Chapter 1 is tough, can try again! Worry-free
The life of Wang Zhen's previous incarnation can be described in two words: stifling.
A gentle mother in front of others, but a fierce one in front of her own; a father who eats and waits for death; a betraying **; a mysterious red Ferrari that appears out of nowhere, all seem to be teasing her to no end!
But what's the use of being so stifled? Death is just death, but God doesn't even allow that.
Then, the depressed Wang Zhen tried the most popular word at that time: Rebirth.
Wang Zhen lay on the bed with her eyes closed, a wry smile in her heart. Since she had been given a second chance, this fate must not be repeated!
Mother baozi, she doesn't allow it! Even if the nature is soft, it must be practiced to be strong. Father is weak, but he must lead the way to become stronger, no matter what method is used, Wang Xiang will complete this task even if it kills her.
Looking back, if she had been more resolute and borrowed money from relatives or banks, she could have completed her studies; but she didn't. If she had been more resolute with Ma Chenggong, not become his mistress, and not cared about that deceitful tenderness, would her life be different now? What if...
No ifs, no past lives, only reborn self.
Back to 14 years old, just started third year of junior high school, September 1st, 1997.
It was 2001 when she graduated from high school and left her hometown. She still had four years, and there was still time to change that fate.
Do you hate him? Maybe he hated before, but who to blame? Did Ma succeed? Was it his fault that he forced himself to be a third party? No! If you want to blame someone, you can only blame yourself for being too weak. You don't know how to distinguish right from wrong.
My mother still doesn't like playing mahjong and only stays at home after finishing farm work. She is now cooking in the kitchen.
This year, her father worked in a cement factory in the town for half a year, with a monthly salary of two or three hundred yuan. Although he couldn't bring it back home, at least he shared some of the farm work, and this was also the most relaxed half-year Wang Zhen had ever spent. However, after receiving a phone call, her father gave up his stable job and once again set foot on the path of being a migrant worker.
"Get up and eat, if you don't get up, die of starvation then!" Zheng Shuirong's words became increasingly harsh under the torment of poverty for ten years. She didn't shout loudly in front of others, but her own daughter had finally become a place where she could vent.
Wang Zhen took a glance outside the door and knew it was time to get up: "Mm-hmm" she softly responded.
Laugh at myself, yes, even if I starve to death, no one will care. In my mother's heart, how much space do I occupy? Shake head, still feed the belly first before thinking about it.
Zheng Shuirong's daughter is signing up for junior high school, and the tuition fee of less than 200 yuan was earned by Zheng Shuirong selling vegetables, a few cents at a time. Zheng Shuirong's mind is in conflict, her husband is unreliable, she doesn't want to let her daughter go to school, but she's also afraid that people will look down on her child if she doesn't, so she lets her go to school, and it pains her to spend the hard-earned money.
So every time she enrolled and paid her tuition fees, Zheng Shuirong would habitually complain.
Because of this tuition, every time Wang Yan took it, she would be scolded by her mother once.
"Again, it's about money, and signing up! What's the point of girls learning so much? It's better to find a partner early on." Zheng Shuirong had always believed that women without talent were virtuous, and never cared whether Wang Zhen got full marks or failed her exams.
Wang Zhen strongly disagreed, could it be that her mother really wanted to spend the rest of her life like her, facing the yellow earth and backing the sky? Marrying another homeless man?
Forget it, Wang Zhen doesn't want to live like this.
Apathetic relatives, familiar environment, a room with dimmed lights, everything makes her feel suffocated. She often wonders, wasn't she born to her parents, was she picked up? Why are they always so neglectful of her?
Shake your head, relying on a mountain will collapse, relying on people will run away, it's better to rely on one's own strength.
In the previous life, he was in his third year of junior high school and had average grades. Later, when he took the high school entrance exam, he also went to an ordinary high school. Although his score on the college entrance examination was not bad, it was not among the best either. Otherwise, with Wang Xian's proud personality, if he really got into Tsinghua or Peking University, he would have at least shown some support, and wouldn't have hidden his face completely.
Come on! Wang Zhen! You still have time, it's not too late to work hard now.
Holding the pocket money in hand, backpack on back, walking out of the school gate, taking a deep breath, must study hard and get into a key high school!
"Wang Zhen!"
Wang Zhen walked on the small path between the fields in the countryside, turned her head and saw two people running towards her. Upon closer inspection, they were Wang Xia from the same village and Wang Guodong. Wang Xia was in the same grade as Wang Zhen but in a different class, Class 3, while Wang Zhen was in Class 1, and Wang Guodong had just started junior high school.
Wang Zhen smiled lightly, it had been many years since she last saw the two siblings.
Wang Xia's father is the elder brother of Wang Guodong's father, and the two brothers separated from each other but still lived in the same courtyard, jointly supporting Wang Xia's grandfather.
"Wang Zhen, feeling better?" Wang Xia smiled and patted her shoulder. This girl rarely caught a cold, but unexpectedly this time she was sick for several days.
Wang Zhen smiled slightly: "Mm, okay." Her voice was very soft.
"Let's go together."
"Good."
"Zhuang Jie." Wang Guodong also followed behind and laughed as he called out.
"En, going into first year of high school, I suppose." Wang Zhen replied.
"Yes, it's so annoying. They dragged me out of bed early in the morning and made me go register with my sister." Wang Guodong didn't like studying and his grades were poor, so he was always forced by his family to attend school.
Wang Zhen smiled and didn't say anything.
"Slap!" Wang Xia gave Wang Guodong a slap on the back of his head: "If you don't focus, you won't be able to read your books, go back to picking up dog shit in the fields!"
Wang Guodong looked at Wang Xia's fierce appearance, although he was unwilling, but also did not dare to resist. He could only pout and hum a soft sound as he walked ahead alone.
Wang Xia and Wang Zhen had a good relationship since childhood. The two were originally very attractive, with tall figures that drew attention.
Wang Xia has always been outgoing and has good relationships. As soon as she entered the campus, she was greeting old classmates all along the way, while Wang Zhen just smiled or nodded her head.
Wang Xia gives people a feeling of being approachable, while Wang Zhen gives people a feeling of being aloof. Therefore, in comparison, more people are willing to accept Wang Xia as a straightforward classmate, while Wang Zhen is generally only observed from afar...