Pathum POV (August 2020)

  How could they do that to my innocent girl? Poor baby , I hate them how can they do this to my sweetie ? its all my fault, I am the reason behind her misery, I am the reason why she is suffering I shouldnt have come into her life, but I did ,

  but please God forgive me!

  I can't leave her she is my girl I love her, I am just not that strong enough to do that. If I left her, her family would stop treating her like that.

  I am so sorry scarlet that you have to go through all these terrors because of me.

  I should do something for her, I should take her out of that misery. I cannot let her die in that pain.

  Worrying about things I cannot control will get me no where, I must focus on my studies

  Then study you idiot!

  Scarlet ; good morning!

  Pathum ; good morning sweetie!

  Scarlet ; I am sorry I slept that long

  Pathum ; I wanna hug you sweetie. I am so sorry that I caused you all these troubles, it is my fault that you are going through all of this pain.

  Scarlet ; please no, don’t blame yourself for any of this, you are not the reason its them , they are just evil people.

  Pathum ; they pray to God right ? how could they do all these sins? How could they say they love Jesus when they break us apart?

  Scarlet ; I don’t understand sweetie

  Pathum ; I wanna hug you, I wanna help you, I cant stay here like this, I cant stop thinking about this, you are my girlfriend, you are my girl, you are my darling, you are my mom, my lil mom. Sweetie I wanna scream so bad, why are we so far away?

  Scarlet ; sometimes I doubt God, I just cant-

  Pathum ; no sweetie trust in God , don’t doubt God. Keep believing and keep praying all shall be well, we’ll be together oneday and then we can be happy. It will be tough yes I admit it, but we can survive sweetie ,keep praying okay sweetie? I may never come to the level of faith you have for God but don’t give up on him, keep the faith.

  Scarlet ; I just cant do this anymore,I have got to go school. I’m sorry sweetie I have to go now, I will text you when I comeback, until then talk with Annabelle.

  I had my evening tea once she departed , I texted her, Annabelle woke up an hour later and I told her everything she needed to know

  Annabelle ; I cant believe they did that to her.

  Pathum ; it is my fault. If I hadnt come into her life then everything shall be good, she wouldnt have to go through any of this.

  Annabelle; not true! they treated her badly even before you stepped into her life. I realised a lot about them recently and I can guarantee you , it is not your fault.

  Pathum ; scarlet is such an innocent girl, she don’t deserve this pain, I wished I could do something that will free her.

  Annabelle ; you really could or in other words you are the only one who could help her. Pass your exams and move into US and take her away from them .

  Pathum ; I know , but it will take some time to get me into US, I will have to pass this exam and get a scholarship if that works that way or else I don’t know I wish I get a scholarship in anyway for passing this exam, I don’t know if that works that way. But lets see!

  Annabelle ; you have to do your best to rescue her, you are the only one who can help her out of it. So please do your best to rescue her. You have to study hard in order to do that. She believes that you will rescue her, you must. She cannot live with those people.

  Pathum ; I will study hard , I promise. I always study hard but sometimes I forget things so quickly , but thats okay I can study more and try to remember them.

  Annabelle ; God will guide you, please keep praying. You must pray and trust in God, he will surely help you with this troubles.

  Pathum ; I understand .

  Annabelle ; so whatcha wanna talk about ?

  Pathum ; well since scarlet is not here lets talk about you. Whatya doing? Like do you have any dreams that you wanna achieve or do you like any goals or anything that you wanna achieve ?

  Annabelle ; I have one primary goal and that is find my biological mom and meet her, talk to her and tell her how much I miss her and how my life could change with her in my side.

  Pathum ; I’m sorry about that. So your current mom how is she treating? Is she good? Or does she treat you wrong?

  Annabelle ; She is fine, she loves me as her own, there is nothing wrong with our relationship except my dad, he doesnt love me he treat me wrong, he hurts me all the time , he blames me , he accuses me and he is no good as a dad. He never loved me , I just don’t understand what is with him

  Pathum; I’m sorry Annabelle . I wish you had better dads, you know the same thing could be said about scarlet but lately he opened up and we found out he is actually a caring person, so maybe your dad doesnt show you affectionate but deep down he might be loving you, just he doesnt want to show it, like tough love. You have to just examine him well and he might reveal his truth. Maybe there is something which proves his truth. Real affection.

  Annabelle ; there is one thing I think I need to say.

  Pathum ; tell me

  Annabelle ; he never believed in God, until I . when I was given birth my heart had stopped functioning and he had prayed and the next thing we know is I am breathing, I came back to life, my heart which had stopped functioning started to function. So from that day onwards he prays to God and gives his life to God because I was alive, so the reason he pray and believes God is me but at the same time he hates me for everything, he criticizes me every time he can, I don’t understand his love. Why does he hates me?

  Pathum ; maybe he cant forgive himself

  Annabelle ; for what?

  Pathum ; thats what you need to figure out, if you can figure it out and give a solution to that maybe all things shall be good.

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  Annabelle ; I wish

  Pathum ; lets forget about it now. Lets talk about something else, what about books do you read them?

  Annabelle ; I read religious books, bible and few novels. Mostly religious books is all I read .

  Pathum ; thats nice. What are you favourite ?

  Annabelle ; bible , I love the bible , I have read it like fewer times. Maybe 3 or 4 times completely .

  Pathum ; okay that is nice, I have not read the bible yet but scarlet found this app for me where we could read the bible, so I read about few chapters, soon I am hoping to go read it full time and finish it. But I doubt I can do that soon, because I got this exam and since I have the exam I cant do it anymore, I need to finish the exam and then read the bible , I always wanted to read it , but since scarlet came into my life I wanted to read the bible than ever but unfortunately I couldn’t .

