, the knowledge of what had happened came to her mind. She referred this to her new body. She observed images, thoughts, and insights. She learned the truth.
Inside the images in Em’s mind, the person had kept sleeping on the cold pavement. After Em had left, a group of people showed up. They were four, dangerous, and full of mischief. They carried guns and swore a lot.
Em learned the fate of the person from the insights. The gang had played with her in a way that was hard to tell. The word ‘pornographic’ was enough as a description. The person hadn't woken up during the intercourse.
Em wanted to know why the person lacked awareness, but the monster body didn't reveal it, as it had done for the person's fate. When the answer didn't come, she looked into the images in her mind. Inside the images, one of the gang members cut the person's throat with a machete, and the person died. Her body became a bunch of dust (body disappears, leaving a bunch of dust behind, when critical damage is taken in this story).
The gang members quarreled with one another over the consequences of their murder. They discussed the hiding spot for the dust and clothes of the dead person. They didn't want the murder to be known by the police. After talking about it, they agreed to dig a hole and...
"Buried it," Em whispered.