  Annabelle ; that is so nice of you to do so.

  Pathum ; thank you !

  We did talked about some food and played some games and then it was dinner. I had my dinner and fell asleep. When I woke up she is already home from school.

  Scarlet ; good morning prince charming.

  Pathum ; good morning sweetie, I am sorry I slept too much.

  Scarlet ; you needed it. How are you doing now?

  Pathum ; I am good sweetie how was school?

  Scarlet ; it was good nothing special happened.

  Pathum ; okay.

  We did talked about the weather and she had a shower , and I drank my morning tea. And we got into our group chat.

  Annabelle; how was school?

  Scarlet ; it was alright!

  Pathum ; was your butt okay?

  Annabelle ; what-

  Scarlet ; omg pathum , not here .

  Annabelle ; what DO YOU MEAN NOT here?

  Scarlet ; oh nothing nothing forgot about what he said.

  Pathum ; the truth shall be revealed, the lord will reveal the truth.

  Scarlet ; stop-

  Annabelle ; what truth?

  Pathum ; that scarlet got a big butt.

  Scarlet ; I’m dead !

  Annabelle ; Rest in peace !

  Pathum ; the butt God send his regards to scarlet.

  Scarlet ; you love butts don’t you ?

  Annabelle ; and now he is dead.

  Scarlet ; exactly !

  Pathum ; I don’t love butts, I just love one, and that butt is all I want ma’am , don’t you ever disrespect me again. I don’t and never loved butts I just admire your butt scarlet, just that only now then and forever.

  Scarlet ; omg pathum I know that , you didn’t have to go for details, she can read your messages too so please be respectful and careful.

  Pathum ; send me your butt on a box.

  Scarlet ; I wish I can do that mister

  Annabelle ; so is this only about her butt? Is there nothing we can talk about?

  Pathum ; common symptom. Jealousy !towards your peers.

  We all had a laugh and that is when I thought to I need to write a special message to Annabelle. Reminding her how special she is to scarlet and how important it is to live a life.

  Pathum ; Hello there! This is an important message for Annabelle, reminding her how special it is to have a life and live it, so there is many things that I wanted to be included so that it carries the right message to you, first of all you are a little sister to me so you are my Lil sis and I care about you, I know it has been few months since we had met but I learned a lot about you during this short period, a lot, so I think it is the right time I type a good message to you portraying your importance for me and scarlet. Yes I know we didn’t began our friendship on a good note but that is okay, you were clouded with wrong opinions and that lead you to have a negative impression on me and act wrong towards me. I have forgiven you with everything , don’t you be scared for anything cause you had done nothing and it wasn’t your fault you were protecting your bestie, scarlet. The queen of all. You were doing everything to protect her from any disaster and give her the best life you think she deserve . so LIL SIS you are a very important friend and I admire you for everything you had done for scarlet, you did everything good for her. You have a nice heart and you are a nice soul! God is with you all the way. God will protect you from anything bad that could happen.

  I know recently your mom got sick and your dad had being rude to you but always remember you are loved by some, I love you, scarlet loves you we all love you and we are so sorry that you don’t have your biological mom with you , we are so sorry. But remember you will end up on a good place , you will end up in a good place , your life shall be good keep praying and things shall be good. You have an amazing mom so don’t you worry she will love you and about your dad, I am sorry about him, some of us have to accept tough love and that is so difficult I know that is difficult but keep going don’t ever give up . you are worth more than you think you are.

  I don’t have a permanent solution for your dad but I suggest to examine him well and figure out why he is angry , you can thank him for everything he has done to you and ask him for his forgiveness and learn what is wrong with him. Give him love even if he denies it but don’t pressure him . Ask God what's wrong with him, ask God deeply what is the matter with him and he shall reveal to you what you should do , and about mom we will pray for her we will indeed pray for her, and she will be healthy and safe , don’t be scared about her she will get back soon and she will love you like her own. You can ask her somethings that will figure whY dad is like the way he is maybe mom might know the answer to your problems. I and scarlet will keep you in our prayers and soon all shall be well.

  So now your importance to scarlet,is immense . You are a very important person in her life, when I am not here to help her it is you who helps her, it is you who talks to her ,it is you who prays for her, you see you are a very important person in her life and you shall always be a very important person. You love her more than her own family, her family is wicked and you know about them better than I could say in a single message. You know how bad they treat her and your love is one thing that helps her survive, so if you ever had a suicidal thought remember it is not just your life that you are attempting to kill but also the life of scarlet and everyone around you , even though some people acts like the don’t care they actually do care about you they just don’t show it well because of their rude behaviour . so don’t let your mind take control over you , don’t ever let that happen, always remember your mom’s love you , your dad do love you and before all remember scarlet love you so much , your are her friend, the friend she needs and the friend she didn’t had and you are my LIL SIS of course I wanna protect you and help you, so next time when you have a suicidal thought remember it is okay to have them but keep your faith. Your faith shall keeps you alive.

  Don’t ever take your life , don’t you ever leave me and scarlet. We need you in our relationship , we love you and don’t forget that. You are like the only friend that helps our relationship , you are there when we have a argument or when it look like we are about to be separated. You keep us together and we keep you together with us. I love you LIL SIS, thank you for supporting me and scarlet.

  Annabelle ; OMG!

  Scarlet ; TADAA!

  Pathum ; read it ! read it!

  Annabelle ; I will ! thank you so much for writing this message I needed it now, it is like god just answered my prayer. Thank God, Pathum.

  She read the message and was in tears afterwards. She realised her importance.

  It didn’t bothered me that she praised God than me or before me. It’s their nature I don’t mind, I never wrote it to gain praise but to insist some meaning to her. To convince her that her life is important and that she is loved.

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